#soothsaer

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@soothsaer asked: 5, 13, 14

♡ Munday Meme ♡ || Accepting

5. The drama it unfortunately comes with sometimes, especially if you're roleplaying in a popular fandom. It can't be helped cause there will always be people with differing opinions but the amount of times drama started because someone can't sort it privately is downright annoying.

13. This is hinted in a post i made about the ritual done to create Yuu, but Yuu's father was not born as a man. It's a very small thing but it plays a big role into how Yuu was born!

14. Oh fuck uhhhhh. None at the moment? I haven't had the time to really read any books in a while so I don't really have an author that inspires me all that much.

[decayedhearts]

@soothsaer​ sent:   💭 + trey + trauma   [Send me a “💭“ and your Muse will experience one of my muse’s Memories]

A sweet scent suddenly fills your nose and then you’re carried away on a cloud of cinnamon and apple, the school disappearing from your eyes and changing into a place you’ve never seen before..

It’s the big kitchen in the back of the bakery, the one where most of the baking happens. There’s a smaller area in the shop part too where some minor cake and cookie decorating is done, but that’s your father’s job and you’ve never helped him out there. Not yet. Some day you’ll be allowed to take over there as well. If you’re honest, it makes you nervous to think about - what if you mess up while people are watching? All that money wasted if you have to give it away for free (because who will buy messed up cake?), or worse, all that food wasted if mother decides to throw it away. Maybe you could sneak it out of the kitchen and give it to your sister, pretend you failed it on purpose so she could have some sweeties before bedtime. She’d probably like that.

“Trey, honey? Be careful not to let the dough dry up,” mother’s voice pulls you from your thoughts. You look at the lump of dough you’ve been kneading and nod. “Yes, mum,” you promise, poking the soft mass with your fingers to see if it’s starting to crack. It’s still okay, but if you’re not careful, it’ll dry up like mother said. You’ve done this often enough by now to recognize its stages, you shouldn’t make mistakes like that anymore.

You start splitting the dough into smaller pieces, rolling little balls and placing them on the counter. They all need to be the same size or else the finished buns won’t turn out the same, some will burn while the others are still raw, and you won’t have time to check them all individually. There’s so much left to do for tomorrow and you’re already getting sleepy. You hear the front door opening, the familiar jingle of the bell distracting you for a moment, but you stay focused on your task. There was a time where you’d drop what you’re holding and run to greet father, but that time is past. “Your father is back,” mother says and smiles at you. No, she looks sad. No.. she is smiling. She leaves the room and closes the door behind her.

You make more dough balls but you lose count of them as you place them on the counter. The sound of the clock ticking on the wall is so loud it feels as though it should make the loose flour vibrate on the counter’s surface. You hear their voices in the other room. They’re loud just normal, but you can’t make up any words. Mother is crying laughing about something. Maybe father told a joke; he used to do that a lot when you were little. Well, when you were younger, you are still little, compared to him.

You’re still counting by the time mother comes back, but the numbers are all jumbled in your head. Maybe it’s 15, or maybe it’s 49. Mother is quiet and so are you, your small whispered counting just loud enough for her to recognize you’re still doing it. You need her to know that, you’re not sure why, but the thought of her asking if you overheard them makes your stomach ache. You heard nothing.      “I’m done, mother,” you say out loud and turn to find your mum sitting on her chair by the window, her hand on her round belly. She’s in tears. Again. There is flour on her cheek and before you know you move to wipe it away, your small hand coming away damp.

And then she’s hugging you, holding you so tight it hurts a little, your small chest unable to take in breath like it should. You don’t remember the last time she hugged you to comfort you. You haven’t asked her to in a while. It wouldn’t feel like comfort from someone so broken. She’s whispering words into your ear that you don’t want to hear, words you choose not to understand. If you don’t understand them, maybe they won’t be true.

The bakery needs to stay afloat so you can keep the house and pay the bills, that much you understand. “I’ll help, mum,” you say, while your chest still hurts. You wish she would let go of you already. You already messed up so much, almost caused them to lose it all at the hands of a wrathful woman with a heart of stone. Irresponsible. The bakery needs to stay afloat so he won’t leave, you already messed up so much--- the bakery needs to stay afloat or she will go away too. You’re all she has, of course you’ll help. If you’ll help everything will turn out fine, the bakery will stay, father will stay, your sister will be fine and the baby--

The memory breaks off with a snap, like a film tearing. 

[muraenide]

Which tragic character are you from Greek mythology?

medea

you are medea from from the argonautica by apollonius and medea by euripides. you are ambitious, ruthless, and unforgiving in getting what you want, and unapologetic in your self-preservation. the truth is, you have let your romantic ideals get the better of you before, and time and time again you have had to relearn how to build up those walls and thorns that guard it. the only person who can protect you is yourself, and you have learned that the hard way. sometimes stoking that fire of hate and anger in your heart hurts more than whatever you're fighting against.

Tagged by: @ubiquitarian (thanks Tenkie <3)

Tagging: @fireandfae @mostrohost @untowonder @ignitism @ramshacklexprefect @farspirit @kalfov (for both ana and sam!) @soothsaer @liliavanrouge @decayedhearts (anyone!) @taiixuan (kalim!) @pomfiores

[dusmoros]

bouncing off that roommate idea  : 

meg doesn’t have roommates,  even back on the isle.  the closest thing she had back in the day,  was two of her many,  many sisters.  as a child of nyx,  meg’s total number of siblings is  ...  many.  but if she had to do the roommate thing,  she’s quiet,  disappearing for long stretches of time,  and making it a little difficult to be friends

helen doesn’t have roommates per se,  but she also owns more property than she actually uses,  and the only person guaranteed one of her houses is cass ( @soothsaer ).  but at least everything is paid for way in advanced,  and she’s likely to drop all this gorgeous one of a kind designer pieces on whoever is staying with her.  (  she also does this during her short stay as staff at nrc,  she drops clothing pieces on her students,  mostly jackets,  sweaters,  etc.  bc she doesnt want them or need them.  )

vali is grateful that diasomnia doesn't’ do roommates,  all things considered.  hates that.  also,  wouldn’t stop his familiar from killing his roommates.  he is also a terrible friend.

xia is ambivalent,  has had roommates.  keeps to himself.  he’s very quiet,  cleans up everything,  and only acknowledges the foxes that come and go,  bc they usually bring him notifs from inari.  however he is in scarabia,  so he is suffering.

[diamondsplit]

From Cater’s collection of favorites. A taste of how clingy Ace will get once they get past the dumb phase of not acknowledging/confessing their feelings uwu.

Happy Birthday Freya @soothsaer !!!💐🥂🎁✨ Hope it’ll be a wonderful one!

[zorkaya-moved]

@soothsaer

cass, with a go zarina shirt suddenly in ch.6: murder is perfect in this situation actually-

cass is a bestie confirmed.

[ferinr]

@soothsaer​ asked:  💭 :thinking: judge him

𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐃 𝐌𝐄 💭  𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝚨 𝐓𝚮𝐎𝐔𝐆𝚮𝐓 𝐌𝐘 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝚮𝚨𝐒 𝚮𝚨𝐃 𝚨𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒. || open

“Ah the sassy lost child.... He’s working himself hard.... He seems to be tired and cranky lately.... I think Merry is ready to be sheered, maybe I should make him a blanket to help him sleep?”

[queensconquest]

pinterest starter call - @soothsaer​​

   “  You  can  tell  how  dangerous  a  person  is  by  the  way  they  hold  their  anger  inside  themselves.  “  Words  are  probably  not  what  one  first  expects  when  encountering  a  tiger  ,  but  there  he  is.

[bluestmoons]

@soothsaer​​ liked for a something​

   His eyes have been on him all day. Focused dark brown pinpoints, smile still tugging at the bottom of his lips. A bit like he’s contemplating something -- working on something. Turning something over and over in his head, grinding it, smoothing it... 

   What is it that he’s sensing? What is it that’s... there?

   Their first conversation finally comes from an ‘accident’ -- Itsuki bumps into him in the hall. When he smiles, it’s behind dark lashes with a kind, wide simper. “Oh, pardon me! I must not have been watching where I was going... Are you okay?” 

[muraenida]

Shoo 😤

"I'm bored and Jade's not around right now~ play with me, koebi-chaaan?" 💙

[decayedhearts]

@soothsaer​ sent:  ❝  i don’t really have anything to say,  i just know that i don’t really want to be alone.  ❞ rook

Rook sits down on the grass next to Cassian, shifting into a more comfortable position than before. It’s a warm evening, luckily, and the earth beneath them is still dry enough from the summer heat of the past weeks so that no treacherous dampness seeps into their clothes. The view ahead is like a romantic painter’s dream; the sun a warm orange slowly turning red as it dips into the ocean on the far horizon, a few pink and golden clouds in the sky, and the sea itself a carpet of sparkling diamonds. Rook can see why Cassian would choose this spot to wind down and think.      “Then I will stay by your side,” Rook offers, his eyes moving away from the sun’s spectacle to rest on Cassian instead. Sweet, fragile Cassian. He looks as misplaced and lost as he did on his first day at the school, like an ice crystal floating through a warm spring breeze, unyielding but in pain. “If you let me.” Rook’s hand lifts off the grass to gently rest on Cassian’s, his touch warm despite the gloves he is wearing. “No need to speak.”

[muraenide]

MAGNOLIA  CASTILLO  SENTENCE  STARTERS @soothsaer​ asked: ❝ i got blood on my shirt. i really like that shirt. ❞ ggfsfdgf

His gaze falls onto the red stain on Cassian’s clothes. There’s an unmistakable consensus that it would be rather difficult to remove if they didn’t have the option to use bleach. ❝Oh dear, that’s indeed troubling.❞ Jade leans down, taking a piece of the shorter guy’s shirt and gives it a pull to drag the fabric closer to his eyes for inspection. Blood is hardly more difficult to clean than whatever substance Floyd managed to get on his clothes when they were stolen. ❝I see no trouble cleaning it if I tried. Thankfully, I’m well-versed in restoring fabric to its formerly pristine state thanks to Floyd.❞

❝Now, if you would only be willing to remove your shirt, I shall take care of whatever troubles the blood stain poses for you.❞ He says, with no regard that they are currently in the cafeteria.

[diamondsplit]

“My favorite shot of Ace-chan from the fashion show~ what do you think, Cass 🧡?”

@soothsaer​

[peachmusesa]

soothsaer asked: ❝   i’m not really the advice type,  but i am damn good at coming up with distractions to forget the bullshit for a while.  ❞ for anyone

they’re out at some club / karin’s dress is more fabric than anything and she’s in the midst of a manic episode. one shot / two shots of tequila thrown back and then she’s cracking her neck. “ and you think i invited you out for advice ? ” words roll off of tongue before she flags down the bartender , lifting two fingers up for more drinks. “ you’re just here to help me make bad decisions, sweetheart. ”

[zorkaya-moved]

@soothsaer

SHE'S SO RIGHT!!!! like he'd help, he's brought a bat, toss over it over to her and watch her wreak havoc because he can only do so much cause of those wounds. but honestly, who WOULD take kidnapping so lightly??? only vil could be civil in this situation; these two are down to MURDER and riddle is actually :ok_hand: this close, if it weren't for this collar- sfdgffgdfs

OK OK OK BUT!! FUCKING THANK YOU CASS!! 

Also, she’d be very quiet and very observant when the collar is on her. Sadly, Idia didn’t take into consideration that she’s not fully human because it wasn’t known up until Chapter 6 where the results were given out AND her mother’s magic (her chains) was broken. So her physical strength is there no matter what, but she’s yet to fully master it so she waits and tries to adjust in the changes in her body. She won’t attack Idia and Ortho and others because ‘what if they will actually kill me?’ but WHEH THE COLLARS ARE OFF? TIME TO GO FUCKING HAM. THAT BAT WILL BE NEEDED TO BASH SOME ROBOTS SINCE MAGIC DOESN’T WORK ON THEM THAT WELL. Cass and Riddle can step back and cover her because she’s going in first because, well, if you try to keep up with her she cannot promise that she’ll be able to not hurt anyone by accident. She’s yet to fully grasp her full power. Zarina will be so fucking calm and apathetic yet so unhinged. Cass and Riddle, this is your bestie’s hidden side she kept away from the whole world for like years whaddup. lilia probably knows how she is for real, malleus maybe too by that point esp after OB lmao

RIDDLE ALSO BEING THIS CLOSE MAKES HER SO HAPPY BECAUSE /YEAH DUH GOOD/. Vil being the only civil one makes sense. Zar just doesn’t have time for that and she doesn’t trust any-fucking-one aside from their small group, and not all of them either lmao. Cass and Riddle have a pass, Vil has a pass, Rook and Epel, maybe Azul. 

RIDDLE AND ZARINA FIGHTING TOGETHER THO. SICK IDEA. RIDDLE COVERING HER BACK SO SHE CAN CONCENTRATE ON WRECKING HAVOC IN FRONT? TOP TIER.

[untowonder-gone]

☠♥♢⚜☀☢❀❥♒❣ owo

the salty af munday meme ; accepting

☠ What does someone have to do for an instant unfollow from you?

Spreading any form of TERF rhetoric is going to get you blocked.  Period.  And I don’t negotiate on that.  I don’t care how long we’ve been rping or whatever,  the moment I spot that shit,  it’s over. 

On a less serious note,  I also will quickly unfollow people who do clutter my dash with things unrelated to the fandom or their character.  I will unfollow people who reblog callouts that surround an incident that could have easily been solved with an IM.  People who use me as a resource blog and make no attempt to interact.

♥ What's the WORST thing that has happened to you rp wise?

I was dragged into a huge overly dramatic situation due to my friend breaking off from a very toxic friendship,  and it ruined my rp experience for a while.  I do not wish to speak of it openly any further than this.

♢ Has anyone ever tried to steal your blog? Your headcanons? Icons? All that jazz

I have had someone basically steal my entire character,  from her basic appearance to her history.  The only thing missing was the icons,  but it was enough that I no longer write that character anymore,  out of fear that they will somehow resurface and claim I have stolen from them.

⚜ How many people do you not like?

answered here

☀ What's your rp pet peeve?

If you want to interact,  please reach out!  I understand,  severe anxiety is a very real,  and now,  more than ever,  prominent issue.  But sometimes,  people really use it as an excuse not to even attempt sending in a meme or what have you.  And it does start to feel like what’s the point of even following,  or following back,  if you have no intention to actually interact.

☢ What fads/trends are you so over?

Supposedly POC friendly icon psds that turn brown skinned characters ORANGE.  Any shade of orange,  you name it,  there’s a psd out there that will do it.  I also put it hand in hand with icon psds that overly saturate or deep fry.  Terrible trend,  can we please move on?

❀ What has made you completely lose your chill?

See worst thing that’s happened to me rp wise.

❥ Has someone ever ruined an FC or character for you?

Yes,  but I’m finally able to look at that FC again without feeling nauseous.

♒ Thoughts on the fandom you're currently rping in?

answered here

❣ How salty are you feeling right now? 

Honestly?  I’m just tired.  It’s a little past 4 am for me,  but I’m keeping an eye on Frosty.