#storminside

[papercoffeandher]

Hi buddy! :) How are you today?

If you're reading this, just a gentle reminder to take one deep breath.

So.

This image is from today morning.

I didn't ace the coffee making, but better some coffee than none. Before I get back into the (much-needed) work mode, I wanted to fill boxes of two missed days in my trackers.

Do you use any sort of trackers?

Would you like to share what kind and what formats? What works for you?

I am ok. It feels graceful to accept the pain when I feel like that's what I want to do, instead of fighting, forcing against, and resisting it. It's good to allow myself to feel all that I do. Let the storm come, let it happen, let the breathing be heavy, and the days be painful, let the tears fall on the bed as I stare at the wall, let the kajal leave marks on the left side of both my eyes, let me be lost while my eyes are open but not viewing anything, some senses quietened feels restful when everything inside is shifting and screaming like construction activities in your heart and mind. Let the storm come, and let's be patient until it calms down. I'll just do what I can, just what my energy levels allow me to. I'll focus on what I can control and watch this experience flow through me. I'm going to do my work and go to the dock when the sun sets. :) If you so allow, experience a sunset yourself today.

Have a beautiful evening!

Paper: Tracker pages from planner.

Coffee: Nescafe hot coffee.

My colored pens are really beautiful, no? :)

[greenbor]

Se qualche volta quando mi pensi ti andasse di chiamarmi io sono qui così magari ci pensiamo insieme se ti va (https://contanosoloidettagli.tumblr.com/ Silvia Ciompi)

Scrivo a te, quando scrivo sui vetri appannati. (Antonio Dikele Distefano da https://jezcole.tumblr.com/)

E niente è più provocante di due sguardi che s'intendono (da https://www.tumblr.com/storminside)

“Ora ti prego stringimi tra le tue braccia perché una bocca mente anche quando bacia” Luchè (da https://www.tumblr.com/laragazzachepiangesempre)

Chiamami, interrompimi, dimmi che ti passavo per la mente (di https://nero-ne.tumblr.com/)

insistentemente ti sentivo dentro e non riuscivo più a vivere (Roberto) Se qualche volta quando mi pensi ti andasse di chiamarmi io sono qui così magari ci pensiamo insieme se ti va (https://contanosoloidettagli.tumblr.com/ Silvia Ciompi)

Scrivo a te, quando scrivo sui vetri appannati. (Antonio Dikele Distefano da https://jezcole.tumblr.com/)

E niente è più provocante di due sguardi che s'intendono (da https://www.tumblr.com/storminside)

“Ora ti prego stringimi tra le tue braccia perché una bocca mente anche quando bacia” Luchè (da https://www.tumblr.com/laragazzachepiangesempre)

chiamami, interrompimi, dimmi che ti passavo per la mente di https://nero-ne.tumblr.com/

Siamo un po tutti i prigionieri ma anche i carcerieri dei nostri pensieri (di https://www.tumblr.com/breath-of-dancing-flame)

Se qualche volta quando mi pensi ti andasse di chiamarmi io sono qui così magari ci pensiamo insieme se ti va (https://contanosoloidettagli.tumblr.com/ Silvia Ciompi)

Scrivo a te, quando scrivo sui vetri appannati. (Antonio Dikele Distefano da https://jezcole.tumblr.com/)

E niente è più provocante di due sguardi che s'intendono (da https://www.tumblr.com/storminside)

“Ora ti prego stringimi tra le tue braccia perché una bocca mente anche quando bacia” Luchè (da https://www.tumblr.com/laragazzachepiangesempre)

chiamami, interrompimi, dimmi che ti passavo per la mente di https://nero-ne.tumblr.com/

[hallow138]

When the reflections are more vivid than the real thing... #reflections #mountains #hike #nature #sierrabuttes #tahoenationalforest #lake #mountainlake #outdoors #sleepdeprived #solitude #solo #hunger #autumn #fall #november #2020 #earlymorning #calm #storminside #screwit #visuelearth #gaiagps #kühl #colors #break #stilllife #landscape #blahblahblah (at Sierra Buttes Fire Lookout) https://www.instagram.com/p/CIAO-rDBS5U/?igshid=18w73wehlb7s7

[erinnerungesagt]

there is a storm inside of me

[perderminelsilenzio]

i wanna die here. I'm finally in peace, i feel free, i'm feeling nothing. No anxiety, no worries, no insicurities. Is this what happiness looks like?

[go-erika-bost-world]

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The secret is always knowing how to dominate the storm inside and outside of you and use the wind in your favor... Il segreto sta sempre nel saper dominare la tempesta dentro e fuori di te e sfruttare il vento a tuo favore... #storminside #storm #stormy #wind #seaforce #winfofchange #wiseadvices #wisethoughts #thoughts #thinkpositive https://www.instagram.com/p/CF1fWZGJNln/?igshid=j4fzkrms2du2

[clbphotography3]

Storminside

Tim Yakteen’s Storminside worked 5 furlongs in 1:00:80 Monday morning.

[randomlittledreamthoughts]

Each of us has a struggle deep within that only we can see. Whether it be insecurities, pain from long ago, depression, anxiety, etc. It's okay to have a day when you are down, when there is no hope, where you stay in bed for 24hrs. Just know that life does get better, have hope, this isn't the end. There are people out there that love you, that care about you, so don't give up. Pick your head up & be thankful for something. I will not give up on you or anybody else. I love you! #whatanxietylookslike #anxietyanddepression #storminside #iloveyou #notetoself

[rinas-ninjas]

I found your ask page! Could you maybe write a dribble on Zane coming back from the Never Realm but all the ninja except Lloyd are salty (aka angry) at him? (I hope I’m not bother 😓)

@riftid-fox I thought I’d combine these two!

Everywhere I turn, I hurt someone

He hated it. Hated how that shadow of fear flashed across each of their faces.

But there's nothing I can say to changethe things I've done

They tried to hide it. Tried to go back to normal. But he knew them – knew them better than he knew himself at times. He saw the truth hiding under those welcoming faces.

Of all the things I hid from you

He tried to fight the nightmares. The guilt.

I cannot hide the shame

They saw right through him every time.

And I pray someone, something will cometo take away the pain

He thought about it more often than he cared to admit. Taking himself out to the middle of the Birchwood Forest. Flipping his memory switch. Letting it all fade away, like a bad dream.

There's no way out of this dark place

But something stopped him every time.

No hope, no future

He could never make up for it.

I know I can't be free

He could never completely erase it from existence.

But I can't see another way

But what other choice did he have?

I can't face another day

He couldn’t just…forget.

Tell me where, did I go wrong

He couldn’t even figure out how it got this far.

Everyone I loved, they're all gone

No one trained at home anymore. Cole sought refuge in the mountains. Kai and Nya had fixed up their parents’ shop, and Jay spent most of his time with Pixal, upgrading the base beneath their feet.

I'd do everything differently

What if he’d just…waited? He could have. His power core was fine. If he hadn’t been poking around that mech…

but I can't turn back the time

But what ifs and could haves didn’t help him now.

There's no shelter from the storminside of me

He wasn’t sure if anything could help him now.

There's no way out of this dark place

It hurt. It hurt every time he saw Kai flinch away from him during missions.

No hope, no future

It hurt when Cole watched him for a moment too long when they had to split up.

I know I can't be free

It hurt when Nya threw up a hand to block his own wayward ice.

But I can't see another way

But they were right to watch him.

I can't face another day

He couldn’t be trusted alone.

No. It was best he be kept in check.

I can't believe the words I hear

But that didn’t explain Lloyd.

It's like an answer to a prayer

It didn’t explain how he jumped onto his back, just like he did as a child, cackling like a bat out of hell.

When I look around I see

It didn’t explain the sheer joy, the relief, when he walked in the door and caught his eyes, like he had to double check that he was really there.

This place, this time, this friend of mine

The joy was infectious, dragging him into smiles and laughter against all odds.

I know its hard but you

It was like Lloyd could flip the switch on the entire room.

found somehow

He made Kai laugh and tease Zane as it he’d never left.

To look into your heart andto forgive me now

He got Cole to clap him on the back like he had when they’d first found him, back on Chen’s island.

You've given me the strength to seejust where my journey ends

He put them all at ease.

You've given me the strengthto carry on

He gave them all a light at the end of the tunnel – he gave Zane a light at the end of the tunnel.

I see the path from this dark place

He’d seen him at his worst.

I see my future

He’d heard Akita’s tale. Had met her brother, imprisoned and shackled.

Your forgiveness has set me free

He forgave him wholeheartedly.

On and I can see another wayI can face another day!

Perhaps it was enough.

[iloz-1402]

Storm inside.

[hallow138]

#daytrip #minihike #hike #nature #spring #May #snow #rain #trees #forest #nissan #frontier #pro4x #solitude #peaceandquiet #storminside https://www.instagram.com/p/CAiDTEthASi/?igshid=n9ypzeemoz6s

[javariyamufarrakh]

Either the ship would sail or sink deep inside, just don't come running after any of it happens..

Javariya

[swelhadiaz]

I'll dance with my demons and let them lead...And as soon as they think they are incharge, I'll make them Bleed. #sketch #eyes #meanings #quotes #storminside #blackandwhite #art #eyeart #lighttriumpsdarkness (at Plaistow, Newham)

[go-erika-bost-world]

Like a storm, some people suddenly surprise you, invade you and you understand that you cannot escape... Come una tempesta, certe persone ti sorprendono all’improvviso, ti invadono e capisci che non puoi scappare... #storminside #storm #stormy #thoughts #moodoftheday #love https://www.instagram.com/p/CEgrfGVpZvX/?igshid=11i8sadiug7jh

[sergey1105]

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#storminside #rock #alternative #alternativerock #video #band #metalcore#russian #numetal

[shandke]

Today's painting. "Storm Inside" ... inspired while listening to Ryan Adams' "Prisoner" album. It's also the first day of spring so the colors are inspired by this transition ... melting snow and tulips springing from the earth. It's another miniature 3"x3" acrylic painting on canvas. The price is $25. Comment SOLD to claim it. #dailybraverypaintings #shandkedailypaintings . . . . . . #shandkeart #paintingoftheday #painting #miniaturepainting #colors #spinning #musicinspiresart #abstractart #abstractexpressionism #abstractpainting #arttherapy #artistsofinstagram #spring #storminside #painteveryday #goldenpaints