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161 - A Christmas Wish

What do I want for Christmas?, I asked myself And the only thing That came into My mind Was spending undisturbed time With you, Listening to music, Warming coffee And the softness Of dancing voices Hovering in the room.

Your hand in mine And I am peaceful Like never before. Just one moment Now And forever.

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CXXV - Yearning Echoes

And my heart,

With your name written in it,

Longs to be near you,

Even when you are away.

I can't hold you,

I can't make you stay.

You are here

Or away.

I wonder how I

Will find

The right words

And the right time…

Or do I retreat

To the mountains

And stay quiet,

And let go,

Let go of

What the soul

Is crying for.

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CXXVI - Whispers of Love

Like a dream,

You come to me,

And hold me close,

So I can't walk away,

And I breathe,

For it is real,

What I feel.

"Tell me the truth," you say,

"I want to hear it from you."

And I am happy,

And I am sad,

And my tongue is hiding.

"Tell me,

Is it true,

That you love me,

And write about it on Tumblr?

Is it true?"

"Yes," I sing my heart,

To the world,

When I am too shy,

To tell you in person.

Like a dream,

You kiss me softly,

And I dream,

This is real,

Everything that I feel.

www.craiyon.com

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CXLVIII - The Joy of Acceptance

My heart is singing with joy About you. Sometimes I think You are not real, Another fantasy Floating inside of me. I have logical proof That you exist; I know where you live And other things. I held you in my arms. Your voice singing The melody Of a life that can be. I am happy that you find Your way As I watch from behind The curtain The pictures On your website. I have lost the feeling of suffering, I accept what is And what will be. My heart is available. It can be taken, Whoever you are.

www.craiyon.com

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CXXXIX - Love's Uncertainty

In a movie, I would have some idea

Of what I could do;

Something that your heart

Would move;

Something to make progress,

Something to enchant the hearts of ours,

Something to come closer,

Something… (add anything you like, you are right).

Nothing I can do right now,

Nothing at all.

My love is flying blind,

And you are nowhere

To be found: I know everything

And nothing at all.

My love is drowning

In a river.

craiyon.com

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CLIII - The Priestess' Glow

Like a priestess, you shine, Shimmer and glow On the picture you show, Saying thank you For the people you met.

I wasn't there. Could I be there, One day? Shoving away The fences I make Around Myself.

Entering a world of two. You and me, Peacefully happy, Each day.

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CLVII -Fingertip Messages

At my fingertips An easy direct message On your phone Suggesting nearness When my letters Touch your eyes.

Where is the line To cross, to enter Your heart As you have mine?

My heart will always Comfort you, My life is yours.

craiyon.com

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CXXXVIII - Only One Answer

I find no answers inside of me. Only one: I love you. What does it mean to you? Is it important? Does it change your life? I want to lay my head On your belly And you hold me And I cry, till I have no more tears And I am free; I forget everything That is blocking me, And you hold me, Till I find myself again, The one that I lost somewhere On the road. And I am safe And no more A slave of what is behind me. We listen to music And we dance Till the end of The night And every day That will follow.

craiyon.com

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CLV -Echoes of Absence

I was dressed for success And I was ready to confess Everything that is going on In my heart to you; Then I am there where You could be too.

The door is open, As I sit by the window And time passes by. A piano is fliring, Hovering Chopin In the air.

I dress up, Go outside, And see A loved one Of yours.

You should be here, I am no more.

craiyon.com

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CI - Footsteps of Silence

At least, a talk,

while you are working,

a few minutes,

feet on safety ground.

What else can be found?

Repeating the obvious,

what I already found?

My love belongs to you;

I am guilty of nothing else.

"Guilt" is a strong word

for being a transponder

without thoughts.

Having the feeling

I never say

the right words.

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CVIII - The Spectator's Soliloquy

I watch you

and then

I watch outside

to see people,

passing

as if they are

representatives of my life.

They walk and walk,

I sit,

and you talk and talk.

I am invisible,

I am reading,

and we talk

some other time,

You promise

as I leave.

created by craiyon.com based on the poem.

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XCVI - In the Shadows of Longing

I am not a sinner, I am not a saint. I look through older texts and am surprised at when my longing started and how it grew, commencing a series to capture her essence, just a little bit of her personality.

I am sure I know not enough, just a glass of water when she is an ocean with the profound depths of the spirit most. "My heart belongs to her" is easily written, but not so easily fulfilled.

In life, my words make no difference in our relationship… Perhaps I should close this chapter and start anew.

What is my love more worth than letters? The time is now, and I see no future.

I am a trained expert for darkness when everywhere is light.

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LXIV - Three Spirits

I can feel the joy

and energy

in your pictures.

Another day,

you live your life,

happy without me.

There is nothing

I can force to be.

Just enjoy

the moments

with thee.

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LXXXVIII - Corymb Rose

I miss the opportunity of being me, the man behind the mask, the person behind the actor, who plays me in society. The loving heart wide open, sending and receiving a place in security, a place in being me. Maybe I am the worst actor ever seen; playing to be nice, standing somewhere where nobody is talking. I wonder who my readers are, how life and everything works. I have no answers now, maybe on an other day.

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CLX - Fleeting Happiness

When I am on my way to the parking lot, I see your car and to my surprise You sit inside And we wave to each other As I pass And cannot stay. Two, three seconds the happiest moments Of the day, Your smile lights the candle in me. I never ever get accustomed to your face, What a wonder each time, And your heart everywhere…

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LXXI - Last Turning

The summer is here and you are not my dear, all I have is my fear. I have tears swelling inside waiting to fall as if this would change anything about my life or situation. The pressure is on and love is gone. The future is blind, I try to be kind.

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