#still dont know how to use tumblr

[nemkero]

⚠️ CW // flashing lights, eyestrain, eyes

and then i forget everything i want to be

[mercywashere]

Can you draw Tracker and Carlos being brothers? Cuz i see their bond as brotherly for a some reason

Don't know if this actually works but here they are! I like to think Carlos teached Tracker how to fish.

[pepoboyz]

dressed to impress

based loosely on a ~1883 fashion plate. ofc the series is later on but ienaga is a bustle girlie for life

[horneboy]

first ever post yay

[inkskinned]

because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?

[wizardchap]

new sona design woah

[dazais-crab-addiction]

Tonight I learned that my 20 yr old partner has never played chess and doesn't know how to play chess. This is mind boggling to me. They claim its not weird for people to not know anything about chess so I. I need to see. Please.

Okay so, I made a mistake in not elaborating the meaning of the options. You do not have to be good or know what you are doing in the slightest to pick that you have played before. The middle three options are for your understanding of the game having never played it at all. The reason there's a percentage on the last option is because my partner made a tumblr so they could pick it because they think they are hilarious.

[breadgod125]

10am doodles❤️

they're just being a little silly dont mind them

[midkoto]

what was he writing

[daily-basil]

hes one of the girls

[goobigii]

FIRST POST!!! i’ll probally be posting some of my old art at some point but here’s a new drawing yay!

[ksdesign]

I’ll have you know… all i ever talk about these days is the qsmp and the eggs but specifically leonarda and foolish & vegetta

[shirogussi]

Sweet sweet boy, must protect🤧

[deafeningpeanutanchor]

Since I'm on here now, better share my duck pics.

[fishingspider]

Peach and Daisy!

[fulldreamlandhologram]

I had a sudden burst of inspiration but I'm too tired to draw properly so you get this instead.

Also hello tumblr?

(The one on the left is Dave from Dsaf, the middle one is Vincent from Rebornica and the one on the right is original William Afton)