I loved you too.
Pairings: Natasha x R
Warnings: angst, breakup
Words:600
This is very different from what I normally write but it's very angsty so I thought I'd share. This is just a text conversation inspired by the "peeled orange" story on TikTok.
2020
Me:
Hi.
Natasha:
Hi.
Me:
How are you, Natasha?
Natasha:
I'm good. Surprised. I wasn't expecting to hear from you again.
Me:
Sorry.
Natasha:
Don't be.
How are you? Are you okay?
Me:
Trying to be.
Natasha:
I'm sorry.
Me:
Why?
Natasha:
You're trying to be, but you aren't. I'm sorry.
Me:
That's okay.
Natasha:
Was there a particular reason you reached out?
Me:
Yeah actually.
I just wanted to tell you that I got the job.
I'm moving to Berlin next month.
Natasha:
That's incredible Y/n! I'm proud of you
Me:
Thank you. I don't think I would have been able to do it without you.
Natasha:
I doubt that's true. You have talent.
Me:
thanks.
Natasha:
your welcome.
Me:
I still wouldn't have been able to do it without you.
Do you remember when I first got the call for the job?
Natasha:
Yeah I do. We were in the living room watching Elf.
Me:
And I nearly didn't answer the phone because I didn't recognize the number.
You were the one to tell me to answer it anyways.
Natasha:
That's true.
You cried so hard afterwards.
Me:
I did.
Natasha:
I don't think I ever ended up seeing the ending of that movie.
Me:
Sorry.
Natasha:
That's okay. I'll watch it again.
Me:
Natasha?
Natasha:
Yeah?
Me:
How's Yelena?
Natasha:
She's okay. She misses you around here.
Me:
I miss her too.
Natasha:
I think we all miss you.
Me:
Yeah.. I miss everyone too.
Natasha:
Yeah.
Me:
I miss being cared for.
Natasha:
You are cared for.
Me:
By who?
Natasha:
By your family, by the team, by friends.
Me:
But no by you.
Natasha:
That's not true.
I care for you very much. I love you Y/n, im just not in love with you anymore.
Me:
Oh..
I still care for you too.
Natasha:
I know.
Me:
Do you think I'll be loved again?
Natasha:
Of course you will be Y/n. You're young you have so much time to be loved. I promise.
Me:
When you left everything changed so much.
Natasha:
How so?
Me:
A lot happened with the family.
Inge died.
Im sorry i didn't tell you sooner.
I've been struggling with that a lot.
Natasha:
Im so sorry Y/n
Me:
Me too.
Natasha:
I wish I had been there for you. Im so sorry I wasn't.
Me:
It's okay
I've also learned that I have very little control so the things i don't have control over I can't worry about it. I can only worry about the things a do have control of.
Natasha:
That's very true
Me:
For such a long time I thought it wasn't real.
Natasha:
What wasn't real?
Me:
Us. Love. I don't know.
Natasha:
It was real Y/n. And love still is. I know because you are full of it.
I also think kindness is real because you are kind. Good people exist, and one day one of those good people will love you for all of your worth, remember that Y/n.
Me:
You're still always understanding
Natasha:
I try to be.
Me:
Thank you for responding Natasha.
Natasha:
You're welcome.
But Y/n you can't text me again. It'll only hurt.
Me:
Okay...
I love you Natasha.
Natasha:
I loved you too
———
2021
Me:
I miss you
———
2021
Me:
I saw you on the news today, you look different, good. But different.
———
2022
Me:
I know you said to stop messaging you. I’m trying.
———
2022
*missed call*
*missed call*
Me:
I really loved you.
I Hope you find happiness.
I know you’ll do great things.
But It’s time for me to let you go Natasha.
I can’t keep doing this to myself
I have to let you go.
———
2023
Natasha:
I miss you so much.
I wish I still had you.
I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you when you needed me the most.
I love you.
I’m so sorry if you ever doubted that.
———
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[id from alt text: four images of sketches of Scarlett McCain and Albert Browne (The Outlaws Scarlett and Browne).
two main characters are walking next to each other. Albert is ahead of Scarlett, he's babbling something, his walk is relaxed. Scarlett looks annoyed and her walk is stern.
two sketches of Scarlett: a headshot with her looking pissed, and a very simple full body sketch, text next to it reads "idk".
a plain skech of Albert's headshot.
Scarlett and Albert are sitting with their backs turned to the viewer, they wear much lighter clothes and Scarlett's hair is down. only Albert's face is visible and he's looking at Scarlrtt with a gentle smile./end id]
tosab sketches from aggie io session with @edmeom (check the post over here)
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Aurora Cycle characters as the captions of my saved snaps
Tyler *to Scarlett*: Sad beige room for sad beige underage drinker
Scarlett: Girl help I'm delusional with fever
Auri: Tried to use one of those character AIs to talk to Legolas from LOTR and he immediately threatened to kill me if I didn't leave. Can't say I'm surprised tbh.
Kal: When your friends are too cowardly to be left alone in the dark but are still doing underage drinking
Zila (like two months after the end of AE): Lately I've been consuming salsa at such a rate that I think I've actually altered the local grocery stores consumer data.
Fin: *Series of funny facial expressions*
Cat: Seven people in a car only one of us is wearing a seatbelt what could go wrong
Saedii: Just told my brother it was 4:30 am and he believed me lol
Nari: I'm really on a roll tonight (I forgot to take my meds this morning)
Anyways ooooOoOOoo I'm doing necromancy on a mostly dead fandom
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if i had a nickel for every time scarlet johansson was involved in a lawsuit with a large corporation because they exploited her likeness and labor, and even though she doesn't need the money because she's also crazy rich, it was still an important case and potentially precedent setting for worker's rights in the entertainment industry, i'd have two nickels, which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice, right?
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hey Dynamic! Just wanted to know, how do make the links work in your pinned post? :P
Hello! :D
Okay, so. I input tag links, that take you to that specific tag only on my blog.
I will use the tag "Scarlett Post" as an example below.
First I open up a Tumblr Chrome tab, and type in the tag on the search bar for my blog.
Then I'll reload the page and make sure the link shows up, something like this.
I copy that to my clipboard.
I go and find my Masterpost, and click the edit button.
Once inside the post, I'll write "#Scarlett Post" and select the text I want to put a link on.
I click that link button.
When the box shows up, I paste the previously copied link into it.
Then I just save the post.
Bam. :>
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things my friends and i have heard/said as aurora cycle characters
Finian:
It’s not green it’s beige everything is beige the whole world is beige
Cat:
If I keep on dolphin kicking my tits will fall out
Auri:
My eyelashes are furry just feel then
Tyler:
Yeah I’m old you.. whippersnappers
Scar:
Kal:
Saedii:
Everything is a moose as far as I’m concerned.
Zila:
i literally have nothing for Zila she's smart and the only things my friends and i say or hear that we remember are all stupid.
Nari:
I will steal your Ryan Reynolds cards against humanity card
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