#so yeah i deleted everything i wrote

[ginghamhell]

zenya the annoying blonde man *reads the words "im a rotting corpse thanks to this worthless fucked up body"* zenya the man who is Kinda me a little

[fantomette22]

Can’t wait being tomorrow with the last day of work of the shift! Really having a bad time since the last few days :/

What short staffed and putting you in a stressful situation you’re not ready for do to a girl hm ;-;

[hellhoundlair]

hiiiii happy wincest wednesday!! what episode do you think has the most canonical wincest?

NEVER FORGET!!!

"canonical wincest" will always be hard to point to, because of course in canon their relationship is platonic (the sheer intensity of their love nonwithstanding.) HOWEVER... the way sex and violence plays with the boundary of familial love and desire is fucking ..... idk Its fucking!

[gothsuguru]

you know what

[melien]

A lil update: Electromagnets will be back soon (maybe even tomorrow as I'm sick at home) and the GC story will probably follow suit as I ✨went on an inspirational autumn walk✨ and finally figured out some parts of it that weren't clicking before and now I'm super happy with how it goes!

[coridallasmultipass]

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[catastrxblues]

hi so i just finished bridge to terabithia and now i’m unwell and my eyes are red because i’ve been crying before i’d even reached 20 minutes of it for i actually knew what was going to happen and by the time i reached an hour something something i just straight up sobbing screaming into my pillow. and now it’s 12 am and i’m still thinking about them. because god, look at them, how they were, the little world they lived in, wouldn’t you just love that, to run away, to escape, to grasp that childhood naivety and innocence that you lost a long time ago, to feel the sun in your skin and the air in your lungs and to paint fantasies and laugh and play and run hidden away from the world and find an old run down tree house and decided to make it your own little shelter and pin up canvases on the worn wood and paint and let your creativity goes wild and have someone understand you and gets you and do it with you, and wouldn’t you just love to have something so constant, so sincere, so genuine, so pure, so real, that there wasn’t anything else. if i knew i was going to cry this much, if i knew how much space this movie would make in my life, i wouldn’t have started this movie tonight. i would have been in peace on the floor of my room, not realizing how badly i actually want something like this even though i would never unironically admit this to anyone in my life or even myself when i’m outside of the familiar place of my mind, for that matters

[fdrsamericanflagduckfloaty]

just realized that the only thing i've fuckijng contributed to ao3 is a bunch of presidential fanfiction and a first couple tag bc their tag didn't exist

[elisedonut]

sudden itch to write a rare pair fic thats not Percy related

but like

the last time I did that it ended up becoming my top fic and lead to me deciding that you know... actually I hate that ship just out of spite so i'm not sure how good of an idea it is

maybe if i try like femslash or something super super rare with side characters or something

[silverfoxphil]

are you okay? do you know when you'll be back from your break?

hi anon sorry i left you on read for like a day. i wanted to take a break from social media and my phone in general but after a day i realise that this is kind of the only place i have left where i can unwind so

[robyn-goodfellowe]

also sorry i know ive been incredibly autistic about twtt lately and like. im going to continue to be this is my blog i dont care LOL. but also im a little embarrassed. anyways i know theres a few people that have been reading since the original one in 2019 (or even the people that have been reading since the rewrite started!!) or OR honestly literally anyone who got to go into it blind. i really just want to sit them down and be like hey. what did you think was going to happen going into this. did you expect literally any of this

[prettyblondguys]

Am I allowed to be negative on here about stuff for a minute? Pretty please?

I don't really think that things are gonna change for the better/ get better for me at this point tbh

[radioactive-cloud]

started writing yet another thing that i doubt i'll ever finish

[not-poignant]

hey pia, hope you don't mind answering

are there any stories or oneshots (in the Fae Tales verse or otherwise) that you haven't posted on ao3? And if you do, do you plan on sharing them at some point in the future?

thank you!

Hi anon,

Nothing I'd share, basically.

Everything that I'm comfortable putting on AO3, is on AO3. That's just how my brain works. I don't write stories and leave them on the computer if I think they're worth sharing, because my dopamine-desperate ADHD brain will always take the immediacy of posting something very close to when I've written it.

I have a couple of stories that I never really intended to release and still don't. One I wrote after Game Theory, and it's based on an AU where Crielle finds and tortures Gwyn, and Ash and Augus have to rehabilitate him. Another is a half-written imagining of a dark Ash in The Court of Five Thrones going beyond his level of bullying into sexual assault. And I have about 3 chapters of Gwyn going back to the Ratcatcher to pay his debt, but that's a sad story, and I no longer believe it happens, so that will stay with me too. I also have no inclination to finish it, so...yeah. All of those things are like 7~ years old.

They aren't good enough to post, and they weren't written with the intention of posting them. They were written for my eyes only, basically! Usually it's stuff that is super whumpy and probably close to torture/misery porn, for my darker moments, and I never plan on finishing them or fleshing them out. It's just enough that when I read it, I can imagine the rest.

I don't think there's anything else though. Just some plot bunnies for other AUs I had re: Gwyn/Augus, and Gwyn/Augus/Ash, but I'm kind of done writing them all now, outside of writing and finishing The Nascent Diplomat, so most have been just languishing on my computer for 5-7+ years.

(Oh and then I guess there's Tradewinds-the-Fae-Tales-Novel, but that's a whole other story).

[messedupessy]

THIS YEARS ART SUMMARY WOO  (͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ❤ AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

So saw a friend posting theirs the other day, and decided to quickly scrounge up one myself altho I am posting this a couple of days later for new years. Altho I felt I didn’t really have much to show for this year, but was actually pleasantly surprised that there still was allot of art I had made, despite how hellish this year has been art wise and everything else wise xD

Not much else to say, except I hope next year will go better for me, both in life and with my art! Both which I am turning into existence, I am making it a fucking reality whether it wants to or not! And I wish the same for you all as well, let’s beat next years ass! ❤🎉

[sereniv]

ok for rn i am going to try and get some art done and finish this crappy audio book.

read tags i said some stuff i should have just written here