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#so I guess I’m just a wreck :))))))
mossytrashcan · 3 months
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everyone rbing my helaena modern au thing made me go “oh yeah I have a modern au” which then threw me back into agonizing over if sunfyre should be a bike, a dog, or a stupid fancy horse
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blade-that-was-broken · 4 months
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"There is someone here," Branch grumbled.
"Do you think they are Bergens?"
"Probably not. Bergens don't really wait and watch to attack. They just grab."
"Even if it isn't," Holly added. "We'll be gone before they open tomorrow."
"Right," Darnell agreed. It wasn't even five minutes later that the silence set in. "Does anyone...?"
"Feel like we are being watched?" Holly finished. "Yeah."
"WHAT ARE YOU D-"
"Circle up!" Branch barked and his friends did, covering each other's backs and flanks, forming some semblance of a circle. Each of them brought up their hands or other small weapons for defense. "Show yourself!"
"What are you?!" The booming voice repeated.
"Not until you show yourself!"
"Are you... trolls?"
"I'm not tell you anything. You could be a Bergen!"
Distantly, someone screamed.
"I'm not...what?"
"We aren't looking for trouble. We are just passing through," he added, confidently.
"You passed on sacred grounds!" the voice tried to sound spooky but he could hear the tremble and awkwardness.
"This is an amusement park, newsflash!" Branch snapped.
"Branch, my dude, don't antagonize," Darnell muttered.
"Wait... Branch?" another, different, voice echoed.
"Biscuits and Gravy," Holly yelped, pulling Branch in and closing him behind all of them. "Inside."
"Wait..." Branch tried but he was pushed inside the circle, his friends protecting him on all sides.
"You won't touch him!" Synth yelled to the void.
"Wait! No!" the voice shifted. "I'm a troll too! He's... he's my brother! I'm his brother!"
Wait what?
"What?"
Branch pushed his way through the group. A troll in a green sweater romper and crazy green hair, stared, wide-eyed. "Branch?" B moved forward but Holly stepped in front of him.
"Whoa there, cowboy. We..."
"That's my baby brother!"
"Not a baby," he grumbled.
"Your name?" Darnell asked.
"Branch, c'mon. Tell..."
"You're name," Darnell insisted. Branch let him.
"Clay," he finally said. "Bitty B, who are these...?"
"It's Branch," he replied, flatly. "Not Bitty B or any childish nicknames you gave when I was a baby. Just Branch."
Clay paused and nodded. "Uh... okay, yeah. Wow... you're... taller?"
"That's what happens. People grow over sixteen years."
"Who are these people?"
"My friends."
"What are they?"
"Excuse me?" Holly snorted.
"They're trolls, obviously."
"They look... different?"
"Well yeah, they are different types of trolls."
"Types?"
"I don't think he knows about the other genres," Minuette frowned.
Branch paused. "Maybe not."
"Dude, I have so many questions."
"I imagine."
"How did you know where to find me?"
"I didn't know you were here. We're just passing through to get back."
"Get back? Like home?"
"Yes? There's..."
"Wait? So other trolls survived?"
"What?"
"Have you seen my sister?" another troll ran up next to Clay. She looked familiar.
"Why would I have seen your sister?"
"You're with the other trolls, right? More survived the escape?"
"The escape? What escape? I have no idea what you're talking about."
Clay stared. "What do you mean? Didn't you escape the troll tree during the escape?"
"Trolls escaped the tree?" Branch asked, surprised.
"Wait... Branch, how do you not know about this?"
"Branch lives in Country Territory," Holly piped in as Branch mulled this over. So there had been an escape and Clay knew about it. Which meant he was probably at the Tree. There and Branch spent the entire time thinking he was gone. He frowned. Holly continued. “We don't really know about other pop trolls."
Clay looked akin to horrified. “Where have you been?”
Branch didn’t say anything. Everywhere.
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daisywords · 6 months
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as someone who was raised with a comparatively healthy mindset around food, I keep being baffled/concerned by other people’s eating practices that they’ll just drop like it’s no big deal. “I’m doing this intermittent fasting thing where I only eat one meal a day” girl if your one meal is the salad you eat every day for lunch I’m. that’s eating disorder behavior. and they talk about this stuff like it’s normal! “I’m trying out this new meal plan where—“ oh a starvation diet? You’re starving yourself?
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riisume · 1 year
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I started playing Blush Blush last night and I got a tk idea cooked up that I wanna draw… ‘-‘
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camgoloud · 1 year
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today. i have experienced the HORRORS (opened laptop for morning meeting while seated between boss and coworker; was greeted with ao3 page i forgot to close last night)
#it’s fine it’s fine i THINK it’s fine. both of them were looking at their own computers and i closed that shit SO fast and i have no reason#to believe that either one of them is online enough to know anything about ao3 much less enough about what it looks like to recognize it#from peripheral vision/​during the quick glance they might have had the opportunity to get#fortunately my other coworker who i know IS quite online (the two of us literally had to team up to explain a meme to the other two people#that i was sitting between later during this VERY meeting. which i was so cool and normal during by the way) was sitting over on the#opposite side of the table. and i was cool about it externally. and they had no reaction of any kind. so#nevertheless. HORRORS. it wasn’t even like a story was open which would have been just a wall of text it was like. a search result.#displaying clearly and distinctly the site’s formatting#it doesn’t help that the rest of today has also been extremely stressful and the next few days will be much the same because there are#some Things i have to do that are fairly high-stakes and that i’m extremely stressed about. fun! fantastic!#i was literally only ON ao3 last night in the first place to try to pregame/destress ahead of having to come into work this week 😭#and i already fucked up something important today that’s setting a bunch of things back for multiple people. and i feel like i’m going to#get my period in the next day or two which would make it a week early if it happens. super fun. amazing!#guess i’ll just keep riding the adrenaline-fueled train wreck that never stops all the way through friday!#caseyposting
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noburden · 1 year
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HIIII EMEWEEE HOW ARE YOU i demand a full life update
Hiiii!!!!!!! literally nothing is going on rn i’m just doing school and work everyday on the #grind 😮‍💨😮‍💨 still working as a lifeguard but once i get my license i’m gonna get a second job smth in food that pays $15 cause i wanna make MONEY
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random0lover · 6 months
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I can’t stand having to go into stores or food places. It literally makes my heart sink down into my chest, I’m so socially awkward/anxious. It’s not that I can’t handle having to talk to the employees or anything it’s the fact that I’m always over analyzing everything around me and over thinking everything I’m going to have to say so I come in feeling like I would rather just have to go home instead of dealing with the situation.
Venting below
Probably will delete later
For example this morning my brothers wanted a strawberry shake each so I did a mobile order for a place near by cause I know they usually have the machine going and all that by that time so it should be fine. Well the morning shift there at the beginning of the week have always been kinda weird towards me but this morning I come in (after it let me order said shakes) and I come up to the counter and everyone is just ignoring me and I’m kinda just standing there waiting (which I didn’t mind) until a guy walks by and looks at me and when he stops I tell him I have a mobile order.
And he kinda just laughs at me? And says “yeah we can’t make that right now *cue another laugh* the machines down” and this is the point where I’m trying to decide what I’m going to do so I look down at my phone and then back up and he’s squinting his eyes at me with his head slightly tilted? Like he’s looking at me like I’m weird or something? Anyways I ask him how could I go about getting a refund and then he laughs at me again and says “what?” And I repeat myself and he just shrugs and says you’ll have to ask her (there was a lady behind him who I’m assuming is his manager or the shift lead) and laughs again when he turns away to tell her. At this point istg I’m crazy cause I’m like did I do something wrong or am I being weird 🤦🏻‍♀️
But the lady turns around and says “what” so I tell her the same thing about the order and I make sure to tell her that I’m not upset and that I know it’s not her fault but that I’m just wanting to get a refund which I’ve had to do there before because they didn’t have an item I mobile ordered before and they gave me a refund just fine. And I kid you not this woman looks at me and tell me that it’s not her fault with major attitude which is when I once again tell her that I’m not upset or angry and that I just want a refund and she says that she can’t do that and that I’ll have to call the number on their app or they can give me something else (mind you the app says you have to contact the store you ordered the items from for a refund 💀). So I leave because my nerves were up really bad and I knew she wasn’t going to help me. I called them when I got home though and they said I could come back in two hours when they turn the machine on even though I was told the machine is broken not just turned off 😭 I just don’t know how to feel about all of that y’know? I’ve been in there plenty of times and I’m always polite so I don’t know what I did…
I’m just wondering if I went about something wrong? I thought I waited patiently and made it clear I wasn’t upset about the shakes, I didn’t raise my voice or anything. What makes it even worse though is the guy was attractive and I understand to some people that doesn’t matter but when you’re getting laughed at it sucks but getting laughed at by an attractive person? That makes me want to crawl into a hole and die
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bestial4ngel · 9 months
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Man, I sure love shows about the hopeless future of the earth in the face of capitalism and climate change (<- me when I fucking lie)
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yellobb · 1 year
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I’m literally going to puke
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jeezypetes · 2 years
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Ahhhh the job I thought i didn’t get bc they never got back to me after my interview (which I thought went really well) just reached out to me bc apparently the person they tried to hire backed out.,.. and now its gonna be like another month of wondering if I’m gonna have to decide if I want to move to another state where I don’t know anyone. And i was kind of relieved when i never heard back bc I’m really happy here with my family and gf and friends but the fact is my job here is a contract with very slim hopes of developing into a real job with benefits and i live with my parents bc i love them and our house and our town but i know i have to seriously consider this opportunity bc it would be a good career move and i want to live a rich and interesting life. But I don’t want to talk about it with anyone irl because my dad has covid which has been my number 1 fear since the start of the pandemic (he’s 71 and immunocompromised but he’s doing well and not needed the hospital) and I just want to be able to only worry about that I can’t even talk about the job thing which i drove myself and everyone around me crazy with already back in October. Which is why I’m just posting it vjfdhk I’m being tormented by forces beyond my control i feel like this is the sort of thing it would be really helpful to believe in God about
#like people who say He has a plan which i guess is comforting but his plans are so inscrutable they may as well be random. but some people#think he wants the best for us??? which seems so unlikely to me I can’t even try to believe it#anyways i think my dad willbe fine but I’m worried about long term health issues which would make it really really hard to move away bc my#mom is already basically disabled. and i want the house I want it so bad but I can’t afford to buy it from them bc our neighborhood has#gotten sooo much more expensive then it was when they moved here in the 80s and i know they’re planning on selling it to fund their#retirement. but i love it here so much I want to live here forever and die here but its not realistic and maybe it would be easier if i#moved away and put down roots somewhere else and then it will be less painful when they sell the house and less painful when they die#i just want things ro stay likethis forever I’ve#spent so much time these past few years walking around this neighborhood its like the veins in my arms i can live other places i have for#years but they never get this deep im so scared for the futuy#future but there’s absolutely nothing i can do to stop it. except kill myself i guess but it’s#not nearly at that point yet ckgdf it would make a lot of people very upset. it is sort of comforting to remember though i have that option.#god i hope they don’t offer me the job I’m a wreck just thinking about it#i really haven’t made any special efforts to reach out to them or anything. obv I wasn’t their first choice i have no idea if I’m their#second. i think they really liked me but I’m guessing im younger and less experienced than other candidates#hi if ur reading this btw its me a stranger on the internet and you know something my closest friends and family don’t know. congrats#I’ll talk to someone in a few days when my dad is feeling better. really hope my mom doesn’t get sick too she’s been coughing a bit but#testing negative. idc if i get covid i actually hope i get it bc that will prove I didn’t give it to my dad asymptotically#that’s not a secret i toldmy mom she was like jesus Christ don’t think like that
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hot people when their mother throws out all of their art supplies when they need an outlet
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ninjaaa-go · 1 year
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do you ever just
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#I’m kind of dying a little but it’s cool#I had an appointment with a psychiatrist today and I feel like I’m kind of regretting it 😖#I went in mostly concerned about my autism and adhd and prepared to talk about/deal with those#but then she ended up prescribing me lexapro for my anxiety#so I went and did a bunch of research on that but I’m kind of terrified of taking it#because it seems like a lot of people get nasty side effects especially at first#and like having anxiety isn’t fun but I can push through that even if I’m an anxious wreck about some things#but like my autism and adhd affect my life a lot more#like being totally overstimulated in public or not being able to hold my focus at all are a lot bigger deal to me#and I’m horrible at communicating with people especially in real time rather than over email or whatever#so I didn’t really properly get across my concerns and just sort of let her prescribe what she wanted#idk now I’m having doubts and I’ve never really taken meds before beyond otc stuff or like the odd strep prescription when I was younger#especially nothing that messes with your brain like this one does#plus I just really don’t do well with not feeling well or not feeling like myself so that kind of freaks me out#and I really should be sleeping rn but I just need to get this stuff off my chest I guess#it’s like things weren’t totally fine the way they were but they were *fine* you know#not changing things is just easier I guess#I just like to be prepared and researched and this psychiatrist took me off guard#I just don’t know what to do now#if anyone’s read this far- has anyone else with audhd taken lexapro for anxiety?#did it go okay?#im kind of scared of it now#😮‍💨 okay I really need to go to sleep now#anxiety#autism#Adhd#actually autistic#Vent post#i guess? It was really just in the tags
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lady-assnali · 1 year
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I don’t have a six sentence Sunday because do you really expect that when it’s almost the end of the school year?? I have report cards y’know. Which. Yeah, I should start those soon.
Anyway, here’s some of that WIP instead 👀
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rosicheeks · 1 year
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Sounds like lil miss Rosi needs a big cuddle! Come here please 🥰
Yes pls 🥺
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champagnepodiums · 2 years
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incoming vent
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zosonils · 2 years
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of course the power fucking goes out across most of the state while i have frontiers to sonic
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