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breezypunk · 5 months
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I already know I want the boys to have been frozen for over 200 years. In separate vaults, so they could never see each other again. Arasaka making sure Goro never makes it out of the Vault, and instead commands him to become the overseers bodyguard/right hand man (an idea from @gonksinlove thanks for that)! <3 otherwise he'd be experimented on and left for dead, turned into a ghoul by being injected with radiation.
A few years go by and Goro decides he's going to finally plan an escape, to try and find Vaughn, get back to his lost love, but he was caught. Knowing what he had planned to do, the overseer decided he needed a fate worse than death, and threw him in the cyro-pod so he'd never have a chance to see or find Vaughn again.
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The opposite side holds Vaughn in a vault with the Aldecaldos, but only some, since the clan got separated when Arasaka infilitrated their camp looking for Goro, naturally everyone freaked out and some scattered, Panam being thrown into a mosh-pit and taken away from Vaughn as well.
Vaughn couldn't live with knowing Goro was out there, possibly dead, possibly hurt, and knowing he may never see him again, and after he found out his Vault also held cryo-pods, willingly put himself in it, hoping one day he'd wake up and see Goro again, even if it was thousands of years into the future.
(This feels like going into Mikoshi and waiting until you get a new body while your love is in real-space waiting for you in Japan sdjksjks)
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277 years later, Goro's pod malfunctions, and out steps a man now in a world completely unrecognizable. Everyone in the vault is dead, bugs are ten times their size, the air feels more.. dangerous than usual. But the one thing he knew for certain, he was going to find the love of his life, no matter how dangerous it was out there.
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a concept. to consider. what if. what if there was a Remember Them reprise after the Thunder Saga. "We are not to let them die in vain" except he's the only one left so it's "I am not to let them die in vain." and there's no backing chorus of his men. because. they're all dead.
and the line takes on a whole new meaning now that he's the one who chose to let them die.
(not in vain. it can't have been in vain, it can't have been for nothing. i have to see her. i have to see her, because if i don't make it home, those men died for nothing. the ends always justify the means. i can justify anything as long as it ends with Penelope and Telemachus both in my arms again. but if it doesn't-
but it will. it will. it has to.)
and our- ... -and my comrades will not die in vain...
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miniagula · 7 months
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they make me ILL and SICK IN THE HEAD
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liquidstar · 1 year
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honestly does anyone else think that the what:if routes are perhaps telling us that some sort of collision between subaru and reinhard is just inevitable in nearly every route
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wonder-worker · 3 months
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"It is too easy to dismiss [Leonor of Navarre] as an overambitious schemer who would do anything to obtain a crown, shedding the blood of her own siblings and her subjects in order to attain the throne. However, a deeper investigation of her long lieutenancy and ephemeral reign shows a woman who fought tenaciously to preserve her place but also worked tirelessly to administer a realm which was crippled by internal conflict and the center of the political schemes of France, Aragon, and Castile. She tried to broker peace, fight off those who opposed her, repair the wounds caused by conflict, protect the sovereignty of the realm, and keep the wheels of governance turning. Leonor was not always successful in achieving all of these aims but given the background of conflict and the lack of cooperation she received from all of her family members, bar her loyal husband, it is a huge achievement that she survived to wear the crown at all. Many writers have argued that Leonor deserved the troubled lieutenancy, personal tragedies, an ephemeral reign, and a blackened reputation, basing their assumption that she committed a crime that cannot be [conclusively] proven. However, a more fitting description of her would be that of a resolute ruler who successfully overcame a multitude of challenges in order to survive in a difficult political landscape and gain a hard-fought throne.”
-Elena Woodacre, "Leonor of Navarre: The Price of Ambition", Queenship, Gender and Reputation in the Medieval and Early Modern West, 1060-1600 (Edited by Zita Eva Rohr and Lisa Benz)
#historicwomendaily#leonor of navarre#15th century#Navarrese history#my post#I mean...the crime can't be explicitly 'proven' but Leonor DID have the means motive and opportunity; she had the most to gain;#the timing was incredibly convenient for her; and most contemporaries believed she was responsible.#She *did* ultimately act against her brother [Carlos] and sister [Blanca]#Though of course the fact remains that:#1) The final responsibility lies with Juan the Faithless: he was the King; the one in power; and the one who rejected Navarre's succession#Blanca herself - while criticizing Leonor and Gaston - placed the ultimate blame on their father as her 'principal...destructor'#All three siblings were reacting to an unconventional disruption in the system caused by Juan & their actions should be judged accordingly.#2) I am hesitant to believe accusations of 'poison' as a cause of murder given how that was commonly used to slander controversial women#and given how it contributed to the dichotomy of Blanca as a tragic beautiful heroine and Leonor as her scheming ambitious sister#3) Even if Leonor DID commit the crime (imo she was at the very least complicit in it) she is still worthy of a reassessment.#I don't think it's fair for it to define her entire identity#Because it certainly did not define her life - she lived for decades before and would live for decades after#It was on the whole one of the many series of obstacles and challenges she had to face before she succeeded in ascending the throne.#The fact that she died so soon after IS ironic but it is in equal parts tragic. And we don't know what Leonor herself felt about it:#Did she think it was a hollow victory? Or did she feel nothing but satisfaction that she died as the Queen of Navarre? We'll never know.#Whatever the case: given her circumstances the fact that she survived to wear the crown itself was an achievement#It's funny because Woodacre parallels Leonor to Richard III in terms of 'blackened' reputations for 'unproven' (...sure) crimes#(thankfully she admits Richard has been long-rehabilitated; what she doesn't bring herself to admit is that he's now over-glorified)#But I don't think this parallel works at all for the exact reasons she uses to try and reassess Leonor#Namely: Richard was the one in power. He was the King. The ultimate blame for what happened to his nephews was his own.#and moreover: Richard's actions against the Princes DID define his reign and were exactly what provoked opposition to his rule.#Any so-called 'rehabilitation' that doesn't recognize and emphasize this is worthless#also if we want to get specific: the Princes were literal children who did nothing and were deposed in times of peace.#Carlos and Blanca were adults with agency and armies and Leonor's actions against them took place in the middle of a civil war#So ultimately I think Leonor's case is fundamentally very different and I don't think her comparison holds well at all
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under-a-lilac-moon · 23 days
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truly amazing how many immortalised incredibly culturally significant figures jonathan sims looks like and/or is parallel to.... jesus christ................. king minos judge of the damned............... bruno madrigal......
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shroudkeeper · 11 months
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"I failed you.”
When they were given a moment of privacy, these were the first three words that he whispered, against her tear-stained cheek, struck her core, dismantling her from within. He could not see her quivering lips beyond the white bandage, nor the silent complaint made by her hands against his proclamation. What followed was a broken sob and a strained apology as his forehead pressed to hers. His face was pallid, his skin cool to the touch, but he was alive, he was breathing, and he was with her.
“I am sorry, my lady,” her body reacts with a shudder as he expressed deep regret at not obtaining the treasure, he sought to claim for her, she could only fathom how long this has festered in his mind, taken root in his heart.
Her fingers found his lips, pressed gingerly against them. He had no reason to apologize, for his actions were noble, but if his life was taken for this wish to grant her voice, she rather be silent for all of her lifetimes ..than lose him in this one they shared.
“I wanted to find it for you, to prove to your clan my worth and earn your hand, and I couldn't --” he managed against her fingertips, but soon found himself leaning into her opened palm, wanting nothing more than to feel the comforting touch of his loved one. It had been, what he felt like, moons since he last was able to find comfort in such intimacy. She did not pull back, and he felt the tension in his muscles relax when her other hand fell to the cut of his jaw.
There was much she wished to tell him with this time granted, that of all the treasures in this world, this feeling of relief held far more worth than anything physical.
Her touch parted from his features, and he felt her body suddenly crush his own into a firm embrace, pulling the haori he wore between her slender, trembling fingers. He could feel her chest rise and fall with each heartbreaking, shallow breath, feel the dampness sink into the cloth upon his shoulder.
“Lady Takahashi,” he began as his nose pressed against her lilac hair, pressed his lips to those silken tresses to take in her perfume. For some time all he knew was the aroma of ointments and balms, the floral tones upon her skin felt like a faraway dream, one he believed would dissolve into memory.
“ I..love you,” these were the last three words that fell away from his lips with a long exhale. Before he left, he confessed this to her father, he wanted to tell her and offer his whole life to her when the time was appropriate. But, with all of the circumstances working against them, now seemed to be the best time, he was not sure if he would be afforded another opportunity.
She knew already, she had always known, but even in knowing his feelings, hearing it stoked a flame within her that she had tried desperately to keep alive.
I love you. I love you.
The words would not grace his ears, but she would demonstrate it, when he was able to leave, she would show him the amount of love she held in her heart, how it mended the anguish she had felt for several moons since their parting. However, that would need to wait..
She was asked away by the healer who arrived to care for his injury. Before she departed he felt the warmth of her breath melt upon his lips, and the faintest touch that forced his lips to part in anticipation.
Her arms unraveled from his frame, fingers trailed over his golden hair and cupped his cheeks to allow a moment for her hands to chart the curvature of his visage. He could not see it, for now, but he felt it upon his lips..
..ghostly touch of her smile.
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01zfan · 2 months
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Honest question by someone whos never kissed. Is it real that glasses fog up during kissing? If so...damn how does that work like you cant see anymore
LMFAOOOOO well speaking from experience unfortunately they do i think it’s because when your face is so close to someone elses and that body heat and heavy breaths…u either deal with the fog or have your glasses taken off and deal with the blindness.
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faceeeeee · 10 months
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Jax is very gay to me but if they ever cave and give him a wife i hope shes really butch and stinky. You know. To contrast his twinkish charms. I hope shes the strongman of the circus too. Hes the side of a cell phone compared to her.
As much as I enjoy some of the different ships people come up with I always interpret them as alternate/ hypothetical situations and I don't really think he should have a canon partner (also given by the fact that goose herself said that there will be no romance in the series).So in regards to this hypothetical ship....
It's still kind of a funny thought but I don't think it would really work?? I would agree if Jax was a snobby know it all with an ego the size of the universe and that could make for some interesting interactions with a 3 meter titan of a gal that towers over him and grabs him around (think of "My girlfriend is an orc warlord" by Marko Raassina). Then I would be all for it but because I see Jax as a real piece of shit who craves for control I think this supposed gal would punch the ever living shit out of him.
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eternalchemy · 1 year
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now hear me out.
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zorosdimples · 1 year
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Talk to me about Oliver aiku he INTRIGUES me but I also want to bat him away with a 5ft pole
jas, oh my god—where to begin?
oliver aiku is the worst.
he’s tall, strong, and dangerously good-looking with heterochromatic eyes and a perpetual five o’clock shadow. he’s friendly and charismatic—off the field, anyway—and talented at his sport. he can be reckless, sure, but what guy his age isn’t?
the issue with oliver is that he’s self-aware. he knows he’s attractive, in looks and personality. he knows this and uses it to his advantage. when he’s not at practice or at games, he always has some beautiful person hanging onto his muscular arm like an accessory. he’s short of no one to warm his bed, to accompany him to events, or to spend a night out with.
when you meet oliver, you can tell with a single glance that he is the dictionary definition of a walking red flag. he tells you everything you want to hear and lays on the charm so thick you’re nearly drowning in it. but you’re not stupid. one google search reveals the hordes of people he’s been with in the last year alone. he would be great if you were looking for a fling or a one night stand, but you’re looking for something more. no matter what saccharine lies leave his lips, you know that he will never be serious enough to give you what you need.
oliver is not used to rejection. especially from a pretty thing like you. he gets it, you want a boyfriend, blah blah blah. he can give you the boyfriend experience for a few weeks—maybe even a month or two—before he gets bored and finds his next victim. so why the fuck won’t you give him the time of day? have you seen him? have you watched him play? have you listened to anything he has said?
oliver has pulled out all the stops for a single chance. and nothing works.
oliver is not used to rejection. so when you reject him, he can’t stop thinking about you. you plague his every thought. he goes out with dozens of other people but he’s completely disinterested. he hasn’t fucked someone in months. he thinks he’s sick. when he realizes how hung up he is on you, he’s pissed. who gave you the right to occupy his mind? his focus is shot, his game is off, and he’s in a perpetually foul mood.
it isn’t until he entertains the idea of being with you—dating you, getting to know you, doing mundane things with you—that he calms down. when he thinks about being your boyfriend, it makes him…well, happy. he’s whipped for the first time in his life.
like the insufferable man he is, oliver wants what he cannot have. and he will do anything to anything to make you his and keep you that way.
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thelostgirl21 · 1 year
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Am I the only one that really struggles with the idea of Radskier's current relationship status being listed as "Ex-Lovers" in the shipping wiki, or...?
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ratmans-notebooks · 7 months
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i have to stop looking at blogs with vile takes im getting so worked up for nothing
#squeaking#'actually its okay for trans men to be excluded from trans spaces because women dont have to like men!!" Huh .#your gender essentialism is not better just cause u specified “trans” before talking about Men and Women#“trans women dont like men and also femicide is a word so therefore trans men should not be allowed around transfems ever”#is not the radically progressive take u think it is#truly incomprehensible to me the kind of shit people will come up with.#What are you talking about. do you live on Every trans person perfectly passes with no obstacles or pushback by cis people Planet ??#1. actually all trans people deserve to share space in the trans coimmunity. so jot that down.#2. there are transmasc girls + transfem boys + bigender people + NONBINARY people HELLO like how are we defining Men?#how are you deciding which trans people are Too Masculine and which of us are Just Masculine Enough answer quickly#3. do you REALLY think transmascs are just excluded from any experiences with misogyny. think real carefully now.#is the expectation from my parents to get pregnant suddenly Not Misogyny since i identify as ftm?#do the constant reminders that i would never be good at physical activities due to Being a Girl when i was 10 not count anymore-#-because at 15 i realized i wanted to have a cock?#be fucking serious.#there is this constant idea that trans men automatically gain all access to cis maleness#and face NO oppression for their proximity to/or percieved womanhood#(like. ur really gonna look a 5'2 teenager with birthing hips and b cups and a round face and a high voice he has Male Privelege.)#and it leads to us being pushed out of both womens AND trans spaces#it is a lose lose for us. everywhere#it is starting to get fucking exhausting#transandrophobia#negative
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kyuala · 11 months
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SOOOOOO hard to go through everyday life trying to ignore the never-ending feeling that im just irreparably fucked up and therefore should just give up on everything
#this aint exactly s******* but it aint exactly not s******* either#anyways it gets even harder when i have to live under the same roof as my brother who is so much better than me in every single conceivable#and imaginable way possible like#and i knowwww a LOT of it comes down to us having relatively similar yet wildly different lives despite being 1.5y apart and having the sam#family our entire lives like he has gone through NOTHING and i mean not a single societal issue ive had to face and endure my entire life#he's a man im a woman. he's white im black. he's straight im gay. he's skinny ive always been 'overweight'. he's always been the good#christian kid ive always had issues w faith and religion. he's never been mentally ill i was clinically depressed for nearly 8yrs of my lif#we both lost the same parent and im the only one who got pathological grief and a personality disorder out of it. he's had a great job for#the last 7yrs that now pays him 20k+ every month ive only had 3 odd jobs my entire life and 2 of those my MOTHER had to give me so i would#have SOMETHING and ive never made over 1.6k monthly n my last job was minimum wage only#he's had like 4 relationships and is nearly engaged im so traumatized + emotionally unavailable ive only ever been on 1 date my entire life#he has a good relationship w every family member we have i have Issues w like half the family. he's always been an active member of our#church i can barely listen to like 4 traditional hymns before i start losing my mind and spiraling. i think the only two ways we're pretty#much equal like socially is that we're both able bodied cis and christians but still the cis and christian thing is debatable for previousl#stated reasons so like. do yall see how much better he is doing than me in every little last area in life and how he's always gotten the#long straw when it comes to Not having to deal w certain obstacles in life. n i know its like yea idk what it actually is like to be him an#he could not be doing all that well first of all shut up. second of all if it was 1 or 2 things i'd get it but it's literally EVERYTHING#and i know bc of said things n our v different lives it's unfair to me to compare the two of us but then it begs the question: WHY#WHY did i have to go through these things. WHY do i have to deal w this. WHY did i get the short straw literally every goddamn time#WHY did i have to get THIS life like WHYYYYY why ME GOD. why have I had to put up w all this bullshit for 24 fucking years!!!!!!!!! im TIRE#and this is not me hating or resenting him i know it's not his fault and he is so good to me#but still. why was i left with these things? to live like this?#so yes i guess i do envy him a little bit. who wouldn't#mari.txt#personal#tw negative#dl#btw i do NOT mean some identities are better than others. i mean he is better and is doing better than me in life partially bc he's never#had to deal w certain social issues and obstacles that come w oppressed identities.
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bubmyg · 2 years
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allow me to reiterate: the best run episodes are when jeongguk is just being round in his own little world somewhere. my sources: the blue village episodes (confused as hell. bad at math. ate all the cookies), the hyundai museum episode (was unaware it was a competition. took a nap. didn’t believe the staff that everyone went home), ep 145-147 (collecting his pretty scarves. wrongly accused. still deserves an apology from his vulture hyungs)
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mukoda · 9 months
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SAEKOOOO THE CUTEST EVER!!! EVERYONE CHEER FOR MY FAVORITEST GIRL
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