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kuroii-mato · 7 years
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20 question tag
Tagged by mice person  @killjoyshipper ; Thank yooou friend ~
Rules: Answer all questions and then tag 20 people
Zodiac Sign: aquarius
Height: 1,55 cm
Last thing I Googled: “how to know date of creation of your blog on tumblr?” lol
Favourite music artist: i don’t have a favorite but i do like simple plan, set it off, imagine dragons, onerepublic, fall out boy, against the current, arrows to athens, paradise fears...
Song stuck in my head: Chillin' like a Villain from the Descendants 2  (lololol this song is so catching /help)
Last movie I saw: Descendants
What am I wearing right now: pink pants and an owl coral shirt 
Why did I choose my URL: i like the character Mato Kuroi from the Black Rock Shooter OVA (i loved this ova, seriously)
Do I have any other blogs: yes, a personal blog (@tottalyrandom), a resources blog (@just-nothing-and-everything) and a studyblr (@vacationstudy)
What did your last relationship teach you: huh, what is a relationship?
Religious or spiritual: religious
Favourite colour: don’t have one but i like white and pastel purple
Average hours of sleep: 7
Lucky number: idk but i like the number 3?
Favourite characters:  killua zoldyck (hxh); aaron stewart (magisterium series book), nico di angelo (percy jackson series books), hope estheim (final fantasy xiii), lightning farron (final fantasy xiii); akane tsunemori (psycho pass); allen walker (dgm); sorey (tales of zestiria); nanashi (1bitheart); leo (fire emblem fates); add (elsword); 707 (mystic messenger); roxas (kingdom hearts).....
How many blankets do I sleep with: 2-3
Dream job: pediatrist
tagging: @theking-vessel, @lost-seasongs, @oxo-ayanolundell-oxo, @sirilampo, @trash--rat, @freelyqualitytree, @momo-iiro, @maginpui  and yeah i’m going to tag only these people this time. Please feel free to do it or not! ~ 
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janevx · 4 years
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teach me| Yuta Nakamoto
genre: fluff, smut
paring: female!reader x yuta
warnings: bad language, a lot of smut
words: 4700
summary: how it is when innocent girl gonna dating confident guy from hers college?
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To say that the rumors about your relationship were shocking it’s not enough. Who would have thought that the most handsome guy in the whole college would fell for such pure soul like yours? Everyone were really in schock and couldn’t belive that Yuta was dating you. You are the most innocent person in whole college, you prefer stay at home and study or reading books than go to party. You were tottaly opposite of Yuta. He was really sociable and loved night life: parties, alcohol and sex. But don’t get me wrong, not evey girl could sleep with him, he had own rules.
 You met him in library, when he was there for the first time. He was so lost, and you couldn’t do antything than help. You didn’t know him, because you didn’t care about this. You walked towards him and ask him.
- Do you need some help? Looks like you are lost here. - You smiled a little.
 When he turned around and saw your pure face, he tottaly into you. You look so pretty and so shy, what makes his heart melt.
- Uhm, yes. I’m here, because I’m looking for book for history, likes rights and other.
- Oh, I got it. Follow me.
 He did as you said. He was following you and couldn’t focus at anyhting, but at you. Usually he didn’t have casual conversations, people was talking with him just to become his friends, because why not? Rich, handsome, funny and sexy at the same time. Most of girls would kill to spend some time with him, but he noticed that you seems like you don’t know who is he.
- Thank you so much, but can I know your name?
- Y-yes, I’m y/n, and you are..?
- I’m Yuta.
- Ah, nice to meet you Yuta! Good luck with your exams!
 You were about to leave him, but he stopped you.
- Wait. Do you have some time at the weekend?
- I geuss I do, but why?
- Let’s meet together.
 And this was how you two started.
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 Since this meeting you two have started meet regulary. Yuta liked your company, because he can get rid of his stress and he likes you. You were funny,smart, clingy, cute and innocent. You liked him so much too. You didn’t expect to be friends with him, because your friend told you few days later who is he, and you were surprised. But you were wrong. He was talking with you everyday, text with you and meet with you at his free time. Also he gave up at parties. He did it less than before he had met you.
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 Things started get serious when three months past. Yuta started be more flirty to you, and you were very shy and didn’t know what to do. This was your first time, when someone act  flirty towards you. He couldn’t help, but something attracted him to you. 
 You found yourself falling for him. It was weird and new feeling for you. You didn;t know what it was, when you saw him and your heart skipped. You could look at Yuta all day, he was like art to you. You were very shy, so some his actions made you blushed, whats makes Yuta satisfied. Also, for you was weird that man like him would spend time with you. He had a lot of another friends, but he choosed to spend time with you. 
 But you weren’t only one who fell. Also, he did. He felt another when he was with you, he was happier. You made him smile, when you smile. He was happy, when he made you blush. For him your naive personality was kinda funny, but sometimes had problem with this.
- Shit, y/n! Why?!
- I’m sorry Yuta, I’m really sorry! - You were about to crying.
- This don’t help you. You lent 100$ girl who you didn’t know you and she cheated you, damn. Can you, please, stop being this naive? You didn’t fuckin know her, who do things like this?
You couldn’t help but starting crying. It always made you cry, when someone yelled at you. 
- But she needed help, s-so I-i wan-nt to help h-her. I’m really dumb, I’m sorry..
- No, no, please y/n don’t cry. Please. - He hugged you - When I see you crying it’s always break my heart into pieces.
- It’s my r-reaction when someone yell at me, sorry.
- Shh, stop apologising.
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 You two started feel really comfotable around. But you still had this feeling, when you see him. It was really new to you and you couldn’t name what it is, but you thought what it could be. 
 One night Yuta took you at the roof with bottle of wine and some Oreo, because you loved them as hell. You didn’t know why you two were there, but you didn’t complaining.
 Both of you were sitting and look at the starts in the sky. You blushed when you had noticed that Yuta was looking at you.
- Y/N, this is really something I want to tell you.
- R-really? - You stutter - I mean..I mean go ahead.
 He chuckled at you.
- We know each other about half a year right? - You nodded - I think it’s good time. I really like you and time with you is always amazing. You made me feel some feeling that I can’t explain. Shit, you know, when I see you my heart skipped a bit and my mood changes into happier. Fuck, I’m so happy when I am around you.
 You frooze. Did he confess to you? He was waiting for your reaction, little scared, that you reject him. You didn’t know what to say. It was first time, when someone tell you something like this. Your heart started beating faster than before, and your cheeks burned.
- I like you too, I mean, ah just you are really good guy..I’m sorry, I don’t know what to say, you know me.
- I know, just tell me if we can have chance.
- A-as a couple?
- Exactly honey.
 You looked at him with slight smile. 
- If you really like me, why n-not?
- Hell yeah!
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 After another three months you could say that was the best decission in your life. He was with you at his or yours home making some food and talk about the stupiest things. You helped him with study, and he help you with cooking. He support you as hard as he can. You relax him, before important exams, beliving in him. Yuta took care of you, what was new for you and at first place a little bit uncomfotable. This all was new. More hugged, kisses, lying down in each other arms. Also, he still made you blush. 
 But one night everything changed.
- y/n, are you virgin?
 Your mouth gone wider. 
- E-excuse me? What did you ask?
- I asked, are you virgin? You never have talked about other men, but I want to be sure.
- I am. - You looked down. You were at college and it was kinda shame that you still haven’t got sex.
- Ey. - He raised your chin - Everything is okay. I’m glad that I have chance to be your first. If you want to, of course.
- I-i do, but you have experience and I don’t an.-
- It doesn’t matter. - He cut you off - Don’t worry about this. I’m gonna teach you everything. Can we try something?
 Your eyes gone wider and you looked at him confused.
- W-what do you mean?
- Touch. I’m not gonna touch you if you don’t want to and you not gonna be naked, only touch or brushes.
- I’m shy, but.. - You looked into his eyes- I can try.
 Yuta smiled to himself and come closer to you. He kissed you. He was kissing you slowly, at the same time gone his hand to your hips. He stroke your hips, and then he moved to your waist. It was first time to someone touch you like this. You had only t-shirt and sweatpants, and t-shirt was thin, so you could feel his touch exactly. He separated from kiss and looks at your face for your reaction, and he knew that you didn;t mind this, but..like this. He was going with kisses to your cheek, and then to your neck. He kissed all your neck and stopped when he found your sweat spot. He sucked your skin what made you moan. It was first time when you moaned and you didn’t know why. This only satisfied Yuta. He goes to you collarbone. He kissed full of area. Then Yuta looked into your eyes for permission or any bad sign.
- Can I take your t-shirt off? I promised you won’t be naked. Being with bra isn’t being naked, isn’t it?
 You nodded, but he didn’t do anything.
- Use your words honey.
- You can t-take this off.
 He smiled and kissed you lightly into lips. He took off your t-shirt and throw away. You feel a little bit ebarressed being in only bra infront of your boyfriend.
- Ey, don’t by shy and ashamed. You have really sexy body, why do you cover this?
- I don’t think so. Yuta, I know you are saying this, because we are couple, but you really don’t have to.
- y/n! Your body is perfect, I’m glad that I’m first person who touch you like this, babe.
- If yes, thank you.
 You smiled a little. Still bit shy, that he could see you like this. His hands gone to your t-shirt ends and slowly take this off. He looked into your eyes, what makes you have chills. His gaze was really, but really intense and his confidence makes you shy. He touched you lightly, when he had rested his hands on your hips. You started relax a little bit.
- Your skin is perfect.
 He brought his face closer to your stomach. He landed kiss on your skin and also look at your reaction. It was all new and.. nice. You have never been treat like this, and now? Now the most handsome guy you have ever seen is kissing your body. 
- I hope you feel good.
- It’s really nice feeling.
 He goes slowly to up. Under your ribs. And between your chest. You started breath faster and your heart was faster. He was above your lips and kiss you.
- I said I’m gonna teach you, so now it’s your turn.
 You blushed you don’t have any idea how to do this.
- But I.-
- I’m gonna lead you, honey.
 You nodded. Firstly you kissed his lips. Slowly but also shortly. He groaned, because Yuta wants more than short passionate kiss. You looked into his eyes, before you kissed his neck. Ligthly. You kissed all his neck to find his sweet spot.
- Here. - He moaned - Here it is, baby.
 You weren’t sure how to suck this and not hurt him, so you look into his eyes for any leads.
- You need to suck a little, like lollipop, but don’t use your teeth too much, because it’s might hurt, y/n. - He smiled.
- Okay, I think I know how.
 He made you hickey, so you need to do the same. You did it. He sighed at this, what you do to him. You look into his eyes for permission to take his t-shirt.
- Go ahead baby, don’t be shy to me.
 Your hands was shaking a little, so Yuta guide you. He grabed your hands and move them to his t-shirt ends and leave you, watching you. You grabbed this ends and start going up with t-shirt just to throw this from him. He smiled when you end.
- Good job baby, but be more confident. I’m not scarry and you shouldn’t be too.
- Remember that you are my first boyfriend. It’s normal I geuss.
- Just relax and do what I did.
 When you saw his abs you couldn’t help but staring. His abs was really good. He really had to work out a lot, because you could see his muscles and perfect body proportions. First time in your life you saw man’s body. Your boyfriends was angel.
- Yuta, you work out a lot? - You giggled.
- Yes. - He laughed - You like your sight?
- Maybe a little.
- My shy babygirl. - He smiled.
You leaned closer to his body and give him first kiss. You did what he did. Goes to up, makin sure that you kiss good his body. You were shy doing it, but the most important thing was this that Yuta was enjoying this. He sighed few times and said: keep going. When you end you land kiss into his lips and he hugged you.
- You learn really fast. It was good baby, I’m proud of you. Only my little babygirl. - He hugged you tighten and kissed your forehead.
So it was first time when you did something sexual.
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Your relationship was good. You two trusted each other and tell about everything. Also, you feel more comfortable than before. 
 Today you gonna go to party. Taeyong’s party, one of his best friends. You weren’t sure about this. You have never been at the party and also you don’t know anyone here. 
 You asked your b/f/n about help and Yuta what to choose and both choosed you to wear black skirt with brown turtleneck, fishnet and moccasins. You looked really pretty! b/f/n helped you with hairstyle and make up. She didn’t do anything like expressive make up, just lightly and simply. 
 Around 8 p.m you were ready, and Yuta too. He was gonna pick you up and ten minutes later you sited at his car.
- Damn, babygirl you look so beuatiful today, trust me.
- Thank you, but don’t make my blush!
- I love to see you blushing!
- You look handsome too.
- I know it baby. - You smirked - What’s funny?
- Your confidence.
 With this you two were on your way to Taeyongs place. You two didn’t talk a lot in car, just sitting. When you came in your friends house were a lot of people. Most of them you didn’t know. You two walked in and Taeyong smiled.
- Here you are! C’mon, we have a lot things to do.
 Everyone were looking at you with weird gaze. Propably, becasue of your relationship with Yuta. You couldn’t focus, but thinking about other gaze. You didn’t know what to do with yourself, because Yuta left you to do some thing. You decided to sit down and drink some juice. When you were sitting you saw that random boy was looking at you. You turned around, and few seconds later he came to you.
- Hello! I’m Johnny, and you?
- Me? I’m y/n.
- Nice to meet you y/n. - He smiled to you - Why are you sitting here alone?
- I just don’t know what to do with myself.
- Same here. I don’t know. Just, my friends have some stupid ideas, and I’m not into it.
- I understand. My friends have some stupid ideas too and I hate this. - You smilled a little.
- You see? We should be good friends. If you want to, I can be your company.
 You started panic. You didn’t know how to respond.
- In point of fact I have company.
- But I don’t see here anybody with you. Just don’t be like this and spend some time with me.
- Really, I shouldn’t. My boyfriend would be pissed of, if he knew that I left him to spend time with another guy.
- But your boyfriend isn’t here.
- Just let go of me, I’m-m not i-interest.
- C’mon y/n! You need to have some fun and I guaranted it to you, babe.
- Fuck off Johnny. Say one more word and I’m gonna detroy your fuckin face, asshole.
 Johnnys gaze was a little bit scared when he saw Yuta. 
- Is Yuta your boyfriend? - You nodded. - I’m sorry Yuta, I’m gonna fuck off.
 You were looking at Yuta with shock.Sometimes you really were thinking about how you two get well along. Yuta was looking pissed of.
- Are you jelous?
- You know that I am, so why are you askin?
 Your face droped. You didn’t like when he was mean to you. He couldn’t control himself sometimes.
- A-ah okay, I’m sorry.
- No, no! I’m sorry y/n. I am pissed of because of this jerk. This boy fucked everything what is moving.
- No problem.
- I have something to you.
- What?
- Can we go to geust room?
- Y-you want to do something bad here? 
- This won’t be bad, you would love this!
- But Yuta.. Here? What if someone..I don’t know
- Please baby girl, come with me.
 You sighed and nodded. He grabed your hand and both of you came to geust room. You sat at bed and were looking at your boyfriend.
- Lay down. - You did it. - Now, you need to relax and calm down, honey.
 You tried and you did it. You calm down yourself.
- What are you gonna do?
 He didn’t answer. He took off your skirt and fishnet all the time looking into your eyes. You were shy as always. He was confident when you were scared of every move, but at the same time you want it. He was looking at you.
- I’m going to took of your panties, are you agree? We don’t have to do anything if you don’t want to.
- I-im agree.- With shaking voice you said it.
 He was kissing your thighs from up and down. You felt amazing. This was something what makes you sensetive. You felt really good. When you closed your eyes he stopped.
- Baby girl, look at me and every move I make, okay?
- Okay.
 You opened your eyes and looked at Yuta, when he suddenly took your panties off. You felt shy when he was looking at your heat, so you closed your legs, but this meet with Yuta sigh.
- No honey. Open your legs for me.
 Something about his tone made you do it. You did it, and Yuta was still staring.
- You are really beautiful, I think I love you more everyday.
 With this his head was closer to your womanhood. You looked at him, when he lick your heat. You felt chills. This was so good for you. And again. He was doing it slowly, watching your reaction at his actions. You were mess. You didn’t know what was happening with you and your body. Few licks after he licked your clit what made you moan. He smirked to himself. When he was sucking your clit, he found his way to your hand just to hold your hands to make you more comfortable. 
- How it is?
- I-it’s so good. I feel something in..there.
 He nodded and start again sucking you clit.
- Yuta!
 You didn’t know what happend when something hit you. You couldn’t control your body. When this end you saw Yuta smiling.
- It was orgasm. I just made you mess and moan my name.
- Thank you, it was good. Really good. 
- I hope so. Now let’s go.
- Wait. - You were embarrassed when you were about to ask. - I want to do the same for you.
- Honey, if you don’t want to I’m not going to force you to anything.
- But I really want to. I don’t want you to make me feel good, when you not receving anything. But I don’t know how to do it. - You said when you looked at the ground.
- Don’t worry. I’m gonna lead you.
 You nodded and waiting for Yuta command.
- Unblock my belt honey.
  You did it. With a little bit shaking hands, you did it.
- Relax baby girl. Now took of a little my pants.
 You nodded and with this, with Yutas help you took them off. You saw bulge in his boxers. 
- Honey, this is how you make me feel.
- I didn’t know, I-i.
- You turn me on a lot. You can took them off too.
 You were amazed by sight infront of you. You did it with a little bit of hesitate.
- Touch me y/n.
 His tone was really needy. You were afraid, but you do it. You loved him and you wanted make him as good as he do it to you. You touch your tip what makes Yuta sighed.
- Use your hand moving up and down.
- Okay, let me know if I do it do hard.
- Don’t think about it, baby girl.
 It was first time when you touched dick. You were afraid to hurt him, but you were doing it well. Sighs and moans escape Yutas mouth.
- Can I take you to my mouth?
- Are you sure y/n? Remember..
- I remember. C-can I?
 He nodded with smile. You licked his tip with your tongue. He moaned when you did this. You lick his full lenght when he was guiding you about how to do it.
- When you take me to mouth, don’t use a lot your teeth, it’s hurts a lot.
 You nodded and with this you started sucked them off. You weren’t sure if you do it good or not. If you make him being in pain or pleasure him. But when you heard Yuta moaning louder and more you think that you make him feel good.
- Like this baby girl. Shit, you are so good at this. I’m close.
 You do it all the time and when he was about to cum he pulled your head.
- You don’t need to taste my white. I know it can be discusting for you. Thank you baby for bring me to heaven.
- I thank you too.
- It’s really cute when you are like this. Shy. You know that I love you?
- I-i know. I love you too, Yuta. 
 He helped you dress up and both of you were again in down of the house.
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 It was a year. Year with Yuta isn’t it impossible? Both of you loves each other really. Today is your aniverssary. A lot thing happend between you two. You traveled to Japan to Yutas parents. You were at plener cinema. You two had a big fight. You two cried at each other shoulder after talk about this. You did some sexual thing but never have a real sex.
 Today you two were at beach. Yuta took you there to spend some time together at this precious day. You were more confident than year ago. Yuta teached you a lot things. He made you have second side - sexual side, that only Yuta know. 
 Both of you were lying down and looking at the star at the sky. This night was beautiful. All day was beautiful. You were at some comptetiions because of music festival. You were swimming and eating some good ice creams. When he was hugging you.. You made decission.
- Yuta?
- Hmm?
- I think that we really love each other. I think you made me feel all the was I have never felt before. You made my second side and make me comfortable. I know that you are patient, but you really want to have real sex with me, and I think today is pefect day. If you don’t mind of course. - You said it really fast, but Yuta could understand this exactly.
- God, I’m so glad! I was waiting for this for a really long time. I’m so glad that I can be your first. I love you from here to the moon.
 With this you started kissing. This kisses were needy for more. Were furious about all the time. 
 Both of you were naked and both of you made sure to be really turn you on.
- You are so wet and only for me, god are you dripping?
- Don’t make me blush!
- I can’t when I see you really wet for me, you make me feel so hard and make me make you blush.
 With this he lift himself up.
- It’s gonna hard a little
 With this he entered you. He wasn’t moving, because he wanted you to accustom to his size and new feeling. At first it was hurt. But whem he started slowly moving with some time pain mixed up with pleasure. You didn’t notice when you were moaning like crazy. You couldn’t control how he can make you feel. Both of you let go and just moaned. 
 Some time passed and you felt his thumb circled your clit. You were about to cum.
- Y-yuta I think I’m gonna-
- Me too, do it baby girl, cum for me.
 With this both of you cum. It was really good and you enjoyed this.
- Thank you for this year, you are amazing at everything. I love you Yuta.
- I’m thankful for you. This year was the best one. I love you too y/n. Always.
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nadisabug · 4 years
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Hello 💕 I just wanted to say hi first, congrats on 200 followers! Can I get a Demon Slayer matchup?
My pronouns are she/they, and I indentify as an enby (but FMAB.) I’d prefer to be shipped with a male character even though I’m bi, I have a deeper connection with male characters for some reason. But if you saw me better with a girl, I wouldn’t mind. A Romantic match up please. I’m a bit shy but once people get to know me I learn to open up. I’m better at texting that speaking on phone or speaking in person though. I’m nice until you make me mad but that takes a while. I get stressed out easily, but I deal with it on my own and never show it. I like to dance, I’m an artist, I like to read, I like to cosplay and I like to write. I’m 5’3. I’m clingy and need constant attention, but I also like being alone sometimes. What I look for in a partner is (and I’m not even joking) is somebody who will listen to me explain the entire plot of an anime or the fnaf timeline. I need somebody who likes cuddles and is affectionate. I need a partner who would accept the idea of having separate bedrooms for when I don’t feel like being around anybody. I need somebody who likes animals and is willing to own a bunch of small pets and a dog or two. Somebody who is willing to accept I don’t want to give birth and adopting is the only way I’d ever consider having a family. Somebody who does the cooking, and is willing to help with the cleaning if I need help. Somebody who values me but values themself and their friends too.
I kinda wrote a lot... sorry about that. I hope that’s okay and that it’s the proper information to help you pick somebody easily 💕
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ahh tysmmmmmm and yes ofc you can!!! you seem like such a cool and nice person, feel free to pop into my ask box or dm me we could be mutuals i am a slut for new mutuals i will love you forever 🥰😌🥰
here is the link for those who want to participate, its only going to be open for a few more days!
anyways this was a little tricky buuuuutttt.... i see you withhhhh.....
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okay okay okay try and hear me out
he would love you so hard?? cause boy girl enby he dont care he just wants ✨you✨
okay so you said you need someone who likes cuddles and affectionate?? this is your man
this boy is the definition of loving
and he would be so understanding of you!!!!
if you need your own room that’s okay!!!
You just need to be sure to tell him when you want affection and when you dont
because he just wants to looovvee yoouu
okay okay so how you guys meet is that either one of two ways for each au
for demon slayer universe his lil birb sends a message to you instead of him!!! so you find him and tell him and thats how you meet!!
for modern universe you go to to the shop where he works at and he asks for your number immediately
bc damn you look amazing and hes gotta talk to you
how you guys get together is the same for each universe
he totally asks you out like a million times until you finally are like you know what. yes. okay. sure. 
and he is so happy!!!!
he would totally cater to your clingyness
also he loves listening to you rant!!!
he loves the sound of your voice so it doesnt matter what you talk about
ofc he isnt into the same things you are but that doesnt matter to him
he just loves listening to you get excited and the lil sparkle in your eye when you talk about something you are excited about
he is in love
and we have already been over this but he is so affectionate
more than ALL of the other demon slayers
you could be upset and just want cuddles? all you have to do is text him and he is ON HIS WAY
he would also support the idea of seperate bedrooms although hed be reluctant because ofc he wants to be near you
but he is a respectful boy so he honors your space
he also loves animals and would love to raise them with you
like he loves that lil birb lets be real
and he would be so comfotable with adopting because again he loves you so much he respects tm your boundaries
and omg can this boy cook and clean
he drinks his respect women juice
lastly he values his friends so much so he can always go hang out with them if you need space dont worry
basically you are his queen 
i hope you like it!!!! and remember my ask box and dms are always open!!!!
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jungwooiez · 6 years
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red roses | yugyeom
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[ requested ]
pairing : yugyeom x reader
genre : fluff and a little smut? like if you squint hard enough its there.
word count : 915
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Sleep has been something that has become difficult for me to do as of lately. I’ve been staying up until midnight or even later until I managed to succumb to the feeling of tiredness. The main reason for that is only because my boyfriend, Yugyeom, has been out of the country working for a few weeks now. I'm so used to being in his arms, being consumed by the feeling of warmth and comfort while he gently draws circles on my lower back,whispering the sweetest things to me in my ear. His absence has taken a greater toll on me than what I expected, the bed we shared seemed to get colder and smaller each and everyday. With every growing second I missed him and more.
Tonight although it was raining, i’ve always found rain alleviating, it helps me think and puts my body at ease. I listened to the gentle raindrops hitting the window, a sliver of moonlight spilled into the room which was just enough to illuminate everything that crossed the path of the sliver of light. I let out a sigh and looked up at the plain white ceiling, closing my eyes hoping the sound of the rain will make me feel asleep and give me a feeling of composure to forget that Yugyeom isn't beside me.
I felt my self drifting off into sleep, that is until I heard the bedroom door open. Quickly, I sat up in my bed and looked to the door which revealed Yugyeom standing there with his bags in his hands and a bouquet of flowers. I nearly jumped into his arms, and engulfed him into a hug, inhaling scent which I loved so much.
"I missed you so much," I whispered into his chest.
"I missed you more," He responded and without looking at him I could already tell he was smiling. We both pulled away from the hug and he handed me the flowers he had in his hand, "These are for you. I wanted to suprise you by coming home a little earlier."
The flowers were fresh, they were red roses which were my favorite. When I first told Yugyeom that they were my favorite, he laughed and said it was very typical to consider roses as your favorite flower, but I then told him that roses were only my favorite for one reason : simple things are sometimes better than extravagant things, the simplest things could hold a deeper meaning then what you see. Roses symbolize many things despite its simplicity, and that's why I prefer them over any other flower. Everything isn't about what you see, but instead what it means.
"Do you like them? Those are your favorites right?" Yugyeom said in a panicked tone since I didn't respond to what he said.
"Yes I do, don't worry. I was just thinking about the time I first told you roses were my favorite flower," I smiled at him reassuringly which he chucked at in response.
"I remember that day, it was the moment I realized I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. You made my outlook on certain things change. The way you think just made me fall in love with you even more," He expressed. "Y/n, I love you more than life itself, you mean so much to me. The love I have for you is so immense, its something that words can't express." He took the roses from my hand and placed them on the chair that was in the corner of our room.
Once he finished he approached me and rested his hand on my cheek softly caressing it with his thumb, before leaning in and placing his soft and plump lips on mine. The kiss was slow and loving, it was what I missed most about him. Yugyeom was so sensual and gentle with everything.
He swiftly moved us to the bed without breaking the kiss and laid me on the cold sheets while hovering over me. With every second the kiss deepened and it made me remember how much I missed his lips against mine.
His lips left mine and started to spread slow kisses on my neck and collar bones, stopping to suck the exposed skin in the sensitive areas that i'm sure will leave marks. I wrapped my legs around his waist, as he rested his hand on the side of my thigh and his other hand loosely wrapped around my neck. I bucked my hips under him, and felt him harden at the sudden act. He groaned into my ear which made me shiver at his deepened voice. I raked my hands through his hands before he leaned down again to reconnect the kiss, biting my bottom lip this time.
"I missed you so much," He murmured before laying besides me while leaving sloppy and lazy kisses on my cheeks and along my jawline. He rested his head into the crook of my neck, I rubbed his upper back until I heard his soft snores signaling that he was fast asleep. The feeling of tiredness started to over come me aswell, tonight I can finally sleep knowing that the person I love endlessly with every fiber in me, is right by my side reigniting the comfot and warmth I missed so much.
"Thanks for the roses, I love you." I whispered before placing a kiss on his forehead.
I felt him move closer to me, before I closed my eyes and into the oblivion of sleep.
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A/N : oof that was short sorry, but i hope everyone enjoyed. also feel free to send in requests <3
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belle-ame-lester · 7 years
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one day i will go to england. it will be a typical dreary day but it will be warm in tesco. i will be buying all of the ingredients for gluten free vegan bread and some kraft™ singles so that i can live my dream of being an ancient norweigan viking villager (but with kraft™ singles) but i will be unable to reach the kraft™ singles. dan and phil (being obnoxiously tall) will see me struggling and will come over to me. phil is carrying their shopping basket (why are there so many rice krispies... and so much kale???) so dan offers to get the cheese (kraft™ singles) down for me. they are situated on the top shelf. he is in the process of attempting to hand me one (1) packet of kraft™ singles when he slips. he hits his head on the tiled floor and curses loudly (beep mother-beep skrek's beep beep on a beep bicycle) before passing out. i quickly pull out my phone, encased with a picture of nick jonas's face, and call the ambulance. the paramedics come and dan is taken into an ambulance. phil looks at me and asks me where i got my incredible phone case. i tell him that i was into renassiance painting once and learnt how to paint nick jonas's face like michealangelo so i made a phone case out of it before decided to become an ancient norweigan viking villager. he tels me that he likes it and that it's really cool and he loves nick jonas. we spend another hour bonding over our mutual love for nick jonas before phil realises that it's late and dan is in hospital. phil offers to take me to the hospital (since i sold my car when i decided i was going to become an ancient norweigan viking warrior) and i accept. we listen to old jonas brothers music on the drive there and we talk some more. when we arrive at the hospital, we get out of the car. before we go inside, he asks me on a coffee date at ten am the next day. i accept. we go inside to see dan. the doctor tells us he's fine but will need to stay overnight. phil says that he will stay with him and i decide that, since it was my fault that dan got injured, i would stay too. phil goes to get a spare set of clothing from his apartment so he can stay overnight. i already have everything i need (the clothes on my back, all of the ingredients for gluten free vegan bread and one (1) packet of kraft™ singles) since i am becoming an ancient norweigan viking villager. he gives me a kiss on the cheek before he leaves. i blush. i'm sitting beside dan's bed when he opens his eyes. he looks over at me and he looks slightly startled. i tell him that i'm sorry for causing him to get injured and he says that it was okay he just wished that phil didn't have to witness it. he asks where phil went and i tell him that phil will be back soom. we talk about how great phil is until we phil returns. the three of us sit and watch crappy hospital TV (an old rerun of antique roadshow that i'd already seen 12 times) before dan falls asleep again. phil and i go and get coffee and sandwiches from the hospital cafeteria. we then return to dan's hospital ward (he is the only patient in that ward) and phil invites me onto the balcony. he tells me he has something to tell me. he blushes and looks slightly scared. he then confesses his undying love for me. i'm slightly shocked but, when i'm back to my senses, i tell him that i love him too. he leans over and kisses me. we stay on that balcony for a long time, kissing under the light of the moon, before we decide that we're both tired and need sleep. i wake up the next morning in another bed in dan's hospital ward, the same bed as phil. phil is already awake and gives me a kiss on the cheek before getting up to check on dan. dan is still asleep. phil pokes him in the side and he wakes up, looking bleary-eyed, and asks what the time is. it's 8 am. he says he's hungry so phil and i go to get him breakfast so he can eat before the doctor discharges him. when we're in the cafeteria again, i remember that i have something important to tell phil. he asks me what's wrong and i tell him that i was only staying in england for three months and that i would be leaving tomorrow. he looks distraught. we return to dan's room. phil and i are waiting for dan to finish his crissoint so phil decided to hold my hand. we sit comfotably like that for a while before dan asks why we're holding hands. phil tells him that he loves me and kisses me on the cheek. dan looks shocked and horrified. "but phil... i love you" he says before passing out. phil has too many thoughts going through his mind and feels too overwhelmed with dan's sudden love confession and my leaving so he gets up and leaves the room, dragging me with him. we get in the car and go all over london that day. we go to all the tourist-y sites and then we play laser skirmish together and then he takes me to a fancy restaurant before taking me back to his apartment. we make love that night (not sex or anything, it's a weird craft project that involves potatoes, crayons and a heck of a lot of glitter). i have a flight to catch the next morning. i pick up my bag of ingredients for gluten-free vegan bread and kraft™ singles and wak outside. he stops me, grabbing my shoulders, turning me around and kissing me. he tells me that he'll always love me and that he'll find a way to be with me. he takes me to the airport, tears streaming down his face as he kisses me good bye. on the plane, i realise that we'd forgotten to exchange numbers. one day, two years later, i comment on one of his videos with a joke i'd made about nick jonas on that fateful day that we'd met. he reads it and contacts me immediatly. we find a way for me to return to london and see him. he decides that he will pay for the flights since he is a millionare and i'm living the life of an ancient norweigan viking villager with nothing but the clothes on my back, the ingredients for gluten-free vegan bread and one (1) packet of kraft™ singles. oh yeah, and a phone with nick jonas's face. one week later, we are reunited. we kiss and talk about all of our lost time. we organise that we will have simple ham and cheese toasted sandwiches for dinner but we need cheese so decide to make a stop in tesco. phil looks nostalgic as we enter the dairy aisle, the same aisle we'd met in two years earlier. we approach the cheese. i go to get a packet of sliced cheese but i'm still too short. phil reaches up, grabs it and hands one (1) packet of kraft™ singles to me. i offer to carry them. we go through the checkout and he pays for them. i offer to carry the bag. he hands it to me. i walk away. he asks me what i'm doing. i don't reply. he asks me where i'm going. i don't reply. he yells for me to stop. i don't reply, instead, walking faster. his voice starts to fade. he yells that he loves me. i don't repsond. i've already found a bicycle to ride away on. i can hear him calling to me in the distance. i can hear him crying. i was his one true love, he'd offered to travel half-way around the world for me, he'd payed for me to travel 1500 kilometers for me, he'd spent years waiting for me when he didn't even know if i'd return. all i'd wanted was a second (2nd) packet of kraft™ singles.
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