#seeing gay ppl irl being happy makes me sooo

[msookyspooky]

Same, part of me wants Randy wifed up bc he DESERVES to get married after everything he's been through, he was already looking for love in Terrible Trilogy sooo it would make sense for him to continue looking around. Even if he's married tho I feel like his and Y/ns friendship will be as strong as ever 🥺 there's no way he'd just leave us UNLESS he found out about Billy and Stu. At least she'll have had ten years of friendship at that point with him. Also imagine writing a scene where Randy's child runs up to Y/n going "Auntie Y/n!" And Billy and Stu in the shadows being like AUNTIE Y/N?! 🤣 I feel like they would once again be jealous of Randy having a wife, a child, having Y/n in his life 😌 I feel like seeing Randy being so happy would really get under their skin and make them crave that domestic life even more with us. We all love jealous Billy and Stu, nothing makes me happier then riling them up 🤣

On the other hand, part of me can't help but want Randy to be single since I think he's gonna die in this one 😭 atleast if he dies he's not leaving behind a gf or a possible kid. I love him and Y/n being besties, we don't need to romanticize everything. He doesn't need to be in love with us, just let him focus on his hobbies. It didn't seem like Randy had any feelings for Y/n in TT either.

Another thing - it's toxic, but I can't help but want Randy to be single AND in love with Y/n 🤡 it's AWFUL considering he really did seem to move on in Terrible Trilogy and he deserves to find someone after losing Sidney...but I can't help but want that pining Ray we had in Sequels Suck, I can't help but love the idea of Billy and Stu seeing the signs and Y/n just being oblivious. Like I can hear Randy's voice being like "I already lost Sidney, I can't lose you too!" just like he said in Sequels Suck.

AHHH I'm so conflicted 😭 my final vote - Randy wifed up. You can decide whether or not he has a kid. His and Y/n's friendship is adorable. I'm willing to put down the Y/n x Randy ship since I honestly do think he moved on in TT. Y/n deserves a friend who isn't into her either, every guy she's encountered gains feelings for her. Billy and Stu can be jealous of them being platonic soulmates AND of Randy having everything, like a house, a wife, US in his life 💅

I feel the same exact way I want Ray to be healthy, married, moved on bc not only does that feel like the most realistic but he deserves to be happy and after 10 years of no GF attacks it makes perfect sense for him to settle down thinking the threat is forever over. Besides, we've seen in canon no matter how much Randy's like "Don't think it's over, don't do the stupid thing, don't break the rules"....Then he turns around and does that exact thing 🤡

And yeah exactly Billy and Stu are endgame so Randy pinning for us is awful AND it gets on my nerves when ppl think men and women can't be friends 🙃 not only is not everyone hetero but have none of these heteronormative ppl met whole gay friend groups??? Just because there could be attraction doesn't mean there is and them being best friends as a guy and a woman sits so right with me and is realistic irl

HOWEVER....There is the tiniest sadistic part of me that feels the same u do. Pinning Randy and the romantic tension in Sequels was something man. And look how in love he was with Sidney 2 years later even tho she had a boyfriend! Randy definitely feels like the type of guy to be in love with the obsession of being infatuated with someone for years. We already know he was for Sid for 3 years in canon and who knows how many years prior to that and it makes the reveal even more heartbreaking for him. 💔

HOWEVER just bc Randy was infatuated (And that's what it was he was not in love with us despite having love FOR US now) at one time doesn't mean he can't get over it and move on.

But I'm heavily leaning towards wifed up because that's just realistic that friends after 10 years are going to carry on with life and meet ppl etc. and Randy did seem completely accepting of him and YN as just friends (Even tho Stu and Billy's reaction to them dating for a hot minute is still funny 🤭😏) so why not have him wifed up? I was just leery that ppl wouldn't like it but apparently I was wrong bc not a single person has been like "No leave him single 👹"

[tayne-dot-exe]

I almost never interact with anyone on here but I want people to be able to Know me, so I'm trying to get into actually blogging and just spilling my thoughts and what I'm up to… its kinda weird cos I use to pretty much only have online friends and discord chats were like my main spot but I'm just not really checking servers as much and most of my friends I'm no longer at the place where I'm telling them every thought I have anymore? I want those kind of connections which is why I'm still putting it out here in case anyone here wants to go from parasocial to social, but most of it has started to feel like, not interesting enough to message any person or groupchat in particular, so I have started to prefer just waiting until the next time I see someone in person and having a long catch up chat, letting the conversation go to whats been on my mind. But thats prob due to actually going out to do a lot more social activities and trying to HAVE people I do things with irl, even though it's still pretty frustrating that I feel like I can't find the kind of person I want to build like a super codependent friendship with…

Like I think I've been trying to make friends the way that people date where I'm just meeting up with someone from lex or bumble, and I keep finding new ways that things just Aren't Working for me, I have started trying to just be pragmatic about it…. It's one thing to try to find people who are interested in the type of activities I want to do with people- thrifting and nature walks are like sooo general, but I'm going insane from people saying they want to do something and then having so many logistical problems actually going… I know I'm super privileged that I'm just free after 4pm and have a car but like… I'm tired of doing sooooo much to accommodate hangouts just cos I want someone to go to things with like driving 40 minutes extra each way to you to pick you up…. or like if you can't tell me it's gonna be another hour before you're ready to leave your house…. I live in the suburbs of a super big city and there should be gay people everywhere but I can't find anyone within 15 minutes of me who is not too ADHD to actually make plans??? And then on top of just being willing AND able to go do the stuff I wanna do you're telling me I have to build a 1 on 1 rapport with people and sometimes we're just gonna find each other annoying??

Anyway I've actually joined a ton of groups that I'm pretty happy with adding a bunch of stuff to my calendar to just run into people and at least trying to find these connections irl if everyone on lex is a bum. Biggest thing is master naturalist where I've been going to tons of moth nights and bioblitzes and making friends with educated older women, kinda funny this parks and wildlife guy who is like the cult leader of the area keeps talking to me about on cinema at the cinema cos my inaturalist is also Tayne. And I found a new lgbt social group that has some interesting people but I wish was better at posting their casual activities cos I wanna just meet people at the things that are not video games and support groups. And I wanna get a little more involved with this climate action group I did a book club with. And I found a place where I can do Tai Chi actually guided by Chinese people, and that the place also does language/culture classes for adults so I will probably sign up for that in the spring. I'm even giving "the club" a try since we have one of very few lesbian bars in the country, but I think I'm just not interested in drinking with strangers where it's hard to converse and I don't care about most of the music (love dance music but even if it was my music idk how much I care about hearing it in it's natural environment), I'm giving it my best shot but I really don't have the clubber's spirit, I like the idea of dressing up for the club more than actually going… (honestly i think most ppl I've been trying to take to nature walks like the idea of being someone who goes out in nature more than actually going too)

But like its kinda crazy I'm obsessed with making lists of stuff I want to do, and for a long time it was creative projects that I dread having to actually do but I want to be finished, and during quarantine I started thinking like, what are the things I would do if I didn't feel like I had "homework", like if I was free from the stuff I was putting pressure on myself, and I've already done and have lined myself up to do a bunch of these now… I'm very happy with the adult I've settled in to being, and I want to meet other people who are too. I've found that I am such a busy body and love having things planned where I get to go hang out and meet people!

[nervousmonolith]

Remembering the time my class got a tour around a campus and there was this couple that was basically them

[tsukidrama]

hiii!!

pls i love when your replies are long!!

aaaah i already told you but i’m so so so happy you liked the review!! the whole story is just so nice but the writing makes it even better, i re-read it several times before writing my ask because i kept focusing on the writing instead of on what was going on akjshdjkdf

i just realised tsuki means moon in japanese i’m so dumb 💀, everything is linked!! the moon is gay confirmed. about the eye contact YES that’s exactly how i see it too but if i ever met her i’m not sure i’d be able to make eye contact she’s way too intimidating lmao

same : i already said it in the other ask but cottagecanon is perfect for the fics related to the road not taken!! what inspired you for the name trnt by the way?

oh would you mind sharing your top 5? i’m guessing annie at the top and yelena behind. i really wonder who the others are though.

also i read “sex_tape_06.mov”! and wow! i think it just became one of my favourites!!

the two smut stories at once was so clever!! reader on one side, yelena on the other and the stories answering each others like ““You won’t be bad for me right now, will you?” (...) the version of you in the video says: “Yes. I’ve been so bad.” is very well done! it could have been very messy but your writing makes it very clear throughout the whole fic.

yelena’s and reader’s parts also have two different atmospheres (even if yelena is, well, yelena in both) that complete each other so well.

i don’t really self insert when i read fics but i really felt the “Oh, so you’re embarrassed now?” alsjskskks, i don’t think i’d survive yelena’s teasing irl, she has way too much power. she gives so many orders, all the “hold it” “now pay attention” etc were HOT. oh and she was so in character in this fic!! or at least exactly how i see her.

finally yelena and reader coming “together” was very hot, followed by yelena being cute as fuck, reader is a very very luck girlfriend.

have a nice day!

-j

bdshwhhse you are too kind to me! i am particularly proud of the way that the writing in cold hands cold heart turned out (my reply is coming i promise gimme a few days with the bday vacation). but you make me feel special 💕 i had to reread the fic myself honestly bc i forgot what happened 😪 DAMNNN it rly is my masterpiece for a reason. that one, and Yelena - Give The Devil Her Dues are my two favorites of all time, i think.

that is true!!! my url is actually a play on the name tsukiyama! he is my fave character from tokyo ghoul whomst i adore with all my soul. his name means moon + mountain and he loves flowers 🥺 i love him so much. ppl calling me tsuki as a writing pseud came later on but i liked it so i rolled with it. and yeah, it means moon 🥰♡

agreed about the eye contact with Annie though, she's so intense... i'm so into intense eye contact though, eheheh i'd be trying to "win" the staredown.

thank you!!! i'm so happy with the term, i think it's so cute & i wouldn't have even thought of it if you hadn't suggested naming the canon universe! (even if it was kind of a joke lmao) "the road not taken" is the name of a poem by american poet robert frost. you'll probably recognize bits from the sub title & masterlist! applied to Annie and the fic it's about how she chooses to walk away from a life she never wanted (warriors, representing the subjects of ymir, fighting, etc)

my top 5 ladies are Annie, Yelena, Pieck, Mikasa, & Hanji, in that order! but if you want to get technical about Hanji, then Ymir (the gay one). top 5 men are Onyankopon, Reiner, Porco, Erwin, & Levi.

hfkllrafasfn thank you!! i'm really happy with the way it came out. i was a little worried that the two different points of view would be confusing so it's a relief to hear that you think it worked! it was fun to experiment with the style like that! ♡♡

GIRL THATS FAIR HAH she's so intimidating.. by nature she's very dominating and gets off on making people squirm. i tend to be fairly dom myself so i would be sooo bad for Yelena 😝 pleeeeease let me see what happens if i disobey. YUM that's a whole other fic right there!

yelena's girlfriend would be the most sexually satisfied person on the planet... yelena gets her girl off first, makes sure she likes it, and goes for multiple rounds. she's a lucky girl indeed.

[a-nonbinary-mess]

I want you to do all the botanical asks because im a plant gay and i love you and i love plants

im crying op please tell me who you are please i love you too idk who you are but im love u too (also this is 31 questions anon omggg)

baby’s breath: 5 things you associate yourself with

1. art (anything aesthetically pleasing)

2. food–mainly desserts

3. stress (that i put on myself)

4. lavender bc i really love lavenders

5. uhh dogs? i really love dogs

bleeding heart: what makes your heart go mushy?

-thoughts of how much I adore my friends tbh

-any cliche romcom trope in a fanfic or seeing ppl suddenly realize how much they love another person, whether platonically or romantically

-seeing kind people in the world and amazing animals, mainly dogs and cats

bell flower: what’s the title of the song that makes you want to jump around out of joy?

-uhh idk i like disney channel original songs a lot tho and ive been listening to a lot of potential song by aly and aj lol

-love on the brain by rihanna, uhh anything that sounds cheesy and cute and romantic like la vie en rose by edith piaf (the cover by laura and anton is super good)

evening primrose: what is your sleeping playlist (five songs): 

-anything by lofi hip hop beats w/ anime girls studying hard

-any studio ghibli song tbh

-any classical music song idk i dont listen to a lot of music before i sleep

-tango music ??? 

-a whole musical (hamilton, chicago, etc)

-songs that dont require me to sing bc i will sing to legit any song at 3 am instead of sleeping

forget-me-not: who is your favorite blog that’s not following you? 

-hmm idk? i mainly follow a lot of art blogs, so i would say any of them? maybe hinamie? or insomniac-arrest is a super cool person, thatsthat24 bc thomas sanders is an amazing human being and i would love to be friends with him

daffodil: what is one plant that you want to have but can never get?

-lavenders or sunflowers? where i live is kind of really difficult to plant anything tbh (unpredictable weather, things die in the winter, etc) and also idk how to take care of plants r i p 

calla lily: are you more of a sunny day or a rainy evening?

-rainy evening for sure. i love to leave the window opening, listen to soothing music, drink tea surrounded by candles, and read something ive been putting off while my dog is curled up next to me

foxglove: what is your favorite color and in what shade?

-i like the whole rainbow of colors but i prefer the darkest black and darker red for clothing and a light purple in general

lavender: what is something that you’ve always wanted to be/have/get but can never have?

-happiness. jk but i really do wish that i wasn’t mentally ill though :// also a cat. bc im allergic : (

love in a mist: what is the latest dream that you remember?

-idk i dont sleep well or deep enough anymore to even dream but i remember having a dream 2 years ago that i was dating oikawa from haikyuu and he was so disconcerting in my dream that i remember it to this day bc essentially he wasnt a real person like i could recognize him bc he was a damn hologram like miku and we had sex the end it was wild

daisy: what is your favorite flavor of cotton candy, ice cream, and juice?

-favorite cotton candy flavor (???): there are multiple flavors???? i just like the original pink i guess idk anything about cotton candy 

-ice cream: cookies n cream, cookie dough, vanilla, mint depending on where im getting it, and strawberry : )

-juice: does fruit punch count 

painter’s palette: are you more of a singer, dancer, painter, or instrumentalist?

-i love singing and i can legit never stop

tulip: what is your most favorite make-up product? do you like it more natural, dark, or etc?

-i love love love red eyeshadow. the brighter the red, the better. i also love red eyeliner and just anything red in general, but i usually mainly use red eyeshadow bc i love the look; anything red = good

waxflower: are you a bee or a butterfly person? a dog or a cat person?

-i love bees !!! butterflies are cool too but bees are cute fluffy babies that essentially control whether we live or die

-uhh probably dog person but only bc i have one :0 i love cats too but im less sneezy and generally stressed when im with dogs lol

sugarbush: do you have sweet tooth? if yes, what’s your favorite sweets? if no, why?

-i really do like sweets but i used to eat so much as a kid that im kind of sick of them now but i still like to eat the occasional cookie or cake or something

-i really like donuts !!! also any asian dessert (eastern, southern, western, EVERYWHERE) is amazing to me and i love eating them

sunflower: would you like to be a fairy or a mermaid?

-merperson !!! i love the ocean and maybe we can finally figure out whats at the bottom of it ; ) sweet pea: what would you like to call your significant other?

-babe mainly, hon

-hey, you fucker

-u dumb egg

sea lavender: can you swim? which strokes can you do?

-i can barely swim now uggghhh but i swam for five years and i knew all the strokes and was super good at freestyle (haru who) !! now i can barely do the freestyle and that’s it lolwindflower: list 5 of your favorite blogs and explain why i like them

-thebootydiaries: she’s funny !! anyone who i find funny i automatically like

-thatsthat24: thomas sanders is amazing. i love him and his friends so much and i think about being his friend a lot to the point where ill have dreams about suddenly being good friends with his whole posse aldjfal;fjl

-tatir0ckz: we used to talk a lot like back when we were both into hetalia but we never talk anymore ? which is fine ! but i remember a lot of our old convos and we skyped like once and idk 2012 was a simpler time

-adorable-as-fuck: i know her irl !! we went to the arcade like once and it was a ton of fun so we exchanged tumblrs and thats it and on the rare occasion that we’re both free, we might go to the arcade again !! idk its cool she’s super cool

-mhaikkun: her art style is so good and she doesnt upload as much on tumblr anymore but shes so cute and her clothing style and aesthetics is sooo good !! she’s a p cool person and her stories on twitter are always super wholesome aah

-this is more than five but ngl aphtextsfromnordics, incorrectknb and any other incorrect quotes blogs or text message blogs changed me as a person aldfj

golden rod: are you more of a baker or a cook?

-baker for sure ! baking just calms me down i think

bloom: what is something that you would like to tell your children?

-if i do have children, i want to tell them that i will never judge them for who they want to be. i hope they will be as open as possible and that i would never want to make them uncomfortable. i would encourage talking about problems and just communicating needs in general. idk, basically everything my biological parents didnt do

peony: what is something that you wish your parents could’ve told you?

-tbh my parents are awful, awful parents (and one of them is just a purely disgustingly, horrid person) and i would never wish for them to tell me anything bc on the off chance that they did try to parent, it was to tell me how much of a burden i was, or something racist/homophobic, etc. 

-if they were better people, i wish they would have told me it was okay to be struggling and its okay to be lost rn. i wish they would have encouraged open communication and kindness but well, i learned that all myself : )

prairie gentian: do you have a significant other?

-nope! i sometimes really wish i did, but relationships honestly stress me out and idk how to talk to irl people : ( i love platonic relationships a little more honestly, makes me feel more comfortable

september flower: are you more of a sunshine or sunset person?

-sunset for sure lol i think sunsets are so pretty bc of all the colors that are involved and during that time period is when im doing something i like and im typically at home : ))

bird of paradise: do you wake up early? do you sleep early?

-i wake up early now bc of school but i usually sleep late and wake up late haha

marigold: what’s your favorite tea?

-roasted green tea and lavender! anything flowery is nice too : )

peruvian lily: what are the names of your pets?

-i only have one dog (a pomeranian) and her name is marzia! which is short for marzipan bc my dad didnt want to remember such a long name lol

hyacinth: do you name your plants?

-ye! most of the time theyre just silly names like spiky (for when we had a cactus a long time ago) or red/pink (the colors of the roses), etc. idk about now bc i dont have any plants currently

lilac: would you rather sleep and be cozy or hang out with your friends?

-hmm depends on the friend tbh

-but most of the time id rather sleep and be cozy !!!

poppy: do you like to dip your fries or do you like it as is?

-dipping !! i like ketchup or ketchup and mayo !! cheese fries are sooo good too

dandelion: any special talent that you have?

-i can bullshit a writing piece really bad and still get a good grade on it (seeing as most of the time i procrastinate until the night before and write the whole damn thing)

thanks for all of these questions anon !! if u can and ur comfortable, pls get off of anon sometime so we can talk !! im on tumblr a lot more now bc im procrastinating lol (and if my responses are late its bc im on mobile with no notifs on lol)