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My goals (to keep me motivated):
To feel small in my boyfriend’s arms.
To not feel insecure in front of skinny people.
To be able to wear the style that I like and look good in it.
To be able to fit into the clothes I love again.
To have a thigh gap again.
To be able to wrap my fingers around my thighs and arms.
To make people worried about my health. It seems awful but otherwise it just seems like nobody knows how I actually feel.
To stop people from commenting on my ‘healthy’ weight after I gained more than 15 pounds.
To make myself proud of at least something.
To be the skinniest one in the room.
To stop my legs rubbing together… It’s the worst feeling.
To make my boyfriend see me as more vulnerable…
To be cold again, even at a normal temperature.
To make my stomach growl out of hunger because it indicates that I’m progressing.
To enjoy food again and not devour it like I used to these past couple of months.
To eat in small plastic bowls because I don’t need huge plates for my small portions.
To feel better again… I cannot stand being at a ‘normal weight’.
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Body checks r a crucial part of my morning routine
But i rarely ever check before and afters
I’m flabbergasted honestly
And disgusted I used to be that big..
I refuse to go back to that.
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I miss my thigh gap so much. I think I was 45kg in here. I’m ashamed of letting myself go. I want to go lower. I want to reach my gw (40kg).
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