#selfwrote

[acronychalwitch]

Something inside me had dropped away, and nothing came in to fill the cavern.

- Haruki Murakami

[sulasnsleep]

“my heart beats ferociously, only for you. is that not love?”

— sulasnsleep

[simar-says]

I pity myself for the way I let people treat me.

I don’t know why every time, I give someone else the power to control my emotions. There is a void in my chest and a pounding beat in my stomach at the same time. My heart feels heavy of the many emotions I’ve been carrying inside me of late. I’m told that crying is not for the strong-headed, but honestly, crying eases my pain a bit.

I don’t know what to expect from life. I’m just twenty and they say I have a whole life to look forward to. However, the uncertainty of the many things around me makes me question the uncertainty of my own being.

[goodluckirishkid]

Bipolar Type II

I tip toe carefully to be safe, then it welcomes me and leads me to danger.

I try to commit to peace, then it tells me to "release your anger."

Being recessive was my desire, but then it says "what a pretty liar"

One day I'm flying, the next I crash, the undoing of harmony, the wickedness it casts.

You know me now, then you know me not, the battles it causes, it indefinitely comes out on top.

The beautiful, stinging pain it causes, the relentless severance, it undeniably causes.

When it comes out to play, it's nothing short of erotic.

When it comes out to play, all motives are purely promiscuous, nevermind if it's night or day.

It encloses me with the monsters in my mind

Suitors, lovers, sexual partners of any kind.

People will say "whose son is that"?

"Clearly his innocence & dignity is lost"

When he loses control and the past turns painful

He'll grab the bottle and drop his halo.

Seven medications to keep it at bay but it manages to slip through.

The unbeknownst boy doesn't realize, when it takes over, there's so much to lose.

-B.B.G.

[find-solace-in-yourself]

Orpheus - a Jeff Buckley tribute

As a man of wisdom

And a man of song

He wept so beautifully

He poured his heart into his lungs

A melancholy so common

That the rocks could only weep

When you move the world you weigh on

Then the eyes begin to reap

Able to calm the vehement rage of an animal unprovoked

To cross the seas and trees as they curve to every note

In the underworld, where hades is remote, Even He becomes one from the fathoms of the throat

Return now to the land of love and light

Your cries remain here to shine through the night

[happinessoncorneliastreet]

Taylor Swift confirms that ‘Speak Now (Taylor’s Version)’ will be completely self-written, just like the original album.

[imagirlwithoutaname]

Scribbling My Thoughts

To start writing is more of a task than the act of writing itself.

Adulthood can hit hard at times. The undeniable probing for one's own identity, the crisis of existence, and a lot more responsibility that falls into one's head. There were always moments of breakdown, doubts, suspicion, anger, frustration, and a lot more emotions that rather goes undefined. To understand oneself is far more a courageous task than to make somebody else understand you. Why not erase the past and be the protagonist of the present? It's high time to make a thought!

[nadiaharriss]

if they are not adding value then why are they in your life?

[thecomplexgirl]

Encounter of the amorphous..

Sitting in the backseat looking out the window as I felt a soft touch of breeze grazing every curve of my face hypnotizing me outta my senses imbibing the inconceivable glory of the rainbow far far away from all the fuss at the encounter of the amorphous....

Feeling the infatuation of the little falling pearls on my hand providing me a sense of eternal bliss overwhelming my soul with scintillas of tranquility the soft pattering playing as a melody in my head while I look towards the serenity of the infinite at the commendable glory bestowed to us at the encounter of the amorphous....

[theojacesblog]

i think of ending my life,

how warm the dark would be.

the road to death,

calling out for kids,

entraps me in its sheets.

[rumjhum]

As a kid I always wanted to be a disney princess getting the love of her life... Now I guess I just wanna get a life coz this one sucks for sure.

[acronychalwitch]

There are times when I am convinced I am unfit for any human relationship.

-Franz Kafka

[sulasnsleep]

“i wish i were happier. i wish there were a place on the coat rack to hold my heavy heart, as i took off my shoes and removed my scarf. i wish there were a way to ease my burdens as easy as it is for me to unbutton my shirt. i wish to make space for joy on my couch, as i slouch deeper into the pillows that contain my misery. i am seeping deeper, and there is nowhere left for me to go.”

— sulasnsleep

[simar-says]

While it’s very true that you need to be alone to introspect and learn about yourself, what can also not be ignored is that you need someone to bring the best and worst out in you. That, you cannot do alone!

[goodluckirishkid]

How Unfortunate.

I was constantly reminded of your past

I give people, almost everything, in hope to make it last.

He said don't go

And he said maybe we aren't right

I kicked dirt on your name but, I'm helping you out.

To bury yourself is your future, I'm sorry baby, it's your fate without a doubt.

I said it's too late, your uncovered insecurities wrapped around my throat so tight.

I said I only have one life, you don't have the right to throw it away.

When he was gone, infidelity was at play.

Your clouded ego put matter in between us

Stand on your own two feet, your pathetic unambitious demeanor, is what broke my trust.

He said "with you I feel like I'm drowning".

I pondered, what a "good reach".

Little does he know, with him, I was immersed in bleach.

I spewed hatred after you gave into lust. Boys, Drugs & Money will only turn your "heart" to rust.

My explosive reaction, I contemplated it too much, an eye for an eye, is a hundred percent a must.

You think you disappeared, and I would be shattered

Your words had no weight, so why the fuck would that matter?

My dopamine & serotonin was watered down,

How unfortunate to be a man, whose destined to drown?

-B.B.G.

[find-solace-in-yourself]

As she held your hand and begged you to squeeze

You lay there with your head in the breeze

Aware of it all but unable to greive

We surround you, wanting to believe

Hopeful joking veils the room

For it is death, and he's come to consume

Dont be afraid of the makers tomb

The final breath, as the flowers bloom