#sirius discovers pragma!

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personal hc that sirius hated when he realized he had romantic feelings for james because he valued platonic love above other types of love and thought it'd be like a downgrade or something because he's only ever seen his parents' manipulative, suffocating marriage that seemed more like a transaction, a give-take, a power struggle, always on a physical plane, so he saw platonic love as purer. his friendship with james was without ulterior motives- they just loved each other without wanting anything in return and he was scared for that to change.