#that made me. Uncomfortable. and Upset.
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Who sent in that last ask? That was pretty insensitive. Anyhow, don’t let that get you down, alright? People have to learn that art is something that takes time, and it can take YEARS for someone to finally make art that they’re happy with. I genuinely hope you have a great day/night!
no yeah that wasn't a great ask to receive! Thank You, i hope you have a kind timezone as well <3
#if i knew who it was i think i'd block them ngl#that made me. Uncomfortable. and Upset.#and i dont want someone who wants to copy my style looking at my art.#it reminds me of when i used to follow certain artists#and there were some people who copied their style to the point where it was nearly indistinguishable#and it always made me So sad#especially for the original artist...#to have something you've spent so much time on to make your own Stolen. like it's a trend.#terrifying. genuinely dreadful.#rambles from the bog#man ive been developing my style for like. a little over a decade now#get your own lmfao this one's taken
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like it’s not accidental that kacchan’s reunion is big and dramatic and glorious and romantic and ochako’s is off putting and uncomfortable
#bakudeku#bkdk#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#mha leaks#bnha leaks#like guys this is a story this is a story these are choices being made#what do these choices mean?! idk I feel crazy I think bkdk canon but???#like genuinely genuinely this is our reunion to the dk/och Dynamic and it’s??#upsetting??#like Izuku is sort of iced out by both her and todoroki but todoroki was a lot softer#like ochako didn’t even check on Izuku to see if he was laughing#she didn’t care to check to make sure he was laughing along with her#it also feels like their dynamic pre her crush introduction#Also???#if your crush gets a hair cut and it goes away it’s a crush not in love#hori#hori look at me hori are we being so real right now#kacchan’s reunion WITH THE SMILES AND THE JOY#AND THE OPEN LONGING#AND THEN WITH EVERYONE ELSE ITS JUST …. so DRASTICALLY UNDERSTATED#BOARDERLINE UNCOMFORTABLE#kacchan needs to be the love interest hori he IS TELL ME HE IS
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Fucked up that you can know someone for almost your whole life and consider them to be a friend and then just stop talking once you graduate high school
#this isn’t really something I’m upset about because this person was kind of shitty and looking back they did a bunch of stuff that made me#uncomfortable but like#how do I go from spending almost every day with you for fifteen years and considering you my best friend for a good bit of that#to not having had more than a conversation in multiple years#like it’s just so weird#they know too much about me and I know too much about them#we used to spend every summer together and yet I don’t even know what state they’re in right now#weird shit
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ok i got a little emotional bc i have gotten so much better at putting on nail polish and it's 😭
#i used to be so fucking bad at it when i started last year#and it made me feel a little bad it was so frustrating and lowkey upsetting#bc it's already not easy to go out wearing nail polish as a transmasc person who doesn't “”pass“” super well#it was super difficult at first to not feel self conscious and like. uncomfortable with being gnc#and on top of that i SUCKED at it so it was like i'm going thru this nerve wracking thing and it doesn't even look good ????#but slowly i got both more comfortable going out wearing nail polish AND better at applying it#i've finally bought this like nail polish corrector pen thing a few weeks ago and i just painted my nails and barely needed to use it!!!#even my right hand looks good!!! i didn't mess up in any visible way!!!!#it's just. yeah it's silly but i'm proud of myself for this bc wearing nail polish feels really good for me it's very gender euphoria#so to have gotten better at the whole thing and so feeling less uncomfortable doing it! yes!!!!#it still hurts that i get misgendered even more when i wear it and i still sometimes get self conscious but. i deal with it bc i like#genuinely love having my nails painted <3#ok sorry i'll shut up. gender feelings are . so overwhelming sometimes#nico rambles
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i know this has been said 473773474833 times by the kavetham/haikaveh shippers and probably even nonshippers, but i'll say it again. I finally finished the genshin summer event and did the little after quest in sumeru and.....every time kaveh is sneaking around trying not to be noticed coming out of alhaithams house it's just such a gay vibe. he's basically screaming "I can't be caught being gay in a homophobic society!" even if that's not what the game writers are *actually* saying. that's just how it comes off and they can't make it come off any other way. with hoyo's gay history, it makes me wonder if it's on purpose and all a cover-up to have a technically different reason for it so they can get away with it lmao but we will never know.
#lee text#genshins#i can acknowledge how gay they are without liking thr ship#flashback to several kavetham/haikaveh (whatevwr their ship name is) shippers on here attacking me over not liking the ship#trying to “educate” me on why theyre sk gay and why i should ship it#look i didnt say they arent gay af. and these shippers dismissed my feelings completely#i think it was after that one event with the competition thing that kaveh won? idk but just they way they interacted#the way alhaitham talked to kaveh and the way kaveh responded TRIGGERED A TRAUMA RESPONSE IN ME#which made me dislike the ship and their dynamic! i didnt CARE if he was well meaning. the way he talked to kaveh#triggered a fight or flight response in me because it sounded similar to how ive been talked to and kaveh getting upset was similar to#how ive reacted to the same words. you can also argue my family cares about me like alhaitham does kaveh and its how he helps#but it doesnt mean its the kind of help we need and it doenst traumatize us lmao#so i dont get why people were so angry at me for getting triggered by this ship and disliking it for that reason#while i can still admit that they are gay af and seem to get a long a bit better after that and i can tolerate them now#since its been a while and i dont remember it enough to have a trauma response when seeing them anymore lmao#but its just annoying that shippers can be so toxic 💀 they care more about their fictional men ship than me. a real person. weird#not tagging the ship so i dont get more angry shippers in my notes....but they found me last time with no tags so hi. dont yell at me again!#but maybe no one will care since im putting my “anti ship propaganda” in the tags this time and not the main post lmao#just dont read my tags so you dont get mad at me for being uncomfortable by this ship dynamic. but if youre reading this...its too late#leave me alone they arent real and i am so im more important right 😅#let me shame the shippers that dismissed my real feelings because they think their ship is more important than a real person lmao#you cant tell me im wrong when a trauma response isnt a choice and happens against your will 💀#BE ASHAMED YOU NERDS#I WILL BITE YOUR KNEECAPS#sorry i just had to vent lmao
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I don't want to go anywhere I want to stay home in bed
#this was the first suggested gif#no clue what it is but it fits#I have my kaufland udon I want to eat that and watch something in peace...#instead of spending the night uncomfortable on the couch of my childhood friend who is upset I made a face when she told me she's getting#botox tomorrow
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A female artist/celebrity: Hey, while I'm really happy for all the support you guys as my fans have shown me, can we please establish some boundaries? Some things are starting to make me uncomfortable. Again, I'm grateful but--
Said people the response was aimed towards: Oh so now she thinks she's too good for us? She's so ungrateful, letting all the fame get to her head. Doesn't she know that without us, she wouldn't be as famous? She should just suck it up!
#tell me im wrong bc you can't#this is how some are acting towards chappell roane right now and all she asked for was boundaries to be established#there's this common theme still where people will treat celebs as less than human just bc they're famous & that's so wrong#they share their talent with u as fans and can't even get any decency in response#it's also alarming how quick people are to victim blame these celebs especially female celebs/artist as if they asked to be harassed#there's always a threat of harm to women (especially if they are a woc or queer) already and getting upset with them for wanting to take#caution seems like a bad hill to die on#its also annoying when sadly something does happens and the response following is “how could this happen? we need more boundaries!” and will#then turn right back to their old ways 🙄#lowkey reminds of how there was a wave of hate towards actors (eg. penn badgerly) for saying they didn't feel comfortable doing sex scenes#(which they are within their right to set up boundaries) and yet some fans made it seem like they were in the wrong for wanting autonomy#even tho countless other celebs before that talked about how uncomfortable and evasive the treatment on sets were for them#so their concerns aren't without merit#is it really that hard to establish parasocial relationships with famous people?#chappell roan#megan thee stallion#beyonce#taylor swift
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I'm going to make a confession I never got the whole "we shouldn't argue in front of my family" "its rude to argue when other people are visiting" blanket rule*. Maybe I just grew up in a household where everyone yelled at eachother all the time but I feel its a little strange to suddenly act like conflict is illegal like we're medieval courtiers
*saying blanket rule because there are many situations where it makes sense to do this
#god forbid people disagree over something in front of you idk#also feels like its just a way to police people#why would you do something to piss someone off and then only be upset when they say something about it#or in the situation where its non malicious or a misunderstanding wouldn't you want to just resolve it on the spot? show that you're#invested in hearing them out?#trying to shut the other person up or act passive agressive makes you look like more of an asshole imo#I guess it only works if both sides are really comitted to taking the issue back up where it was left off as soon as the guest/family membe#leaves#but as someone who's been in the position of the guest I always feel deeply uncomfortable knowing people are mad and not knowing whats goin#on but also knowing that I'm representing some core aspect of their social values thats forcing them to act a certain way#but I personally dont care so I feel like a prop essentially#do whatever you want it just never made sense to me#txt
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No like, be lucky it didn't happen. I didn't wanna be annoying toward any of my moots for that--
I had to make sure I don't interrupt or annoy no one in the server or any group chat. That's why I'm not that active in the server- don't wanna annoy any of you, again. Sorry for being annoying
#i gotta stop apologizing but everything makes me feel bad and guilty if i accidentally made any of you uncomfortable#pls let me know if i have to take down any post related to the au. worried I'll make people upset with my boring content#if i offended or scare you with my lazy AU i deeply apologize for that. sorry
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some ccs are just straight up nuts there’s no other explanation
#saw a comment on r/dwt2 and it made me look into the moonzy/draggie situation#this freak accused him of having ‘grooming tendencies’ when he was YOUNGER than her#he showed all their DMs and it was just reciprocated flirting ??#he was initiated more but it seemed reciprocal to me?#she just got mad at him bc he replied to one of her tweets where she was flirting with Karl with ‘ouch’#<- replied in DMs I mean#I guess bc she thought the flirting was a joke ??#how is this an ‘experience’ you need to speak up about im loosing my mind#‘guy flirted with me I flirted back but I wasn’t really interested pls show ur sympathies and like and subscribe🥺’#and in her statement she was talking about an anon who came out about their experiences prior#saying they had been groomed but draggie had fully debunked that years ago#so idk why she was bringing that up ??#and ofc you have aim.sey and max and sniff in the replies with their heart emojis#straight up nuts I’m losing brain cells here#btw she’s the one who said something about how a lot of ccs didn’t support her#including big ones from that ‘stupid mine.craft server’ (meaning dsmp obv)#just nuts straight up nuts#negativity#like I have to be missing something (and if I am pls tell me but I don’t think I am???)#because saying this cringe flirting with someone YOUNGER THAN YOUUU is ‘groomer tendencies’ is fucking nuts#it’s just what is with these people like what’s wrong with them#why does mildly uncomfortable experience = horrible predator we need to inform the public about bc they’re a danger to society#sorry I’m done I’m just actually upset lol
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It's so interesting knowing how common it is to jokingly flirt or to platonically kiss or say "I love you" to someone when I can't relate at all. I am in full support of it!! Be friends with benefits!! Be in queerplatonic relationships!! Express affection in the ways that feel natural to you!!! Hit on someone as silly banter that doesn't mean anything!!! I'm 100% serious about that, it's wonderful and beautiful and valid.
But If anyone hits on me who isn't Seán I'll literally die
#i made a textpost#sorry I'll just immediately become uncomfortable and also i will probably start crying /neg#I've talked about it before but I'm posessive and also the INVERSE of that??#i very much think of myself as his and when people violate that it makes me upset. it feels like the sky is falling and i don't like it#it's why I'll reblog posts like “I don't want a kiss but I'll reblog this anyway!” when op mentions one in a /p way#I'm just. my autism doesn't like it and neither does my kitty cat omega brain#it makes me feel like something is very wrong and i have to break things and ESCAPE#makes me feel like a prey animal fleeing from a predator
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That was an eventful two days
#I had a better time at the Waterparks concert#Noah was great#buuuut#I was on the barricade#I had my cousin hold onto my spot while I grabbed some merch and he didn’t hold onto the barricade so when I got back there were like three#rows of people in front of me#tall people too#and I got a ticket for my friend who wound not being able to go#and my brother who took us didn’t wanna go so I completely wasted $25 on a ticket#and it just Sucks that I spent so much money on ticket and got there super early just to be shoved way back when I LITERALLY had the front#there was this rude entitled lady who made everyone move for her son#he only knew tx2 but stayed up front the whole time#(she also took a spot right on the barricade too)#I was just really upset about how it didn’t go according to my plan and I kind of had a panic attack. like. a really fucking long one#and I had my vip bag + merch with me and everyone was stepping on it (no one was even playing?) and they fucked up my poster#but yeah I pretty much had a 2 hour long panic attack my ribs hurt now from hyperventilating (leaving the pit wouldn’t have helped)#the vip part was still good#I met Noah again he remembered me he did great it was just the people around me#oh I also like fucked up my knee#but that’s cause two concerts in a row hurt I think someone kinda accidentally kicked in a mosh pit and the first venue the ground had a#slight tilt to it. so it was kinda uncomfortable after a few hours#Waterparks#noahfinnce#concert#tx2#music
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im sorry to hear people are stomping all over your boundaries, big props to you for sticking up for yourself and putting your foot down. I hope you're doing ok (/gen)
on another, hopefully happier note, i noticed your info post mentions that you self ship! I'd love to hear about your favourite self ships if you're comfortable talking about them some time?
i actually never did or had interest in this but then haitham waltzed in so hes the first and only one (this whole thing flusters me so its smth i indulge in for myself in private by reading or daydreaming or sometimes i babble and ramble about him very in depth)
(most hkvthm things i draw is just me going 'wish that was me' and drawing it LMFAO)
ohh also same w kaveh but in a slightly different way than haitham (theyre both the only ones) i want them to hold hands. i want them to hold my hands. there
#i dont feel attraction to ppl irl mostly bc im just not comfortable around ppl#and the ones i am are my friends and theres obv no romantic attraction#so when i saw haitham and learned more and mroe of him and how he and i share so many traits and ideas and things it was#instant comfort and the feeling of being understood#that its like#if he was real i would seek out his warmth and presence instead of getting away frm it like with my ex partners when it was too much for me#knowing that he would understand me therefore knowing how to handle me without making me uncomfortable or upset#uhh so basically. he made me realize all i want is just someone who perfetly understands me and knows how to treat me#when to come close and when to give me space#perfectly knowing me and reading me#i cant speak and in the rare moments i am able to im often struggling to form my thoughts into sentences that make sense#so he would still understand and put together that garbled mess and know exactly what i mean#not misunderstanding and acusing me of things or tones i never said or used#ppl and things messed me up quite a bit in the past that im having trouble w lots of things unless im alone#only when im alone i feel truly comfortable and safe bc nothing can hurt or upset me but even then you kinda realize in some moments that#you actually want someone with you but it has to be smn you trust and who knows you inside out and all that#i dont have anyone like that and idk if i ever will but rn this character is jsut rotating in my head giving me these things i crave and#thats enough#sorry that was a lot of gay rambling there but yea idk if it sounds stupid or nah but my#mental health issues got way better and balanced ever since haitham so he really#grounds me and gives me strength and comfort to deal with things i would have be unable to do in the past year#bc even if i dont have smn who truly knows and understands me#inside me there is someone#reply#tags tbd#in case i get embarrassed LMFAO
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#today was such a long fucking day and i was made so fucking uncomfortable i literally threatened to walk out of a fucking funeral#i got told im dressed inappropriately just because im perceived as a girl and i was wearing pants#PANTS.#theres no such thing as a funeral dress code that prevents me from wearing pants. people just didnt like it#i got told by two extended family members that i was inappropriate. and later also by my mom#who didnt say anything when they picked me up. it was fine by her at that time but later when others said it wasnt fine? yeah#im so fucking tired man#i know the extended half family doesnt like me ive always been a black sheep but this just. yeah#at a funeral no less#i dont want to see these people ever again im so fucking tired. i dont want to see anyone ever again tbh#just let me sleep forever and rot away please im tired#sorry my headache makes me angry and upset just. its all just so much#im just glad this whole hassle is over and i dont have to think about this anymore. but between all the stress and anxiety and grief#and everything else? yeah this. this aint it fam#im so mentally fucking shot i just want to sleep but my body is still kinda in a fight or flight mode with this and the grief its so hard#and my head hurts. so yeah. i dont fucking know#i just need someone to hold me before i combust#again sorry#night is an absolute mess on main
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tumblr centrist liberals stop acting like voting is the most influential and important political activity you can participate in challenge
#me donating to mutual aid posts on tumblr and donating esims to people in gaza has done worlds more influence than any vote i ever did#people who risk their lives in protests do more than voting#i firmly believe that#this isnt a Voting is Pointless post this is Voting is the Barest Minimum#voting is easy. when there’s no outside barriers its so fucking easy.#you fill in a card and call it a day. its easy to feel like you made a difference when all you did is fill in some dots.#yall barely even follow up on who you vote for or even Care if the people you vote for fail you#its the perfect thing for weak liberals to attach to#treat it like the be all end all with activism and you have the easiest get out of real political action card#no need to get your hands dirty if you did all you needed to#as someone who DOES vote. voting is the easiest political thing i engage with. everything else is a risk. or at least a sacrifice.#voting is barely anything to me. i dont feel like i do Anything with it. but donating. making political art. THATS something. thats REAL.#i would go to big protests if i lived somewhere with them#like i understand. wanting voting to be enough. im a heavily depressed bitch who feels like they cant engage with anything big or important#i know tumblr is full of those types. yall dont want to do anything. yall dont want to be uncomfortable or upset or anything negative.#personal comfort above all else. thats what tumblr is. thats what centrist liberals are. there’s no real desire to break out-#of the comfort zone or status quo respectively. yall are scared to get Involved. and i am too. but with how current events are going…#i can see that i don’t want to be that anymore. i know i need to be more than that. its hard and risky but i Need to.#and so do yall. yall NEED to engage with activism outside of voting. or you’re doing nothing.#txt
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i wanna cut my hair so so so so so soooooooo bad uuuuughhhhhh
#im literally fucking dying#like i just wanna like the way i look im just so scared bc my parents will give me sm shit for this but that's not fair even bc i deal w#their bullshit no matter what i do like im literally getting beat up & hit & ridiculed Anyway so shouldn't i at least get to do smth i want#god im just so upset and uncomfortable cause i was talking abt this to my closest friend and she said she doesn't think i should#cut it and just kept telling me that the way it is rn is good but it just isn't what i want and ik she's coming from a good place but it#just made me so uncomfortable and upset bc i just want someone to tell me what i want to hear even it's not the best#advice idk and ik if i cut it ill deal w shitty horrible aftermath but im already getting on my parents nerves no matter what i fucking do#im so sick of everything and ill be starting uni soon and i don't wanna go bc there's just so many ppl i don't wanna see but at the vv least#since i have to go i just wanna look good and comfortable in my own skin#and im really scared i wont ever have that like i don't even think ik anything about me let alone what i want to look like but i miss short#hair it made me comfortable like the only reason i felt a bit uncomfortable was bc i was getting a lot of shitty stares and glares from men#and such god whatever everyone is so awful and i am so unbelievably tired
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