#so i stopped overachieving 😍 and like tried not to be noticed in that way i guess anyway damn that's really uh yeah lmao anyway
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love getting distracted during lecture overthinking the shit out of something probably no one will actually notice/think about/care about 🤪😍
#liike i gotta go back and do most of the lecture notes bc i lowkey stopped paying attention sldkghf#wait i drafted a text to my friend that i haven't sent bc i didn't wanna dumb this block of words on her if she doesn't want to hear it#about what i was overthinking what i am overthinking but like less now lol#for context if anyone cares lol we have winter set for glowstick club and it was kinda chaotic everyone signing up at practice tuesday#and i made an impulsive decision that i wanted to sign up for two songs bc one of them is glowsticking/stringing and one is#with another prop and i wanna explore the props yaknow#*clears throat* here is my drafted text lmaoo#Is it dumb that I’m like overthinking signing up for two winter songs so much XD#not really even for like concerns about like being able to learn and do two but like since anyone else doing two is a choreographer right#so like I still feel like I can’t do two ((even tho i asked one of the artistic directors and he said to go for it sklfdjdk))#bc I’ve spent my life past like middle school trying not to stand out in any way slkglhdfs#((might take that part out that's a lil uhhhh questionable 😂))#it was kinda bad i really was like eating myself up over it during lecture i don't even know why lmaoo#like literally can i not they said it was fine and i'll be able to do it or whatever#i think my main thing is that i'm the only newbie in two and i'm the only one with my name actually signed up for two#bc choreographer names are in a different place#but like no one else will probably notice or think weirdly of it except me yk i'm just terrified of like .. standing out being noticed 🤡#in middle school when my friends called me an overachiever and the whole culture at school just making it seem like a bad thing#so i stopped overachieving 😍 and like tried not to be noticed in that way i guess anyway damn that's really uh yeah lmao anyway#i feel like there's so many times where i made an impulsive ish decision and then overthink it and regret it after sklgfdjsl#even tho it's not even anything badddd ugh anywayyyyyy lol#jeanne talks#sorry for the freakign word dump lskdghsf i'm gonna try to fix my word dump from last night see if i can post some writing lol 🤪#yo this is not that bad ok midnight jeanne brain went off a lil bit tbh
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