#that's a 'when the family Christmas thing happens and I mention offhandedly about eating kosher and finding kosher recipes' problem
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I'm lowkey trauma dumping to the internet again in the tags bc it got to me.
#I learned about the holocaust at my family's kitchen table by being told that I looked the most jewish and that my little sibling was#and I quote 'Hitlers dream baby' bc blonde hair and blue eyes and a pale little shit#while I was tan with brown hair and brown eyes and I was being bullied for my nose and not looking white enough#I had my Christian family tell me a young queer ND kid tell me how every aspect of myself would get me killed#before I was even aware that I was queer#and then they told me at the dinner table that they would sell me out to nazi's to save themselves because I was disabled and queer#they had told me as a child that they would sell me out on a lie for rations#and as I got older and came out they told me they would sell me out for that#and I haven't told those family members I'm converting to Judaism yet.#that's a 'when the family Christmas thing happens and I mention offhandedly about eating kosher and finding kosher recipes' problem#and my ex bf is coming so if it goes bad we just leave. and tbh; I don't even want to go because of it.#but like these people straight out told me they'd be fine if I died horrifically and laughed at my fear#they watched me cry for fun and they're straight up monsters#and they would have known that information.#so I just... I won't be going to family events anymore tbh#I will watch the reaction and then just go from there
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