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#tagged it even tho this is a relatively happy post bc its still Live Therapy TM i guess
depresseddepot · 3 years
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u know. i don't think i can be happy if i've altered my diet so much to the point where i can't make and eat baked goods.
#idk where along the way i developed this habit of thinking but like. im not a health nut. protein powder doesn't make me excited.#i keep having this reoccurring thought thats like 'oh one day when i fix my diet--' but like. no.#i WONT fix my diet. i eat veggies and i eat fruits but i like milk and bread and butter and cheese.#i might not like cooking that much and i might use canned vegetables but i love baking!!#you cant lose weight and keep it off if you have a strict diet and then stop dieting completely once you reach your goal weight#im sick of this shit. im sick of pretending like i don't expect to lose weight from working out#i don't diet and i don't want to. ill workout to stay healthy but i like making desserts!! and i like eating them!!#i dont have the metabolism the way other people do. like i cant just workout and eat well AND eat a dessert every now and then#but every day i get more fatalistic about the collapse of capitalism and worsening climate change so what the fuck do i have to lose#re: jesus all i fucking do is complain#tagged it even tho this is a relatively happy post bc its still Live Therapy TM i guess#u know one day ill be brave enough to get a personal trainer and once i do its OVER for you idiots#'diet' this 'bread/milk/cereal/juice makes you fat' that. yall are so boring.#have you never tasted a blueberry pie from the farmers market? homemade cinnamon rolls that take hours but are always worth it?#'i dont like sweets' oh what do you like then. soy sauce. vinegar. you eat onions on toast is that what makes you happy.#okay now im being mean lol but anyways fuck diet fads ill stay fat AND keep my blood pressure low thank you
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