161 - A Christmas Wish
What do I want for Christmas?,
I asked myself
And the only thing
That came into
My mind
Was spending undisturbed time
With you,
Listening to music,
Warming coffee
And the softness
Of dancing voices
Hovering in the room.
Your hand in mine
And I am peaceful
Like never before.
Just one moment
Now
And forever.
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CXXV - Yearning Echoes
And my heart,
With your name written in it,
Longs to be near you,
Even when you are away.
I can't hold you,
I can't make you stay.
You are here
Or away.
I wonder how I
Will find
The right words
And the right time…
Or do I retreat
To the mountains
And stay quiet,
And let go,
Let go of
What the soul
Is crying for.
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CXXVI - Whispers of Love
Like a dream,
You come to me,
And hold me close,
So I can't walk away,
And I breathe,
For it is real,
What I feel.
"Tell me the truth," you say,
"I want to hear it from you."
And I am happy,
And I am sad,
And my tongue is hiding.
"Tell me,
Is it true,
That you love me,
And write about it on Tumblr?
Is it true?"
"Yes," I sing my heart,
To the world,
When I am too shy,
To tell you in person.
Like a dream,
You kiss me softly,
And I dream,
This is real,
Everything that I feel.
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CXLVIII - The Joy of Acceptance
My heart is singing with joy
About you.
Sometimes I think
You are not real,
Another fantasy
Floating inside of me.
I have logical proof
That you exist;
I know where you live
And other things.
I held you in my arms.
Your voice singing
The melody
Of a life that can be.
I am happy that you find
Your way
As I watch from behind
The curtain
The pictures
On your website.
I have lost
the feeling of suffering,
I accept what is
And what will be.
My heart is available.
It can be taken,
Whoever you are.
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CXXXIX - Love's Uncertainty
In a movie, I would have some idea
Of what I could do;
Something that your heart
Would move;
Something to make progress,
Something to enchant the hearts of ours,
Something to come closer,
Something… (add anything you like, you are right).
Nothing I can do right now,
Nothing at all.
My love is flying blind,
And you are nowhere
To be found: I know everything
And nothing at all.
My love is drowning
In a river.
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CLIII - The Priestess' Glow
Like a priestess, you shine,
Shimmer and glow
On the picture you show,
Saying thank you
For the people you met.
I wasn't there.
Could I be there,
One day?
Shoving away
The fences
I make
Around
Myself.
Entering a world of two.
You and me,
Peacefully happy,
Each day.
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CLVII -Fingertip Messages
At my fingertips
An easy direct message
On your phone
Suggesting nearness
When my letters
Touch your eyes.
Where is the line
To cross, to enter
Your heart
As you have mine?
My heart will always
Comfort you,
My life is yours.
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CXXXVIII - Only One Answer
I find no answers inside of me.
Only one: I love you.
What does it mean to you?
Is it important?
Does it change your life?
I want to lay my head
On your belly
And you hold me
And I cry, till
I have no more tears
And I am free;
I forget everything
That is blocking me,
And you hold me,
Till I find myself again,
The one that I lost somewhere
On the road.
And I am safe
And no more
A slave of what is behind me.
We listen to music
And we dance
Till the end of
The night
And every day
That will follow.
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CLV -Echoes of Absence
I was dressed for success
And I was ready to confess
Everything that is going on
In my heart to you;
Then I am there where
You could be too.
The door is open,
As I sit by the window
And time passes by.
A piano is fliring,
Hovering Chopin
In the air.
I dress up,
Go outside,
And see
A loved one
Of yours.
You should be here,
I am no more.
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CI - Footsteps of Silence
At least, a talk,
while you are working,
a few minutes,
feet on safety ground.
What else can be found?
Repeating the obvious,
what I already found?
My love belongs to you;
I am guilty of nothing else.
"Guilt" is a strong word
for being a transponder
without thoughts.
Having the feeling
I never say
the right words.
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CVIII - The Spectator's Soliloquy
I watch you
and then
I watch outside
to see people,
passing
as if they are
representatives of my life.
They walk and walk,
I sit,
and you talk and talk.
I am invisible,
I am reading,
and we talk
some other time,
You promise
as I leave.
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XCVI - In the Shadows of Longing
I am not a sinner,
I am not a saint.
I look through older texts
and am surprised
at when my longing started
and how it grew,
commencing a series
to capture her essence,
just a little bit
of her personality.
I am sure I know not enough,
just a glass of water
when she is an ocean
with the profound depths of the spirit most.
"My heart belongs to her" is easily written,
but not so easily fulfilled.
In life, my words make no difference
in our relationship…
Perhaps I should close this chapter
and start anew.
What is my love more worth than letters?
The time is now, and I see no future.
I am a trained expert for darkness
when everywhere is light.
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LXIV - Three Spirits
I can feel the joy
and energy
in your pictures.
Another day,
you live your life,
happy without me.
There is nothing
I can force to be.
Just enjoy
the moments
with thee.
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LXXXVIII - Corymb Rose
I miss the opportunity of being me,
the man behind the mask,
the person behind the actor,
who plays me
in society.
The loving heart
wide open,
sending and receiving
a place in security,
a place in being me.
Maybe I am the worst actor
ever seen; playing to be nice,
standing somewhere
where nobody is talking.
I wonder who my readers are,
how life
and everything works.
I have no answers now,
maybe on an other day.
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CLX - Fleeting Happiness
When I am on my way to the parking lot,
I see your car and to my surprise
You sit inside
And we wave to each other
As I pass
And cannot stay.
Two, three seconds the happiest moments
Of the day,
Your smile lights the candle in me.
I never ever get accustomed to your face,
What a wonder each time,
And your heart everywhere…
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LXXI - Last Turning
The summer is here
and you are not
my dear,
all I have
is my fear.
I have tears swelling
inside waiting
to fall as if this
would change anything
about my life
or situation.
The pressure is on
and love is gone.
The future is blind,
I try to be kind.
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