#sorry i'm listening to the cranberries rn

[scientologisabethmoss]

all i want to do is be somewhat melancholy in ireland :-(

[yeonkimintakecare]

Jealousy, Jealousy

Pairing: Min Yoongi x Reader; Angsty Fluff

Summary: You and Yoongi are going through a rough patch in your relationship while you guys decide to go out with your friends.

Author's Note: This is actually an old posting from an old instagram account I used to post stories from. I just figured I'd post them on here as I'm getting back into writing again. I wrote these like 3 years ago now and I was usually drunk when I did it (it was during the pandemic, so I was always at least tipsy, sorry about it lol.)

Anyways, what I'm trying to say is that my writing is not always great in these but I still like the stories anyways. I hope ya'll like it, I'm working on a longer fic rn, and trying to get my old work posted on my AO3 account as well.

Warnings: Alcohol mentioned, some fighting, drunk rando non-consensual dancing, implied sex (sorry I didn't really write smut back then. Still don't really.)

You release the last curl in your hair before finishing it with hairspray. You normally wouldn’t go through the trouble of doing your hair this well for the club, but with Min Yoongi as your boyfriend, you knew you weren’t going to dance much. You throw on your heels before leaving the room, you see Yoongi sitting on the couch. He looks up from his phone, you give him a twirl, he just looks at you with confusion.

“Why did you do your hair?” He asks with a scrunched up face.

“Is it a crime for me to curl my hair? Will the world end because I used hair spray?” You ask rhetorically, already annoyed that he’s picking a fight. Yoongi just sighed and grabbed the keys. You follow him out the door and into the car. You both sit there, listening to the radio. You want to say something, you really don’t want to be fighting all night, then you really won’t get to have any fun tonight.

“Listen baby.” You say while grabbing his thigh. “I just wanted to dress up for once, and when your first reaction was to ask me why I had dressed up instead of saying something nice, I got upset. I should’ve stayed calm. I’m sorry.”

Then he grunted a hmph in response. You just apologized for something that was barely your fault, and he can’t even give a response that’s more than a noise? You take your hand off of his thigh and cross your arms. You guys begin to park for the club, when you walk out you immediately see your friends, Yeona, and Seokjin. You run up to them, hugging them both.

“Y/N! Are you ready to party?” Yeona yells excitedly. Being around her cheery self immediately brings your mood up. You laugh in response and you guys continue to chat, Yoongi being quiet this whole time.

You guys finally get into the club and when the music hits your ears you can’t help but sway to it, even if you aren’t on the dance floor yet. You guys find a table and you grab Yoongi’s hand, still wanting to reconcile to have an enjoyable night, he holds your hand back rubbing the back of it. This was as much as you were probably going to get out of him, but that was okay, because at least this meant he might dance a little bit and maybe you to could, you know, make up at home later. Seokjin makes it to the table holding drinks, he hands one to you.

“I got you a vodka cranberry!” He yells over the loud music while sliding into the booth next to you. Yeona follows him setting a beer in front of Yoongi and sipping her own drink while she sits next to Seokjin. They would make such a cute couple if only one of them would back up and make the first move.

“Thank you! It’s my favorite!” You yell trying to lean closer to his ear. You feel Yoongi jerk his hand out of yours. You turn to him and he’s drinking his beer and looking away from you.

“Why are you acting like this” you say into his ear.

“Act like what?” He asks with an attitude. You scoff, he knows what he’s doing.

“Whatever I’m going to go dance.” You chug your drink and you, Yeona, and Seokjin decide to go dance. You close your eyes and try to not think about how angry you are. Yeona and Seokjin drift farther away from you, but you don’t really notice, you were too distracted by the music. You came to the club so that you could dance and have fun with your friends and Yoongi was ruining it. You loved him with all of your heart, but moments like this made you want to walk away. You understood he isn’t always great at communication, but it was still frustrating. Your thoughts are interrupted by somebody dancing behind you. When you realize it’s some random guy, you stop dancing to tell him to back off, but you feel a strong hand grab onto your arm. You look up to see Yoongi, he pushes the guy away from you and drags you to the public restroom.

“What the fuck Y/N?” He yells at you while locking the door.

“What do you mean? I was just about to tell him off! I didn’t do anything wrong.” You yell back. You can’t believe this, he really did just want to fight with you tonight. It doesn’t matter if you did something wrong or not, he would find a reason to be mad or blame it on you.

“You were just asking for attention from other guys tonight. Look at your hair and especially that dress.” He continues to scream while gesturing at the red, formfitting dress you were wearing. You feel fire fill your throat and your eyes begin to water.

“What I wear has nothing to do with impressing random men at a club and everything to do with wanting to look pretty to myself, dickhead. Also if there was any guy I wanted to impress it was you, but you’ve been acting like a jerk all night. You could’ve at least given me a compliment when I came downstairs, but no, you just made assumptions about my fucking hair.” You scoff, knowing your eyes have tears in them and doing your best to continue to look cool and also wipe your face. His look softens at the sight of you crying, realizing that he was being a dickhead. Not just for not believing in you, but also for not standing up for you.

“I’m sorry. I just feel like you dressed up because you wanted to impress Seokjin. I got jealous thinking you were trying to impress him.” Yoongi says, you appreciate him finally apologizing for his behavior, but you were still mad. You were mad that he even thought you would cheat on him, he was your whole world. You were also mad that he couldn’t communicate his insecurities to you. But somehow all of this melted away when he grabbed your arms and gave you a hug. You stood there, originally stiff but slowly melting into the hug. He adds “I really am sorry that I don’t always communicate with you, I will work on it.”

You smile, you pull him from you, he looks sad for a second. You lean in and kiss him. You can feel him smiling as he deepens the kiss. You wrap your arms around his neck as he wraps his arms around your waist. He grabs your bottom and grabs your *CENSORED CENSORED CENSORED*

You walk out of the bathroom, the line of people waiting scowling at the two of you, but you don’t care. The two of you walk back to the booth to see Yeona and Seokjin making out, like really going for it. The two of you decide to order another drink.

While you sip your drink you dance provocatively on Yoongi. Hoping that once you guys get home you can repeat what happened in the bathroom. Yoongi leans in and whispers into your ear “I just want to say you look fantastic. I especially love your hair.” You laugh while turning around to wrap your arms around him again. The two of you continue to dance with your foreheads touching.

I guess your hair did get ruined by the end of the night. Amongst other things.

[talksosweet]

heyy i was wondering if you could give me some music recommendations?

anything is welcome! thank you <3

hey yeah ofc!! from reading ur intro post i think u already know a lot of my main artists but i will still try give some other recs (sorry if u already know them 😭) !!!

ok so billie eilish is my current obsession i'm obsessed w her new album hit me hard and soft it's amazing (fav is birds of a feather) her other music is amazing tho so listen to that too if u haven't before

my music taste is kinda like everything tbh but i love listening to some rihanna esp since it's summer!! (favs atm are what's my name? and kiss it better)

i absolutely LOVE abba!! my favs are knowing me knowing you, sos and ofc mamma mia

lorde is also rlly good i love her album melodrama it's so good! favs are supercut, green light, liability and homemade dynamite (honourable mention is ribs another fav song of all time but it's not in melodrama)

i don't rlly have many other main artists i listen to just some ppl that i listen to some of their songs so i'll just list a few i'm loving rn 🫶🏻

linger - the cranberries (fav song of all timeee)

apocalypse - cigarettes after sex

margaret (ft bleachers), radio - lana del rey

two ghosts, fine line, falling, carolina - harry styles

stockholm syndrome - one direction

m & u and long way 2 go - cassie

the spins - mac miller, empire state of suns

motion sickness, scott street, waiting room - phoebe bridgers

but yeah i hope u like some of them lmk what u think 😚😚

[idesinfection]

I got tagged by @sub-at-omicsteminist

Tag 10 people you want to know better @myreygn (IK YOU ALR DID THIS SORRY) @crimsonkenjii-writes @laurzzo (No pressure)

Favourite colour: red (any warm shade of red)

Song stuck in your head: Cotton Eye Joe (you're welcome)

Last song you listened to: A Reason to Fight - Disturbed (because I'm a depressed bean who has to study for exam next week)

3 favourite foods: Shepherd's pie from my best friend; whipped cream rolls from my grandma; pizza with grilled chicken, cranberries and garlic from a local pizzeria

Last thing I googled: LotR memes (I was trying to prove a point to a friend)

Dream Trip: Half-sightseeing, half-chilling in New Zealand (LotR and nature uwu)

Anything I want rn: for the damn cramps to stop Q.Q (The one who made period hurt needs to die a painful death)

(my first tag game!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks for the tag!)

[no-where1997]

i know we don't rlly talk but i'm sorry to hear that you're going through it rn! what's been one of your favorite songs to listen to recently and do you have a favorite book?

we SHOULD talk you seem really cool!

right now, i have been nonstop listening to linger by the cranberries. it's mildly embarrassing

and ive been trying to get back into reading lately. i really like her body and other parties by carmen maria machado at the moment