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#something in return pls pls tell me this isnt how it is pls tell me someone will still fight for me and look out for me when my brain is+
hairydykecunt · 5 months
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i think it’s very silly asking to borrow money from me after i lent a lot already and have been mentioning how little money i have 👍 like super silly 👍 can you think for once 👍👍 can you please 👍👍👍👍 and then basically be like nvm i’m good i borrowed the money from someone else 👍👍👍 and lowkey you were definitely supposed to be invited to hang out but we’re lowkey ignoring u bc we hate you 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍
#kitty talks#im just. so. whats goong on#like what isgoong on#i am so confused as to why i havent been texted or invited for anything im so fucking confused#like what do they think im up to right mow. like is there a reason theyre avoiding me#even tho i’ve tokd them all wrek id love yo hang oyt and to be invited and that i was exctied???? now im just??! being left behind????#hes not even staying in town for long?????? like until sunday??????????? and yet??????? no one fucking?????? is saying anuthing to me?????#and i want to just fully ignore them all. bc its fucking weird. like it is genuinely weird. but if i end up making a thing iut of this i +#will surely lose then as friends. But it is a huge fick move. Like humongous. and to text me for MONEY and literally nothing else is +#fucking vile. like. omg ive been struggling so fucking bad im so scared to go to rhe show sunday i dont feel good i have no capacity to +#feel good i an so utterly broken#please someone sve me from this hell ive created for myself#pls someone make me likeabke enough that ppl still seek out my presence even tho i feel mentaly bad#please dont trll me my self worth entirely depends on whether or not im depressed. pls dont tell me i will jsut get left behind when i break#pls dont tell me this is all there is to it pls dont tell me no ones gonna care and think of me when i dont serve a purpose or give +#something in return pls pls tell me this isnt how it is pls tell me someone will still fight for me and look out for me when my brain is+#bad to me. please let ne get the same kind of sympathy and gentleness a stray abused animal gets when its aggressive#please tell me someone will still work on me even when everyone else has given up hope and wants me dead#please tell me i can be rehabilitated and i wont be this aggresive bad dog that bites and barks forever
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libingan · 2 months
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i just graduated yesterday!!! and ive been having back pains since the morning before the graduation. even now, im still in pain dsajkds so i thought why not make a fic abt kyle giving reader a real nice massage😉😉😉!!! except, let’s make it male reader because why not????
um, idk how to do warnings and shit…
does this count as dubcon??? idk, theres a part where reader tries to stop him, but its very brief??? so im not sure????
just to be safe, ill tag it as dubcon bc i literally do not know SHDJWJSJW pls tell me if it is or isnt!!!
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after a long, grueling day, you return to your barracks, each step sending a sharp twinge of pain through your lower back. a low grumble escapes you, cursing about how the weight of your gear feels like it’s compressing your spine and you can barely find the energy to unbuckle the heavy straps.
once you finally enter your room, you quickly drop the gear onto the floor, a loud sigh of relief escaping you, despite the lingering ache. you stretch lightly, trying to ease the tension in your muscles, but it only causes you to wince in pain.
you trudged towards your bed, carelessly flopping onto the soft mattress. you didn’t even bother stripping off your clothes, too eager to finally get the rest you’ve been craving the whole day.
the silence in your barracks gives you time to think about the relentless duties your line of work brings. you love it, no doubt about that, but sometimes you can’t help but wonder why you love what you do when shit like this happens.
a heavy exhale leaves your lips, and just as you were about to finally get some sleep, a knock on your door disrupts your plans.
you groan loudly into your pillow, forcing yourself off the bed as you slowly made your way to the door, face scrunched up in discomfort as you rubbed your lower back.
once you reach the door, you twist the doorknob and pull it open, revealing your superior, sergeant kyle garrick. you blink at him in surprise. what the hell is he doing here?
“sergeant,” you greet him with a nod, “what brings you here?”
kyle nods back at you, walking into your barracks without a single word. he closes the door behind him before addressing you. “how’s your back?”
you’re caught off guard, not expecting him to notice. you straighten up at his question, the persistent ache in your back making itself known, but you’re determined not to show it.
“it’s… manageable,” you reply.
kyle hums, eyes narrowed slightly in suspicion at your response. “manageable, you say?” he muses, “i’ve seen that wince. go get on the bed, lay on your stomach.”
“…what?”
the man standing in front of you sighs, ushering you towards the bed. “gotta make sure i keep the team in shape, yeah?”
surprisingly, you find yourself unable to resist the way kyle smiles so charmingly at you. with a sigh, you make sit by the edge of your bed. “do i keep my shirt on or—“
“take it off.” kyle immediately replies. he clears his throat right after, still smiling at you. “you can take it off, if you want. it’d make this easier for me if you did.”
you shrug, pulling off your shirt and hanging it by a nearby chair. kyle’s gaze flicker down your body, his eyes gleaming with… something. you can’t tell what, but it’s there. “good. lie down.”
you wordlessly comply, moving to lie on your stomach, just as kyle had instructed. he shuffles to straddle your hips, perching himself on your butt.
kyle places his hands on your back, working on the tight knots with practiced skills. his fingers are firm, yet gentle, kneading your sore muscles with rhythmic motion.
after a few moments, he pauses, “where do you want my hands?” he asks.
“low… a little lower, please… near the spine—fuuuuck, just like that…” you suck in a breath, eyes fluttering shut as kyle applies the perfect amount of pressure on that one spot.
“right here?” he moves his hands in slow, circular motions, pressing into the indicated spot.
“yesss… yes, right there,” you respond, a sigh of relief escaping your lips. as he continues to work his magical hands on the sore area, you can’t help but let out a few (a lot) of appreciative moans and groans. “feels so much better, holy shit,” you murmur, a soft hum leaving you.
kyle’s breathing hitches, and he tries to maintain his composure, but how can he? you sound so pretty, moaning from his simple touch. he can’t help it if he finds himself responding to the sound of your relief. the gentle sounds you make as he presses into the knots bring out an unwelcome reaction, stirring his arousal.
fuck, he can feel himself getting hard. kyle knows he should stop. he stills his hands, ready to pull away, but when he hears you whine out his name so softly…
he can’t help it when his hands travel lower, toying with the waistband of your jeans, wanting nothing more than to pull them off.
“…sergeant?” you call out, looking over you shoulder to catch his heated gaze. kyle gently shushes you, pressing his crotch against your clothed ass. “it’s okay. im gonna take care of you, i swear. just let me, okay?” he whispers, lifting up your hips enough to unbutton your jeans.
you try to push yourself up, but kyle tuts in disapproval, gently pushing you back down. “no. just stay down. be good for me, okay?”
“sergeant, we shouldn’t—“
“it’s kyle.” he quickly cuts you off, unzipping your jeans, slowly pulling them down. “remember that, yeah? wanna hear you moaning that name in a bit.”
his words send a rush of heat flowing through your veins, heading straight down to your cock. you mutter a few curses under your breath before lifting your hips up a little to give him more space to pull your jeans and boxers off.
“there we go…” kyle throws the clothes off the bed, his hands immediately kneading the soft flesh of your ass. “where have you been hiding this thing, man?” he teases, lightly slapping your cheek, watching it jiggle from the force.
you don’t even bother responding, only rolling your eyes at his comment. kyle chuckles at this, shaking his head in amusement.
“got nothing to say?” he gently parts your cheeks apart, licking his lips at the sight of your puckered hole. “fuckin’ hell…” he groans, feeling himself throb in his pants. “can i?”
you bury your head into your arms, nodding. you doubt kyle would take no for answer anyway.
without another word, kyle lowers his head, tongue darting out to lick a fat stripe across your hole, groaning at the taste.
you shiver from the sensation, a shaky sigh leaving you as you glance over your shoulder to see kyle, eyes shut and brows knitted together, half of his face disappearing in between your ass cheeks as the tip of his tongue breaches your hole, circling the muscle before slowly prodding inside.
“kyle, wait, this is really dirty—fuck!” you moan again, burying your face into the pillows.
“s’not dirty, love, just let me make you feel good…” kyle mutters, pulling away to spit on your hole, watching the glob of saliva roll down to your balls. “lift your hips up f’me.”
you nod, raising your hips with the help of kyle’s hands. he gently pats your bum in approval before moving closer behind you, reaching in front of you to position two fingers to your lips. “suck.”
you eagerly take his long, slender fingers into your mouth, slobbering your spit all over the digits, drool slowly dripping down his palm. you swirled your tongue around his fingers, moaning when he catches the wet muscle with ease, pressing them down before pulling his hand away, causing you to whine from the loss.
“patience, boy,” he chuckles, planting kisses down your spine before spreading your ass cheeks once more with one hand. “relax, okay?”
you nod your head, trying to ease your mind as kyle’s fingers trace around the rim of your hole. “im going to push it in. take a deep breath for me, love.” he says, and you do as you’re told.
he smiles at your obedience, finger slowly sinking into your tight hole. kyle can’t see your face, so he relies on the sounds you make to know if you’re still enjoying this.
“how’s it feel?” he asks, pausing his movements momentarily. you swallow the lump in your throat, voice coming out shaky as you reply, “…w-weird, but you can… you can keep going.”
“good boy,” he praises, resuming the movement of his finger. once he finally sunk in the entirety of his finger, kyle stills himself, waiting for some sort of negative reaction.
all kyle gets in return is a needy whine for more leaving your lips.
he grins at that, sliding in the second finger into your crack. “how does it feel?”
“i feel like i’m about to take a fucking shit,” you grit your teeth, clenching around kyle’s
fingers.
“you aren’t, don’t worry.” kyle reassures you. “im gonna move, is that okay?”
when you finally give him the green light, he lets out a low chuckle, circling his fingers inside of you.
you shudder at the feeling, your aching back completely forgotten as kyle fucks you on his fingers.
“tell me how this feels,” kyle whispers, lightly pressing the pad of his fingers against a certain one spot that has you seeing fucking stars.
“oh, fuck—“ you gasp, eyes rolling into the back of your head, your neglected cock leaking pre onto the sheets. “again. again. please.”
kyle smirks at that. you can’t see it, but you can already imagine the smug look on his face. “like this?” he asks, fingers curling against your prostate intently, determined to bring you over to the edge.
“yes! yes—oh my god-!” you mewl, hands going up to each side of your head to grab and twist at the pillow beneath you, knuckles turning white from your grip.
you bury your face into the pillow, muffling your moans, which have increased in volume with each curl of kyle’s fingers. the sergeant lets out a breathy laugh at the sight of you, lowering his head down to your ass before licking at the rim of your hole, his free hand moving to wrap around your cock, stroking it in time with his fingers.
“haah—fuck! fuck, kyle! please—i-i’m so—“ you try to speak.
“mmhm, just let go…” he mumbles, doubling his efforts.
you groan, muscles trembling as you try to keep your hips upright, head lolling down in between your arms. you can’t help but fuck yourself against him, biting the pillow in an attempt to stifle your moans.
“i-i’m almost—“ a broken moan leaves you, the coil in your stomach tightening, the pleasure running up your spine, and you know you can’t hold back any longer.
it’s then that kyle applies more pressure to your prostate, fisting your cock with renewed vigor. that’s all it takes for you to cum all over the sheets, your orgasm crashing down on you like a tidal wave.
your vision whitens temporarily as kyle continues curling his fingers, milking you for all your worth.
“kyle—i can’t, no,” you whimper, feeling a mixture of pain and pleasure as he crosses the side of too much.
slowly and carefully, kyle pulls his head away, along with his fingers. he gently lets go of your softening cock, watching as you slump on the bed, exhausted.
he wipes his fingers off on his pants. it’s a little gross, but kyle doesn’t care too much about it.
“you okay?” kyle asks, using his clean hand — the one that wasn’t in your ass — to rub soft circles into your back.
“never been better,” you answer, panting heavily as you move your head to the side, looking over your soldier to see kyle’s concerned, but also slightly amused expression. “my back’s still aching.”
kyle lets out a hearty laugh at that, rolling his eyes playfully. “i’ll get to that later,” he says, pressing his clothed cock between your asscheeks. “i got something aching here too, love, and you owe me one.”
yeah, your back pain didn’t get any better after that.
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sillyyuserr · 7 months
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Terukane analysis <33
one of my favorties because it really shows how much they care and more about THEM less about how teru looks at akane or things like that
like i said in my last last LAST post, i wanted to write an analysis on what happened between terukane just before the severance so here i am. Writing this at 8:15pm on a sunday.
after getting back to the ”human realm”, akane realizes aoi isnt there with him, turns around in confusion, and sees teru with a saddened look on his face
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Teru looks saddened while explaining what happened to aoi and how she couldnt return
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Akane asks if teru knew the whole time, teru confesses to having had known that she wouldnt come back but didnt say anything, leading to akane being very clearly distressed and upset
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Akane grabs teru by the shirt/jacket or wtv hes wearing and punches him and shoves him against a wall
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Akane’s done with attacking teru, and turns around to try to go back and get her, falls to the ground in pain, his untreated wounds getting worse by the minute, gets back up to get her, teru forces him down, akane’s lying on the ground, disappointed and sad
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Yadayadayada idrc what happens after this thats not what we’re focusing on, now that im done with the ridiculously long recap lets break it down further
As seen here, teru is both feeling and looking, extremely guilty. He’s guilty ab not telling akane, but knowing he kind of had to keep it a secret
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Something you need to know ab terukane to really understand it, is their relationship is heavily built around their trust in one another so when teru hid how aoi couldnt come back from akane, he was hurt and confused as if he had never seen it coming, like it wasnt even a what if. He knows teru tries to be “perfect” to everyone else, but had never even CONSIDERED that he might lie to HIM. 
The reason this hit like a fucking global pandemic is because akane trusted teru so much he didn’t even think ab the “what ifs” and even if he did, him lying wouldnt even be on there
and since he was really hurt, he lashed out and punched him. Teru knew he was hurt/betrayed and let him punch him, feeling guilty at himself for keeping this from him. Gosh they really do care about one another
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As seen here, akane tries to get aoi, but in his damaged state, he literally cannot. Teru knows this, and hurts inside seeing him like this, him having to literally shove him to the ground to stop him.
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Akane seems to be at like rock bottom rn. Just lost his childhood bsf and this dude he swears he hates just lied to him ab something this srs. my mans really going through it
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Forgot to add but teru looks especially heartbroken here looking at akane, it literally hurts him to do this to akane, but he knew he wouldnt leave aoi there so he did what was best for him, and brought him back. Also not to mention he literally travelled through the most notorious school mystery’s boundary (also the god of fucking death like wdym) just to save akane like what the fuck
teru’s so obvious istg if AidaIro doesnt make terukane canon thats one thing, but if they dont confirm or at least prove in some way teru has a crush on akane, my entire life is a fucking lie
pls give me ideas or stuff ab terukane that you’ve noticed and i havent im running out of analysis ideas 😭😭🙏
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pumpkinsy0 · 28 days
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Headcanons for Mexican American Dallas who feels a bit self conscious about not being seen as conventionally attractive? (Bonus points for Tim comforting him)
mexican american dallas makes a return,,, whats good man,,,
•OK BEFORE I START ALLOW ME TO EXPLAIN, dally being self conscious isnt him exactly hiding those attributes of himself, he doesnt hide it, but that doesnt mean he LIKES it, he makes self degrading comments and ppl pass it off, but if u squint, its pretty obvious he is self conscious, but if u told him that he’d laugh at u for a multitude of reasons
•also i dont think his self hatred is just contained to himself, hes not above not making comments about others and their features, but its not really out of genuine malice and hatred for what he is, its just like a,,,deep rooted self hatred, pls tell me u get what i mean
•NOW when it comes to dally back in brooklyn, part of what made him feel insecure was that he just didnt grow up w ppl that looked like him, he grew up in a mainly white neighborhood so nobody rlly looked like him, thats also kinda y hes not connected to his culture id say
•im gonna say that if theres one part about him be’d rlly focus on in particular, id say he doesnt like his nose that much and right after that is his hair and how curly it is, dally canonically doesnt grease his hair and i imagine for this that his hair being curly is part of the reason y, it takes quite a long time to do it
•bc he doesnt grease his hair and thats like, a kinda big part of the greaser culture, he feels a bit like an outsider for it. hes not connected to his mexican heritage and hes not 100% “committed” to being a greaser either in his eyes, so i feel like that messes w him a bit. some times he even watches pony or soda grease their hair and focuses on it being straight, soda and pony r the ones in the gang ppl see to have “tuff hair” and dally thinks their hair being straight is part of the reason y it is
•dally would even go as far as to call johnny lucky for having straight hair, its comments like those that show that he has a bit of self hatred
•id say dally compares himself to the curtis bros quite a bit actually. theyre seen as the “golden family” amongst the gang, and how they look isnt lost amongst dally at all, dally thinks hes just a complete lost cause bc of how he looks and how he doesnt have a chance bc of it, so he rlly doesnt even try to accomplish anything in particular and kinda, does whatever, like a “nobody cares for what i do, so why should i” thing
•id say tim, kinda feels the same way???? but the difference w him is, he tries to still make something of himself. yea he feels like hes not getting as far as the curtis’ would, but he still tries to do his own thing, and he tries getting dally to do the same sometimes, he doesnt push him, but he does plant the seed
•now if hes pale, this is a COMPLETELY different case scenario, but if hes tan, i think he’d look at the curtis bros and just feel a type of way, he doesnt say anything about it, but he doesnt rlly like being near the curtis bros for too long, hes had ppl make comments about how he looks near them, and it annoys him more than anything, so he keeps his distance from them physically, but i think johnny being there helps him a lil
•ok ifffff im not wrong, pls correct me if i am, not too well versed on this topic, but the chicano movement started in like 1965???? somewhere in the 60s, so i think it would b interesting if dally caught wind of it, and it kind of inspires him??in a way??? i hope what im saying makes sense, like it inspires him to look at things differently about the world and himself, considering the movement talked about political AND social issues (like i said, correct me if im wrong or feel free to switch this up a bit, trying my best here💔💔)
•idk if u like,,,,hc the shepards to also b mexican american or if u just want them to stand in like #pocsolidarity, but maybe it was tim who introduced it to dally, and dally was like “mannnn shut up, im not trynna hear that rn” but dally would lowkey b thinking about it a bit more
•going back to that earlier hc, i think what really makes tim pay attention to what dally says IS bc of the comments dally makes towards ppl who look like him, its especially true if u wanna make the shepards mexican, bc most of the comments he makes is towards tim and curly, he even does it to johnny but not as much honestly, but ESPECIALLY the comments he makes towards curly bc of curlys obviously curly hair and how dally feels about his own, that makes tim think, what is UP w this guy
•honestly, i wouldnt say tim “comforts” him, but he does sure make dally think about what he says bc sometimes he just responds w “what is ur problem w it”, at most the closest he gets to comforting is when dally makes a comment about himself and tim calmly goes “i dont mind the look”
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bizlybebo · 10 months
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welcome to mutualhood with me I love you now do you ever think about gillion tidestrider
o em gee hello
i think about gillion tidestrider an unhealthy amount. i just experienced the “my final sin; i hate you” monologue for the first time last night and let me tell you i have some WORDS
(i’m using this ask as an excuse to ramble about gill because i’m usually a jay main but i adore all of albatrio so much and gillion is just AUUGH)
obligatory no spoilers pls as i’m on episode 80,, so also like. spoiler warnings!!
the more we learn about the past the more it just fucking stings, and you can so clearly see the way it’s shaped his friendships on the overseas. he was forced into the box of something incredibly demanding, ie the chosen one, at such a young age. it practically seems to be to the point where he wasn’t even allowed to think for himself.
i honestly think a lot of his journey with the albatrio has been healing in the sense that he feels like he’s able to be the thing for chip and jay that he never had growing up.
despite his hardships with chip, he always encouraged him to be a better person, he made him a better person, but every time along the way he assured him that he was always good to begin with. he let him know he was enough at every step of the way, and he regarded him highly even from the very beginning, like how he put so much significance into that battle in episode 15.
no one ever told gillion he was enough. that he was good. they only ever told him to be more.
in the block, he allowed jay to shoot him, and he went down to (what he thought was) certain death with a smile on his face. he begged her to just tell him what it was he had to fight for, because he would fucking fight for it because she was jay. he supported her freedom to choose her path in life. and after it was revealed that she betrayed them he still trusted her. he let her move on after she fucked up.
nobody supported his freedom. nobody let him choose. nobody let him move on from his mistakes.
nobody fought for him.
AND THE IMPACT HE’S HAD ON THEM IN RETURN?? IS CRAZY. OHHH MY GOD DONT GET ME STARTED.
IM CURRENTLY EXPERIENCING THE GILLIGONE ARC AND GAHHH
CHIP HOLDING ONTO HIS SWORD AS A KEEPSAKE WHILE HE’S GONE??? SAYING THAT HE ISNT SCARED BECAUSE “GILLION WOULDNT BE” OH MY GOD.
JAY BEING IN THE MIDDLE OF COMBAT WHEN THE DOCTOR BRINGS UP GILLION AND HIS ABSENCE. AND SHE SAYS “IF HE WAS HERE YOU WOULD ALREADY BE DEAD.” HELLO THATS SO FUCKING METAL.
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battiegutz · 3 months
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AUTISM TIME
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ok so i got a few of the blind box gen7 pets today and i originally i was only gonna use one for a custom but im considering customizing all of them and infact im going to do a full review below
disclaimer: i am giving an honest review of these. my wording might appear harsh or whiny at some points but i am just trying to honestly review them. i am still very happy that lps are returning to these molds. also pls keep in mind that i dont currently have any authetic gen2 lps to compare them to rn, so my comparison is mostly based off my memory of them and the bases i have that are modeled after them
okay im gonna seperate this into categories bc i love lists im list boy. nvm dont call me that. ok
Appearance&design: even from first glance you can tell these are different than gen2, the og. the colors are way more saturated and dont get me wrong i love bright colors but for example the spaniel and ox? bull? both have "nuetral" colors aka brown in this case, but theyre very saturated to the point that both just look orange and its not very appealing at all. the caterpillar is ok, the green isnt too loud and pairs well with the yellow, and the otter's pastel pink isnt too bad either. however. a thing with these new lps is instead of the personality eye shines they can have personality markings on them. now this isnt necessarily a bad idea, and i can see it being quite cute is done well, but unfortunately this idea is not well executed. the markings look slapped on and out of place and because theyre only on certain pets it looks especially strange. on top of that, the paint job on these is not the greatest. i wouldnt normally be so critical of this, but considering everything else wrong with them, well. anyway. there are scuff? and paint marks on quite a few spots on all figures, though the otter seems the least blemished. the worst offender of a bad paint job is the ox. the muzzle is a splotchy and uneven attempt to call back to the airbrushed markings of old and the paint around his horns and hair is wildly uneven. not to mention how his hooves are not a different color than the rest of his body, which looks especially strange with the stark white horns. additionally, whatever sealant or plastic or whatever they used for the bulls hair feels greasy somehow? the mold for the ox is very cute tho :3 the color difference between the head and body on them isnt that bad, and can easily be overlooked, though it is worst on the caterpillar. the designs overall could be improved with at least some of the pets having more grounded colors and reworking the personality markings, maybe something like a small star on the bottom of a foot or a little cheek mark? ive spent enough time in this section lets move on
Quality: it is immediately obvious these are made of worse material than gen2. this is a problem in all modern toys though, so i dont particularly blame them for it. however, the ox head is bad. while all the toys seem to have a bit of give to the heads theyre not super squishy. the ox head is. because of how squishy the head is, it seems his nose bridge is caving in? it looks indented is what im saying. the texture of them isnt too bad but they feel noticeably worse than even my fake base ones i bought (shoutout to CustomLShop on ebay, the bases arrived super fast and were in excellent condition aswell as very nice packaging with even some bonus stickers :3) the caterpillars antennae are a little too flexible, im worried they might snap. there are very visible lines on the spaniel and the ox where the body mustve been in multiple pieces before being assembled. another thing is that while the heads do bobble mostly fine, they have a lot of trouble turning, theres resistance if even tilt the head, and it feels very strange. once again the otter seems to be the highest quality out of the ones i got, but it still has the same problems.
Price: i get that everything is expensive these days, but i feel it wouldve been more fair based on the quality if the individual boxes were around 2 dollars instead. it wouldve also been nice it there was a deal if you got the whole box set. also it seems that employees have been throwing away the bonus pet in the box when the box is empty of blind boxes, which is a shame because the bonus pet is a nice idea, but i think its not a great idea to have her on the box for the blind boxes as people are a majority of the time buying only a few individual boxes, so she gets left there as she looks like shes just part of the display
Final verdict: if you love lps or just arent concerned abt minor quality changes, go ahead and get em!! there are many problems with these but theyre still very cute and its awesome to see them coming back in the style i remember from my childhood :3
ok my energy is dwindling bc we also went grocery shopping (sensory overload city). i think? i covered everything i wanted to so. yea :3 lmk ur thoughts btw nd would also love to hear frm ppl who have also bought th blind boxes and your thoughts on them
also as far as customizing them i think ill stick to just repaints of them to preserve their design atleast a bit :3 tho th spaniel is an exception i hav big plans fr her lol
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the-travelling-witch · 4 months
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👏 GUYS DO NOT ASK FOR PART 2’S IF THERE ISNT EVEN A PART ONE👏
honestly don’t ask for part 2 in general, most writers that i’ve spoken to really don’t like it for several (fair) reasons
as i’ve said, there are respectful and appreciative ways to convey your sentiment that are much more encouraging to the writer; allow me to demonstrate with a simple example
do’s:
“hey i really liked your fic/ drabble about [abc topic/prompt]!! especially the scene where [xyz event] happened/ how you characterised [character a]/ how you implemented [element b] into this au!! do you have any plans to write more for it?”
you actually tell the writer you enjoyed their work
you tell them what stuck out to you the most (we love that fr)
you treat them like a person who wrote this in their free time and offered it for free
it’s a nice interaction a writer/ artist/ creator will enjoy bc you’re being respectful and kind (and everyone loves receiving nice comments/ tags/ asks !!)
do not’s:
“part 2 pls!!” / “WE NEED PART 2!!!”
not actually complimenting the writer
no appreciation for the time that was invested into the work
it’s giving “treating a creator like a content machine”
there is a chance the writer’s mood will sour
i don’t think most people know why writers gripe with “part 2” comments (and not all writers have problems with them), i just think there are better ways to communicate that you’d like to see more of a trope/ au/ character, that are nicer for both sides in the end and i really really hope that we can return fandoms to a point where the positive example is more prevalent again (bc idk interactions seem to have lessened and it’s literally so sad)
at the end of the day, i’m speaking for myself first and foremost and i know i would prefer one comment over the other for sure (there are so many fun ways to convey you liked something and personally i love the feeling of leaving long tags on someone’s work) :>
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Hi chu ! It's been a while since I've been in tumbler to visit ur blog bcz of exam but now I'm here! seeing so many new stuff written by u makes me really excited to read them all :DDDD oh yea, can i req a Natsume x fem!reader that love to steal his sweater, jacket or anything comfy in general and he founds out abt it one day and she tried to refuse she love his smell? thank you and have a great day!
if u don't mind can i also be the 🦭non? :D
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caught right handed!
A/n : hello 🦭non!! Thank you for always reading chu's work and chu hope your test results will be great!! ( pls speare chu isnt much get used to how natsume talks)
Warning : none
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he can be seen walking back to his and yours shared apartement instead of starmony dorm as tiredness slowly enveloped him who had just return from idol works.
Since he was busy and have many works to do, he most likely to just stay at the starmony dorm but there is something within him that tells him to just go home to the apartement.
he tried to open the door using the key thinking that the door must be locked.
but apparently its not locked... He ommediately slam the door open afraid if there is someone try to hurt you.
he went back and forth looking for you everywhere along by the call your name. until finally he feel exhausted.
He saw that the tv had not been turned off. And decided to slowly approach the TV after that he take a look at the sofa in front of it.
looks like there is something under the blanket on the sofa..
he then walked to the front of the sofa, staring at the blanket a little hesitant to open it. but finally he pulled the blanket slowly and all he saw was..
Your sleeping figure , he left out a sigh of relief. He sat on the edge of the sofa and turn his head again to look at you.
He then realized you was wearing HIS SWEATER. a blush started to appear on his face as he left out a chuckle followed by a soft smile.
the redhead got up and walked again towards the door and locked it, after he came back you can be seen rubbing your eyes trying to adjust your vision.
hearing the sound of footsteps approaching you, you turn your head around and saw natsume.
You welcome and greet him excitedly as he sit beside you once again on the sofa. he also spread his arms indicating that you can hug him, without thinking twice you already jump into his arms.
your head in front of his chest as you snuggle closer to him feeling more of his warmth, His Hands caress your hair softly while his head placed above yours.
Suddenly an idea popped out of his mind and made him tease you. "Do i smelL so good thaT you haD to wear my sweATER" , he said teasing you.
You were caught of guard by his words, hurriedly tell him that he was all wrong and that his sweater smell bad anways so its impossible for you to wear it.
You must've been forgot about what you were wearing right know. He then tugs the sweater you were wearing to remind you that you're currently wearing his sweater right now.
you pull away from him and tell him excuses that don't make any sense or explain why you're wearing his sweater.
he just kept quietly stare at you and smiled, after a while he cut you off by saying "JusT say you miss me"
That's when you finally sighed and gave up, walking back into Natsume's arms as tiredness start to enveloped you..
Turns out it's not a bad thing if he leaves some of his clothes here... in fact he might even leave his sweater or jacket here more next time!
The moon has finally fully rised in the middle of the dark sky that can be seen outside of the windows.
"Good night [name]", he said giving you a small kiss on the forehead before joining you who fall into a slumber earlier.
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roscgcld · 4 years
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GOJO SATORU || pretty badass
request: umm gojo x sorcerer!reader and they have a son (he is still a kid like around 5). the three of them were having a family time but a curse came out of nowhere and attacked their son but unexpectedly he's using limitless (it's his first time!!). so she and gojo just "wow" pls isnt it cute and gojo would say "thats because my strong gene", "as expected from the great gojo satoru's son" or something like that ajjdjw
note:
pronouns: she/her
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You smile softly at the sight of your son and husband, both of them looking like they were carbon copies of one another, the three of you walking down the busy streets of Tokyo on your off day. For the last three months, you and your husband have clashing schedules when it comes to your lives as full fledged sorcerers; with your husband, Gojo, traveling about Japan on his many missions while you stayed back in Jujutsu Tech teaching his students whenever he’s suddenly called away. 
It was hard going to sleep without him and waking up long after he’s got up for the day; the only indication he was home was a thermal full of coffee for you in the morning along with a bag of souvenirs he got for both you and your son. Your son, now 5, who misses his father a lot and spends many evenings curled up in your arms in tears, crying about how he misses his father.
So today was a day you’ve been looking forward to for awhile now - a day where he has no pressing matters he has to attend to, and you using one of your day offs so you can spend it as a small family unit. So far you three have gone on a short shopping trip together, having lunch together in a nice restaurant that Gojo had his eye on for awhile now, and follow your son around as he dictates what the three of you were doing. “Mama!”
“Yes sweetheart?” You called out as you snapped out from your daydream, looking over to the two boys - two pairs of beautiful sapphire eyes staring back at you with happiness. ‘The first in generations’ was what one of the elders of the Gojo clan had told you when you first brought your son to them. It was rare enough that your husband, Gojo Satoru, was born with the Six Eyes; but when your son was born and possess the same eyes as his father, the elders were overjoyed.
You didn’t care, for you, he’s just an every day child, and you were going to raise him as such. “Ice cream!”
Looking at where he was pointing, where a stall was selling ice cream served in a taiyaki, being served with different ingredients like wafer biscuits and other sweets. “Sure baby.” You said as you reach over to ruffle his soft h/c hair, smiling at how excited he got just because you agreed to allow him to get ice cream. Your husband laughs softly at his expression, his other hand reaching out to take yours in his, which you did with a warm smile on your face. After handing in your order and Gojo paying, the three of you made it towards a park nearby to enjoy your treats; seated on a bench together to enjoy the nice weather. 
The sun was out, yet the spring winds were blowing; making the weather perfect for a nice day out in the park. Licking your matcha and red bean swirled ice cream, you smile smile softly when your husband playfully leaned forward to taste some of your ice cream as well, his chocolate ice cream with marshmallows and a wafer biscuit clutched in his own hand. “You always go for the same flavours, baby. Try switching it up a little.” He admitted with a grin as he popped one of the fluffy marshmallows into his mouth, causing you to smile as you licked at your ice cream carefully. “Unlike you, I don’t have any interest in eating my weight in sugar.” 
Gojo just grins down at you before he playfully leans over to lick at your ice cream once more, causing you to laugh as you used your free hand to push his face away. “Eat your own ice cream, loser.” You teased, jerking your hand away with a laugh when you spotted his pink tongue sticking out at your hand, threatening to lick your hand. Gojo was about to lean closer when he felt your son start to tug on his shirt, forcing him away from you. “Leave mama alone!” He whined up at his father with a pout, glaring at his father for even attempting to annoy his mother.
You couldn’t stop the laughter from bubbling through your laughs at the sight of your husband pouting down at your son as well, whining to the young boy that seemed to give you all his love and affection while leaving his father to ‘fend for himself’. Seems like both boys definitely got the flare of dramatics that the Gojos are known for. Eventually you stepped in to stop the two, giving both of your boys a soft kiss against their cheek softly; getting adorable and loving smiles in return.
“You really took after your father entirely, didn’t you, baby?” You cooed at your son as you wiped his mouth clean from ice cream, since unfortunately he had gotten your husband’s sweet tooth. You had hoped it would skip a generation, but with your husband’s influence, it was inevitable that he will love sweets. In response he just gave you a cheeky smile, to which you just roll your eyes before you return to your seat, eating the rest of your ice cream carefully. “I don’t see a problem with it it.”
Glaring at your husband half-heartedly, you sat back down in your seat as you finished the last bite of your taiyaki fish cone, using a wet tissue to clean your hands. “You are the source of the problem.” You teased your husband before you grabbed a tissue, ignoring his whines as you reached up to wipe the corner of his mouth clean. “How mean, wifey.” He pouts down at you as he leans over to rest his head on yours, to which you just roll your eyes at him as you reached over to pat his chest softly. “And here I thought you missed me.”
Laughing softly at his words, you wrapped your arms around his waist and nuzzles into his neck, just soaking in the familiarity of being in his arms once more. Sure, you always poke fun at him and tease him a lot, but you always do it out of love - and he knows it. Hence why he is never truly upset, pulling you into your side with a loving smile; your son curled up his other side as the three of you sat there in silence.
Just enjoying the moment.
Eventually the rest of the ice cream was finished, and you helped your son wipe his sticky hands clean, smiling at how adorable he looks as he gave you an adoring smile. Leaning over to kiss him on the head, you smile as he giggles and cups your face in his hands, kissing your nose softly like his father always does. This action caused you to laugh softly as you playfully ruffled his soft hair between your fingers, leaning back into your husband once more as his muscular arm wrapped around you loosely. 
“Can you take the trash out for us, little guy?” Gojo asks with a raised eyebrow as he hands the small ball of used tissues to your son, who pouts at him but nods anyway; since he was going to do it just because you were there. “Good boy.” He coos at him teasingly before he playfully wrapped his arms around you once your son got off the bench, giving him a smirk whilst your son huffs back in reply. “Now your mama and I can have some quality time without your little shadow hanging off her arm.” 
“As if you don’t do the same!” Your son whines before he went to the trashcan to toss the trash away while you just roll your eyes and cuddle up into your husband, pressing a soft kiss against his cheek. “You never grow up, huh?” You asked with a teasing smile as you look up at your husband, whose bright eyes looked down at you through his signature circle sunglasses, yet they somehow seem to glow from behind the heavily tinted frames. “Teasing your son and fighting for my attention. As cute as that is, you should know better then to tease him like that.”
Gojo couldn’t help but grin as he rubs your back softly, shrugging at your words. “If he is my child, he will know how to fight back.” Was his simple reply, a reply that had you rolling your eyes at him as you reached up to flick his forehead playfully. “I am trying to teach my son manners.” You replied back sassily, knowing the flick didn’t hit him because your husband always has his Limitless activated at all times. So you weren’t surprised when all he did was chuckle in return, leaning down to press a loving kiss against the top of your head. “You love me regardless.”
You didn’t bother to respond, instead leaning up to press a soft kiss against his lips in response; both of you sporting smiles on your faces. You had just returned to curling up in his arms when you felt his stiffen underneath you, causing you to push yourself off a little with a soft frown on your face; which only deepen when you saw his hardened expression. You were about to ask what was wrong when you suddenly felt the strong curse energy, causing your blood to run cold. “Satoru-”
“I am sure he’s fine.” Your husband tried to reassure you, but how he had swiftly got up with you in his arms, you can tell that even he was nervous. This didn’t help your nerves as you grabbed onto his outstretched hand before you two were racing towards the general direction of where the Curse Energy source is, praying that your little boy was alright. The both of you had just turned ran up a hill when you saw a sight that had you pausing in confusion.
Standing before you was a Curse that shouldn’t be more than a Second Grade, its grotesques body wrapped around the vending machines next to the recycling bins. It was clearly trying to attack your son, yet it can’t seem to get close enough to land a blow on the young boy, who was staring up at it in disgust. The strong wave of Cursed Energy seems to be radiating off your son, who was more focused on turning his nose up in disgust at the Curse before him. “What-”
“Well I’ll be damned.” Your husband said with a laugh, sounding more relieved then he was before as he looks down at you with an easy grin. “Looks like our son is an early bloomer.” He teases before he squeezes your hand one last time and walked towards him, squatting down next to him to pet him on the head; his other hand snapping his fingers. The Curse immediately started implode from the inside out. “I am really proud of you, buddy! Seems like you’ve learnt how to control the Limitless!”
You were still standing there in shock, not even caring about the screaming Curse as you rushed to your son, bending down to check him over in concern. “Are you alright, honey? Did it hurt you?” You asked in concern as you cupped his chubby cheeks in your hands, watching how he shakes his head softly even as you squish his cheeks between your warm hands. “No mama, it couldn’t touch me! See?”
You slowly started to sag in relief when he showed you his unscratched skin, pulling him into your arms and running your fingers through his hair gently to calm you frantically beating heart. “Thank goodness.” You mumble as he hugs you back in delight, nuzzling his face into your neck happily. A soft chuckle causes you to look up, raising an eyebrow at your husband when he just grins. “I am just happy that he managed to pick up how to use Infinity effortlessly. Then again, should I really be surprised? He is the son of the strongest sorcerer alive, it is expected of him, really.”
His answer caused you to just scowl in response as you picked your son up in your arms, bouncing him as he giggles out in delight. “Your daddy has a big ego, huh buddy?” You cooed at him, ignoring your pouting husband as you kiss your son on the forehead. “Mama doesn’t know how to deal with him sometimes.” You continued to coo as he got up, wrapping his arms around the both of you. “Hey! At least we now know he’s going to be as awesome as his parents!”
Somehow his teasing tone caused you to relax as you leaned into Gojo’s arms, letting him wrap both you and your son up in his arms as he presses a loving kiss against the side of your head. “Come on, you have to admit you are proud of him.” Gojo mumbles softly to you with a grin as he ruffles your son’s hair once more, the young boy giggling as he blinks his shining sapphire eyes back at you happily. “Technically, he did stop a big and scary Curse from hitting him. The poor thing didn’t stand a chance against our boy.” 
“All he did was activate the Infinity between him and that thing.” You reminded your husband, who just waved your concerns away with a soft chuckle. However, when you look back down at the young boy in your arms, there was no denying the sense of pride that was slowly starting to wash through you as the shock of the situation slowly seeps away. “But that was pretty impressive. Usually people develop their Cursed Techniques at aged 6.” 
“Come on baby - with the strongest as his dad and the most badass woman as his mum? I am surprised he didn’t develop it sooner.” 
You just laugh softly at your husband’s clearly arrogant words, yet you didn’t have the heart to stop him as you ran your fingers through your son’s hair once more. “I mean, that was pretty badass.” You commented with a soft chuckle, to which your husband just nods his head in agreement, your son completely oblivious to everything around him as he soaks in your warmth. “Why don’t we go and pick up some takeaway for dinner? I am craving some of that gimbap from the Korean place we love to go to.” 
“Anything for the wifey.” Gojo commented with a simple grin and with that, he used his arm around you to lead the three of you down the path that exits the park you three had wandered into, talking animatedly about how he can’t wait to start training with your young son. You wanted to remind him that the young boy is just 5 years old, that there is still time for him to learn a little later. How he should just enjoy his youth now.
But you know you can’t stop him once he goes on a roll, so you just listened to him with a warm smile on your face as you cradled your son in your arms, who had started to fall asleep the longer he soaks in your warmth. For now, you’re just going to soak in the moment you realised that your son was going to be a strong sorcerer, if he chooses to be one. Either way, there was no denying how proud you were of him.
For now though? You’re just going to enjoy this moment while it lasts - with your husband and son by your side as you made your way towards the cute Korean restaurant near your family home to order some takeout before retiring for the day. 
Today has been eventful enough.
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kckenobi · 3 years
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(GEE KASEY I WONDER WHETHER YOU LIKED SEVEN HUSBANDS OF EVELYN HUGO . . . in all seriousness, isn’t it such a good book! ISNT IT SO GOOD? did you cry at the end? because i cried so hard at the end, and it was 2 am and i couldn’t stop yelling “MY WIFE”)
so anyways, i suppose in the spirit of seven husbands of Evelyn Hugo re your fic ask game . . . mayhaps a title like “to tolerate you” or something?
SKSJSKSJS MY REBLOG SPAM LAST NIGHT WAS A GOOD REPRESENTATION OF MY BRAIN RIGHT NOW!!! TEARS!!! MY WIFE!!!! “THEN LET ME BE THE ONE TO TOLERATE YOU!!!!” PLS EXCUSE ME HAVING A BREAKDOWN
OKAY AH without further ado…this is a modern au, and it's technically set in my orchestra au but you don’t need that for context. I hope you enjoy, my dear friend :)
Codywan - Let Me Try to Love You
It took time for Obi-Wan to finally tell him everything. He promised himself he was going to–Cody deserved to know. It wasn’t just Obi-Wan’s tragedy, his story that needed telling. It was Cody’s too.
But then life was…well, actually going well. They were getting coffee and holding hands in the street and going ice skating at the rink by Dilworth Park, laughing when Obi-Wan fell. They were cooking dinner and watching movies, and Obi-Wan was accidentally falling asleep in the middle with his head on Cody’s shoulder, then on his lap. For the first time in Obi-Wan’s recent memory, he was actually…
Happy.
It was one of these nights when the truth finally came. Cody had cooked dinner, and Obi-Wan had sat in the kitchen and talked his ear off about the historical context of Shostakovich’s symphonies (“Blah, blah, blah,” Cody had teased.) Then they’d settled on the couch, and drank some wine, Cody’s hand rubbing up and down his back as the movie played, his palm the softest thing Obi-Wan could imagine.
The credits were rolling, and Obi-Wan’s head was in Cody’s lap again. And maybe that was why–the darkness, the avoidance of his eyes–that Obi-Wan was finally able to say it:
“I think you should probably leave me.”
He couldn’t see Cody, but the hand on his shoulder stilled. “My love,” he said, “what are you talking about?”
Obi-Wan could still feel the buzz of the wine, the warmth of his cheeks. “Because I’m a terrible person,” he whispered. “You just haven’t seen it yet.”
He told the story slowly–the terrible thing his father had done, the secret Obi-Wan had kept, the death they’d both helped cause. Slowly, knowing that the sooner it was over, the sooner this beautiful dream would end, and Cody would leave, and life would return to the way it had always been.
Cody listened. Obi-Wan was glad not to be able to see his face. The credits had finished on the TV, and the screen was black and the room dark. Cody’s hand was in his hair, and he wondered for how much longer.
His voice was raspy when he finished. Like all the words had cut up his throat on the way out, sharp and jagged, the way they’d torn him up on the inside all these years. His exhale burned.
“So, there you have it,” Obi-Wan whispered. “A terrible person. Now you know.”
Cody was silent for a long time–too, terribly long. The apartment, silent and dark, echoed with the sound of the ticking clock and the city traffic below, and the inhales and exhales of the liar, and the lied-to.
Until Cody’s voice filled it with, simply, this: “I love you.”
Obi-Wan could’ve choked. “My father is dead because of me.”
“Because of his choices,” Cody said. “And your love.”
“I lied for years.”
“As all people do.”
“I let Satine carry burdens that weren’t meant for her,” Obi-Wan said, “only to leave.”
“To leave and be left–that’s how it goes.”
“I am no one you can love.”
Obi-Wan said the words, then closed his eyes. Cody’s hand in his hair was still. He waited for him to pull it away–for every prophecy he’d been telling himself to come true.
But then when Cody did pull his hand back, he gently took Obi-Wan by the shoulder and sat him up, looking him, at last, in the eye.
“Then let me try,” Cody said. “And be the one who doesn’t leave.”
His lips were soft–the breath between them a prayer--
Please stay. Please stay. Please stay.
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myszumizu · 2 years
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I saw you want us to give requests so I offer my request! How would Luxiem bois react to you having a bad academic day. Like, not really good scores, you can't absorb anything new, and stuff. How would they react to you trying to keep it together (and visibly failing) while on your study desk?
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oh milord. IM SO SORRY IF THIS ISNT WHAT YOU ASKED FOR ISHDJFHFHF PLS LET ME KNOW IF YOU WANT A REWRITE 🙏🙏
gn!reader, fluff
LUXIEM REACTING TO YOU HAVING A BAD ACADEMIC DAY / OVERWORKING YOURSELF
MYSTA
. oh he is very concerned
. he knows what it’s like to get overwhelmed with work
. will bring you some water and food and maybe try to get you away from your work
. it probably doesn’t work at first
. but mysta can be very persuasive
. “[nameeeee], please rest a bit. i see that you’re struggling and you’re so overstimulated by all these academic stuff.”
. “i’m sorry mysta but this is very important.”
. “then what about me?” cue puppy dog eyes
. god you hated it when he pulled that trick because he can convince to do anything with those damn eyes
. you grumble before you eventually agree
. after that, mysta will make sure you don’t go back to that table for AT LEAST 12 hours
. during your rest time, you will receive lots of forehead kisses and reassurance
LUCA
. he probably doesn’t notice that you were overworking yourself at first but after realising that he has yet to see you exit your shared bedroom, he began to question things
. “[name], are you working on something?” luca said as he barged into the room
. when he sees you at the table flipping through your notes frantically, he didn’t find anything weird
. that is until he saw your bloodshot eyes
. “hey, you wanna take a break?”
. you shook your head, eyebrows furrowed as you tried (and failed) to absorb the new topic your professor told you
. luca would take your hands into his and give it a firm squeeze
. “babe, please rest for a bit. i’ll let you get back to work after a nice cuddle.”
. literally wont stop bugging you until you give in
. which you do
. luca will kiss you all over your face and whisper words of affirmations
. such a lovely boy <3
VOX
. he senses this a mile away
. right when he saw you, he could see your exhausted expression
. vox would study you for a bit before concluding that you looked like shit
. you probably feel like shit too, judging from how you were sighing heavily
. “love, do you wanna rest?”
. despite your exhaustion, you shook your head
. vox would look at your for a bit longer before nodding his head and getting up to leave
. he tells you that his going somewhere before giving you a chaste kiss on your lips
. when he gets back home, he returns with you favourite foods
. “[name], i got your favourite food. let’s eat first then you can go back to study alright? you don’t want the food to get cold.”
. btw, vox is not gonna let you go back
. NOPE, he’s gonna hug you and pull you onto the bed with him
. he’s not letting you go just yet
SHU
. man’s would be hella concerned
. when i say concerned, i mean he is checking up on you every minute
. he doesn’t actually step into the room but he just looks at you from the door
. at first, he decided to just let you do your own thing because he believes that you know your own limit
. but after a few more hours of you not leaving the table, he had to take matters into his own hand
. “yo, do you wanna play valorant and chill for a bit?”
. you shake you head as you copy down notes on your already very filled piece of paper
. shu shakes his head, personally peeling you away from the table
. despite your protests, shu would not let you down
. he would carry you to the couch and lay down on top of you, giving you soft kisses here and there
. “shu, please stop. i need to study.”
. “mmm no. you need to rest and i’ll make sure you do, okay?”
. then the both of you had an anime marathon to recharge your energy
IKE
. you overworking yourself around ike?
. impossible man
. this guy is so freaking concerned about you that the moment he senses that you’re tired, he’s not letting you do anything for the next few hours
. but let’s say this is a rare moment
. ike has been out for the whole day and you used the time to study
. you knew you needed more practice in maths so you decided to spend all your time on it
. you’ve been stuck at the table for god knows how long, attempting to revise on your own
. when ike returns and sees this sight, oh he is FUMING
. “[name], look at yourself. you look dead. go get rest. right now. gooooo!”
. if you are really adamant to study, he would try his best to help you in the subject
. ike will go through every suffering either for you or with you
. such a nice and caring boy isn’t he?
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volleychumps · 4 years
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Congrats on 3k!! SO its canon that Osamu loves onigiri n even opens his iwn shop in the future, I want to request a scenario where Osamu meets this girl who chill n nonchalant n loves onigiri(n all food!) just like him and isnt interested in him like all the other fangirls yk n hes just slowly falls in love yk hehe (set in high school pls!) Thank you!! I love ur blog!
Aight bet- I’m finally working on this piece skfkjdsfkjsdf
Genre: Fluff, one-shot 
Warning(s): mild cursing, mild nsfw themes at the end 
Foodie. (Osamu Miya) 
- the one in which your love for food perks Osamu Miya’s interest- 
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“Whoaa, Samu- why so much today?” Suna sweat drops at the sight of his friend’s lunch box as the gray-haired boy runs a hand through his fringe, shrugging lightly as his friend pulls up a seat to eat lunch with him at his desk. Breaking his chopsticks apart, his voice falls to a casual tone. 
“Took ‘Sumu’s.” 
“Why would you take your brother’s if you have the opportunity to get like six bentos a day?” Suna poked a straw into his juice, tilting his head with a lazy smirk. 
Osamu visibly shuddered, pretending not to see the group of girls peering around the corner and into his classroom, knowing better. The first time he had accepted a bento from any of them, it had obviously been store-bought and rearranged to make hearts and such. The gesture would have been ignored and eaten if he didn’t find a few stray hairs in the octopus weiners, and the thought of someone’s hands rearranging perfectly good food made him queasy.
“I wish ‘Sumu’s rejects didn’t come to me.” Osamu mumbles, and Suna chuckles lightly, setting down his juice before peering to his right at the classmate who had settled back down in her seat from having her lunch in the courtyard. 
“Oi, Y/N-san. That looks good.” 
“You want the rest?” You offer, having made too much onigiri the night before, stopping the movement to put the lid atop your bento. You were done with it anyways, and the leftovers usually got put in the fridge to be forgotten about. 
Suna glances at the onigiri, shrugging before taking the two left in the box as you smile cooly at his thanks, putting in your earbuds before laying your head on your desk to catch some much-needed shut eye before class resumed. 
Osamu looks up, not really paying much attention to Suna’s interaction, with a now cleaned out bento-box as his dark eyes land on the now outstretched onigiri in Suna’s hand. The middle blocker shrugs, eating the pointed top of the onigiri with a content look on his face: it was good. 
“Where’d you even get that?” Osamu’s voice was on edge as Suna rolls his eyes, pressing the ball of rice further. 
“Some place safe, I promise. If you weren’t too absorbed in your food you would know.” 
Osamu looks at the onigiri in his hand warily, seeing there were at least no hairs on it before sighing and taking a cautious bite. Onigiri was something he loved most, and he hoped taking this mystery rice ball wouldn’t ruin his- 
wait. 
Suna swore he could see stars in his friend’s eyes as Osamu took a second, larger bite, snapping his head up to meet Suna’s what the hell expression. 
“Where did you even get this?” He repeated his last question, staring at the onigiri as if it had to be sheltered, protected, and loved under his care as Suna lazily finishes his last bite. 
“Tuna mayo. I used special seasoning in the rice when I formed them.” You interrupt, yawning with a stray headphone out of your ear. “Turned out good, no?” 
“Oh. I’m not interested in dating right now, sorry.” 
The beat of silence that followed Osamu’s blunt sentence was heavy, and you amusedly look at Suna, who had the bridge of his nose pinched between his fingers. 
“Oh. What a shame.” The teasing tone filled your voice as Osamu arched an eyebrow, and you glance at the slightly glaring group of girls before connecting the dots. Still, you couldn’t really find the meaning in explaining that his assumptions were surely not the case, settling for sticking your headphone back in and resting your head back on your desk. 
Suna sighs as Osamu blinks, realization dawning onto him. 
“Wait...she wasn’t-” 
“No. She wasn’t. Idiot.” 
The bell rang as Suna got up to return to his desk, and Osamu Miya casts a glance at the girl who sat next to him, tiredly pulling her earbuds out again to listen to the next lecture. A part of him wanted to apologize, but the thought of that had sent an unexplainable heat to the tips of his ears. 
Instead, he rummages in his bag-
and you blink when a can of coffee hits the corner of your desk with a slight tap, Osamu pulling his notes out as if he hadn’t in the first place. He sits forward, feeling your confused stare as he flips open his notebook. 
“For the onigiri.” 
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“Again? Another one?” 
“Don’t act like you don’t get them too.” Osamu sighs to his brother, shifting the letters around in his shoe locker to get his actual shoes. “This is all your fault, anyways.” 
“The little pigs never learn, do they?” Atsumu grins, and his twin rolls his eyes at the brashness of his words as Atsumu’s shoulder touches the lockers. “You coming to practice today?” 
“Do I have a choice?” 
“Nope.” Atsumu pops the p, spinning on his heel. “I’m going ahead, sweet brother of mine.” 
“Bite my ass.” Osamu replies evenly, shoving the letters deeper into his locker.
“No, mine is better. Thanks for the offer though.” 
The wing-spiker runs a hand through his silver hair, seeing out of the corner of his eye a group of girls hyping up the girl in the middle, looking in his direction as he witholds a sigh. He didn’t hold the brashness of his brother, but he did get tired of the endless confessions sent his way, based soley on his looks- nothing else. 
His mental preparation for rejecting her was interrupted when a hand reaches out, and dark eyes widen slightly when you lean into him, your hand resting on the area of the side of his body. Osamu arches a brow at your easy smile as your face remains inches apart from his own. 
“What are you doing?” 
“Give it...twenty more seconds.” You reply, and Osamu blinks in utter confusion, about to ask what the absolute hell you’re talking about before a series of footsteps run away, a few whimpers in the mix as you pull back abruptly. 
“They’re gone.” You say, opening up your own shoe locker before slipping the pair out casually. “Sorry if that made you uncomfortable, hope it was at least better than having to deal with another crying girl.”
Osamu remains silent as you tap the point of your shoe against the ground twice before glancing at him, slinging your bag over your shoulder. 
“You don’t have to be so...emotionless about it, you know? A simple apology afterwards would be enough. But hey, you don’t have to listen to a stranger.” You wink, waving backwards. “Sorry again, I thought I’d thank you for the coffee. It woke me up, Miya-san.” 
Your footsteps stop when he finally speaks. 
“...Osamu.” 
You glance back in surprise. 
“You can call me Osamu.” 
“Y/N.” You smile a little, nodding your head before continuing to walk. “I’ll see you tomorrow, Osamu.” 
Osamu didn’t reply as you walked out of the school, watching from behind you as you untangled your headphones in the midst of walking-
not understanding the foreign feeling of being on the other side of a crush, usually being the one crushed on all this time.
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“Y/N, got any free food for me today?” 
“Suna, I swear-” 
Suna grins lazily at you as you cross your legs, rolling your eyes playfully as Osamu scoffs at the audacity of his friend. Today, you ate your lunch with the two boys in your classmates you had somehow grown closer to, ignoring the heated stares on the back of your neck. 
“I’ll trade you a tamago for a kaarage.” Suna says finally, and your eyes light up at the offer.
“Deal.” You say immediately, Osamu hiding the beginnings of a smile at your love for food behind his hand as he continues to eat. Suna easily swipes one of the pieces of chicken from your box, putting into his mouth before nodding as he chewed in appreciation for the flavor. 
The silver-haired middle blocker found himself not eating anymore when Suna held a rolled egg up to you on that same pair of chopsticks. You look at him strangely, and Osamu, the quieter one of you three, could only watch as you ate it anyways. 
“It’s good, right? I made it.” 
“Tell your mom I send her my regards.” You reply nonchalantly, and Suna groans at how easily you had figured out his lie before you notice that the quiet Osamu had somehow grown even quieter. 
Did...did you two just indirectly...?
You and Suna exchange glances, and the dark-haired boy simply shrugs before going back to his lunch as an idea pops into your head. 
“You want to try, Osamu? I won’t make you trade anything for it.” 
“Favortism, much?” 
The middle blocker feels his chest swell when you lift your own chopsticks up to him, grinning when Osamu’s spirits immediately lift. 
“You and food, it’s abnormal-” 
“Suna, no one likes your commentary.” You bite back, and you tilt your head slightly when Osamu takes your wrist, steadying your hand as he eats the kaarage at the end of your chopsticks.
You’re wide-eyed when he pulls back, chewing with the beginnings of a smirk on his features at the doe-eyed expression on your face. The place where his hand held was warm. 
“ S’ delicious as always. Thank you.” 
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The sky swirled with dark clouds forming over head as you looked up, frowning while tightening your hands on your grocery bags. Osamu glances at you, the light patter of rain hitting the pavement as you look at him guiltily. 
“Sorry ‘Samu, I shouldn’t have asked you to come shopping with me after school.” 
The unlikely friendship had developed to the point where you and Osamu were really good friends, the silver-haired boy even seeing you home on some nights after an unplanned hangout with Suna after their volleyball practices. 
You even called him ‘Samu, and he didn’t correct you. 
....In fact, he liked it when you called him that. 
“Mm. Yeah, you shouldn’t have.” 
“I hate you.” You pout, and Osamu puts a single hand atop your head, shrugging while smirking a little. 
“No you don’t. Got anywhere to be tonight?” 
“Nah, no one’s home right now.” You chewed on your lip, knowing Osamu was watching you as you stared at the coming rain. He knew you hated storms, and in all honesty wanted to get you somewhere safe with people as soon as he could. 
“Want to come to mine? ‘Sumu’s practicing extra and my parents are working.” 
“...are you sure?” You say in unease, and Osamu clicks his tongue before taking the bags from your hands and setting them down, shuffling in his practice bag for a second.
“Here. We’ll run to mine, it’s not far from here. Pull the hood all the way up.” 
“Awh, do you care about me?” 
Yes. “Nah, don’t get your hopes up.” 
Osamu watched as you slipped the oversized material over your head, coughing to hide the smile that came at the sight. 
“You’re telling me we’re going to run? In the rain?” 
“Do you want to protect the food you bought or not?” 
“...you’re right, let’s go.” 
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He could definitely get used to this. 
Almost immediately, Osamu had shoved you into the bathroom after turning on the hot water, ignoring your whines about how you were fine before setting a folded pile of one of his shirts and sweatpants in front of the door. 
It felt comfortable, the pouring of the rain outside, as Osamu mixed broth in a pot while knowing you were here with him in the safety of somewhere he knew you’d be okay. Months of friendship hadn’t made him take any particular advances towards you, seeing as you hardly noticed his feeble attempts anyways. Suna’s advice to just go for it, rang in his ears, the silver-haired boy becoming so lost in his thoughts he doesn’t see you enter the kitchen. 
His breath hitches at the bareness of your legs, his shirt covering down your form to mid-thigh as he quickly returns his attention back to the pot. 
“I left pants there, you know. Real comfy.” 
“They don’t fit.” You shrug, approaching the sink. “Do you need me to wash the vegetables?” 
He merely nods once, fighting to keep his heart rate under control as you do so, continuing to bring the broth to a boil. Still, he physically liked the atmosphere of you here in his kitchen, wearing his shirt while making dinner. Your hair was damp and pushed to one side, and you hum a light tune to yourself as you begin to chop carrots. 
“My curry is going to knock your onigiri out of the water.” 
“I’m offended.” Osamu glares at you as you giggle, looking down at the final product after an hour. You offer him a bit of the broth on a spoon, rolling your eyes at the cautious look on his face when he sips it. 
A pleasant look crosses his face before he can stop himself, and you grin, not really thinking about it as you put the spoon in your mouth to get a taste for yourself. You cheer, jumping up and down cutely as Osamu leans against the counter, crossing his arms with a small smirk as you open up the rice cooker. 
“Man, wish Suna was here. We made way too much.” 
A spike of jealousy flits through his stomach as he watches you begin to plate the food, his jaw clenching. 
He wanted this. He wanted your banter, your cooking, your love for food, and your nonchalant personality.
 He wanted you. He wanted you with no risk of losing you to anyone else, no matter how platonic. 
Just go for it.
“Y/N.”  
“‘Samu, can you grab the-?” 
You never finished your question. 
Osamu took two wide steps across the kitchen, hand grabbing your waist to pull you into him tightly while his other hand rested against the counter top on your side. He gripped onto the stone countertop as he kissed you, roughly and impatiently, as you sigh into it as if you had been waiting for it. 
He deepens the kiss, his tongue slipping your lips as the hand on the counter moves to entangle in your hair. He uses his weight to lean into you, lifting you slightly to sit you on the counter as he stands between your legs, the smell of your clean skin filling his lungs in the now heated kitchen. 
When a sound slips your lips, he’s pulling back, wide-eyed at the fact that he had let every bit of pent up emotion spill out of him. You bite your slightly swollen lips, pulling him closer to you with your hand on the side of his neck. 
“It’s about damn time.” 
“Whatever.” Osamu says, the corner of his lips quirking up as he kisses down your neck sweetly, loving the way your bare legs tightened around him. All the sexual tension, every moment of heavy silence that seemed to say all the words he had feared to say, all combusted in this moment. 
“Samu?” You pipe up, pouting when his hand begins to slip up your thigh. 
“Hm?” 
“Can we eat first?” 
Osamu stares at you for a second before chuckling, resting his head on your shoulder as you kiss his temple. 
“Of course we can eat first. God, I love you so much.” 
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anne-i-write · 4 years
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moriarty the patriot headcannons
| requested by anon: “uhhh kinda weird lmao but how would the moriarty bros react to an s/o from the future? (Headcanons) thanks! OwO” |
william x reader; louis x reader; albert x reader
word count: 1355
tw: a few swears, if i’m missing any please let me know!
a/n: i’m so sorry that these are coming out so slow please enjoy!
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william: 317 words
please
as soon as you wake up he’ll be staring at you intently
“where am i?”
“durham, england, 1880… and in my room”
it takes you like ten minutes to process everything that’s going on because: “i’m dreaming right??? or did i actually shift???
after finally accepting the fact you indeed did not shift and are not dreaming, you finally looked at the man who had stayed silent during your incoherent ramblings
“you seem more awake now, is it alright if i ask a few questions?”
hhh he’s such a gentleman
you both honestly take this whole time shift thing really well
louis definitely walks in on you two and he’s like,,
“who tf are you and how did you get in”
sdjkfhd pls its so funny when you guys converse
his speaking manner is so refined and yours is just,, yours
but he loves it
he thinks its cute
he comes up with a story for you because there were people who were no doubt going to question how you came into his life
and from there you two hit it off really well
accidentally said you two were to be wed during a conversation and the nobles went insane
when you are on the carriage ride back from the party he apologizes for saying something so out of line
“i wouldn’t mind being married to you, william.”
this man always has something to say but THIS
YOU
he wanted to respond with something witty but you just,, existed and made him melt
“let’s go buy a ring tomorrow then.”
asks you questions about the future
only trivial things, never if his plan works in the long term
but judging by the way you talk about your previous life he can tell that everyone is somewhat equal, except for “the dumbass politicians” you speak about
oh did i mention he picks up your swears too LMAO
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louis: 459 words
 he’s heading back to his room when you come OUT of his room
“who tf are you, how did you get into this house, and why are you here”
instant kill mode
you think you’re dreaming so you’re like,, ok cool and you tell him most of your life story and he’s like
??????
has never been more dumbfounded in his life
who is this person and what are they wearing and why are they telling me their life story
eventually the rest of the moriarty team gets involved and matters are settled lmao
you all agree that staying in the manor is the best course of action at the moment
louis thinks you’re taking this a little too well so he’s still a little sus of you
like seriously,, the future?? cmon now
the people you’re working for probably made those weird clothes for you
but anyways
you’re helping him clean the house and cook
“this is fun,,, but honestly?? if i have to do this by myself everyday i would cry”
you keep saying this and you know it’s getting annoying for louis but he ISNT TALKING
if you can’t beat em, annoy em
finally gives in
“how did you used to wash clothes in the future?”
and you get this big smile on your face and you start TALKING
you’re so excited that he finally spoke to you
even tho you know you lowkey annoyed him
but you’re talking and louis is like,, huh
you’re talkative, but not annoying at all
you have little stories that make him laugh sometimes
needless to say you both get closer
but it isn’t until one night louis is making rounds around the manor that he passes by your room and hears crying
so he’s worried and he goes into your room
bruh you try pulling that shit where you wipe away your tears and be like “oh i’m okay!”
like,, no u aren’t
louis makes you spill what’s bothering you
“my friends, my family… are they okay? are they looking for me?? they must be so worried”
note that you’ve already been at the moriarty estate for about two months without any word that you can return to your own time
and louis holds you
he teaches you more about the year that you’re currently stuck in and he tries to take your mind off of the bad things
asks william to buy more books to indulge you bc you have some book withdrawals bc “WHAT DO YOU MEAN A TALE FOR THE TIME BEING HASNT BEEN PRINTED YET” followed by a short crying session
he’s a really good boyfriend
you taught him what a boyfriend was and he couldn’t stop thinking about how much society’s view on relationships changed
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albert: 579 words
is walking down the streets at night when he sees you barreling down the road in your clothes
you look pretty scathed when you run right into him
“are you alright?”
you’re scared and out of breath but he’s wearing what you can only assume is a uniform of england
he takes you to his place and tries to calm you down
he asks you questions and you tell him everything straight out
you know you look crazy but you couldn’t bring yourself to care
you were just walking back from a friend’s place IN BROAD DAYLIGHT and you felt dizzy and you woke up alone in a dark alleyway
“where are you from?”
you obviously give him your city but he corrects himself
“what year are you from?”
“2019”
doesn’t want to believe you bc you’re all frantic and maybe insane
but your clothes just seem to different for him to brush off the possibility
tells you to sleep it off and gives you his bed
he’s already writing a letter to his brothers that he’s possibly coming back with someone
“ohoho brother albert has a suitor now?”
anyways, albert asks you more questions about your other life as you’re both on the train to durham
albert went out to buy you more fitting clothes before leaving and you couldn’t even repay him
but he tries to get you in a comfortable position so you don’t spiral again
but he’s genuinely nice about it when he finally accepts the fact that you are in fact from the future
funny enough, you both don’t get each others names until you get onto the train
“oh, my name is albert james moriarty”
and you’re briefly like “oh like sherlock’s nemesis” but then you remember that this is only the victorian era
sherlock holmes doesn’t exist, it’s just a coincidence
so you both get to the manor and he introduces you to the moriarty team and this is where you’re like,,
oh my God
this is real and i know the ending
you suddenly want to travel back further in time and never meet them bc they’re all really sweet towards you
and you got attached to them more than you should have
albert notices you’re a little tense so he makes small conversation to get your mind off of things
“i do like to play the piano”
bro
they have a piano delivered to the house to make you feel more comfortable and hopefully keep you occupied
itching and nostalgic (ironic), you play songs from rachmaninoff and joe hisaishi, despite it being from the future
everyone knows chopin so shhh
“that’s beautiful, did you compose that?”
“no, but another composer did, i don’t even think he exists yet”
you’re very adamant on keeping things the same
like,, no i’m not going to tell you how to create a washing machine because i don’t want to mess up the timeline if i do go back to the future
you do get very sad occasionally because you are homesick and being placed in a world where you have only heard stories of is very disorienting
but albert and the boys make up for it
albert always tries to be by your side and if he can get his hands on a piano sheet he’ll buy one for you and see if you already know it
it’s always nice to have them around, but you know the troubles you’ll eventually have to face
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mxthtea · 3 years
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hello! i rly love your writings <3 can i request baal x f!reader where baal takes care of her tsundere-ish reader got hurt at a sports (or any other) event? also it's alright if you want to make the reader gender neutral but i prefer fem reader!! thank u sm!! pls remember to stay safe and drink lots of water <3
sorry anon ;; i mostly write for gn!reader hope you don't mind the change too much (also sorry if the reader isnt as tsundere-ish(??) as you wanted,, i have no idea how to write that outside of like, xiao or scara.)
have a great day, stay safe, n drink water as well anon <33
req rules/info
baal x gn!reader warnings: injury, lil bit of blood, written before baal's release, grammar + spelling mistakes, lowercase writing, tell me if i forgot any description: after getting injured in a fight, baal helps patch you up in secret (despite your complaints) word count: 459
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the "battle" came to an end as you held your spear against the throat of your comrade. you smiled in triumphant and helped your friend up, to which they rolled their eyes at. the practice fights were fine enough to do, but getting a few cuts or bruises wasn't uncommon. your friends' spear had grazed your upper arm during the beginning of the fight and you had scraped up your knees earlier that day.
the stinging sensation on your knees. wasn't a bothersome so you didn't feel the need to do anything at the time. though with the slight pain in your arm now, you assumed you'd have to do something about the injuries and the small amount blood escaping.
your contemplation was cut off as a hand was placed on your shoulder. immediately, you turned around to see who it was.
oh. it's just the raiden shogun. or as you call her in private at least, baal.
"ahem- yes?" you cleared your throat.
"come, we have things to talk about," was all baal said before walking off.
you could feel your friend smirking behind you before starting to walk next to the shogun.
"i'm aware what this is actually about," you sighed.
baal didn't reply as she opened the door to her own quarters, inviting you in. once you sat down onto a chair against a wall, she disappeared for a few seconds before coming back out with medical supplies. "i don't know why you bother with these, they're just some scrapes and a single cut."
"minor injuries should still be taken care of. i'd hate to see anything worse happen from them, especially to you."
a half-hearted 'hmph' came in response before baal continued to care for your wounds. you really didn't know why she took the extra care with you. minor injuries were fine, not like they'd be life threatening. it's not like you didn't have any fighting experience and couldn't take care of yourself. "i can still take care of myself though," you continued to complain, "it's not like i just picked up a spear two days ago and just got lucky."
"i never said you were lucky, i just worry for you sometimes."
baal finished taking care of your small wounds and looked you in the eyes. her usual vacant eyes seemed to lift slightly with you near. her blank face looking lighter with you near. why? why must she worry so much?
"fine…"
"keep them bandaged. you can go back to training once again-" baal began.
"- and i promise to be careful," you finished.
a soft smile graced your lover's face before she nodded, letting you return back to the grounds. later you could talk to her more about the questions you had.
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okkottsus · 3 years
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PLS READ THIS, its important
i didnt want to have to make this post, but since it has come to this, here we go.
so one day a few weeks ago i woke up to a bunch of messages from people that someone, (who at that time i didn't even know the user or their blog), had claimed that i took gifs from them and recolored them. their ‘proof’ was that my gifs and theirs had the same ‘grain’ and ‘motion blur’ and therefore i had stolen them. naturally i was really shocked to have woken up to this and tried to prove my innocence to all these people, even talking FOR HOURS to prove i was not an elephant and that i make my own stuff. countless times i told these people i was willing to screen record myself while i edit to prove i make them myself. despite this, they said that they do believe i make my own edits so there would be no need for that, but still insisted that i took these specific gifs to add to my set. i even gave this person the benefit of the doubt admitting that my gifs did in fact look quite similar(i did use blur and sharpness in the gifs, nevertheless, since it had been a long time since i made that set i didnt remember the exact settings), but knowing my truth i have not stolen them. (sometime later i learnt from a friend that the gifs i 'stole' were from more than 2 years ago). 
a big issue i had was that they sent other ppl to talk to me on their behalf whilst not directly confronting me about this matter. other than the things i mentioned above, i really had no way to prove i was innocent at this stage. since they would not accept my reasons, i felt they werent willing to listen to my side of things and had already made up their minds long before they confronted me. this matter had already been spread amongst many people (and across a whole server i believe) and they had only reached out to me having made up their mind. i understand being protective of ur work, but the confidence with which they concluded i stole from them was so overbearing, i ended up getting angry. In retrospect, maybe i should have respected their feelings more, so in good faith and after much thought, i deleted the post that was the cause of all this, since its presence made them uncomfortable (this is a compromise on my part, but does not mean im going to admit to sth i havent done).
as one can imagine, this really took a toll on my mental health. it was such a shock to be accused of something i havent done, especially since tumblr has always been one of my safe spaces. out of the blue i was accused of something i have always spoken up against (reposting, stealing content) and no matter how much i tried to defend myself and tell myself i have nothing to hide, i was already noticing none of those people would be open minded and listen to anything i had to say. i thought i could keep creating as normal since i know my innocence and truth, but when some of my mutuals and friends started believing this person without a second thought, kicking me out of events and sideblogs without even talking to me about it, it made me absolutely devastated. (ofc i wont name anyone, since this isnt a call out post. i also chose to leave a certain blog and event on my own, cause i didnt feel safe being in that environment anymore, so pls dont assume).
The thing is, i really did not care if people i didn't even know believed these lies  about me, since i myself know im not guilty. but the fact that people i considered 'friends' didn't even bat an eyelash and very easily believed one side of the story rather than listen to both sides is what absolutely crushed me. after the incident, i decided to take a break from this site to see if i can get my confidence back. Now im starting to feel a bit better and ready to make this post. thanks to the support of people who have reached out and stood by me, i was able to become a lot more hopeful about returning to tumblr. I love love these people so much and they made me see who my true friends are.
moving on from negative situations has never been easy for me, but i’d like to try since its the new year and i still love this site. Creating is an enjoyable and relaxing hobby for me, so i really want to continue doing what i love. im aware that my creations are not be the best out there and im still learning, still trying to find my distinct unique style. but i just want to make it clear that i would NEVER steal from anyone. i have always tried to support as many creators as possible and i value everything that goes into creating, cause i know first hand how hard it can be(even tho i’ve only been editing since may). 
lastly i just want to say thank you if u read this far! this post is in no way a means to call out anyone or create drama, i just couldnt stay silent anymore, i needed to get this out and make my side of things clear. the people who accused me and those who believed them no longer affect me and i hope the same goes for them. you can choose to believe what you want and act accordingly, but I hope that, after reading this post and listening to my side of things, you can approach this situation with an open mind. I also hope tumblr can become a more positive place for creators again and that we dont tackle these issues the way this one was handled. since the tumblr community is so small already, i think we as creators should come together, rather than cause tension with each other.❤︎
i ask of u not to reblog this, just like it so i know u saw it pls, esp if we’re mutuals :)
[Just one more kinda unrelated thing: i’d like to apologise to those who had requested sth for the 1k celebration a while back, i was finished with all the requests, but i deleted everything during my dramatic outburst that day (🤡) and i dont feel like working on the same edits again after all this. I might do sth if i hit another milestone in the future tho, to make it up to u.]
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sizizuku · 3 years
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hehhe saiki with a chubby s/o <3 (thought i’d make this)
okkkk im bored and im in study hall rn so uh… here yall go (this isnt gonna be proof read due to my laziness LMAOAOAO but pls lmk if theres anything grammatically incorrect!!!!)
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(thats the face he makes when he sees you ^^)
TW: slight cursing/foul language, body image, insecurities, venting, degrading thoughts
he LOVES you.
You remind him of coffee jelly (yes, yes you do) because not only you make him smile, but all your curves and the way you act is so sweet towards him
saiki thinks you’re fragile to him LMAOO
so he’ll will do ANYTHING for you
im not joking…
he would let you eat all his coffee jelly (if he was in the mood, i mean he is a psychic so he could buy more yk)
OH and if you tell him to eat, he DEFINITELY will, bc you make the BEST meals
omg his family LOVES you too :D
whenever you stay over at his parents/grandparents house, you light up the room,,, literally (besides teruhashi, ngl she gets jealous sometimes)
cupping your face into his hands = pure bliss
laying in your lap = pure bliss
everything about you = pure bliss
when saiki hears your thoughts, he immediately teleports to where you are, no matter where (unless its a public place, he’ll tell you to go somewhere secluded, and he hated pda so) and give you the BIGGEST hug (not only bc he’s touch-deprived, but bc he wants you to accept you 4 you) 
“kuu!”
“good grief, you made me go all this way just for you..” he secretly is happy tho
he hates it when you talk bad abt your weight :(( poor boy luvs you sm like a kid with a huge lollipop
if someone says “ayo lose weight fatass” or something along those lines, really anything degrading abt your body image = bad luck for eternity, all thanks to saiki <3
if you wanna go on a diet, saiki would pout
“hun,” (he loves the nicknames you give him) “i wanna go on a diet.”
“....what?” “is this bc of your weight and body :(“ hed go on a rant on how you’re perfect (mainly saying “good grief.. youre perfect enough”) 
eventually he’d give in, but he’d miss the chubbiness hehe
he wants you to take things slowly, so that you’ll get used to it
“i dont think i can do-”
“shh, im right here.” this boy KNOWS when you feel like you want to give up, hes always open
hes totally fine with you venting, and then there’s a cuddle sesh after, and yk he loves cuddles
“quantity is better than quality” he always says this because youre perfect to him in his eyes
more of you for him, more cuddles you’ll receive in return
saiki doesnt do all this in public cause he doesnt wanna gather unwanted attention BUT
in conclusion, he is very, very accepting and loves you for you so much <333333
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