#spn s10e16

[stellernorth]

i know i’m x number of years late to the party of talking about this buuuut i just watched paint it black and what else could he possible have meant. that he wants a wife and kids? he had that with lisa and ben and it was nothing. and it’s said like he’s thinking of specific people/person and buddy the only person you know is castiel. so. like either he’s coming to terms with liking men or he has the most bizarre way in the history of the world of expressing he thinks he should fill out his life experience by going to college or BASE jumping or something

[strawberrryangel]

“there’s things, there’s people, feelings, that i want to experience differently than i have before, maybe even for the first time.” i’ll throw up. right now.

[lower-the-volume]

10.16 Paint It Black

[mlobsters]

supernatural s10e16 paint it black (w. brad buckner, eugenie ross-leming)

so i gather there's recaps before these episodes, but they're not on netflix? i've seen mention of music or whatever in the recap. but i'm gettin none. going in blind and more confused than usual 🥴

crowley and rowena snapping at each other in this little throne room is getting a little tiring

s10e16 / s2e13

these church steps look like the houses of the holy ones, but maybe it's just the framing of the shot being down low. aha, it is indeed noted the same church on the wiki. only reason i noticed probably because i took a lot of screenshots of that scene, twice

sam's sure being a grumpy grumperson. what crawled up his ass and died. being worried about dean is coming out bitchy? is he still worried or was that 2 episodes ago? :p

steve elliott / henry thomas

thought this was the dude from the flanagan shows for a hot second

deep thoughts, why do the demons smoke out but not visibly smoke... in (to be sneaky and so we have to something to see when they leave, i know i know)

weren't there evil nuns in that church where... they killed lilith? trying to dredge up the memory. ah no, possessed priest who killed the nuns. i knew (a) nunnery was involved. these nuns sure are all dolled up and pretty, swanky dark gray habits

i don't understand what's going on here between sam and dean. lot of faces being made, dean is not exactly flirting with the nun but sam's acting like he is? i'm lost. and not even a little bit intoxicated!

DEAN I got a question. How does someone, uh, like you end up, you know…? SISTER MATHIAS Cloistered away from the world? [Chuckles] Are you making fun of me, Agent Allman? DEAN No. No, No. I, Uh… I guess I’m just wondering how somebody quits one life for something completely different and – and then believe in it so much. SISTER MATHIAS Well [sighs] in my case, I felt I had no choice. My life had become painful. There was hopelessness. I felt I had to find something larger than myself to focus on. A kind of mission, I guess. You have no idea what I’m talking about, I’m sure.

are we trying to do something with dean and the mark here *squints* dean and sam join a monastery!

DEAN Tell me you didn’t think that nun was hot. I think she had a little thing for me too. SAM Dean, she was married to Jesus.

speaking of mentioning jesus :p i guess that was supposed to be flirting. it did go there bit more once sam went to wave around his little meter.

s1e14 boop boop

do we ever talk about the time when they had a thing with fake green lasers in s1? i'm embarrassed whenever i think about it lol. so awkward, never to return

all right rowena's over the top fake bow made me laugh

olivette / the x-files s2e11 - teryl rothery as michelle charters / stargate: sg-1 - teryl rothery as dr jane fraiser

this olivette actress i definitely know, but i'm not sure what from. she was in the xfiles and the killing, but maybe from sg1? she was in a lot of episodes. maybe caprica but i'm convinced i've forgotten 95% of that show

are rowena and olivette gonna make out? conflicting vibes

losing my mind over this ridiculous nun/painter man drama sideplot. and the makeup on these ladies is a lot more obvious than tv makeup on someone so young like this usually is

lot of coverage and visibly powdered down matte. odd. what time is this flashback occurring? olden times?

spn s10e16 / hannibal s3e6

are they in florence? lol was like this reminds me of hannibal and bedelia in front of that window. haha if i had waited literally 1 second, i would have had my question answered. yes. anyway, go me. identifying landmarks left and right today

guess we know who's whackin the dudes. god i just need to finish this episode but i'm dragging my feet. sigh. rowena, the ~grand coven~ and beef with the men of letters now. great

well at least this can't be as awkward as when he was making all the people horny in that purity pledge group

DEAN What if I said I…I didn’t want to die…yet, you know, that I wasn’t ready? FATHER DELANEY Are you expecting to? DEAN Always. [Chuckles] You know, the life I live, the work I do…I pretty much just figured that that was all there was to me, you know? Tear around and jam the key in the ignition and haul ass until I ran out of gas. I guess I just thought sooner or later, I’d go out the same way that I live – pedal to the metal, and that would be it. FATHER DELANEY But now? DEAN Now, um… recent events, uh… make me think I might be closer to that than I really thought. And…I don’t know. I mean, you know, there’s – there’s things, there’s…people, feelings that I-I-I want to experience differently than I have before, or maybe even for the first time.

um. okay. taking off the wincest goggles briefly, is that like. wanting to settle down with someone? what feelings/people he wants to experience differently or for the first time? having kids or being in love-in love (implying that he wasn't with lisa, so i dunno). it's vague enough you could surely apply it to your ship of choice. but i'm trying to Be Reasonable about what they're implying

FATHER DELANEY Go a little deeper, perhaps, than with Gina. DEAN Yeah. Yeah, I’m just starting to think that… maybe there’s more to it all than I thought. FATHER DELANEY Learning there’s more to the universe than your tiny world can be a frightening discovery. Do you truly believe in God, Agent? Because that can be a comfort DEAN I believe there is a God. But I’m not sure he still believes in us.

what about the gods in religions that also have large followings currently that aren't christianity? presumably they'd be powerful too. i mean. i should be thankful they're not trying to drag them into the show

fucking fuck stupid startle reflex TWICE they've cut over to rowena slapping this woman and startled the shit out of me. i like her red dress though

perpetually the winchesters, indeed

so is sam reading 16th century ghost lady's journal in italian?

ISABELLA [VOICE OVER] But it wasn’t enough. [ISABELLA cuts off her own finger.] I told Piero to gind the flesh, blood, and bone into the pigment.

excuse me. i laughed. nonsense

SAM You know… you were in that confessional a long time. Look, man, I’m just saying, I’m your brother, Dean. If you ever need to talk about anything with anybody, you got somebody right here next to you. DEAN Okay. SAM I heard what Sister Mathias was saying about, you know, hiding pain by taking on a mission, and I-I know that’s what you’re doing a little bit. And it’s okay. I mean, it’s fine. I get it. I’ve done it before, too. But… I don’t buy for one second that the Mark is a terminal diagnosis, so don’t go making peace with that idea. There has to be a way. There will be a way, and we will find it. That’s what we do. So, believe that. DEAN Okay, Sammy.

reminding me a bit of dean's speech from s7e2 with sam and the hallucifer psychosis

s7e2 DEAN I am your flesh-and-blood brother, okay? I'm the only one who can legitimately kick your ass in real time. You got away. We got you out, Sammy. Believe in that. Believe me, okay? You gotta believe me. You've gotta make it stone number one and build on it.

just, it's difficult to see talking of relationships and feelings to be about people outside of the sam and dean bubble, since at the end of the day that's where they draw the line. i mean, you could have a relationship with sam where you do actually go to him to talk about the important things, novel concept :P (but same goes for you, sam).

and another thought was just they seem to be nudging dean away from his self destructive tendencies, which is also some growth. maybe. i say that now so surely that means he's about to do something spectacularly stupidbad. i dunno, man. i need to sleep.

[ceoazula]

Supernatural s10e16 Paint it Black

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[rewatching-supernatural]

s10e16

Okay, for some reason, I feel like I've seen this, uh.. is it called a cold open when it's not comedy? this case intro? before

but I have no clue why I would have seen it

*****

ah, Crowley

🤮🤮🤮 he's calling her mommy

i fucking hate this

"I gave you life" bitch that doesn't fucking mean anything, giving birth doesn't make you a great person and it definitely isn't a service you're doing to anyone

your kids ain't owe you shit

*****

Oooo an italian woman

*****

Okay so which one of the two got the evil possession?

oh, it's the woman

*****

Oh and this episode is about learning that when your life has no purpose or you feel lost, giving yourself fully to a mission or grander cause can help get through the tough times

*****

Firenze, Italia, 1520

cool, she's old, like real old

*****

Dean in confession

Dean wants to go 'deeper' than with senseless flings

people, feelings

I think Dean knows he has feelings for Castiek by then

I think this is him realizing that for the first time, he wouldn't want to die now before having something, at least trying, something more meaningful

and it's followed by one of the most important quotes in the whole series

"I believe there is a God. But I am not sure he still believes in us."

*****

Isabella murdered Piero

too bad

*****

are they going to call Charlie to go burn her bones?? oh nvm she burned already

welp

*****

witch on witch violence for some reason

*****

she's in the painting

*****

this episode is a good one, an old fashioned haunting case

*****

Crowley is refusing the kill the Winchesters, of course

*****

Sam keeps telling Dean he's there for him ❤️

[jamiedornaniseverything]

Dean ► Paint It Black (10.16)

[captainclaudeandthehiddenlogs]

Father Delaney: Do you truly believe in God, Agent? Because that can be a comfort

Dean: I believe there is a God. But I’m not sure he still believes in us.

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(Supernatural 10x16 | Paint It Black)

[supernatural-1967-chevy-impala]

so..Crowley’s sass has got a genetic origin!

(can anyone send me a GIF for this scene please? i can’t make GIFs and couldn’t find one..)

[babygirl06301]

SPN Rewatch → S10E16 “Paint It Black”

↳ “I believe there is a God, but I'm not sure He still believes in us.”

[lower-the-volume]

paint it black

[doykeitdyke]

Thinking about last week’s episode, I’m seeing a sort of tenuous parallel between Sam and Isabella. I don’t think it was meant to be there though, and it doesn’t seem to lead anywhere, so I’m not sure it’s really worth fleshing out.

[jamiedornaniseverything]

Dean ► Paint It Black (10.16)

[jamiedornaniseverything]

Dean ► Paint It Black (10.16)

[jamiedornaniseverything]

Dean ► Paint It Black (10.16)

[doykeitdyke]

the-megalosaurus replied to your post “WOW DEAN IS IT REALLY THAT HARD TO SAY THANK YOU”

it's like he literally can't make his mouth say those words OMG SOMEBODY PLEASE MAKE AN EDIT OF S9/S10 DEAN TO THE ELTON JOHN SONG 'SORRY SEEMS TO BE THE HARDEST WORD'

Right?? OMG YES PERFECT