#sicksadgirlworld

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[whiskey-stone]

#sicksadgirlworld

[sicksadgirlworld]

The urge to just lay here and cry until there is no liquid left in my body is too fucking real

[sicksadgirlworld]

I thought I was better at this now

[sicksadgirlworld]

[sicksadgirlworld]

All I need is someone to constantly tell me they love me and need me here

Reassurance is extremely needed with my pathetic mind

And I hate it

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She’s the comfort of your bed in the early mornings.

The way she has control of my mood when I hear from her is ridiculous, I could be having the worst time and be feeling completely sad and lost but as soon as I see her notification, hear her voice, think of her, my soul ignites with pure warmth and happiness and love and just everything is right with the world.

When she talks it’s like listening to the rain on a quiet peaceful day, she calms me, she makes me feel like, she feels like I’ve found my home. Home is whenever I am with her. I feel safe, I feel loved, I feel alive.

I need to project her at all costs, she’s so pure, the world does not deserve this angel, the world is cruel. She is light, she is the Sun, she is every beautiful all mixed into one perfect smile, a perfect heart, a perfect soul.

She may think she’s not perfect but everything that makes her be who she is today, is perfect for me.

I long for the day I can show her the true value of her existence, why her being here makes the world just that much tolerable. That this angel makes it so much easier to breathe, that everything that has happened to me in my past all makes sense now, because everything happens for a reason, and she is the reason.