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#the just hold me does kill me
taxinealkaloids · 1 year
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horrible children who are. so so mean to each other
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koszmarnybudyn · 17 days
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So this song fits them so very well right?
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bruciemilf · 11 months
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I think I'm gonna die soon if I don't talk abt Martha and her brothers
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luck-of-the-drawings · 6 months
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IMAGINE. working at ur stupid uhhh job or whatever. pulling into your drive way and ready to work on some crazy project in your garage. opening the door to the most unfamiliar silence. did your wife and kid leave for something? could you imagine knocking on your kids door, hardly getting an answer, and opening it to find the splattered remains of your wife across his room your child is scared! hes hardly consolable, in a state of shock and terror. you are too, but youre the adult here. you need to take charge. you need to protect him. you need to do something. you need to do something.
#cw gore#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi pd spoilers#ashe winters#LOOOORRRD HELP ME THIS IS A YEAR OLD AND I HAAAATE LOOKIN AT IIITTTT ALL I CAN SEE ARE MY MISTAAAKESSS RRAAGHHHGGG ITS FINE THOUGH#ITS FIIIINE ITS ALL FIIIIIIINE!! IM HARSHER ON MY ART THAN ANYONE ELSE ITS FIIIIIINE IIITTSFFIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINEEEE#ANWYAY SO I THINK ALOT ABOUT THE FACT HE KILLED HIS MOM. FUUUUCKED UP. POOR GUY.. i wish i could learn more about what that day was like#the lil scenario wrote is my own silly little headcanon. but what really happened on that day? was mark there? or did he come home to it?#how violent was it really? was ashe awake the whole time? does he remember exactly how he killed her? does he remember?#who was mrs winters? what was she like? i like to think she was the one that gave ashe the book. taught him what she could before. yknow.#did ashe or mark try to destroy it afterwards? i could imagine mark throwing it into a fire. only for it to reappear with ashe#maybe ashe couldnt destroy it but i could imagine him hiding it. hiding away from it. and yet when we find him he holds it so close#its the only thing he can do! no super powers or anything. this was it. why would he ever throw away the only thing hes good at?#AND GOOD GOD MARK... TURNING TO MERCENARY WORK OVER IT ALL... SELLING HIS SOUL TO A LAbortory that changed him in immense ways#when did it get bad enough for him to start covering his face? what was ashe thinking? he knew his dad was up to something but what?#maRK HAS SUUUCH A CRAZY KILL COUNT TOO. I THINK THE HIGHEST IN THE SERIES IF WE'RE NOT LOOKIN AT THE GODS OR WATEV#MASS MURDER. MAN HAS COMMITTED MASS MURDER AND BROKE OUT OF SUPER VILLAIN PRISON WITH A PEN. MAN BUILDS IRON MAN SUITS IN HIS BASEMENT#OKay okay enough of my ramblin okayokay i just REALLY LOVE THIS SSHHOOOOWWW DUUUDEE EEUUGHTHTHHRHGHGH I LOVE THE WINTERS FAMILY...
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harvestmoth · 4 months
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more rejuv things but its. its just this guy again, im sorry shes all i can draw
#everyday im like i wanna draw :] and then i just end up with this thing on the page#i refuse to draw hands holding. because i cannot and im too lazy to figure it out#oh yea a couple of these i havent posted before because theyre lame to me but ill put them here for now#anyways!!#i was gonna say something about a couple of these but i forgot#oh well#pokemon rejuvenation#does she. lose her ribbon in blacksteeple. i forgot#she still has it to me..#to me her c15 hair tie is a torn part of the ribbon#anyways again. yesterday i finally figured out what the rejuvrp is. very cool stuff im so incredibly intrigued by it#i have no idea whats going on! but it looks so cool ill try to read it more later.#oh right again about the rejuvrp thing. the character designs ive seen are so so so cool i want to draw them so bad#i think i have to ask about that first though and there is! no way i am going to do that!!! i do not want to bother them#and i think my heart would explode from the fear of it all before i even typed the message.#that and im very lazy! theres a very good chance i wouldnt even draw it in the first place#anyways unrelated but i think if i get another comment from someone on something i Will Actually Explode.#i see someone said something and it kills me on the daily. what is happening... thank you.. i appreciate it very much...#sorry to whoever read all of that. um. hi youre really cool and i hope you have a good day/night#i think being on twitter has done something to me i have to leave it immediately. anyways back to twitter#wait actually i should go back to playing rejuv. im still in the grove from when i first posted the gym leader melia au. im afraid to leave#also play pokemon rejuvenation no i will not stop saying that everytime i post one of these
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the fact that the hospital therapist has canonically been trying to get him to come see her for years. truly, the man, the myth, the character.
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caffeinatedopossum · 2 months
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I feel like I'm going to throw up, there's something so wrong with me and with the world. It's not okay, how can anyone be okay
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wormsdyke · 4 months
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car seat headrest concert footage is fun to watch because there will be several minutes of just wordless wailing and guitar distortion and the audience will be a pretty even split of people losing their absolute shit to it and people who are clearly you know. they’ve heard music before and they’re not entirely sure that’s what’s happening right now
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yeahbumbleby · 1 year
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nothing broke me more in yesterday's episode than realizing that the only reason why ruby doesn't describe weiss to little when looking for blake and yang simply is because she thinks weiss made it to vacuo. girlie already racking up seven different kinds of breakdowns and she doesn't even know her best friend's presence on the island is going to introduce a brand new one... please pray for ruby rose because she's about to eat dust this volume
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meyerlansky · 5 months
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I have successfully boiled my problem with most of the izzy reads that i hate down to a sentence:
he's not sexually repressed, he's emotionally repressed.
#they are different and ihave paragraphs and paragraphs of thoughts on it#but dressing like a leather daddy and holding your hand over an open flame and literally everything else he does#is not the behavior of a man who doesn't know or realize what gets him going#he's not closeted. he's not homophobic. he thinks having Any Positive Emotion not related to violence makes you vulnerable#[and he's right for his experience and circumstance but i won't touch that now]#his conflict is emotional; ed's ability to captain isn't compromised by his being attracted to a man. it's compromised by Having Feelings.#their ability to survive a world that wants them dead isn't compromised by either of them being queer; it's compromised by being SOFT#by having WEAK SPOTS#pets are a weak spot. lovers are a weak spot. get rid of them to stay safe. not out of spite.#not out of a disdain for those relationships themselves. out of disdain for what Feelings Do To You#idk man maybe i am simply emphatic about this nuance because i get—more than I would like—the impulse to be SAFE#even at the cost of your self and some chances at being happier#he doesn't even care that lucius is gay in the deck scene and i'd go so far as to say he doesn't really care that lucius is slutty#insofar as. like. he doesn't know him and pete are open. from a monogamy-normative perspective it's a betrayal.#your partner being unfaithful when you expect them To Be is ALSO A THING THAT CAN GET YOU KILLED#like idk i just. i think people don't get how much of him is about safety?#and i know the show's created this atmosphere of 'homophobia isn't a real threat'#but they haven't removed the violence and danger crews other than stede face for Other Reasons#so. he's very security-driven. and that's why he speaks to me.#and it's annoying that people just make 'lol izzy's closeted' 'peak homophobic gay' jokes instead of. engaging. with the shit izzy AND ED#went through to make them emotionally closed off the way they are#THE SENTENCE IS A SENTENCE BUT THE EXPLANATION SURE ISNT
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3416 · 5 months
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thinkin abt this. and thinking about mitch realizing that he'd never get the full suburban nuclear family hockey best friend life with auston.... thinking about the little adjustments of expectations they've made about each other and their futures together....... thinking about where they are now and might be later on.
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well-dressed-sewer-rat · 11 months
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(tw blood)
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just a silly little guy <3
(explanation in the tags + more stuff under the cut because i’m indecisive as hell)
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kerorowhump · 2 months
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ive talked in the past about keroro's desire to keep things as they are, static, because it's the only way he can have both keron and earth, but while rewatching ep140b I realized it shows the opposite side of this struggle
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that no matter his efforts, it's a futile attempt and nothing is improving because everything is staying exactly the same. he spent a week racking his brain for a solution but the episode ends by showing us that he doesn't find one. could it be because the whole time he was fighting alone?
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(his voice breaks in the first screenshot...) this to me feels like the same motivation he would have for invading. wanting to leave a mark, making something of yourself, mattering.
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chibikero is in shadow, like the gunpla's shadow. he's not real anymore but he represents all the expectations and lost potential on his shoulders. while the small gunpla is in light like keroro. that's the reality of it. but that's also how he feels. small. he hasn't achieved any of his goals. he hasn't lived up to anything he said he would, everything he based his identity on. he's a "pitiful invader". his desire to matter perfectly encapsulates his abandonment issues too.
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this collection will outlive him. it will speak of his greatness when he's gone. it's as much his identity as the invasion. it's also his tomb in the exact same way.
he's so happy for a moment organizing his whole collection on the shelves that he thought were gonna solve everything, enjoying the moment as it was, but in the end nothing changed.
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is it because he's expendable? easily replaceable, like by a clone? is it because he doesn't see his own worth, so he has to get some (the keron star, his collection, the invasion)? because if he's not useful, he'll be thrown out? or because he doesn't want to be forgotten and left behind?
and yet
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he remains insignificant and his fight is fruitless.
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asgardian--angels · 5 months
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...prayer circle for izzy hands
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90stvqueen · 1 year
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my cat just went on a feral play aggression kick and scratched the shit out of me. i put him in time out for ten minutes and now he's lying on my legs grooming himself. the duality of man
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fearnigh · 25 days
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masquerade: the hunt | vampire bride ─── jian regularly holds elaborate parties & masquerade's at his estate. the invitation list composed of mostly those of the supernatural sort and a select amount of humans. within the supernatural society jian's balls are known to be incredibly lavish with entertainment that goes beyond anyone's imagination. to be invited is to be special. one of the returning games being played is something called 'the hunt'. the invited humans [ and at times even supernatural creatures that have in some way either found the ire of house merichelle upon them or were simply at the wrong place at the wrong time ] are set loose within the vast forest behind jian's estate. to run and fight for their lives as the guests begin their monstrous hunt. whomever you catch is yours to do with as you will. eat them, simply tear them apart, whatever one would like. and if you managed to earn jian's favor: one is allowed to turn their captive. however this is incredibly rare as the king vampire doesn't want unnecessary turnings, especially upon his own grounds ▬▬ finding that not many are worthy of becoming one of his kind. if the prey survive the hunt they get a reward: to become eternal guests. confined to the dungeon underneath his estate for the nightmare king to do with as he pleases. another staple of his parties is that he takes on a bride [ gn ] and this individual gets a chance to be treated as royalty by not only the guests [ as the guests are expected to bring gifts for his bride ] but by the king himself. a chance to experience vampire royalty and everything their king has to offer. his undying attention, his affection and his presence. it's known that many vie for this position, whether from the lesser houses or those belonging to the three grand houses. wanting to offer up their kin: it's an honor after all, for after the end of the ball, when all guests have gone the bride enjoys a private waltz with the king under the moonlight. and at the end they may join him in his bed where he feasts upon their blood & flesh. a tribute for their master.
note: it's been a very long time since jian has had a 'bride' that survived the night & stayed by his side after. it's why every candidate hopes that they will become the exception to the rule. that they will manage to become consort to not only the king of vampires, but he who rules the society behind the veil.
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#✦ ・ a haunting ⁝ study.#me and my vampire bride agenda: make this happen !!🙏#society beyond the veil= supernatural society#house merichelle= jian's house / reigning house of vampire society ( since the beginning ) | current high lords of those beyond the veil#important: 'bride' is very much gender neutral !!! it's just a title that's used to denote whomever has caught the attention#of the vampire king regardless of gender (its /now/ mostly used to refer to the ones that are his companion during 'the hunting masquerade'#but yeah .... i get it. i really do#a chance to have jian drink your blood [ an honor really ] and THEN have him eat you ?? while most def making it an#intimate affair ?? he's like a black widow fr. eating his bride's after the act saifAGDGJKS#tbh .... he always ends up eating anyone he takes to bed 🤷 like outside of the whole 'masquerade' jian generally just drains his partners#like its a thing. his bed .. no... his whole room a lit slaughter house when he's done fr 🧎#but yeah concerning the hunts etc. jian is NOT good. like pls lets get that very very clear. he /won't/ change for anyone.#he is capable of acts of kindness but that is solely due to his whims of the day#he is the /embodiment/ of all things terror. in the end good or bad means nothing to him#it holds no weight and he merely does whatever he wants. he is a monster that will always be one#whether he's kissing the back of your hand or calling you 'my love'#he is what he is and that wont change#h onestly IF he has a partner [ and this is in the context of rp ] he wont ofc /kill/ them UNLESS YOU WANT THAT BC THEN#YES pls 🙏 but he WILL always & always bring them /very/ close to that point#bc then it's a /genuine/ partner and he simply has to show how devoted he is to them and how else can he show that#but by bringing you to the brink of death and then not /finishing/ it?? wanting to do it again and again and again#bc he simply cannot get enough. your blood. your flesh. your soul. and how great it is that he wont let you die bc it means#he can do this over & over again. always bringing their partner close to death to start again another time 😩
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