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#so now I'm just clutching my bear i got on my fps bday bc my trauma brain is convinced events are repeating and-
nephiliam
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2 years
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Ngl i feel like I'm on the brink of a mental break down from everything thats gone on for the past two months and jesus fucking christ do i wish i wasn't right now
#vent on main
#complete isolation from everyone i know because of bullshit phone internet
#not having anything to do that wasn't stuck being in the house or going shopping for things i have no space for
#not being able to hang out with my fp or go over to see them bc of stuff getting in the way
#and then the jeanette mccurdy audiobook hitting several triggers in me that sets off the biggest trigger
#so now I'm just clutching my bear i got on my fps bday bc my trauma brain is convinced events are repeating and-
#me visiting my sisters will cause the 'eventual' fall of our friendship bc that happened with my last friend i had but theres no real-
#connection to that past trauma and me staying with my sisters but boy howdy do i feel convinced bc I'm anxious!!!!
#I'm miserable right now and i feel terrible for it bc I'm with family i haven't seen in 2 years and my fp reassured me everything is okay
#but i still cry and panic and hyperventilate
#i hate this i can't even tell if I'm being too dependent or if this is smth i need intense comfort on
#GOD
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