#t(ed) talks

[userhobi]

taehyung: chapter 2 isn't about being shirtless

jungkook: bet

[kneebrac-ed]

oh I only justtt realised they were most likely holding hands for the whole scene despite it being out of shot;; when ed drops his hand from stede’s chest he looks down a moment, presumably to find stede’s hand. they aren’t shown below shoulder again until ed has moved back, already holding stede’s hand. so he kept an arm around stede’s back And held his hand the entire time ;-;

[pe0ple3ater]

please! p l e a s e expand on any/all doied thoughts i'm so starved of content rn

I'm so out of it right now so forgive me if anything doesn't make sense. Some Doied headcanons and thoughts

He's cruel and cold and calculating. He is the opposite of Roier in many ways, but they share their tendency towards possessiveness/obsessivness. He's been watching Cellbit and Roier for so long that slipping into Roier’s position feels like second nature. He can smile at Cellbit and hold him, he can carry their children and teach them lessons. But his eyes are cold, and his smile is eerie.

He doesn't enjoy sex, not really. It's just an act to him, a means to an end. A way for Cellbit to feel connected (which, I think I posted about Cellbit and Doied angst before, but I might be crazy). He's clinical and knows everything that makes Cellbit tick.

He starts to like this life, the attention he never received but came so naturally to his brother. The kids that look up at him with admiration, the way Cellbit falls over himself for Doied, the way his body is stronger and faster than before. The way no one questions him or looks at him differently. He relaxes into it, starts to let himself feel for the people around him.

It's all ripped away from him in the end, when Cellbit finds out through a million little tells and figures out a way to bring Roier back. Doied is thrown in a makeshift jail and is left essentially to rot while his brother gets to be the hero again, gets to stand in the spotlight. Broken glasses and ripped lab coat, beaten and bloody. He sits in the darkness of a lonely cell, and Roier stands in the light, arms wrapped around his husband and sons.

Doied holds onto the memories of when he had that all for himself.

[caterjunes]

i know my body is doing its best but christ alive.

[gentlebeard]

Good morning Ella :))

How many new tummy peeks do you think we'll get in S2? 😇

i’m expecting several tummy sightings as well as full naked chest appearances because once ed sees stede in that slutty shirt with the ridiculous neckline, ed will have a hard time staying fully clothed

[pissywiser]

literally returned to base priamitive instict shit. wtf im stt=iiting here squeaking and squwaking like a fucking madmnaAHH!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [im just f]amkning onoises/111!!!! ititlele noises/1!!!!!1 HWEJEAJHSJHJSFHJSFHSF. WHYYY ... ...... ....... UGH!!!!!!!!!!11 LLIETERARLLLY WHAT THE FUCK THOUGH LIKE .. okay but hey woud l htey mkae us go throught htta why are they so realistic i dc m[lssllslsssssssssssss whywa whyw ao dhtye have to eb flawed and realsitic poeple i hate it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just fucjk again nooooo

[hyunrun]

tw ed in the tags !!

[aftermathing]

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[seventytwoowls]

Can we talk about malnutrition induced amenorrhea in a way that is less “beautiful fragile women loose their natural feminine cycle” and more “if you run a lot and don't eat a lot your bones start crumbling apart”

[doctorfriend79]

Ben Miller

[pepprs]

like it’s VERY very important to not text and drive. and i understand how dangerous it is to do that and to be distracted at all in any way for any amount of time on the road. i know it’s important to learn about these stories and bear witness to them. but i just think. like idk. watching multiple of them every day for 10 days (with a two day break halfway through for the weekend) is realy… like idk. i think after seeing a couple you can get the point. i don’t want to sound dismissive or lackadaisacal and im scared im sounding like that but i just am so freaked out by all of this and witb every new horror they’re showing us it’s scaring me worse.

[userhobi]

yoongi is for the bitches with mommy and daddy issues

[danktempsey]

uhhh i wrote part two to this so i can write a final slow burn chapter of Tank and Ed soo here’s part two of Introspection 3 years later??

[sniffanimal]

as eating disorder awareness week comes to an end, I want to talk about disordered eating habits that ARENT eating disorders (probably), but you should still pay attention to them.

obligatory I'm not an expert or anything I just have been in ED recovery for ARFID off and in since 2017

I would consider myself "recovered" right now, I don't struggle with new foods and can generally eat whatever I try to eat. But I do fall into bad habits that don't support my recovery, and I know a lot of them are really common. I talked about it with my psychiatrist today.

If you find that you're often brain foggy, out of it, can't focus despite being medicated, or doing everything in your Coping Toolbox: it might be your diet. And I'm not here to ascribe morality to any food: merely point out that your brain needs energy to function. If you, like me, tend to be a "coffee for breakfast and then maybe a snack and then a reasonable dinner" eater, you might not really realize that you're restricting your food intake.

Your brain uses 20% of the body's energy intake. Recent studies suggest 2/3 of that is for the basic functions of the nervous system. Low blood sugar, even if you're not diabetic, can cause significant cognitive functioning issues.

I am definitely including myself when I say I see a lot of us complaining of fatigue and fog when we aren't giving our bodies enough energy to work properly.

So even if you are subclinical for an eating disorder, or are in recovery, or whatever, pay attention to your eating habits and maybe try a protein bar or candy or a banana or something solid with your coffee like toast. Try to eat multiple times a day, at least 3.

I'm not a nutritionist, I think a lot of nutritional studies can be misleading, and I think food is morality neutral. Eat what you can, when you can, just be sure to take care of your brain.

if it helps I think of myself like a pet I got to take care of

[blowflyfag]

I think we should bring back referee eye cam personally

[izzy-b-hands]

I have my shot drawn up (managed to stab my fuckin' finger with the back of the lid of the sharps container trying to open it in preparation, which is just stupid funny to me after being initially extremely irritating lmao. Ain't got the damn shot done yet, but still made myself bleed. What a talent I am lol)

I have about half of the cjizzy smut fic written (and my god im. i just love writing smut for these two so much. They're so much fucking fun, bc they both always find rest and safety and stability with each other in these moments, in between the cutest lil silly things and jokes and. These two!!!! also. also. trans izzy for this one bc I can)

It's gonna be three AM soon. I should sleep once shot and fic are done.

HOwever. However. I just remembered the idea I had for a smut fic involving modern au Ed and Izzy, the application of T gel (Ed applying it for Izzy), and then the dorks purposefully taking the drying/waiting period post gel application to start teasing each other until they can fuck (technically it isn't a super long period, but I remember when I was using it it was like. pls do try and not get it on other stuff/ppl/let it dry if possible before covering that area w/clothes, and try not to sweat a whole lot right away if you can help it. So like, in this fic, they've specifically carved out this time to do the application like this so that they can do this little routine: apply, tease, maybe cockwarm a little, then finally fuck once gel is dry and they've given it some time to sit/Izzy should be able to sweat safely lol)

So what if I just keep staying up and write that also. I'm tired, but every time I try to stop, my brain throws Additional Thoughts About Everything at me and uhhhh. That will prevent me from sleeping so like. What if I just do this and sleep later.