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think-like-a-poet · 11 hours
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hey idk if it’s too late for this but could you do prompt 41 with Kenan Yildiz. thank you
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Kenan Yildiz x reader
Prompt: is she the one?
A/N: Hii, it has been some time since i wrote. I guess i kinda fell out of it for a moment. I try to write all of the requests in my inbox in the coming week. sorry for the long waite.
After a long period of football matches, Kenan finally had some time to himself. What is a better way to spend it with his loved ones back in Germany.
A long car ride and a couple of tankstation food later, you and Kenan had arrived at his beautiful hometown Regensburg. He got out of the car and walked to the other side to open up your car door and help you out. Those nine hours you sat in the car made you feel tired and you were glad it was over.
You both looked up at the sound of the front door opening and his mother walked outside, "You are here." she walked up to you both and gave each of you a hug. "I missed you so much, lets get inside." she grabbed your hand and together you walked inside.
Kenan just smiled to himself and he grabbed the luggage from the backseat and followed right behind. His dad was standing at the opening to help him carry everything inside. "give me a hug, i missed you." Kenan put the bags down and gave him a hug, "are you getting taller, or am i shrinking?" kenan laughs at the comment and together they walk towards you.
"I made some tea, do you want some?" she nod and follow the older lady inside the kitchen to help.
The next couple hours are filled with lots of laughter as you all catch up about what happened in the time since you last saw each other. His parents couldn't help but look at each other as the see their son admiring you with love in his eyes.
Later that night, after dinner was served, Kenan found himself seated on the couch with his father. He kept stealing glances at you mid conversation and his father couldn't help but notice. You were talking with his mother and it made him smile. He loved how easy it was for you to blend in with his family.
It was always difficult with new people. Kenan was living in Turijn, close to the Juventus stadium and he didn't see his parents that often. Of course he called and holidays were spent together, but the constant flying over to new countries to play games, the training, made it all difficult. He was glad for it.
"Is she the one?" his father asked and he turned back.
Without even thinking, he answered, "yes,"
The older man smiled at his son with pride, "You better make sure she knows that too,"
"Don't worry. She knows," he says and looks right back at you.
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Falling Into Place
Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 / Part 5 / Part 6 / Part 7 / Part 8 / Part 9 / Part 10
Word count: 1k
Pairning: Aaron Hotchner x Agent!reader
Summary: As Jack's soccer game ends, Y/n feels the growing tension with her boss, as they watch their children play together
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The afternoon sun hung low in the sky as Jack’s soccer game came to an end. The kids were all gathered around Hotch and Rossi, who were offering encouragement and pats on the back. Ava was still nestled in your lap, her little body warm against yours, but her energy had returned. She squirmed to get down, eager to join the excitement now that the bigger kids were done playing.
“Mommy, can I play with Jack now?” she asked, her voice full of excitement.
You smiled, smoothing her pigtails. “Of course, sweetheart.”
Jack bounded over, grinning from ear to ear. “Ava, come on! I’ll show you how to kick the ball!”
Hotch glanced over at you, his eyes lingering once again. You caught the way his gaze swept over your bare legs, the hem of your dress fluttering slightly in the warm breeze. He looked away quickly, clearing his throat and trying to refocus on gathering the kids, but it wasn’t lost on you.
You stood up, brushing some grass off your dress and feeling the heat creep up your neck. There was no denying the tension that had been building over the past few months. You’d both grown more comfortable with each other, but there was still an unspoken line neither of you had crossed. Still, you couldn’t help but admire how good he looked—strong, steady, and in control, even with a field full of kids vying for his attention.
Rossi caught you watching Hotch again and let out a soft chuckle. “You know, if you keep looking at him like that, someone’s going to notice. Not that I’d blame you.”
You shot him a look, trying to play it off, but the amusement in his eyes told you he wasn’t fooled. “Rossi…”
“Hey, just saying,” he replied, holding up his hands in mock innocence. “You two would make quite the pair. Not to mention, Ava seems to have taken a real liking to him.”
You shook your head, laughing lightly. “He’s my boss. That’s not happening.”
“Uh-huh. Sure,” Rossi teased. “Just don’t wait too long. A man like that? He doesn’t stay single for long, especially with all those soccer moms circling.”
Your eyes darted to the sidelines, where a few of the moms had gathered, chatting among themselves and clearly keeping an eye on Hotch. They weren’t exactly being subtle, and the idea of them vying for his attention made your chest tighten. It wasn’t jealousy—at least, not exactly. But you couldn’t shake the feeling that maybe, just maybe, there was more between you and Hotch than either of you wanted to admit.
Meanwhile, Ava and Jack had started playing, kicking the ball around as Hotch watched from a distance, his arms crossed over his chest. He looked relaxed, almost content, and you found yourself drawn to that calm confidence. He was good with the kids, patient and encouraging, and it was hard not to admire that about him.
As the kids ran around, giggling and chasing the ball, Hotch wandered over to you, standing a little closer than usual. “Jack really likes Ava,” he said, his voice low and warm. “He’s been talking about her since the last time you brought her into the office.”
You smiled, glancing over at the two of them. “Ava talks about him too. She’s always wanted a big brother.”
Hotch’s eyes softened as he looked down at you, and for a moment, you felt like there was something unspoken between the two of you. Something that had been growing, quietly and steadily, even if neither of you had acknowledged it outright.
“I’m glad they get along,” he said, his voice quieter now. “It’s good for Jack to have someone like Ava.”
The way he said it, the warmth in his tone, sent a flutter through your chest. You tried to ignore the way your heart raced when he stood so close, but it was hard—especially when he looked at you like that, with a hint of something more behind his eyes.
And then there was his presence. The way he stood, tall and imposing, yet so gentle with the kids. You could see why the soccer moms had their eyes on him. He was the kind of man who commanded respect and attention without even trying, and that was dangerous—because it was exactly what you found so attractive about him.
You tore your gaze away from him, focusing back on the kids. “Ava’s having the time of her life. I think she’s more excited about playing with Jack than the actual game.”
Hotch chuckled softly, the sound deep and rich. “Jack has that effect on people.”
From the sidelines, Rossi sauntered over, grinning broadly. “Well, well, well. Looks like the kids are already best friends. Give it a few years, and we’ll be planning a wedding,” he joked, winking at you.
You laughed, shaking your head. “Rossi, they’re just kids.”
“Hey, it starts somewhere,” he teased. Then he leaned closer, dropping his voice conspiratorially. “And between you and me, Hotch could do a lot worse than someone like you. Just saying.”
Before you could respond, he patted you on the back and wandered off, leaving you flustered and glancing at Hotch, who had clearly overheard. He shot Rossi a look—one that was somewhere between amused and exasperated—but didn’t say anything. Instead, he turned back to you.
“Rossi has a tendency to… overstep,” he said, his voice a little strained.
You nodded, your pulse quickening. “Yeah, he does. But he means well.”
Hotch nodded, his eyes lingering on you for a moment longer than necessary. You could feel the tension between you, thick and palpable, but before either of you could say anything more, Ava ran up, pulling on your hand.
“Mommy, can we stay a little longer? I wanna keep playing with Jack.”
You looked down at her bright, eager face, then glanced at Hotch. “I don’t see why not,” he said, his tone softer now, as if he was letting something else slip through his usual reserve.
As the kids ran off again, you and Hotch stood there, watching them in comfortable silence. The late afternoon sun bathed the field in a golden glow, and for a moment, it felt like everything else faded away—the office, the stress, even the lingering tension. It was just the two of you, watching your kids play together, and something about it felt… right.
But still, you reminded yourself, he was your boss. You couldn’t let yourself get caught up in this. No matter how tempting it was.
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pepi1989 · 2 days
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A Heartfelt Realization - Ben Shelton
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It was one of those perfect autumn days when the air was crisp and the leaves crunched underfoot. Ben and I had planned a casual visit to his family’s house for the weekend. His mom, Lisa, had invited us over for a relaxed day of cooking and catching up, and I was excited for the chance to spend some time with her.
When we arrived, Lisa greeted us with her warm smile and open arms. “I’m so glad you’re here!” she exclaimed, pulling us into a hug. “I’ve been looking forward to catching up with you both.”
The kitchen was alive with the scent of cinnamon and freshly baked cookies. Lisa had been busy preparing a spread of comforting dishes, and it was clear she enjoyed having us around.
“Come on in,” she said, guiding us to the kitchen. “Help me with some of these cookies, would you?”
I glanced over at Ben, who gave me a playful nudge. “Looks like we’re on cookie duty,” he said with a grin.
As we joined Lisa at the counter, she handed us a tray of cookie dough. “Just scoop these onto the baking sheet,” she instructed, showing us how to shape them. “Ben, you always liked helping me with this part when you were little.”
Ben rolled his eyes in mock exasperation. “Yeah, and I always ended up with more dough on me than on the tray.”
Lisa chuckled, her eyes twinkling with affection. “Some things never change.”
As we worked side by side, I couldn’t help but notice how comfortable and natural the interaction was between Ben and his mom. They teased each other, shared stories, and laughed easily, creating a warm and joyful atmosphere.
“You know,” Lisa said, glancing at me, “Ben always talks about how much he enjoys spending time with you. I’m so glad you’re a part of our family now.”
Her words made my heart swell, and I smiled at her. “I’ve really enjoyed getting to know you both. It’s been wonderful.”
Ben, who had been silently watching the exchange, suddenly seemed deep in thought. His gaze lingered on me, a soft, affectionate smile spreading across his face. He saw how easy it was for me to fit in with his family, how natural and genuine my interactions with Lisa were.
As the afternoon went on, we sat down to enjoy the meal together. Lisa and I chatted about everything from cooking tips to favorite books, while Ben sat back, observing us with a thoughtful expression. He noticed how Lisa’s eyes lit up when she talked about her favorite recipes and how I made her laugh with my stories.
At one point, as Lisa and I shared a funny anecdote about a baking mishap, Ben’s heart skipped a beat. Seeing the way Lisa laughed so easily and how happy she was around me made him realize something he hadn’t fully understood before.
Ben reached across the table, taking my hand in his. “You know,” he began, his voice soft, “I’ve always loved how close you and my mom are. It makes me really happy.”
Lisa’s eyes softened with a knowing smile. “Ben, you’ve always been a bit slow to realize things,” she teased gently. “But I think you’ve figured it out.”
Ben looked at her in surprise, then back at me, his eyes filled with something new, an understanding that he loved me deeply. It wasn’t just about the way we interacted with each other; it was about how I fit into his world, how I made everything feel complete.
“I think I’ve realized something, too,” he said, squeezing my hand gently. “I love you. I really do.”
My heart fluttered at his words, and I smiled through the happy tears that threatened to spill. “I love you, too,” I whispered back.
Lisa watched the exchange with a tender smile, her heart full knowing that her son had found someone who made him truly happy.
As we finished our meal and spent the rest of the afternoon enjoying each other’s company, Ben and I knew that our love was something special, deepened by the way we connected with the people who mattered most to him.
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goginaporter · 2 years
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rina, rini, and change
ricky and nini literally being built to fall apart
- love born out of childhood and that connection
- nini said ily, ricky couldn’t say it back bc of parent’s divorce and dealing with that change in his life
- nini goes on self discovery/growth arc, comes back different
- ricky is shocked that things cannot go back to the way they always were
- nini more confident, discovering she does not need to rely on boys
- after ricky is “friendzoned” by nini, he accepts it instead of fighting it (key first step)
- fighting with gina at hoco before apologizing (another sign of growth) and giving her a ride home and befriending her
- in same ep, pushing his dad to move forward and put himself out there, showing his acceptance of the divorce just as he’s accepted the breakup
- gina continues to represent this positive change for him and as she is ripped away, we see him regress and thus also push nini to regress as well (almost kiss in 108)
- ricky saying something is different after seeing gina bc he feels how he has slid back and her being there is a reminder of how change can be positive, something he has stopped believing in
- also exemplified by him thinking his parents are back together
- him realizing that parents are not together rattles him and I would argue drives him to confess to nini if almost to fix it, esp with his mom saying “not all couples are meant to be together (her and his dad, him and nini). sometimes people change.” (i.e. major foreshadowing lol)
- nini had gone on her whole girlboss journey but we see her accept ricky’s ily after she thinks that she got rejected from yac; her change didn’t work so it’s okay to slip back to who she used to be bc it’s predictable
- but BAM she did get accepted and even though she leaves yac, it was a place for her to continue to curate that girlboss arc even if that school wasn’t the right avenue. this comes at odds with her relationship with ricky and leads to the rose song and to their breakup. they had both been grasping onto the relationship as an excuse not to accept the people they had grown into and when they let go (as ricky sings) it is when they are able to move forward
- love did not grow and evolve with them as they changed and became different people so even though it was present their second time around, it wasn’t enough bc they had changed and the love stayed the same, rooted in childhood (exemplified by nini closing out that chapter of his childhood with the lottery ticket and staying in his past just as she was leaving him behind)
ricky and gina being built to last (despite some bumps)
- their first conversation being one shrouded in deceit on gina’s part, at least a little, but it was still enough to push ricky to stay. one talk with a girl he barely knew who believed in him, which was more than what he got from all the other people in his life
- this conversation, though it came from a place of slight deception, is reinforced with honesty as we see in their conversation in the car after homecoming. them “getting” each other because they are outsiders is beautiful bc their loneliness calls to each other and for the first time, they get a response
- this friendship (though it was always loaded with more from the beginning) allows them not only to forge new connections with each other (ricky who had barely made new friends since childhood vs gina who never stayed in one place long enough for these friendships to form) but also with the theater kids, allowing them to jump headfirst together into changing what made them outsiders in the first place
- we see this bond strengthen and grow as they tease each other throughout the photoshoot, gina all but tells ej, her former partner in crime, that she cares about ricky, and she helps calm ricky down at the prospect of miss jenn leaving + the show falling apart by asking him to play guitar. they lobby compliments between each other (showing how they had admired each other from afar even before hoco) and you feel this nervous excitement and tension that exists between crushes. ah young love
- them walking into the aforementioned rehearsal together and big red asking ricky what happened with gina and ricky replying with “I’m not sure yet.” suggesting his willingness and intention to get to know her better
- in each of these episodes we’ve seen ricky open up to gina slightly but this true mark of change and evolution for him is how he talks to her about his mom and her new bf. things that he used to only talk about with nini are now easily spilled to gina; he trusts her enough to go to this party with her and leaves when she does, showing this invisble string that exists between them. this moment almost definitely solidifies how their fates are now inextricably tied to each other now. for ricky, his mom was a huge question mark in his journey to accepting the divorce, so for gina to help him see that it’s okay to put his happiness first in this situation and not immediately solve it surprises and lightens him. even in the face of comfort from nini, his primary goal at the beginning of the season, he still rushes (presumably) after gina. him and nini were not on bad terms before the party and we only see him snap in the face of the thing that helped him accept change literally walking out of his life
- no surprise then that he that he turns back to nini and regresses, undoes all that change, when his change agent is gone. this isn’t to say that gina is responsible for the shift in ricky but she is the muse that guided him towards growth and her absence leads to his backtracking.
- her coming back (temporarily as they had believed at the time) reveals to ricky how impactful she was for him and he almost mourns what could’ve been; the flashback scene shows this to us for both of them as well as they hold each other for what they think will be the last time
- ofc fate has other plans so! the change we see ricky really grappling with all of s2a is his connection with gina and the person that has pushed him to be vs his role as nini’s bf and how that shoehorns him into a clingy, annoying version of himself that he has outgrown (though he refuses to fully accept that)
- after rini breakup, he talks about how he still hates change but is able to write let you go and move on. lily is his way of trying to find what helped him the last time he broke up with nini (which was gina) unfortunately, lily is not, and never will be, gina, and so that doesn’t work. however, ricky rolls with his punches and he finds himself right where he needed to be. at camp shallow lake with gina porter.
- no surprise that gina sings of finding her balance and then we see her reconnect and reconcile with ricky, the only person we see across seasons to know and accept and love her
- ricky singing kristoff’s lullaby and singing to gina specifically when he says that everything he knew about love, she had changed. gina believed in him, affirmed him, and helped him on his journey of growth and of becoming a better person. it’s why, as opposed to s1, even though he is aware of his feelings for her, he does not cross the boundary of her relationship with ej but instead invests in their friendship and in making her happy. she has changed him for the better to the point that his romantic love, just as his platonic love developed, shifts from selfish to selfless
- though they have grown from their s1 selves, ricky and gina are still able to connect and fall for each other. given that they’re soulmates, it’s inevitable.
- they fell for each other when they least expected it in s1 and it helped them move from this shared identity of outsiders (which will still always bond them) to people who belong somewhere. in s2, even though things are weird between them bc of rini and gina’s confession, they still have things that they only tell each other. and in s3, when gina says they are different people, we still see them falling deeper for each other over the course of the season, founded on the connection they forged in s1. with rina, the love flows and grows with them because that is how it started.
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hen winning the buddie betting pool is the easy choice, but bobby winning is the right choice. hr red flags aside, it would allow for a parallel to 2x01. buck could ask, "you okay with this?" "well, i did technically hire him to be your partner. i don't have any doubts you two will be great life partners as well."
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lesbiansanemi · 4 months
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I’m not like, surprised that I’m like The edgy cannibalism guy atp but it’s really amusing to me. Glad I’ve found my niche I guess
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seventh-district · 5 months
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so uh. that 2.2 Special Program, huh
#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr 2.2#hsr spoilers#hsr leaks#the body of this post reads as far less enthusiastic than i really am#i just don’t know how to casually return from my latest 2 week hiatus only to gush abt a game i’ve hardly blogged abt before#but i’m not making a whole ass sideblog for it like i did for Genshin. nah y’all r gonna bear witness to my fixation with this one#so anyways don’t mind me. vibrating into another dimension with anticipation for the next 11 days#it’s insane man. a year ago i Never ever woulda thought i’d be so invested in this game. and it took Months for the game to really grab me#but i’m v glad i kept coming back even when i was struggling to really get into it. like i just had this feeling that if i stuck around and#gave the game a chance to really like. come into its stride. i just always felt like there was Something there and i just hadn’t found it#and holy shit i finally found it in Penacony. the devs really truly outdid themselves with this region and these characters and this story#not to discount everything that’s happened prior. like i was genuinely Liking it all before now but i wasn’t Loving it y’know#but that may be more a ‘me having to fight tooth n’ nail to force myself to consume new media’ thing than it is a matter of the actual game#anyways i came here to talk abt the program! bc since i’m not filming my HSR stuff i’m gonna be insufferable abt it on Tumblr instead ! :)#and i’m probably not filming any more Genshin stuff. or anything else at all for that matter but let’s not talk abt that dead dream#pun not intended lmao. Anyways let’s return to the subject at hand while there’s still room left in these tags shall we#i’m so fucking glad they had Aventurine on this program man. especially since he’s leaked to only have 18 lines in 2.2… it was nice to see-#-him here at least 🥹 i’ll take what i can get. his unenthusiastic little bird noises at the beginning.. him being reluctant to come out..#the way one of the first things to come out of his mouth was ‘y’know DR RATIO once told me…’ like boy we get it ur in love with him 🙄 (/J!)#i love how they can’t go on these programs w/o talking abt each other it’s adorable. AND THE WAY HE WAS THE ONE TO EXPLAIN BOOTHILL’S KIT!?#they can’t just fuel my crackship like this… god and his whole ‘muddle-fudger.. son-of-a-nice-lady?’ thing had me wheezing#Aven mocking Boothill’s inability to curse was not on my special program bingo card but fuck i’m here for it#and Robin being all curious abt him was so cute.. ‘who /is/ he? … does he order milk at the bar?’ i’m crying she’s so sweet#also the trailer was fucking insane. which feels redundant as hell bc all of HoYo’s version trailers go hard but like. still. wow.#that millisecond long shot of Boothill surveying the skyline is so fucking good. also what the fuck is Jing Yuan doing here!!#not complaining at all tho. we’ve got JY & DH(IL?). Argenti(?). Boothill. Sunday. Aven. all my men r here and i am eating so fucking good#Seven.txt#viddy game stuff
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miss-morland · 4 months
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i hope your partner isn’t more than a year older than you jeez together with the same person for 9 years as a 26 year old? you deserved to be in the club….
1) none of those facts is correct (at time of sending, i just turned 26 today) so i’m assuming this was to the wrong blog
2) we go to the club together
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theheadlessgroom · 9 months
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@beatingheart-bride
"Maybe..." Randall murmured, still perplexed by Renfield's reaction-all the time he'd known the little guy, he'd been friendly to everyone, even people who didn't like him. Minnie constantly scooted him and the other strays away, but Renfield adamantly rubbed up against her legs when she was out on the sidewalk, undeterred by her dislike for him. So for him to just randomly get all worked up about someone he'd never met before was just...odd.
Still, he tried to brush it off-he also didn't miss the way Emily put on a smile and tried to laugh it off, a part of his heart sensing she was a little hurt by this response. Hoping to make her feel better about it, he said, "I'm sure he's just having an off day; don't take it too personally. I've had cats crawl all over me one day and want nothing to do with me the next, it's just how they are. Renny will probably be back later-maybe he'll be in a better mood by then."
"Since when did you get two lunchbreaks, Randy?"
"Just having a little something extra, Dave," Randall groaned, pausing to grab a napkin as he finished his sandwich, just as one of his coworkers had come downstairs for a smoke break-Dave was one of the more irritating coworkers he had to put up with on a daily basis; he insisted he was just an easy-going guy who liked a good joke, but his jokes were often hurtful and very seldom funny. Considering his idea of comedy was calling Randall "Randy" (which he had never gone by, even as a boy, and couldn't hardly stand as a nickname), it told him a lot about Dave's sense of humor (or lack thereof).
"And can I help you find anything, beautiful?" Dave asked, having noticed Emily and put on a smile, leaning up against the counter, his cigarette tucked behind his ear. "Maybe a date for Friday night? Pretty flower like you shouldn't have to hang out with a real weed like ol' Randy here."
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nachosncheezies · 10 months
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Thinking about season 8 (my beloved 😍) and something in how the awkwardness and trauma and DISTANCE after resurrection was a perfect tool to keep everyone themselves. Mulder could've been overprotective, overbearing, overinvolved, borderline obnoxious about the whole pregnancy thing. I think that if he was there the whole time it would've been a very fine line to walk, story wise, to do that without taking away from Scully as an individual. Scully in the field, Scully being a rebel, Scully doing whatever the fuck she feels like. Not to say it wouldn't have been interesting if they had successfully navigated that interaction between his guilt complex/overprotectiveness and her fierce independence. But the tension between Mulder saying 'Scully no' and Scully saying 'Scully YES' and mulder saying '...okay Scully you are my partner I support you' but watching her like a damn hawk was something they had kind of resolved and moved on from after the cancer arc and esp after Emily. By taking Mulder out of the picture she was only mother henned by people she would always have said 'thank you for your concern, get rekt' to. They set her up to go through most of it without the one person she MIGHT listen to hovering beside her, and sidestepped trying to figure out who desk job Scully would be in a world where Mulder is still chasing monsters. They didn't have to figure out who monster chaser Mulder would be in a world where he wouldn't call his partner for backup when something really cool or scary was going on. Scully didn't take a desk job or play it safe. Mulder only had to go fetch her and send her home once, and it was after she had already conceded to her doctor (but then, just like we'd expect from either of them, she went back to the lab to help save her [other] partner. And he knew recognized it and recognized that this was her and said okay I'll get it done. It was good for a one-time. Probably not good for a whole season) We never had to watch them have that fight.
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victory-cookies · 1 year
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the only irl friend I have that I feel comfortable actually talking about the things I enjoy with just insulted me for gushing about smth to her over snap last night and now I want to cry
#this is going in the tags bc it’s stupid but it’s making me sad so#the only irl friend I have that I actually felt comfortable sharing my interests with just made fun of me#for gushing to her about smth over snap last night#and I’m at work rn so I can’t even cry bc in a few minutes I’m back out on the floor#but just like. I think I have rsd (especially around my interests and then my intelligence but that’s not pertinent here)#so I’ve never really been super open about what things interest me bc when I get made fun of for it or those things get insulted#It really hurts#the only people I’ve really felt comfortable opening up to are like. Sid obv and then this one friend of mine#bc the two of us found out we shared some interests and started like. telling each other about other things we like#I’d tell her about my silly little tv shows and podcasts and she’d tell me about the movies and books she was into#and I’ve explained to her before how I’ve never really been comfortable enough to talk about that shit and how I appreciated her being kind#and not insulting me like other people have in the past#but today I’m sitting on break and watching the replies she sent me and one of them is just a clip in response to my video from last night#where she just goes ‘girl I literally don’t care’ (and this was not in a joking way like that was her response#and it was in a tone that implied ‘so shut up about it’)#and like I get it! I am often not interested in the things that people tell me about! but I try to be earnest and engaged#and I can understand loving smth and wanting to share it with others! and how it sucks when people are then mean about it!#like when she tells me about a teen drama romance book or sends me instagram reels of cake decorating I try to respond with enthusiasm!#bc while the content may not interest me I like hearing about the things she enjoys and I’m glad she feels open to telling me about stuff!#but now I don’t want to share shit with her anymore bc this has given me a huge spike in anxiety and I feel like shit#idk. it’s stupid but it sucks#vent#ig
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frodolives · 10 months
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It really makes me sick to see people giving money to penny weeklies when Franklin's expedition STILL has not been found 😭 There are good men out there trapped in unimaginable temperatures and literally all that's needed is a little more funding for another rescue mission yet all you guys seem to care about are your vulgar little stories...
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the franklin expedition is dead as hell
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Disgraceful thing to say but I'd expect nothing more from a M*lville fan
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👨🏻‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏻 hartgrindisreal
Sorry for posting so much about Tom Gradgrind/James Harthouse from Hard Times lately. It turns out that I was getting arsenic poisoning from my wallpaper? Anyway I took a seaside stroll and I'm normal now. Check your walls y'all
#whyyy did i assume they were committing unlawful actions together like where did i even get that from lol #hard times isn't even that good by dickens standards tbh
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🎨 asherbrowndurand
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Just painted this
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RIP Napoleon... you may have been unable to conquer Alexander's Russia but you sure as hell conquered Alexander's bed
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HERITAGE POST
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How does this have less than 100k notes you could literally not avoid this post back in the 20s lol
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🌄 loyalromantic Follow
poets just aren't dying young in mysterious water-related incidents like they used to :/
#as useless and degenerative as i find 'the living poets' and i'm glad we're finally moving on from them #i have to agree with op in this respect
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I finally got a daguerreotype of myself ^_^ Porcelain urn for scaling
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i think i hauve consumption
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🐋 whaler4life
They found oil in the ground??? WTF. THIS IS LITERALLY THE WORSTTTT. FUCK MY LIFE FOR REAL THIS TIME
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🌿 naturesnaturalist Follow
I swear this website has 0 reading comprehension skills. Darwin NEVER claimed we "evolved" from apes like if one of you guys actually bothered to open his new book you'll see all his arguments are backed up by evidence. He actually makes a lot of sense
#sure there's nuance like i don't fully agree with all of it #but his general theory of natural selection seems pretty sound imo
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Of course these are the finalists lmao this website is so predictable. Anyway vote Heathcliff if you dont i'm going to assume you're a phrenologist
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It's not problematic to acknowledge the fact that Heathcliff was a brute like he literally killed dogs in case you forgot. #rochestersweep
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I love the implication here that Rochester never did anything cruel either. He literally locked his wife in the attic and lied to Jane about it 😭 like that was a pretty significant thing that happened
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And? God forbid women do anything
#why'd you have to pit two bad bitches against each other #anyway i'm not attracted to men but still went with rochester #bc in terms of living quarters thornfield hall > wuthering heights easily
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👨🏻‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏻 hartgrindisreal
Not the Russian tsar dying immediately after hartgrind became canon
#i know dickens hasn't technically confirmed it yet but like. SOMETHING was strongly implied ok #see: my previous post #dickensposting
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👨🏻‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏻 hartgrindisreal
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LORD HELP ME. THE BODY LANGUAGE. THE WAY THEY'RE LOOKING AT EACH OTHER. AHHHHHH
#this installment!!! im-- #dickensposting #i can't fucking cope #dickens wants to KILL us he wants us DEAD....
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⭐️ newamerican
Hi guys sorry I haven't been posting lately it's been so difficult getting to California 💀 I'm finally here now though just need to find a pickaxe and soon I'll be digging! :-) wish me luck lol
#gold #gold rush #gold rush grind #california #adventure
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arolesbianism · 6 months
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hello gamers minor life update I have been doing Real bad lately so I will likely continue to be very inactive, but hey on the bright side I have been fleshing out some eternal gales lore I reworked a while back and I can happily say that Dodie no longer completely contradicts the very nature of reality in eternal gales and the fog tower™ officially has a real reason to exist again so hell yeah to that
#rat rambles#eternal gales#oc posting#this is a piece of lore I technically updated a while ago but I mostly just relocated dodie home to a different piece of worldbuilding#but now Im fleshing things out a bit more and Im so glad that I set myself up such an easy way to jump ship on the old stuff#it also makes my life easier because it means that I have an actual reason for mase to be the first person dodie encounters in person#also an actual reason to trap him at first sorry dude it adds to the suspense#longggggg story short dodie lives in the universe's core of sorts#its where all the other characters are transported to at the beginning of the story due to other stuff#I already had it as a thing that the core attempts to replicate the casts home and food and such to help maintain them#but the fog tower™ had its core echo in place since forever basically#mostly because the narrator wanted to get dodie a home set up in the core instead of having to find a way to house her in notmal society#now the tower wasnt exactly meant to be found but it still had to be real enough to actually get echoed so it was real enough to be found#hense why mase's family lives in the lower half of it#the top half is fully reserved for setting up stuff to be echoed to dodie's tower#this is mostly handled my cup aka dodie's long distance mom figure#but most of that stuff was done before dodie was properly created and as such cup had to fight for their life to figure out how to best get#this child growing up in fucked up situations as happy and stable as they could with limited budget and time#they were also dealing with doing a lot of this behind the backs of mase's parents as the two wanted them to provide just the bare basics#despite this cup managed to sneak in a shit ton more video tapes than they were supposed to and attempted to cover as much as possible#ofc dodie still ended up incredibly unstable and fucked up anways but she still loves her long distance video mom dearly#up til she was like 12 or so those tapes were the only way she could see and hear another person#but yeah in the echoed version the lower half of the tower is mostly consumed by plantlife and the such#hense why dodie avoids the area like the plague she has hashtag issues regarding plants#oh yeah Ive also been thinking abt fydd a lot lately#I have been slowly developing a bit of a side plot for him in my head that Im not 100% sure Im going to commit to but Im mivrowaving it#basically I was thinking abt each of the human casts sort of quote unquote domains are#by that I mean the whole reason they get drawn to the universe core is because theyre all sorta connected to universe functions#fydd is one of the weird ones because his place in the system is the basic software ig would be the best way to put it?#hes connected to the very base of the system that the rest of the functions are built into
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idk just thinking about how you burst into your home damn near slamming the door shut, only for toji to stop it with the large palm of his hand before he smoothly walks in behind you. you're on 10 right now, stomping and shouting around the house (while your husband follows like a lost puppy) until you make your way to the kitchen yelling something about how it was "totally unnecessary to punch him" honestly toji didn't even know what the hell you were going on about, i mean he wasn't even listening. he silently convinced himself that it wasn't his fault- no it was definitely yours that he couldn't focus on the sweetness of your voice. i mean he just couldn't stop himself from trailing his eyes down to your ass, sinfully watching from his stance at the doorway as it jiggled with each hard step you took. "you can't keep doing this shit man-" your words go in one ear and out the other, again wasn't his fault, he can't help but think about is how fucking sexy you look right now. lace tussled into a slight mess, lip gloss smeared across your puffy lips because of how much you opened your fat ass mouth out of anger, and that dress ? oh that dress is what gotten you in the situation in the first place, the way it hugged your frame perfectly, mapping out each of your curves in all the right ways. had you not wore it like he told you to he wouldn't have had to beat his boss ass for staring at you a little to long. lashes that had been ripped off are still in his car, sitting prettily right on his dashboard, he couldn't care less in fact he was glad you took em off ecstatic even, toji loved to see you natural, toji thought you were so god damn fine
"what ?"
...did he say that out loud ?
"nothin'" he muffled out "are you even listening? see this the shit i'm talking about-"
toji wanted nothing more than to bend you over the kitchen island and shut your big ass mouth with each deep stroke he gave you, dick hitting deep in that gummy area that always turned you into mush whenever he found it, but alas he didn't, he knew you were angry, just didn't know why. aren't you glad he protected you from the preying eyes of his boss ? did it cost him his job ? maybe.. but it doesn't matter because it was all for you, his lovely wife. "here asshole" toji finally snapped out of his head when he felt you shove something against his chest before walking off. noodles ... you made him-
"a cup of noodles ?" he questioned following you out the kitchen "you didn't eat at the party." the scar on his pretty lips decided to rise. oh how sweet you were, even after being so pissed at his possessiveness you still cared enough to make sure he ate before the night was over but there was still one problem.. "you didn't either" "i'm not hungry." once you reach the bottom of the stairs he stops dead in his tracks "baby- where you going ?" "to bed." no hug ? no kiss goodnight ? no invite ? oh he fucked up.
smut! under the cut (18+)
"now do you forgive me?" voice comes muffled from beneath you as you ride out your nth climax of the night your husband had been sucking and licking into you for hours drawing out orgasm after orgasm. and shit were you ovulating? because you just can't get enough. "fuck" you roll you head back in pleasure riding the sweet sensation of his nose repeatedly brushing against your clit
*smack!*
"i asked you a question mama" you moan loudly at the combination of the nickname and his tongue thrusting in and out of you hitting that special spot each time. "y-yes baby" you grind down to match the rhythm of his tongue as he begins to play with the fat of your ass tugging and gripping tightly, encouraging you to move your hips faster "'m sorry baby, so so sorry" his lips wrap around your rednend clit while he stuffs two fingers into you. at this point you were so overstimulated but you just couldn't stop riding his face even if the world was ending. bringing a hand to his hair you push it back unveiling those gorgeous green eyes. toji looks up making eye contact with you, you begin feeling the tension that was building up about to finally burst (again) "i didn't mean to upset you" he wraps his fore arms around your things getting you to grind down even harder against his perfectly fat nose "i-it's okay toj- fuck you're so deep" "i just don't like when other boys stare at you" he couldn't even bring himself to call his boss a man. a man would never violate a women's privacy like that, basically eye fucking her while she's out with her man. you felt everything, every touch, and god you were so hot, moans were leaving your mouth left and right as you felt him continue sucking, his fingers thrusting into you so desperately as if they were asking for forgiveness too.
this was gonna be a longggg night .
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bioswear · 11 months
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You all are so welcome for Steph Gingrich posting
#personal txt#aren’t you all glad I have impeccable taste in women#ur all so welcome :)#I’m going through a sapphic crisis with trying to wrangle my thoughts and feelings about the crush I have on my coworker#Steph Gingrich is a distraction /projection outlet for these feelings#like I’m so so so thankful I’m able to act and feel normal when I see her or we have lunch at work#like Professional Me takes over so even when we sit near each other my heart isn’t like in my throat#but when I’m at home??? the palpitations are insane. IM just ken#it’s not even like I’m thinking About her in any particular way#ANYWAY I DIGRESS 😂🤪🤪🤪🤪#it’s so fun this is so fun having feelings#I haven’t had a true interest or feelings about someone in SO LONG#I really cared for my last ex from grad school (we’re still friends) but idk if I ever felt like this#but like I didn’t have initial feelings for her. she had the crush on me and I decided to take the opportunity#she once asked me over slack ‘could I convince you to send me a file because walking back is ✨the biggest hassle✨#and I was like… in my head… you could probably convince me to walk into traffic if you asked the right way#the other day she said she found me on tinder and then 30 minutes later#said jokingly ‘what if I just gaslit you about how many tea cans you have on your desk’ (bc I drink a lot of green tea throughout the day)#and amass a lot of cans on my desk#but like I almost said ‘PROMISE?!’ like I’d let her gaslight me (not really)#like What was that how do I read into that is that flirting ???#I found her tinder too and it confirmed my intuition that she was gay or bi (she’s bi)#and I so badly want to casually talk with her about queer solidarity lol like not even in a crush way#just like it’s nice to be not alone in my queerness#she had a lot of tells too LOL… like she doesn’t sit straight she sits cross legged in her chair at lunch#I think in our first zoom meeting I was sitting with my legs crossed and she changed to sit the same way 😂#I was like 👀 I know that sit
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TODAY I SAID "GRONG GLU" & MY FRIEND UNDERSTOOD IT
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