Just wanted to pop in and tell you how obsessed I am with your saint stephen series. Diane in the latest fic is so perfect and I’m just waiting for spring break for that poor woman because she’s not going to be okay. Having Carol be the camera person for most of the videos that everyone took of Steve is so perfect I can hardly put it into words.
Spring Break is going to be a shit show, especially if Eddie is still at the center of it, since now he won’t have Dustin on his side immediately after the comments he made about Steve.
I’m so excited to see how you write everything. The days I get an email from AO3 telling me you’ve updated are blessed days, thank you for sharing your writing!!
hi!! thank you so much!! i’m fairly obsessed with it myself haha
diane is so fun, i have a lot of notes on her and her relationships with steve and dick. and yeah, spring break is gonna hit her like a truck. or should i say she’ll hit spring break like a truck lmao. it’s always a shame to me when steve’s parents don’t really have a role in more angsty steve fics because i think, you know, we know so little about them! you can really play around with them!
carol is everything to me and i need her to start getting appreciated more lol. i actually was going to include more about the tapes, because essentially, they filmed all of their (tommy, carol and steve) birthdays, but generally each person kept the tapes of their own birthdays. and there was gonna be more about carol and steve’s dynamic within them, but i just couldn’t fit it in, so it remains within my deleted scenes! but maybe i’ll get to bring them up in the next fic!
eddie is gonna be… i don’t want to spoil anything but he’s kinda gonna take a bit of step back in this version of events? like you said, he doesn’t have dustin backing him, and none of the kids really like him or want him around lol. but i hope what i’m planning to do with his character is still interesting!
i’m hoping to get the first chapter of the next fic out this month, but i want to at least draft out the entire of s4 before i start publishing, so we’ll have to see how quickly i can do that lmao!!
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i need help with vet bills (again).
hi. for those of you who remember, earlier this year i asked for donations to help me afford toos' vet bills, who we found out through your help had kidney failure, and again with your help we got her on medication for it. unfortunately it wasn't enough, and we lost her. and then shortly after, dexter began deteriorating, which we put down to his grief of losing toos - she kept him young, he followed her everywhere, he only played because of her, he only ate when she ate, etc. without her he just stopped. and then he started to have seizures and fits daily. we got him blood tests, but he was suffering so badly. we made the decision to put him down. i didn't ask for donations this time, because i was so deeply embarrassed to ask for help again. but we are still recovering financially from that, as well as the parts of toos bills that didn't get covered from donations. my mother hasn't worked for a very long time, she's disabled and very sick, and she receives PIP from the government that only covers her monthly medications that are not covered by the NHS. my father retired early to become her full time carer, and we are living off his pension. i am too disabled to work, but because my mother already receives PIP and i live with them, the government are resistent to giving me any help - so i have zero income, and rely entirely on my parents.
this is jenny. she's a 14 year old cairn terrier, who loves when we garden because she wants to help dig holes. she helped us bury dexter and toos, digging their graves for them with my dads help. she's an angel, and loves people so much she likes to escape under the fence and join other families for awhile. one time she got into someones back garden and asked to come in as they were eating lunch. she really hates flies, and will try to bite them out of the air (she has never succeeded but i believe she will one day). she will rub her face against you until you start stroking her, and will growl and even bark if you stop! we don't have the money to take jenny to the vets, for a checkup or for anything they may want to do. this has been an ongoing issue, but toos and dexter took priority, and it hasn't been a bother to her. she existed as normal for a long time, but that's since changed.
jenny has this lump in her mouth, it is larger than the picture shows, but she is a nightmare to force open her mouth since this got so big, i think it's uncomfortable or painful for her. she can't properly close her lips now, and it has pushed all her front teeth away, misshaping her mouth, and sometimes it bleeds profusely. eating has become difficult for her, she can't eat anything hard, and currently will only eat soft human foods like rice, scrambled egg chopped up so small she doesn't have to chew, and things like soups and gravy. she's lost a lot of weight, and i'm getting frightened. to add onto it, i've found lumps like this across her body. i've done as much research as i can, and i believe it to be an oral tumor, it fits, and it looks right, and it spreading across her body is called 'full staging'. and going by all i've read - they will want to remove them in surgery. according to my research, this will cost anywhere from £585 - £4,740 for just the lump in her mouth. that's not including any checkup/test costs, or the other lumps on her body.
she hasn't been to the vet yet, i don't have any secure goal or bills to share, just my assumptions and beliefs from researching myself online. my parents refuse to take her because we can't afford it. i want to save up money, have it in my bank, and show them that we can help her now, before it gets worse, or it's too late. as i said before, i don't have any income, so the only way i can do this is with help.
here's a link to my paypal.me
the icon is a little mouse, and the @ is rivellon
i struggled so badly posting the first post like this for toos. i felt so guilty and embarrassed and ashamed. but i have no choice again, i want to help jenny. i don't want her to suffer. and selfishly, i can't handle losing another dog so soon. this year has been waking nightmare, and i need your help to stop it getting even worse.
please reblog and share, even if you can't donate.
thank you for reading.
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