#that interview Devon said Kim is like not like Shannon cos she’s carefree and not weighed down by post partum and all the other stuff and

[mazzystar24]

Guys I’m low-key crying because Eddie isn’t just seeing Shannon, his dead wife in Kim

he’s seeing Shannon the girl he grew up with, who was his best friend, who was presumably once carefree and light before everything else happened

And maybe a part of him thinks that this version of Shannon (that he found again in Kim) and him could’ve made it, that their marriage wouldn’t have fallen apart and that she wouldn’t have left and wouldn’t have died with so many issues and resentment between them if they had stayed those light people they once were before life got in the way

(And he’s now gearing up for a rude awakening that not only would it not have worked out but also that Kim is not Shannon and no amount of looking for a mother for Chris will make any other woman Shannon and it’s not healthy for either of them)