#so idk wtf i'm doing

[collophora]

"Let's fix this drawing" *redraw the whole thing*

[sysig]

You're still standing off to the side. Somehow, center stage has shifted from under your feet without you realizing, and you're standing in the wings, performing to no one.

Starring Role (Patreon)

[deoidesign]

I need to paint my characters realistically every so often. for my health. I need to see him.

[silusvesuius]

nnnnnnnnnnnnno maa'am

[many-gay-magpies]

man i love how there was rly just. NO hesitation on charles' part on deciding to go to hell to get edwin out. like, typically you'd expect at least SOME deliberation, but nope he was instantly just like "so you can make a portal to hell? okay make one, i'm going in." and yeah some of it can be left up to the fact that he's a ghost and not as liable to die in hell as someone living, but seriously the fact that that was his default course of action? just right off the bat? that level of devotion is frankly a little insane

[ohnowithapencil]

Something very experimental

[rafesbbyy]

Bridgerton S3 is so unserious because how did Cressida find the identity of Lady Whistledown in mere days, while the Queen couldn't do that for months and even years? All Cressida did was ask the printer, but did the freaking Queen of England not do that before? Seeing how desperate and vigilant Charlotte was, I would've expected her to have already thought of and questioned every printer and every worker?? Like, Cressida is one single woman who found out LW identity so quickly, but the Queen, who has like hundreds of people working under her, couldn't? Not to mention, finding LW was the Queen's top priority as well.

[justskyla-art]

who up vasting they error rn !? !? (/J) (lazy ahh doodles)

[ink--theory]

random doodle of a mutuals oc to pass the time as I wait to get picked up from work :]

maddy is from @anemonequeen

[galaxythedragonshifter]

The feeling when you want to make your own fantasy world and you've tried so hard you've gotten to the point where you have no idea what you want

[mewtwo24]

You know idk if it's just me being oblivious af but mxtx sure does enjoy putting her protags through the trolley problem when it comes to her works huh /j

[femmeetart]

Juliette is very good at hide and seek

[sailoryooons]

Okay I need y'all to be a sounding board to tell me if I'm crazy or if this is as diabolical as I think it is. Tonight (after hours) my boss randomly pinged me and told me to drop my job description and four key projects/values I bring to the company ASAP. I'm like okay... and open the doc link... and there are literally other people in the marketing department doing the same thing where we can all see what the other is writing.

No preface for why we were asked to do this and not everyone in the department has been asked to do this.... is this not absolute psychological warfare????????????

[necrotic-nephilim]

i love your fics and the ideas you describe for the ask games. i'm especially fond of your takes on the rarer pairings and i always smile when i see your posts in the ship tags <3

and don't stress too much about not posting anything, real life is important and participating in fandom should be fun, not something you have to force yourself to do. god knows fandom burnout is real, especially if you feel like people are expecting something from you. just keep doing what makes you happy :)

ghgfhgjhkjhjhg this was so sweet, thank you so much! i *love* talking about rarer rarepairs, especially if it gets other people to ship them too. the popular ships are fun and all, but i truly love spreading rarepair propaganda.

that's very reassuring, thank you <3 i've loved everything i posted here so far and have not felt pushed to post anything i haven't enjoyed, but sometimes i forget i can like. use this blog for whatever i want and not *just* headcanons/fics/mets/etc lol. and i also forget i don't have to rush myself. it's annoying to want to write and either not have time or not have the words work. i used to run a fandom blog in my teens that got very large and felt like a chore and i was so stressed about the need to perform and the numbers and all of that. like if a fic didn't do well i saw it as a personal failing and forced myself to write popular headcanons just for the numbers game. was not fun or sustainable in the long run and i think it contributed to me no longer having any taste for the ship i primarily wrote for. so for too long i treated existing in fandom like a job lol. i've mostly gotten it through to myself that this is a space for me, but i occasionally forget when i'm so caught up in all the things i want to get to for this blog. my to-write list is a mile long and i need to be bonked with a paper towel roll, i think. so it's very kind of you to say this bc the reminder is nice <3

[wanderingcas]

between last week and now i blacked out and somehow wrote 12k of this destiel apocalypse fic. it's happening folks!! it's getting written!!

[bnesszai]

@osameowdazai made an offhand comment about jouzai one day and...well.... here i am 2k later thinking about them way too much. I sincerely hate them and wish to set them on fire.

Read on AO3

"Don't be weird about it.” “Weird about what?” Jouno lifts a hand, fingers curled and relaxed, the sun resting in his palm. He shifts, slowly, and then a finger brushes against Dazai's palm, just above his bandage. Flinching, Dazai pulls their hand away, pressing it as a fist to their chest.  “I said not to be weird about it,” Jouno says with a frown. It's so preposterous that Dazai lets out a startled laugh. Their skin is crawling, burning. They want to sink their fingernails into their own skin and tear it to shreds.