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thoughtfulseason · 6 months

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when you realise you know that person for a year and a half and it is the kindest gift from the universe

#he made me make myself grow #i am so so grateful for him. never thought a fifty year old man would change my life but he so did #i truly feel blessed. i’m not the same person i was back in november. not even a month ago not even a week ago #and much of the growth is thanks to fencing #i have a goal and i love it so much and with him as my coach during fencing i AM ACTUALLY LIVING #he knows somewhat i’m grateful for knowing him but he has no idea on what scale #unknowingly he brought me back to life. to reach for it. (and one other woman as well but he was there constantly)#so yeah not to be emo but i am #who i was before fencing? thank god i’ll never be that. and in a few months i’ll be an even better version of myself #and eventually i will be my true shining self and i’ll live my dream life #who knew that fencing could become half of my world

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kyojurismo · 1 year

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we should talk more about the way tengen and muichiro are beasts w other slayers . . .

but then when it comes to tanjiro they treat him like a younger brother or the best of friends

#🍡 — rambling !!#yeah i am rereading the manga #i’m so emo rn #🥹🥹🥹#tengen uzui #muichiro tokito #tanjiro kamado #demon slayer #demon slayer manga #kimetsu no yaiba

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manchesterau · 2 months

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ok so basically i recreated 2010 dnp in the sims

#*#i literally STUDIED their faces like yall cant tell me shit #i used amazingdan as reference and yall....their outfits are also perfect like fghffsdghf #sim dan's party outfit is literally the new years eve party fic to a T and so is phil's i ate so badd #in the pics sim dan is wearing the amazingdan cardigan 😭#also it's soo hard to find good emo hair so they have the same hair #anyways yeah...this took me hours #phan sims #new tag i guess well see how long i keep this up before i get bored #i am now going to bed also yall...when i put their current hair on them it's literally spot on #i put phil's black quiff on and screamed bc it was so accurate #same for dan's curls like dsfghgadsfg

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cut-aare · 6 months

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Yas Jun Wu fanart slayyyy

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sundial-bee-scribbles · 2 months

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meow〜

#my art lol #vocaloid #vocaloid fanart #kaito vocaloid #meiko vocaloid #vocaloid meiko #vocaloid kaito #kaimei #sorta?? can be read as platonic/romantic idc interpret as u wish #red #blue #black #there's a funny bonus that goes w/ this but i hate how npf doesnt register breaks properly anymore and fucks up post titles #so i just wont add it here ig. rip. there was ALSO supposed to be a companion piece to this that was darker n edgier #but i am not drawing cyber cat kaito ever again bruh I DIDNT THINK IT WOULD BE THAT HARD TO DRAW BUT WHAT IS GOING ONNN #anyways when i first played project mirai i realized meiko had this module and i was like 'holy shit they can both be cats'#2nd attempt at drawing this cause i didnt like how the first version was coming out. this was supposed to be more emo but eh #me everytime i draw like yeah this is honestly not my best work. post it.#IDC i had fun doing this even if its not the most polished. and i gotta move on to other things #if i agonize over one art piece forever ill never get other shit done. so yuh. make it look decent enough and move on

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iconologistegoradical · 4 months

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You and I know I cant live on faith alone.

( You're the rotting hunger in my stomach, and your effect bathes me in its light.

Unforgiving hopeful thoughts. Chemicals and blood pump through these veins.

Circuitry tight enough to strangle, not enough to struggle.

Arrhythmic patterns. Pulsating and throbbing.

Can't you get out of my head? When I'm dead

will I be in yours? It falls flat.

Flatline. Planets, miles apart.

No excuses can be made.

Even if you were mine. I can't complete you.

But I'm waiting, that has to mean something.

Just tell me anything. What the fuck are you waiting for?

I can see you across the street. )

( When you look in my eyes

Do you see yourself too?

The glare of your glasses

Do they obscure where you stare? )

( Do I linger on a guilty conscience? Do I remain in a complacent mind?

Do I let you get away with this? Was the choice ever mine?

GT-T, G-TT, two halfs of the same coin. )

#6 am thought vomit #dirkjake #dirk strider #homestuck #personal #the shades on the dog look so fucking goofy bro #dog dirk?#yeah #dog dirk.#emo emo emo #i wouldnt call this poetry but what the hell else is it?#im a little proud of this #creative liberties be damned #hoo hoo hoo #deleting later #probably #guh...#pretentious

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mhmmaybe · 4 months

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I'm celebrating my birthday with this little guy cuz why was I born during finals :,)?

Any wayyyyy let's hope that I have more time to make more...ball content after the exams and shit

Byeeeee

#god i love damien so much ;;;#redacted damien #am i am emo nightmare? to most yeah #i don't mean to i promise

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plutonianplaything2 · 4 months

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daincrediblegg · 1 year

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#y’all I am. literally so unbearably unwell about new meat prison hari for some reason #couldn’t tell ya how but he’s really doing something for me #is it the prospect that he might change his thinking on emotions being insignificant? that in his century in the time out box he might have #figured out something of how he fucked up just a little? how he’s softening up to gaal a little and maybe starting to feel bad???#is it the idea that a man so absorbed in math can finally understand the balance he needs in his own life not only for his plan to be #successful but also to allow himself feelings for individuals that he’s been repressing the whole fucking time???#is it the prospect of this man being as tender as a chicken strip??? yeah you bet it is #hari seldon #foundation #I’m gonna go throw up I’m too emo about it #I love it when an idiot like that goes soft and it’s such a rare thing I really hope they let jared do it #and not yoink it away from me this time

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batsarebetterthanpeople · 1 year

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I do consider this a win.

#ofmd #mcr #listen are they my least fav emo band? yeah #is black parade my least favorite mcr album? also yes #that said i am emo... so... ill take the W #listen listen i like mcr #i just...#like other bands more #ok wait i take that back if death cab counts as emo death cab is my least favorite i just dont think they count

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adasknife · 3 months

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Claireada and Casual by Chappel Roan from Claire's POV because Ada is scared of long-term commitment despite loving Claire more than herself 😔🔫

how dare you hurt me about them while i trying to write fluff of them?

now you made me think :((

but there's so many variations on ada not fully committing. in alternate universes, in canon lore. it's like a small understanding that nothing will truly happen between them. chris hates ada, and leon still thinks he has a thing with ada. claire has nobody to talk about these feelings, so she uses code names for ada. sherry and jill are the only ones who kind of know. sherry tries to be polite, but jill plain out calls claire a loser. how can ada love claire if it's all about "sex"?

ada just knows all the details of claire's life. (the real reason ada helps sherry and jake in re6)

*slams hands on table*

ada even knows claire deserves better. claire and ada are losers in their points of views. ada can't give up claire. claire can't give up ada. ada just looks at claire, she can't even muster an apology between claire's thighs. all she can say is "you are beautiful." and claire won't fully believe her

#resident evil #ada wong #claire redfield #claire x ada #claida #claireada #i am emo for them so yeah...

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intertexts · 3 months

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also really funny to me that i wasn't very interested in most pd ships until new haven wards. ghostkicks insane qprisms obviously but now i'm like over here shaking and sobbing thinking abt evildead & ghostknife & all their dreadful intricate messy bestfriends little polycule. as mallard conway calls it.

#dakota is still my favorite one 2 think ab... sorry demonkicks enjoyers btw. i see the vision but like i am physically incapable of thinking #of dakota as not aroace. & obviously he has the secret third thing going on w/ wibby & virion. always losing it over their dynamic of #like hey dude go kiss our other best friend for me. what? no im not doing it i dont wanna but u should & if u do it because im telling u to #its kind of like im doing it? like proxy kiss via sharing soda cans. with that same level of convoluted understated intimacy that means #absolutely fucking nothing unless it doesn't. like yeah you're not making out with them but you're pressing ur fingers into the hickies #they leave on each other & feeling the echo of the same dull ache on ur own skin & all of u like it so like who's really the normal #one here!!! anyway. ashe postcanon wingfic emo kids union. is where i was originally fucking going with this.#new haven wards

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evansbby · 10 months

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#random and emo and will prob delete but #sometimes i feel so lonely in this fandom 😔😭#like amongst the writers of this fandom I mean #like it feels like all the cevans writers are friends with each other and I’m the local weirdo on the other side like 🤠#obv I talk to some people and am mutuals with some people whom I loooove but like #idk I’ve always felt this low-key 😂😂😂#it’s bc I’m so awkward and I think that they all think I’m annoying #like I automatically assume most of the big writer blogs hate me lol #which is deffo just in my head and I’m insane yall know im fucking insane and jump to conclusions 😂😂😂#but idk sometimes I just feel sooo lonely #well not LONELY bc I love my anons and my mutuals and I’m always on here yapping about something or the other 😅😅#but I feel like I’m not part of that amazing writer community where everyone’s friends with everyone #MAYBE BC I NEVER FUCKING TALK TO ANYONE BUT THAT IS BC I AM SCARED SO I NEVER PUT MYSELF OUT THERE #😭😭😭😭😭#but yeah lol #no fr tho why can’t I be normal lmaoooo

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sysig · 5 months

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Oh he is So baby (Patreon)

#Doodles #Helix #SCII #Max Vyer #Teen Max ;; *gently holds*#Like I didn't love him already his teen phase was This Cute??? Stoppp #I am once again relating way too hard to Max lol - it looks? like he's wearing dark eyeliner to me #There's no way he actually has eye bags that dark as a 16 year old right am I just protecting my feelings towards wanting him to be okay :'D #He started drinking before he was 21 but when did he start some of the harder stuff - was him getting on the roof a teen or drug thing #Worried about you Max #Well anyway I choose to believe it's eyeliner lol <3 Which is extremely cute <3 #There's something so double-funny to me about having drawn him all cutesy as a baby y'know - cherubic! Adorable blond baby!#And then his emo/grunge/punk phase as a teen but he keeps his blond hair because of his vanity hehehehe I love him!!! So much!!#He's so adorable <3 #Anyway yeah I had a dark eyeliner phase as a teen also lol except mine was Classique Fandom Cringe™ ♥#I'd draw the YGO Eye of Ra with my eye acting as the main part of the eye lol teens are goofy like that #Very measured of him to just darken his lower lid really ♪#The collar and the cuffs too I just jdksfladf I can't think of it as anything but extremely cute lol I'm so endeared <3 <3 #He's such a brat I love him so much #I talked about how his parents would've still been awful even if he had A Diagnosis but honestly he probably would've been too <3 #Not a get-out-of-jail-free card Max!#I - a Max apologist - say lol

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bmpmp3 · 1 month

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guy who feels a reasonable level of excitement about a vocal synth announcement voice: yeah so ive been listening to the virvox anniversary video (where the voice providers sing in-character) on loop for the past few hours imagining in my mind's eye what Kotarou's AI voicebank might sound like

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#god that video is cute. the mixing is a little clunky but who i am to judge. i cant do much better LOL #specifically the pic for akashi.... hes so cute here. and i forgot how nice his vp's singing is #but anyway yeah listening to this year old tiny bit of kotarou's vp singing does make me realize...#you know i was struggling a bit for a second there imagining what an AI singing voicebank for such a character-y voice would sound like #because a lot of AI vocal synths aim for classically pretty and clean voices (especially in sv but also in cevio and such)#BUT now that im thinking about it. hes kind of a boyish equivalent of zundamon's voice in the sense that hes like #high pitched giggly and intentionally a little goofy and mascot-y. so i think i can picture it a bit more now... i am INTRIGUED #i think he'll be a really fun addition to a lot of peoples vocal libraries. he'd work for a lot of goofy and jokey songs i think #and if he's on a software i can use i'll probably put him on some emo shit LOL #because i love hearing cutesy idol-y mascot voices sing emo shit <3 #Youtube

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thepaleunicorn · 3 months

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In these trying times (and due to my one year anniversary on this site) I offer you… this Not so long ago I was fooling around with my friend and this idea kinda popped into our heads And so this abomination was born Ah, my DMC loving days, I miss them

#fanart #meme #dmc5 #emo vergil emo vergil #i mean have you seen his humansona #nero is so done #redraw of the fight club poster yeah #look how funny i am #it took me 3 hours and i am cringe but i am happy

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