#soooo cool 👍🏼 i wasted all my good years being depressed and cooped up in my house because my brain is fucking sick | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

babyfairy · 1 year

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i’m so sad tonight lol. i wish my family was stable again. i wish my friends weren’t always busy and wanted to spend time together as much as we used to. i wish all the good things i have left didn’t feel so fragile and impermanent. i feel too anxious to trust anything fully. like if i get too comfortable something bad will happen to me

#i just miss the way life used to be and i genuinely hate myself for not appreciating it more #i always got so caught up worrying about silly shit. none of it even mattered #now i have almost nothing left and nothing will ever feel the way it used to #soooo cool 👍🏼 i wasted all my good years being depressed and cooped up in my house because my brain is fucking sick #i just want one more day dude i’d live the most boring day ever over and over again if it meant i could go back to when everything was ok

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