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#the thing that will change if he turns into an oc is that he'll become a shapeshifter and is in a paranormal office
bigs-bigshot · 2 years
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confusedemiposts · 8 months
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hi! could you write something with a reader that's working at ada and they are always cheerful and happy and get along with dazai well, but one time they get sent to a mission (i just started the anime so i dont really know how things go, sorry!) and get badly injured so they are not as cheerful as before and dazai and others help them get better? it's my first time sending a request so sorry if I didn't explain well! feel free to change it up a bit! feel free to ignore this! take care!
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ᰔᩚ Get well soon!
Summery: You've been healed up by Yosano but you still feel troubled from your recent assignment and the ada members are here to comfort you
Contains: Dazai, Ranpo, Kunikida, Atsushi, Yosano X Reader
Tags: platonic but can be seen as romantic, reader has an ability but not specified, fluff, not proofread, grammar mistakes, oc probaly
Format: short Headcannons
Notes: I feel that some are too short than others and probaly out of character, I'm not good at writing words of comfort so yeah
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Dazai
You come back from Yosano's clinic all healed up and fresh
No evidence of the broken bones and cuts you had gained from your first ever dangerous assignment
You may have been patched up physically but emotionally you were still wrecked
Just staring quietly at your empty report as the scene of the fight kept replying in your head over and over again
You kept wondering "why didn't I use my ability properly?"
You were too busy to notice someone staring right at you
Dazai would instantly notice the change in your behavior
how you've become more quiet
not a single word coming out of your mouth as you looked lost in thought
he'd try to comfort you to the best of his abilities but comforting others isn't his forte
He would try to comfort you in a rather silly way
Telling you a silly joke or pulling an innocent prank involving flowers or something that you like
Doing some overly dramatic scheme just to see you smile :(
He doesn't know how to bring comfort in any other way
He would let you talk out your feelings but if you're expecting some comforting words, you will not get any
Because he doesn't know how to
But you will get a hug in the comfortable silence
Ranpo
Obviously he would know you we're clearly bothered by your recent assignment
Coming back with a practically broken body and nearly failing the case that could've cause devastation to others had turned you extremely quiet
He's more actions than words
Will share only a little bit of his sweets
he'll share as much as you want
he'll tell you that you did a good job and that you're still one of the best out there
nothing was your fault
expect the best hugs and him staying by your side as long as you need
Kunikida
When you return from your case and are properly healed there will be a scolding
but in a comforting way?
it comes from a place of heart
He understands this pain
would like to address your feelings
unlike Ranpo its words rather than actions
"one moment of weakness dosent define you. Mistakes will happen"
"We all stumble and fall down from time to time but it is these stumbles and falls which make us who we are"
"its not the end of the world"
trust him
he would know
Yosano
the one who brought you back from nearly being dead
You're feeling woozy on the bed of the clinic after
Physically you were fine but you still felt disturbed
Staring at the white ceiling of the room as replays of the same moment stay in your head
Yosano was in the room, hearing how silent the room instead of the usual chatter she would know that you were troubled
she would be the one to break the silence
Words of comfort and good advice
takes you out to go get your favorite food together
Atsushi
He is extremely worried about you
Checking up on you to see how you're doing
Seeing how upset you are makes him worry
“Hey, hey.. It’s okay… You didn’t know what was going to happen and it was your first case… Please don’t blame yourself..”
The best person who brings comfort
I don't know how to write that
He'd try to cheer you up any way he can
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bangtanficsforyou · 2 years
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Girl Of His Dreams (02)
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Pairing: Fuckboi! Jungkook x Reader
Au: Strangers to Lovers au
Genre: Angst, fluff, smut (eventually)
Rating: 18+
Word count: 7K
Summary: You think Jungkook is the utter definition of beauty. Jungkook thinks you’re cute but just not his type. Throw a magic ring into the equation, that makes you look like the girl of his dreams and you have the perfect recipe for heartbreak and tears.
Warnings: OC has low self esteem but we been knew, Jungkook is cocky and careless, dilemmas, swear words and that should be it.
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Main Masterlist | Series Masterlist (gonna make one soon)
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Jungkook wakes up after a few minutes of you repetitively shaking his shoulders and sprinkling his face with water.
"Jungkook?" You call out in relief, the moment you notice the slightest bit of movement. "Are you okay? Should I call an ambulance?"
Jungkook blinks a few times in what you assume is an attempt at clearing his vision. After a few more blinks, he seems to be able to see clearly and his eyes focus on the person sitting in front of him; you. 
Much to your surprise and utter confusion, Jungkook's whole body language changes. He suddenly looks wide awake and shocked.
"Jungkook? Are you okay?" You ask again, considering the possibility that his sudden behaviour change can be a sign of some discomfort he might be feeling in his body. 
Jungkook looks around and when he notices that the place is familiar to him, he seems to calm down and it provides him with a sense of clarity. "I need to go. I have classes." With that, he picks his bag up from the floor and gets up from his seat.
"Jungkook you can't leave–" 
Before you can finish your sentence, he leaves without a single stumbling step as if he wasn't just senseless a few minutes ago. You quickly pay the bills and leave too. You can't just let him leave like that, what if he faints on the road or something?
Until he reaches his class or finds a friend who can look after him, you tell yourself as you start to follow him. You'd call for him, but you don't know what he will think of that. Maybe he'll think that you're trying to win him over or something and will again give you one of those looks that makes you feel inferior.
You don't want to do that plus it's alright as long as he's in sight. If he faints or stumbles, you will know and can help accordingly. 
It is when he nears the art building that he joins a group of guys and starts chatting with them. You sigh in relief thinking that now he's with people who can look after him.
You turn around to leave when your eyes fall on the ring and you chuckle. Guess the ring isn't magical, after all!
You don't know why but you feel a little gloomy thinking that there isn't a magical ring that exists after all. You hadn't given a thought to what you'd do if the ring had some special powers but for a moment there, you had gotten excited thinking that it might help you bring you out of your misery. That maybe you won't have to struggle so much to find love. 
But, alas! 
Now the thought that you entertained the existence of such a ring sounds hilarious and downright stupid to you. Nevertheless, there's one less thing on your mind now.
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If there's something you're good at and something that you never had to struggle with, it would be in academics. From the very beginning, you have always been an 'A' student. You have always been meticulous, a quick learner and a hard worker. All of which has simply contributed to your excellent track record when it comes to studies.
The only time you have gotten a C was in kindergarten, in art.
When you received that grade, you had made up your mind to get an A on the next test. It wasn't because you had gotten a scolding from your parents or that you were competitive. No, it was simply because it didn't fit into the collection of 'A's. Your two-year-old self thought that the 'C' must be very lonely and sad that it does not have a friend it can play with. Hence, you wanted the C to become an A, so that it can have fun with the others without being left out.
While you intensely practised the drawings of simple figures such as trees and huts, you also developed a special interest in sketching. The two-year-old got her A and also, found her hobby. Although, it was only when you got older that you realised sketching isn't just a hobby for you and that it is a means by which you express yourself.
Sketching helps you process your emotions and release them. It's simply therapeutic for you. 
But after the latest debacle this morning, when you think of sketching or of the word 'art', it reminds you of the tears you cried in the washroom. It makes sense though. The episode is fresh and you can still feel the heavy emotions on your tongue.
You know that sooner or later, you will sketch with those emotions in mind so that you can move on from it. But before you can do that, you have to remind yourself why you love sketching.
It will take some time but it won't be difficult. You will only have to start sketching something you love in a place where you feel comfortable and at peace and you're sure your love for art will overcome the bitter memories from today. Then, the word 'art' won't redirect you to the pain you felt today. 
Until then, you try your best to focus on the rest of the classes. You were already absent-minded during the first half of classes. You can't afford to do that during the second half as well. With all the assignments and projects that are due, if you miss what's being taught in class, you'll surely fall behind.
Thankfully, you find it easier to concentrate now, knowing that you won't have to face Jungkook anymore and that the ring isn't magical.
Much to your delight, the rest of the day goes by quickly and in no time you find yourself attending the last class of the day.
When the bell rings, you put your pen down and open and close your fist several times to get relief from the tension in your fingers. 
Taking notes can be really tiring. 
You huff when you see that almost everyone has packed their bags and are about to leave. It reminds you that you too will have to get up and walk all the way to your dorms. Only then will you be able to get some rest. 
Gosh, science has advanced so much and yet there's no teleportation.
With rest being the only motivation, you leave your seat and walk towards the door.
You have just stepped out of the class when someone taps on your shoulder. You turn around and you feel completely perplexed when you realise that it's Jungkook.
Before you can get a word out, he starts speaking. 
"Can I talk to you for a minute?" He stands there in the middle of the corridor, with his hands in his pockets, asking you the question in a very relaxed manner.
You, however, are anything but relaxed. Every time he's around you feel this pressure of having to prove yourself. With that, also comes the pressure of saying the right things. Saying something that can be misinterpreted in the wrong way, will make you look stupid all over again.
Jungkook mistakes your silence as your way of asking him to go on. And so he does. "I want you to model for my designs."
Now that gets you speaking. 
"What?!" You are sure if you were to look into the mirror right now, you would look like a cartoon character with eyes wide open in disbelief and a look that says they are hearing things. 
"Modelling," Jungkook says as if the word is supposed to explain everything. "It's alright if you don't have any prior experience, it is not that difficult."
You stare at Jungkook and try really hard to make sense of his words and actions. He is possibly just joking, right? But then why does he look so serious and seems to be expecting an answer from you?
"I-I...Why are you asking me this?" You stutter out.
"Why can't I?" He asks back, now somewhat reciprocating your state of confusion.
"No, but it's me." You point to yourself as if it should be obvious. 
"So…..?" He leaves his words hanging in the air in hopes that you will start speaking in full sentences so that he can make sense of what you are trying to say. When he finds that you don't seem to have any intention of explaining where your confusion is rooted from, Jungkook takes matters into his own hands. "Listen, just come with me. See the designs and then you can decide."
Jungkook takes a hold of your hand and mistakes your inability to protest as your compliance and starts walking with you in tow. 
Your eyes drop to his hand that is encircling yours. The sight makes you feel weird as if it shouldn't be there. However, what surprises you is how gentle and warm his touch is. It's almost comforting. Almost. But his words still sting and the gentle touch only reminds you how much hurt his words have left you with. 
The pain reminds you of how clear and obvious he made it that you aren't model material. Heck, it was only this morning that he felt the need to make it clear that him asking for a treat wasn't the same thing as going on a date with you with that look on his face. The look that says he would never consider that as a possibility and is only saving you so that you don't daydream again. By now you can tell what that look means because you have been on the receiving end of it more than once.
How and why, then, is he asking you to model for him? 
You had honestly thought that today's lunch–
Today's lunch. Jungkook had put the ring on you while the two of you were in the cafeteria. Could…..could it possibly be the result of that? The thought leaves you even more perplexed and you feel clueless as to what you should do if that were to be true.
You don't get to dwell in your thoughts for long as Jungkook's steps come to an abrupt halt and you realise that the two of you have stopped in front of the very room, the modelling audition was supposed to take place in. The realisation makes you panic. What if he asks you to audition? A week back, you were ready, overconfident and you had your head in the clouds but now, the thought of auditioning sounds like a nightmare. 
"Come here," saying so, he heads over to a table. You follow him and as you get closer, you realise that there are sketches of his designs laid out on the surface. "These are a few of my sketches. I'm yet to decide which six to keep for the competition but it will be out of these."
"You want me to model wearing these?" In the state of confusion that you're in, you don't find it in yourself to observe the designs properly and appreciate them the way you would, any other time. Right now, your priority is to make sense of the situation.
He nods with a soft smile, one that catches you off guard. "I can't think of anyone else who would be a better fit for my designs."
With those words, any doubts you had about his behaviour being influenced by the ring, leave your mind. There's just no way that this Jungkook is the same one you interacted with before. 
Or maybe he is. He just views you differently. 
Almost as if to confirm your thoughts, the ring starts getting warm again. The sensation causes you to gasp out audibly, which catches Jungkook's attention. 
He smirks flirtatiously, entertained by the sound. "That's a very flattering reaction to my designs, thank you ." 
You half expect yourself to have a negative reaction to his words but surprisingly, rather than his words reminding you of the time you took his flirty words seriously, it gives you a pause. 
You notice the way he's looking at you and it makes you realise that he isn't giving you that look anymore. There's a spark of something behind his eyes. You can't tell what it is but you sure know what it isn't. Judgement. 
The only other time he had looked at you this way was during the first class but that is understandable considering that was the first time you both met each other. However, after that, he made it clear that he holds a particular opinion about you and you have an idea of what that is.
But that's not to say that you didn't want to change the idea he has of you. Of someone, who's too eager, who doesn't know their place and of someone who would mistake the slightest amount of attention being given to them as something more. When you realised that there was no way you can change his opinion, you tried your utter best to not feed into his views further which prove him right.
But right now you can tell that the opinion he had of you, is gone. He doesn't seem to view you through that pre-existing notion and it somehow lifts a heavy weight from your shoulders. It's almost as if Jungkook is meeting you for the first time.
It gives you the slightest amount of confidence to be yourself.
"Sorry to break it to you but I wasn't gasping at the sketches," you reply with a small cheeky smile. Or you hope that it comes out that way. It might as well have looked like you are wincing because you still don't know how to be around Jungkook. 
Jungkook's smirk drops immediately and you have to hold back the small chuckle that bubbles up. It's kind of nice to see him not have the upper hand. 
He clears his throat, feeling a bit embarrassed and tries to change the topic. "Nevertheless, let me know when you're free so that we can get started with it."
Seeing him in this flustered state, makes you feel bolder. "I never agreed to be your model." 
Jungkook sighs. You're playing hard to get. Justified, he thinks. 
"Give me your phone," he asks with his palms outstretched. 
Already having an idea why he's asking for your phone, you don't protest. Handing him your phone, you watch as he types something. The confirmation that he's typing a number comes in the form of the unique sound phone keypads make. 
Jungkook places a call from your phone to his and then gives you, your phone back. 
"What should I save your contact as?" He asks. 
It occurs to you that he has never asked for your name before, it has only ever been art girl to him.
With a small smile, you answer his question. "Y/N."
Jungkook nods as he types your name on his phone. The name has got a nice touch to it, he thinks.
"Text me by tonight to let me know of your decision." 
A feeling of unease bubbles in your stomach which tells you that you might not be able to rest the way you have been looking forward to throughout the day.
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Once you're back in the comfort of your dorms, you think about everything that has happened today and you're immediately faced with a massive dilemma. 
The ring worked. That much was obvious in the way Jungkook's behaviour towards you drastically changed. 
But what are you to do now? 
Do you keep on with the pretence and see where things go? But the thought of doing so is immediately met with guilt. Because, after all, doesn't that mean you will be deceiving Jungkook?
Your mother's words about how who puts the ring on you, starts seeing you as their dream partner, comes to mind.
The thought of Jungkook viewing you that way, sounds exciting. It would be lovely and ideal for you if that were the case. Who wouldn't want a man like him?
But deep down, you know you can't accept that. You can't accept love in that form because whatever Jungkook might be feeling for you, isn't real. It can't be. 
The other option with you is to remove the ring and letting things go back to normal. But then that would mean returning back to the you, that has never been good enough. You have always felt ashamed about how you were never the person you'd like to be.
You sigh when you realise you have to choose between guilt and shame. 
You'd think having a magical ring would make things easier and magically fix the issues you have, but you're only left with difficult decisions to make.
You glance down at the ring and think about it. If you let things go back to normal, wouldn't that mean that you're simply not putting the ring to use? After all, isn't that what the ring is made for?
You know what wearing the ring means. Jungkook will keep viewing you as his ideal partner. But would that be so bad? 
You know you'll feel guilty for doing so and for deceiving him. But at least there will be a reason for that guilt. That guilt won't make you feel powerless as it will because of something you have willingly done. That guilt is acceptable. However, feeling shame for being the way you are, is something that you never chose for yourself. You are the way you are, you have always been this way and with the shame that comes with being you, there is no explanation or reasoning. Most importantly, that shame makes you feel powerless.
Is it so bad that you want to let yourself escape from that shame? Throughout your life, you had to let go of a lot of things that you wanted. No matter how much you tried, some things always remained out of reach as you were never good enough to have them.
If the price you have to pay for feeling like you're flawless and enough, is guilt, you will gladly take it.
Your intention isn't to get with Jungkook, rather it's to feel that you're worthy of feeling the love of someone like Jungkook.
Plus, it's the ring which is making you look like his ideal partner. Which means the moment you take off the ring, the effect will wear off and so will his feelings.
One month.
You make the decision. One month from now and you'll remove the ring. One month of feeling the way you have always wanted to. One month of letting the magic work for you. One month of not being the Y/N you know. After that, you'll gladly give up the ring and return it.
Making up your mind, you grab hold of your phone. 
You: Hey, it's Y/N. 
You: I'll be your model
You anxiously chew on your lips after shooting the text. He hasn't changed his mind, right?
Thankfully, your phone beeps only after a few minutes and you immediately unlock the screen and open the message.
Jungkook: I was waiting for your text. 
Your anxiety is washed away and the thought of him waiting for you to text does something funny to your stomach. 
However, you immediately push the feeling aside, reminding yourself that it's only because of the ring and try to think of a proper response to his previous message.
You: well I'm flattered :)
Jungkook: that smiley is cute 
Jungkook: btw can i ask what made you say yes
You look at his question and answer him with the truth. 
You: thought of giving it a try 
You: i have never experienced something like this before
Jungkook: that makes sense 
Jungkook: although to be fair I wouldn't have taken no for an answer
You: 🚩🚩🚩
You: tell me you're a red flag without telling me you're a red flag 
Jungkook chuckles at that. 
Jungkook: judging me too soon aren't you?
Your smile fades in the slightest when you read that. You wish you had the courage to counter him with the exact same line.
You: it's not like you're giving me any other choice 
Jungkook: well then I hope to get to know you better and change your opinion of me 
You: we will see ;)))
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A knock on the door catches Jungkook's attention and he looks up thinking that it's you. His excitement, however, dwindles when he realises who it is. 
"Tina," he acknowledges her presence with a small nod.
"Am I early?" She asks, looking around at the empty room and noticing that it's only her and Jungkook. 
Her question reminds Jungkook of the fact that informing her about the changes had totally slipped from his mind.
"Actually, there's someone else who's going to model."
Tina frowns, surprised by his words. "What do you mean by someone else? You didn't inform me about it beforehand."
"I know, but it was kind of sudden." Jungkook shrugs.
Annoyance shoots through her veins at Jungkook's dismissive behaviour. Not only two days ago, he was being all flirty with her and here he is now, not bothering to give her a proper explanation. She should have really listened to her friends when they said that Jungkook only ever fools around. The moment he has a new girl, it's like the previous one never existed. 
Not wanting to start an argument, knowing very well that there's no point in having one, she turns around to leave the room. Before walking out of the door, however, she leaves Jungkook with one last sentence. "You're a dickhead."
Jungkook has heard that before. So many times in fact, that it doesn't bother him in the slightest. Dickhead or not, he's doing his thing and he's good at it. If anyone has a problem with that, then well….it's their problem, not his. 
"Did something happen? She looked really mad." Jimin asks, entering right after. Having stumbled upon Tina on his way, he had asked her if everything was okay, however, he was met with a 'go ask your friend', and hence here he is, asking his friend.
"Well, I got a new, better model and forgot to inform her in time," Jungkook replies, feeling glad that Jimin is here. At least now, Jungkook won't have to sit here idly anymore.
"New model?" Jimin turns confused. "When did that happen?"
"Yesterday," Jungkook replies with a small smirk as if he knows something, but Jimin doesn't. "You will see why she's perfect for the role when you meet her."
Jimin shakes his head at Jungkook's behaviour. It isn't something new for Jungkook to make rash, sudden decisions. However, he wasn't expecting Jungkook to end things with Tina this soon. 
But again, Jungkook is Jungkook. 
Putting those thoughts aside, Jimin rests his bag on a chair. "Should we work on the designs then?" 
"Yes, please," Jungkook agrees. "I can't wait for the designs to get finalised."
The two of them sit opposite each other and work on what details could be added and most importantly which six designs would be best suited for the theme. 
It took Jungkook months to finish the sketches and now, every time he looks at them, he feels proud. From the moment he learnt about the competition, he stayed up day and night to finish the designs. Nothing motivates Jungkook the way winning does. And he sure as hell, plans to win the competition.
Jungkook's eyes skim through the designs, and he can't help but imagine how you'd look like wearing them. It automatically brings a smile to his face. He really can't wait for the ordered materials to arrive so that he can start working on bringing the designs to life. 
As he's thinking of you, there's another knock on the door and Jungkook couldn't be more delighted to see you standing at the entrance. 
Your eyes automatically land on Jungkook and you're relieved when you don't feel the need to hide yourself when you lock eyes with him.
Of course, it has something to do with the lack of judgement in his eyes. But you think, a small part of it is also because of the conversation you had with him last night. 
You can't forget the immense amount of weight you felt even yesterday while asking him if you could take a few pictures of him in order to complete your assignment. But during the small exchange of texts, you couldn't believe it when you realised you were enjoying talking to him. You were typing out responses without giving it much thought and weren't worried about how he might perceive them.
For the first time, you felt comfortable talking to him.
Now that you're standing right in front of him, you won't go as far as to say that you're completely comfortable but you aren't necessarily uncomfortable either. It's almost like that feeling when you're meeting someone for the first time, where you are nervous about how the meeting will go, whether you will be able to make conversations and whether you will make a good first impression or not. 
You're well aware, that this is definitely not a first meet for you and Jungkook but it feels like it. He's not viewing you as the art girl and you're getting to see a side of him that doesn't resemble the Jungkook you had encountered, at all.
It's as if you are meeting Jungkook for the first time.
"Y/N," Jungkook greets you with a smile, which warms your heart. "I was waiting for you."
"Sorry, for coming late. The building was quite far away." You explain sheepishly as you make your way to the table and put your bag down.
"It's okay, you aren't late in the least." Jungkook dismisses your concern, not bothered by your delay at all. "Meet Jimin, he's my childhood best friend and a student of fashion designing. And Jimin, this is Y/N, she's going to be our model."
Your eyes drift to the other man in the room, and you feel your confidence drop when you realise that Jimin has a look of disbelief on his face as if he can't believe that you're the model.
It immediately makes you look away.
Guess, the effect is limited only to Jungkook. 
Jungkook notices your discomfort and looks at Jimin in confusion wondering what the boy might have done for you to react this way. When he notices the way Jimin's looking at you, he rolls his eyes. "Hey, man, I know she's pretty but don't gawk at her like that."
This snaps Jimin out of his haze and he clears his throat. Reminding himself to be polite, he introduces himself to you. He outstretches his hand and puts on a welcoming smile. "Hey, I'm Jimin."
You entirely miss Jungkook's compliment and give yourself a small prep talk to not believe Jimin's smiley facade. "I'm Y/N, it's nice to meet you," you say as you shake his hands.
"We can't get started, because our other model isn't here yet," Jungkook informs you. "Me and Jimin were discussing designs and suggesting changes that might be beneficial. You can join us in doing that if you'd like to."
Jungkook says it with such a bright excited gleam in his eyes that you can't find it in yourself to say no. It's almost as if he wants you to join him and involuntarily, a smile appears on your face at the thought that he cares about your opinion.
"Sure, I'd love to," you say, joyfully.
As the three of you take your seats around the circular table, Jimin observes you closely. 
For some reason, he can't believe that Jungkook, out of all people has chosen you to be his model. You are the literal representation of what isn't Jungkook's type. To think that he dismissed Tina, for you, makes him feel tremendous amounts of disbelief. 
It isn't only about him choosing you as his model though. It's also about how Jungkook is looking at you. Almost, as if he's….into you? 
But then how on earth is that possible? Jimin has known Jungkook since he was eight and there's no way Jungkook would take interest in you.
You know how every once in a while someone you swear you know from the inside out, does something that makes you doubt if you know them at all in the first place? 
Jungkook choosing you, looking at you like that, is exactly doing that one thing that makes Jimin question everything. 
As Jimin tries to make sense of the whole thing, one possibility comes to his mind which seems like the only possible explanation to Jimin. 
What if…what if Jungkook made a bet with someone? 
You know one of those bets you read about where they target someone in particular and challenge the guy to win her over or something? Jimin swears if that is the case, he is going to pull out his hyung card and give Jungkook a good scolding. 
However, when Jimin looks at Jungkook, he is forced to shoot that possibility out. Jungkook won't do that. Jungkook can be rude and harsh at times, but he isn't cruel. He would never intentionally harm anyone for the sake of his own benefit.
Jimin stops trying to figure things out when he realises that he has reached a dead end and that the only person who can help him understand this sudden change of behaviour coming from Jungkook, would be the man himself. 
But he can't ask Jungkook these questions right now, so he focuses back on the present moment and the designs.
You try to ignore the weird look Jimin is giving you and focus on what Jungkook is saying regarding the designs.
You might have managed to miss it yesterday but now that you're seeing the designs up close, there's no way you can hold back the expression of awe on your face. They're absolutely breathtaking.
There are such fine details that every time you look at them, there's always something new that you discover. 
What's even more fascinating to you, is the fact that the person who has created all these designs is sitting right next to you. It's not every day that you get to look at art and appreciate it with the artist that has created them. 
"They look fantastic," you say with a wide grin. "I've only ever seen this kind of fancy stuff at the Met Gala."
Jungkook feels elated at your praise. "I'm glad you like them."
"If you don't mind me asking, how did you come up with these designs?" You angle yourself a little towards him. Because that way, it becomes easier for you to ignore Jimin's presence and focus your entire attention on Jungkook. Plus, as someone who is deeply enthusiastic about art, you really are curious as to how he comes up with these ideas. 
Jungkook feels excited at your genuine display of interest in his work. He hates to admit it, but it's rare for him to find people who appreciate art and its creation. 
"When I feel inspired, I just let my pencil do the work," he explains. "I don't overthink about whether the sketch is coming out the way I want it to or not. After the first draft is done, I start the analysing process and add the required changes to get my desired end product."
You nod. That makes a lot of sense to you. It's something that your art teacher in eighth grade had advised you. When your imagination wants to flow, let it flow. Don't burden yourself with the weight of getting things right as it will only kill your inspiration and your love for art.
Before you can reply to Jungkook with another question, a new voice pipes in. 
"Sorry, I'm late, we were having our viva."
You turn around at the sound of a deep husky voice only to see a tall, gorgeous, guy of your age huffing and out of breath and you immediately shrink in your seat.
After the look Jimin gave you, you totally expect this guy to give you the same look. They both are gorgeous and it's of no surprise that they would wonder what someone like you, is doing with someone like them.
"It's okay," Jungkook says as he pulls out a chair for the guy to sit on. "Take some rest and then we can get started."
"You haven't introduced Y/N to him, though," Jimin pipes in, speaking for the first time since introducing himself to you.
"Ah, right," Jungkook chuckles. "Y/N this is Taehyung. Taehyung, this is Y/N."
Taehyung, despite his dishevelled state, smiles at you. And his smile catches you off guard, completely. Unlike Jimin's smile, his one is genuine. His smile is big and boxy, almost as if smiling was his first instinct to greet you. It instantly puts you at ease and you give him a smile in return.
"Hey, it's nice to meet you," Taehyung gives you a little wave. 
"Likewise," you quip. 
"She's our new model by the way," Jimin comments, his words directed at Taehyung. Jimin doesn't mean to sound rude, but he can't be the only one finding this weird, right?
A look of surprise takes over Taehyung's features and you think this is it, this is when he starts judging you. He too is probably going to think the same way Jungkook did before the ring. He's gonna wonder how on earth are you anywhere near suitable for the role of a model.
Taehyung, however, gets over the news pretty quickly and his features slip into an expression that tells you he isn't bothered by it. 
"I didn't realise that," Taehyung says, looking at you. Much to your surprise, you don't find any judgement in his eyes. "I look forward to working with you."
You try to give him an appreciative smile in return but it only comes out awkward. Perhaps, it's because you feel like a deflated balloon right now. All the pressure of anticipating people's reactions is taking its toll on you. 
Taehyung takes a seat between Jungkook and Jimin and there is about another fifteen minutes of discussion before Jungkook suggests that you and Taehyung should practise how to carry yourselves on stage while modelling.
Taehyung, having had the time to regain his energy, voices his agreement immediately. You, on the other hand, feel anxious at the thought of having to model. 
It's absurd that you're dreading it when that's pretty much what you're here to do. But you can't get over the worry of ending up looking like a fool.
"How about, I watch and observe today?" You suggest in a meek voice, hoping that your nervousness isn't obvious. "That way I'll have a better idea of how to do things."
As it turns out, all three men notice your nervousness. However, it's Jungkook who speaks up first. 
"We can do that." He affirms, trying his best to not make you regret your choice. You weren't willing to model but in a way, he was the one, who was not ready to take 'no' for an answer. The bare minimum he can do is to make sure that you don't get uncomfortable and change your mind about modelling.
His words bring in temporary relief and you shoot him a small smile to show your appreciation. 
Once the decision is made, that for today it's only going to be Taehyung who's going to practise, the three guys get to work to make arrangements.
In the blink of an eye, the tables and chairs are moved so that Taehyung can walk without any obstacles in his way. The designs are clipped to the canvas so that it is visible to everyone. You ask if there's anything you can do to help but Jungkook quickly shoots the idea down, saying that there's no need.
Taehyung walks to the opposite side of the room whereas you, Jimin and Jungkook stand next to the canvas. 
"Remember, the ideal time is 15-20 seconds. You can take more than that if you need but there is no need to rush," Jungkook says in a loud tone so that his voice can reach Taehyung.
Taehyung shoots him a thumbs up from the other end and waits for Jimin's green signal. As soon as Jimin says 'go' Taehyung starts walking the way he would if the floor were an actual runway. 
Your mouth parts open at the way he carries himself with his back straight, core tight, and shoulders back and down – but in a relaxed, not a forced, way. As he walks, his arms swing slightly and he keeps his hands relaxed. He keeps a strong pace that is just right, not too fast, not too slow. His hips don't move too much, they stay straight. He looks straight ahead with a look of confidence that simply amazes you.
You're sure, if anyone were to watch Taehyung, they would for sure think he's a professional model. 
Jimin flips the design when it's time to move to the next one. 
The change is barely noticeable but this time when Taehyung walks, there's something mildly gentle about it. Your assumption that this has to do something with his perception of the correct way to represent the piece of clothing, is proven right when he keeps making these small, barely noticeable changes, each time Jimin flips the design.
As you watch Taehyung walk back to his original position and then start walking again, you wonder how exactly are you going to manage to do this and how will you match Taehyung's skill.
You thought modelling would be easy, that you'd simply have to walk wearing the clothes Jungkook has designed. But now that you have seen the designs, you will gladly put aside the hurt Jungkook's words had caused and will admit that he should have someone who will do justice to the designs, as his model. And you really, don't think you'll be able to do it. 
Not when your partner on the runway is supposed to be Taehyung, who walks and carries himself so gracefully. Next to him, you're nothing and will stick out like a sore thumb.
Boy, what did you sign up for? 
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Jungkook's hands might be occupied with putting things back in the cupboard but his mind is occupied with you.
It's weird because it hasn't even been half an hour since you and Taehyung bid your goodbyes, but Jungkook already wants to spend more time with you and wants to get to know you better. If he were, to be honest, he hasn't felt this way about anyone before. But that's justified, after all, he hasn't ever met anyone as beautiful as you before, either.
The thought makes him sigh.
In the short span of time that he has known you, he has found himself wishing you could see what he sees. Because even though it has only been a day, he can tell that you are not as confident as you should be. If only you knew what other girls would give to have your beauty and charm.
"Jungkook?" Jimin calls. When Jungkook responds with a small hum to let Jimin know that he's listening, Jimin asks the question that has been on his mind since he met you. "What made you choose Y/N as the model?"
"Well because she's perfect for the role." Jungkook shrugs, without missing a beat, the answer coming to him automatically.
"But Y/N is the kind of girl you'd never choose as your model." Jimin counters, not satisfied with Jungkook's answer in the least.
Jungkook frowns, amused by Jimin's opinion. "Are you sure you know me?"
Jimin sighs, frustrated. He knows he shouldn't bother himself so much with something so minuscule but he also can't just accept it. Because one of Jungkook's main traits has always been knowing what he wants. Which also extends to girls. 
It's not unknown that Jungkook is a bit of a player when it comes to romance. He likes to be free and never gets tied down. And let's just say, if one were to look at the list of girls he has been with, one would be able to tell exactly what Jungkook's type is. 
It's not only that though, Jungkook only ever gives attention to a girl if they fall under the category of his "type". There might be the girl who's perfect for Jungkook, right in front of him but he won't bat an eye at her if she isn't his type. 
One might say, that's very shallow of Jungkook but that's also simply how he is and has always been.
Hence, Jungkook removing the girl who is his type, to make you his model, who isn't his type, is very puzzling to him. 
"Maybe I don't," Jimin says, his voice not hiding the mix of frustration and confusion he's feeling. "Help me understand why you chose Y/N as your model?"
Jungkook looks at Jimin, trying to understand what's going on with the older one. Why is he so hellbent on understanding why he chose you as your model? Moreover, what's there to understand even? Isn't one look at you enough to answer that question? 
Nevertheless, Jungkook tries to think about how he should answer Jimin's question. But when he gives it a thought, it occurs to him that perhaps there's a bigger intention behind why he has asked you to be his model.
"Maybe modelling is just an excuse," Jungkook's words are spoken more to himself than to Jimin. Almost, as if he too is realising something. "Maybe, I want to get to know her on a deeper level."
Still doesn't answer Jimin's question.
"But why?" Jimin prods.
"Because she looks like the girl of my dreams," Jungkook whispers, his eyes locked on the ground as a gentle smile appears on his face. 
Jimin bends down a little to catch the expression on his childhood friend's face. It shocks him to the core when he notices the lovesick smile that adorns Jungkook's face. 
"My god, what on earth are you saying?" Jimin whines.
"Also, because I have met her before–" Jungkook looks up suddenly, totally ignoring Jimin's question, as if he just remembered that he has forgotten to mention something to Jimin. "–in Gangnam." 
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lun6laveria · 10 months
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tumblr i would like to properly introduce you guys to my benrey oc, Little B.
ok so first and most important thing if you squeeze him in your hand he makes a squeaky noisethat is his true form, HE IS that small HIS PASSPORT IS EXACTLY THAT SIZE… i definetly didint just think correctly when i was drawing this but now its true not normal sized passport you can squeeze him like a stress toy but if you throw him against the wall it MIGHT crack 50/50 chance of him either becoming one with the wall or it breaking he can posses objects and make them float he choses to walk most of the time even tho hes SMALL and hes been stepped on atleast 6 times he also SCOURS through black mesa vents like the lil rat he is he does this real oftently and yes he has rat friends hes also "accidentally" fallen inside scientist's experiments causing them to fail dont ask HOW. none of the scientist like that lil mf bc he ruins so many things except for OOOONEEEE that i wont be naming.. his fav UNEDIBLE food IS battery acid his fav edible food is strawberry jam sandwich he could eat it entirely and the only reason he hasnt left black mesa yet is bc he does not like his own realm not bc theres something wrong with it, hes just not satisfied ANDDD THIS GUY DOESNT REALLY ENJOY SPEAKING he only lets out squeaks sometimes (rarely) thats when scientists try talking to him he either just..stares at them, ignores them or runs tf away but hes not that fast you can hear squeaky noises when he walks or runs too he flipped one of them off once he really likes chewing on passports his bmsv is like a bunch of distorted black lines that can exist for 30 seconds to 5 mins thats why scientists see weird floating black lines sometimes around the facility you can MOLD him theres time to time where his clothes, his helmet and his body turn into clay-like he doesnt do this by himself he cant control it, but this IS kind of hard to happen and he also becomes like unconscious while this happens but if you do mold him he takes 1 hour to go back to normal if nothing touches him he takes only 2 mins to go back to normal HE CAN STILL CHANGE HIS OWN SIZE THOU but he likes being tiny the only times he'll ever change his size to bigger is to play his cello that he keeps somewhere deep in the facility n he only does it at night only being specific on the last part bc i love cellos. he can't feel pain, and he understands all languages if anyone has any other questions abt him dont be afraid to ask
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flimflamfandom · 7 months
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Flimflamuniverse Character Breakdown!
Have you ever been reading one of my fics and asked something like-
"Whaddya MEAN Freckle has an accent?"
"Why do they end up in Hollywood?"
"Who's Rocky dating, anyway!?"
Well WONDER NO MORE! This post is the comprehensive list for all yer Flimflamfandom character quirk questions!
Essentially all of the changes are character based, but we will be talking about slight setting differences as well.
Let's dive in!
THE SETTING:
Most of the setting is exactly the same - late 20s St. Louis!
HOWEVER -
During later period stuff (anything from 1929 onward) several of the characters have taken up roots and gone to Hollywood! This has to do with various career moves that take place over the duration of the AU
Significant parts of Calvin's story now take place in Cork, Ireland - this will be explained more in depth later.
IT SHOULD BE NOTED that by the time my AU takes place, the Daisy has picked up significantly in business.
THE CHARACTERS:
It's important to note that NONE OF THE CHARACTERS' CRIMINAL ATTRIBUTES WERE REVEALED UNTIL AROUND THE MID 70S, and by then, the shock and horror of this sort of thing were replaced with fascination.
CALVIN MCMURRAY:
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1909-1939
Calvin's childhood is the same, up until the nebulous "incident" that gets Rocky kicked out of home. Because of this, Nina gets a bit spooked, and sends Calvin to finish his basic schooling in County Cork, Ireland. He completes his schooling, and comes back home just in time for the "event" at the police academy.
During his time at the Daisy, Calvin becomes very interested in writing, and begins writing for the Times Dispatch about baseball games. He eventually begins writing screenplays when he moves with Ivy to California. He writes 3 novels, 2 short story collections, and 3 books of poems, on top of 4 screenplays. He's a busy guy!
Unfortunately, sometime around 1936, he develops a form of tail cancer. He dies in 1939, just 10 days shy of his 30th birthday.
QUIRKS: -Calvin has an accent! He's a cork boy. He sounds like a Cork boy. -By the time of his death, Calvin has a son, named Finn.
IVY PEPPER:
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1909-1999
Ivy's childhood and such don't change much at all. 'Cept a secret that has to do with Mitzi, but shh! It's a secret!
Ivy is majoring in mathematics at college, and she's MAJORING majoring in it. her specialty seems to be advanced algebra - ring theory, nonlinear algebra, stuff like that. She slowly starts to see herself doing less and less in the field, but she always keeps an interest in it, attends conferences, etc.
The thing that REALLY interests Ivy, though, is her theater course. She takes one as an arts credit and LOVES it! She turns out to be kind of a prodigy on stage! She does some more acting here and there, and happens to meet a producer of films in 1929, after she's changed names to Ivy McMurray. She drags Calvin out to Hollywood with her, and stars in at least a dozen films, winning awards for quite a few of them!
By her retirement from acting in the 1960s, (her last picture netted her an award, by the way) she began to help get all of her old things from the Daisy together, and turn them into a museum, called the Daisy Club Museum. She helped run and fund the museum until her death in 1999, just 2 weeks into the age of 90.
QUIRKS: -Won 5 Oscars - 3 best supporting, 2 best actress. -Contributed her skills and research to at least 3 Algebra textbooks, -Never remarried after Calvin - she was quoted as saying "He'll love me when I get where he is, too."
ROCKY RICKABY:
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1904-1989
Rocky's time at the Daisy is marred by his failed romances. He swears he must be the most unlovable person on earth! In the AU, I used to have an OC set aside for him, but nowadays I keep it vague and just say he has a wife and kids. ANYHOW, after the Daisy, Rocky manages to recover a tad from his head wound, and, get this - became a comedian. He even had a circuit of all the speakeasies.
Rocky did need a job after all of that though, and ended up, eventually, in broadcasting, which turned into being a comedian, which turned into his own radio show, which turned into a television show in the early days of TV. Rocky moved out to Hollywood and accidentally bought the house right next to Ivy and Calvin's.
A man with a good reputation, even AFTER it came out that he was a serious gangster, Rickaby died peacefully in 1989, at the age of 85.
QUIRKS: -Rocky was a staunch civil rights, woman's rights, and gay rights activist up until the very end. This would often get him in trouble with networks and producers. -Really liked the Beatles when they crossed over to the US -There is a very persistent rumor that he was in the OSS during World War 2 - in fact, he was not, but he did do work for the Signal Corps making mildly funny training films.
MITZI MAY:
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?-1980
Little is known of her childhood, or her adolescence before the Daisy.
Plenty is known AFTER it though!
Mitzi, unlike the others, was not headed for entertainment afterwards. She, instead, lived with Sedgewick Sable, and indeed remarried, but never took his last name. As the pressure from the depression started to ease, she managed to turn all that Daisy property (and all of the hidden away stash money) into a hotel! Mitzi became an incredibly successful hotelier, owning and helping to operate no less than 5 luxury hotels by 1956.
By 1970, she had gotten in touch with Ivy Pepper again, and asked about the Daisy Club Museum - she was instrumental in getting it started, as she still sorta owned the caves down there. She had the diea of making it a living history museum, and she also had the idea of making it like a sort of themed resort.
She died in her sleep in 1980. No one was precisely sure of her age.
QUIRKS: -No one really knows her age -She has a secret about Ivy that she's never told a soul, and it went with her to her grave -Mitzi had one known child by Sedgewick Sable - Minerva, born in 1934. Minerva became a costumer.
SEDGEWICK SABLE:
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1895-1985
After the depression hit, Sable was distraught and destitu-JUST KIDDING, that paranoid buffoon hid cash in the walls. The WALLS, I tell you! It wasn't a ton, though, and they coasted by until the New Deal came around.
Work projects need work materials, and Wick was able to help provide them. With a new purpose, new drive, and tons of resources, Wick managed to get the company going again, renaming it to Sable Construction Materials, later just SCM. He even had to buy 3 Lake Freighters - the company still operates lake freighters today!
At the age of 90, Wick passed away in his sleep.
QUIRKS: -While Wick and Calvin were never close, both were HUGE baseball fans - Wick was obsessed with the Red Sox. -Wick was a surprisingly involved boss - most employees knew him personally.
MORDECAI HELLER:
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1899-1983
At some point, Mordecai returned to the Daisy, to work with Calvin McMurray as a 'fix it' man. Mordecai admired the work, and stayed put until the place stopped being illegal.
After bouncing from job to job, thinking he would end up back in organized crime, Mordecai settled down in New York after finding out the man who wanted him dead had been killed in a car accident. Mordecai became an accountant and theater manager on Broadway - not a STAGE manager, mind you, just the guy who runs the theater. He really quite liked the work!
Mordecai Heller died in 1983 at the age of 84, of lung cancer.
QUIRKS: -Mordecai was a homosexual, and was well known as such. -Mordecai, a seemingly ice hearted man, actually kinda liked musicals...well. Good ones, anyway. -His least favorite show up there was Seesaw. His favorite was Pacific Overtures
VIKTOR VASKO:
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1886-1978
After the Daisy became a legal operation, Viktor just...kept working there. You still need someone to lift boxes and tend a bar when it's legal, too! Viktor was actually a loyal employee of Mitzi until 1943, when he left to run a construction firm in St. Louis. He did that, and had a fairly uneventful life, dying in 1978 at the age of 92.
QUIRKS: -Viktor never remarried - but he did reconnect with his wife and daughter sometime in 1935. -Viktor's daughter went on to become a famous operatic soprano, and even served at the Met for a time. -Viktor never outed any of his former associates, even when talks of the Daisy Museum were beginning. He refused, worrying that he'd sully people's reputations.
DORIAN ZIBOWSKI:
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?-1954
After the depression, it became harder for clubs to keep full time musicians. Zib was still at the Daisy until about 1932. Fortunately for him, in 1933, his old...work acquaintance? Rocky was running a radio show out of Los Angeles and was asked to help find a band leader.
After a brief stint on this show, Zib began to lead bands at the cutting edge of Jazz music - he considered becomeing an academic, but he never found the time to think too hard about the option.
A lifetime of smoking and drinking caught up to him fiercely, and he died of Lung Cancer in 1954.
QUIRKS: -He's still made outta triangles! -Zib learned to play every saxophone, and every reed instrument he could get his hands on. -Zib's final record was a live recording at the Pershing Lounge in Chicago, Illinois, 4 years before Ahmad Jamal made it famous.
THE SAVOYS:
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Nico: 1900-1978 Serafine: 1902-1983
Little is known of the Savoys after their return to Louisiana in 1931. Some say Nico got back into boxing, or that Serafine was responsible for a rash of killings.
The two died peacefully in their homes, and lived to perfectly normal old ages...and yet, it seemed so suspicious when Nico died. He was just...on his back porch. With a note that was written in code...
QUIRKS: -Nico did, in fact, go back into boxing, but left for professional wrestling - the fictional kind. Serafine was, for a time, a voodoo practitioner for hire, who was well regarded in her community -Neither married, but both had several relationships
THE ARBOGASTS:
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Abelard: 1886-1987 Bobby: 1898-1975 Elsa: 1900-1975
The Arbogasts lead a quiet, mostly obscure life, save for Abelard, who becomes quite the lit up theologian. He starts a cult in the woods of Missouri, and is found dead after his 101st birthday. The cult, as many do after a leader dies, fell into disarray and eventually splintered.
Bobby and Elsa dropped the funeral routine and moved closer to the city - Bobby became a school teacher and Elsa became a nurse. The two died months apart in 1975.
QUIRKS: -Elsa and Bobby were just about as in love with each other as Calvin and Ivy. -Bobby had severe PTSD from the war, and would often have episodes. Elsa hated seeing him that way, but helped him. -Abelard's Cult, "the new Thinkers", was bizarrely peaceful as cults are concerned. They never ate Fish, though...
LACY HARDT:
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1904-1994
Lacy was a loyal employee of Sedgewick Sable for the first year after the depression. Eventually, though, she married Arthur Keane (an OC you can read about here), a guitarist, and moved with him to his hometown of Virginia Beach. There, she lived with him as an assistant to many prominent locals.
Eventually, the two moved again, back to Peoria, to take care of Lacy's ailing mother. This was around 1934. After Lacy's mother passed in 35, she was distraught. So, she decided to find a new hobby - writing and illustrating children's books. She got onto the idea after a phone call with Ivy, who handed over Calvin's agent's information.
When she retired, Lacy moved back to Virginia Beach with Arthur, who died a year before she did. QUIRKS -Lacy won a Caldecott Medal, and displayed it in her home office until her death -Until after her death, it was kept a secret by the McMurray family that Lacy, who was close with them, had been writing Finn (Calvin's son) notes as Mrs. Claus, as well as little stories, which eventually became her 'Rudy Sees the World' books.
THAT'S ALL I'M WRITING FOR NOW!
Again, pretty much all the changes are to the characters - the setting is, for the most part, untouched! I will be writing more about the AU when I get the chance, though!
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kentokrazy · 1 year
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a/n: i blame tiktok and mitski
toji x platonic!teen!oc...? maybe?
heating packs and chocolate bars
warnings: grief, arrogance, toji things
toji isn't sure what a girl like her is doing here.
it's dark, dirty and smells like piss'n'shit. there's a familiar weight on his chest the longer he stares at the curled up mass. it's a warm lump that cradles inbetween his ribs and heart, giggles like a newborn memory that's faded around the edges, accompanied with messy black hair and teary eyes.
but it's not his problem. so he ignores the alleyway and heads for his original destination. with what little yen he budgeted he figured he can at least scrape together an instant meal everyday until his next bounty.
its a rainy day, one that makes him think about a salty, hearty broth that he used to sip when dark clouds like this locked him inside and under cozy blankets. but now he tugs a thin, scratchy jacket over his head and keeps his hands in his pockets.
head tipped when he enters the convenience store his feet drag him towards the shitty little discounted corner. his stomach rumbles and gurgles just at the sight of the crappy almost expired meals. at one time he might've chosen more carefully, inspected and decided what he wanted back before he knew real hunger, but today he grabs the cheapest option and heads for the register.
settled behind an older woman, a small huddle of girls he waits. his shoulders leans against the shelving next to him and his head focused on the ground.
his mind is gnawing. his fingers loosely grasping a bottle of water and wound around the cup. there's a pecking in the back of his brain that slowly molds into a static alarm clock. routine slowly cracking and hatching from the tucked away tomb of repetition that he was once accustomed too.
he finds himself staring at the candy bars, chocolate specifically. one that he had bought many times on days like these and ones that he had tried to forget about in these shitty little stores. his hand flexes in its pocket, muscle memory desperate to grab the sugary little bar, but he cements it in his pocket and turns his head away.
the older lady slowly hobbles away from the counter and the girls all shuffle together to replace her. toji doesn't move, allowing himself a moments leisure.
his eyes whether absentmindedly or or their own accord have focused on the heating pads on the other side of the register. its a cold day, one that marks the start of winter. it brings him a bitter thought and his lip curls.
winter, why was winter such a heavy thought?
oh... oh that's right... that's why.
the snow will fall, itll be cold, wet and christmas, fucking christmas. he'll spend it in some shitty motel, watching a stupid movie and downing himself in booze. then after it'll wash away and begin to fertilize the soil for spring. rebirth and all that bullshit.
someone had told him once, a few years ago... maybe four or so. that he'd become a different man, he'd change. he laughed in behind their back at that point, because toji fushiguro doesn't change.
why change for a world that doesn't change for him?
especially one that continuously reminded him of his failures, mistakes and naive illusions. he had learned early in life that his world-which differed from most- that he had to become greedy, selfish and arrogant. so he tromped through life that way, fought against curses, devils and moronic assholes. became something they couldn't tame and mold.
until he didn't.
because he had something that didn't want to change him, didn't want to manipulate or use him to be something they needed, just what he could be. accepted him and all his selfish, arrogant thoughts.
why is he back here again?
he stares into the mass on the floor, laying so still he could've been fooled into thinking that they had passed in his short separation. but his eyes aren't like any other bystanders. his were used for something like this, a couple of years ago. standing at a doorway and staring into a much smaller mass that laid like this, watching and waiting to catch a sudden breath or change in pulse. but there isn't one and so he steps into the bedroom... no alleyway. he steps into the alleyway and approaches, careful to lighten his footsteps and not to jostle the bag twisted in his grasp.
she smells like shit, but what else is she supposed to smell like? sleeping somewhere like this.
toji wonders for a few moments what a girl like this is doing here, again. discarded and left to take care of herself, kinda like him.
he's been here before, just not in this same damp place. the place he was before was warm, soft and neat. it was carefully crafted and tenderly protected. it's not brutal like this and toji thinks for a moment that he's glad it wasn't.
she's not alone this time. slimy and wiggling, the dark green curse is slithering towards her? greedily getting ready to feed off her misery. his kick is reflexive, sending the little shit back down the alley and against a wall, splattering into a disgusting mess on the brick.
what was it that they said that make him snicker? why does it feel so loud now?
he sets the bag against her back and tugs his hoodie back over his head. he leaves her in the alleyway, hands back in his pockets and a scowl on his face.
why does she always have to be right? he thinks to himself. he kicks a rock across the road and shakes his head, small smile on his lips as the warm feeling from his heart spreads towards the locked away tomb.
he can hear her laughter, somewhere deep in him. he can hear it like he hears an old song, and with it the melody is a baby laughing.
"you're going to change," she had told him. "once you're a father, you won't go back," she had said it so affectionately, with an undertone of teasing. she cradled her protruding gut with such tenderness, eyes humored and that beautiful skin filled with a golden hue. he remembered how the snow was falling that early december day, their christmas tree already up. he had rolled his eyes when she said it. but again, she had always been right.
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angelicsjn · 1 year
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welcome to the family joshuaaa! Also with all these talks of promiscuous reader (luv u for that babe) can we get the ocs with a reader who tries to smash and pass them the next morning? Like she treats them like a hookup? Thank youuu 💕
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YOUR SIX YANDERES.
— ROMAN CORNELIUS JAMES BEAUREGARD.
Roman wouldn't really care. He's the one yandere that would actually be your fuck buddy and treats the visits like a smash and dash, so if you acted that way, he'd simply return the favour.
If slowly over time he grows more attached to you, if those yandere tendencies build up, he will begin to view the sexual relationship differently.
He'd grow jealous and pretty much talk you into staying while still masking his emotions. He wants you to stay, but not because he loves you. Totally not that...
— LATEN REED.
Laten is honestly used to people like that. It's actually sad.
His whole life, he's been treated like some sort of doll. Fun until they throw him aside for something else.
So he wouldn't really even think any different than usual — even if he does stalk you, he sees it as 'at least I have some part of them'.
He will try. He will make an effort to make you stay. To see you on public in a none sexual setting to get close to you in other ways, and if that doesn't work he'll give up and continue the way you like it.
He'll just hope you'll change your mind and sit with him during breaks and make the effort he once did for you.
— JAE 'NIKO' LEE.
Due to his need for a secret life from being an idol, he loves the idea of a non-serious fuck buddy. His life restricts him from anything serious, so a quick fix is the next best thing.
As he grows comfortable in your presence, the more controlling he will become, its slow. So slow you don't even notice it.
You'll stay back for a bit longer. Usually, you leave pretty much right after. Then you're on his bed for extra time sharing food and speaking about next day plans.
He loves your sexual nature, the fun of it. Even though he's slowly setting his chains on you, he gives you fun elsewhere.
Doing things that are daring, in the back of dimly lit clubs, in the dressing room before a performance. You name it.
— KAIDAN ALEXANDER WOLFE.
Since our Kaidan is a certified delusional.
He doesn't even notice the truth. He truly believes you love him even after you leave right after.
You say 'I love you' as you reach the peak? He will play that in his head for a month straight and obsess over the fact you said it.
If you notice how delusional he is, you can even use it to your advantage.. to play with him.
He's so obsessed and stupid he would do literally anything and you can turn him into your bitch like its nothing. Sometimes you don't even need to touch him.
— HAYDEN WEST.
Poor baby. He's not built for this treatment.
He's the perfect person to 'use', he's shy. Sweet. Like a puppy, and if you hold the leash, he will follow you. Even if it upsets him.
He hates feeling used. He hates seeing you leave. He hates how you never look at him and how you've only let him kiss you once.
He wants more. He needs it.
After a while, he will break down and pretty much beg for something more, even if it's only small. Five more minutes with you. For you to stay the night sometimes.
Your reaction is up to you, though...
— JOSHUA WHITE.
The possibility of this with Joshua is very slim.
Even while obsessed, God is #1.
He's a 'only if I know you, trust you, and love you' type of person.
So I don't think he'd ever become a smash and dash victim, unless you try REALLY hard to make him like you, make him trust you, all just for a fuck.
You'd need to fake it, manipulate this man, and if you succeed and leave soon after..
This poor baby will internalise it. Wasn't he good enough? It was his first time, he knows he wouldn't be the best. But was he that bad?
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anenbylittlepotato · 2 years
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"Would you still love me if I was a worm?"
Uhhh I had this idea from an oc question in one of the servers I'm in lol. This is definitely uhhh crack lol
Includes: Zhongli, Diluc, Xiao, Itto, Yae Miko, Tighnari, Sucrose, Childe, Yoimiya, Al-haitham
You ask them out of the blue if they'd still love you if yiu were a worm lol
Zhongli
He stares at you, very confused by this question.
"Of course I would my dear, what makes you ask such a thing???”
He now feels like he hasn't been giving you enough love and now you feel unloved :(
You'll have to reassure him but even then he'll likely be extra doting and loving to you for the next couple weeks
He's so wonderful <333 my husband <333
Diluc
He looks at you like
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"S/O.... Go to bed."
If you don't go to bed he will literally carry you to bed.
And tuck you in too.
He gives you a kiss on the forehead.
"And... Yes. I would still love you if you were a worm."
Then he leaves and goes back to his work.
Xiao
He stares at you for like a good full minute.
"... What."
No, seriously what.
"What does that even mean...? Why would you be a worm??? Such a ridiculous question. Honestly, do all mortals ask such idiotic questions?”
If you insist he'll say, "Do you understand how weird it would be to be in love with a worm? Spare me your foolishness."
When he sees you get sad he sighs.
"Of course I wouldn't love you as worm. Because I love you as you. I don't want you to be anything else."
He looks away, his face bright red, as he says that.
Itto
"ARE YOU GONNA BECOME A WORM??? WHO'S TURNING YOU INTO A WORM???"
He picks you up and runs off with you.
"DON'T WORRY, S/O, I'LL SAVE YOU!!!"
You have to quickly explain that, no, you are not, in fact, being turned into a worm.
Once you do he puts you down and looks at you, puzzled.
"Waitwaitwait. Why'd you ask that then????"
Once you explain he just seems even more confused.
"So. You're not a worm. And you're not becoming a worm. I don't get it. Why does it matter???"
The more you try to explain the more confused he gets.
Just give up he's not gonna get it, let alone answer.
Yae Miko
"Of course not, why would I love a worm? Why would I defile myself with such a vile creature?"
No hesitation 💀
When she sees your reaction she just laughs.
"Oh, you are so cute with that expression, dear. If it makes you feel any better, I'd at least get you a terrarium to live in. How does that sound?"
When you pout at her, she laughs even more.
"I'm just joking, silly. No need to take it so seriously. Come now, let's go get something to eat to make it up to you."
And then she takes you to get fried tofu.
S/O will remember this.
Tighnari
He stares at you
And then stares at you more.
He stares at you for a full 10 minutes before resonding.
"S/O... What in archon's name are you going on about??"
When you try to explain, he stops you, ears twitching a little.
"No, no. That was rhetorical. But really, what could possibly drive you to ask such a thing? If you want me to give you some love, you don't have to ask ridiculous question to do it."
He shakes his head and pulls you into his arms.
"I love you just the way you are."
Sucrose
She gives you a surprised look.
"Of course, I would! And I'd get you a terrarium to stay in and take good care of you until I figure out a way you change you back!"
Her ears droop a little more then they already are.
"Are you asking because I haven't been paying enough attention to you? I'm so sorry! I can put some of my work to the side for now and we can-"
You have to interrupt her to explain that it was just a silly question.
She looks visibly relieved and nods with a smile before hugging you.
"I'll always love you, S/O..."
Childe
He stares at you like 🧍
He blinks
Then blinks again
Then he bursts into laughter.
"What kind of question is that?!"
Yes, he is making fun of you
And yes, he is going to bully you about this.
"Oh, you're truly hilarious, S/O. Where do you even come up with these things???”
He immediately pulls you against him.
"Now, the real question is... Would I be a worm too??"
Yoimiya
She immediately giggles at you.
"Silly, S/O! Why are you even asking?? Of course I would! How could I not?"
She gives you a lil kiss.
"Besides, how would you become a worm anyway?? That's just silly! Now come on! There's supposed to be fireworks soon! We HAVE to go see them!"
She grabs your hand cheerily dragging you along, having completely forgotten your conversation already.
Al-haitham
🧍
He turns and starts walking away.
When you chase after him and stops with a sigh.
"You're in one of those moods where you aak idiotic questions again. I don't feel like hearing it right now. Go take a nap and put those thoughts out of your head. Don't talk to me until you've cleared your mind."
And then he leaves 💀
And he keeps to his word too. He refuses to talk to you until you get over the question.
He's an asshole 💀
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doveriathegoddess · 7 months
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I made a Walten Files AU where in the aftermath of the car accident and telling Jack and Rosemary the truth about what happened to Ed and Molly, Felix also returns Rocket by leaving him at the front door of the Walten House with a note saying how much he's sorry about what he's done and that he'll be leaving Michigan for good. The same day he leaves Felix also resigns from his position as Co Founder and packs his stuff and travels south all the way to the state of Texas. (Fun Fact I'm a Texan LMAOOO)
He ends up in Granbury, Texas and settles in, getting a job at an office and goes to therapy to deal with his problems, leading him to quit alcohol completely as the years go by and he's still clean when the main story of the AU takes place. One fateful weekend he meets Audrey (my oc) who's an unmarried woman living on her farm outside of town and they bond pretty quickly before they become a couple. While they're dating Felix tells Audrey about his past and to his surprise Audrey accepts him despite his past since she strongly believes that everyone deserves a second chance no matter the circumstances of what they've done.
Eventually Felix and Audrey get married and they settle into Audrey's farm, with Felix leaving his office job and becoming a farmer like his wife. He also takes Audrey's maiden name Helbredelse as his last name when they get married so he can cast off Kranken as his last name due to the bad memories he has with it. Now here is a picture of what Farmer Felix looks like:
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Over the years before the AU's story takes place, Felix and Audrey have 4 children with the oldest being 18 years old while the youngest is 6 months old. I also have pictures of them as well so here you guys go:
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Zachary Jack Helbredelse is the oldest child of the family at 18 years old and he's a senior in high school. Not only does he take over his father in physical looks, but his main interests are in robotics and business as he plans on going to an out of state college to pursue these interests.
Charlie Edward Helbredelse is the second child and youngest son at 16 years old, and a sophomore in the same high school he's attending with his brother Zachary. He plays baseball and has his own car which he got a present from a friend of his who moved out of Texas. One thing to note is that Charlie is not the brightest bulb in the box at times-
Susie Molly Helbredelse is the third and oldest daughter who is 12 years old, and attends middle school in the 7th grade. She likes taking care of the chickens and other animals on the farm, and wants to be a rancher someday when she's older. Susie loves her little sister Pippa and is often in the nursery playing with her.
Pippa Rose Helbredelse is the baby of the family at 6 months old and like all babies she stays at the house in her nursery most of the time. She usually has her stuffed bear with her and is one of those babies who doesn't cry often since she likes to sleep most of the time. Her mother Audrey and her father Felix take turns every day looking after her while the other tends to the farm, and her big sister Susie will even come into the nursery just to play with her.
And now for the story of the AU: After many years of being in Texas after leaving Michigan because of what happened, Felix got his act together and got himself a wife and kids along the way. Felix feels he is at peace with himself since he went to therapy and got clean from his alcohol addiction, but all that is about to change when Felix's oldest son Zachary comes home from school one day and notices a package at the front door addressed to his father, but the package has no return address.
Intrigued, Zachary brings the package inside and because his dad is in town doing errands on this day it'll be a while before he comes home for dinner. So Zachary opens the package and is very confused to find a grey rabbit doll inside the box with a name tag attached to it that says "Rocket". As there's nothing else in the package and no return address, Zachary decides to leave the rabbit inside the box and wait until Felix gets home.
Eventually his younger siblings Charlie and Susie get home from school and see the package along with Rocket inside so they inquire their older brother about it. Zachary explains how there's no return address but that doesn't stop Charlie from taking Rocket out of the box and examining it, while Susie goes upstairs and brings Pippa (who is waking up from her nap) down from the nursery to see Rocket.
Felix comes home to see his kids crowding around something and becomes shocked as he comes face to face with the toy that reminds him of his past and what happened on the night of the car accident. Zachary explains to his father about the package and asks if he knows what Rocket is based on his reaction to seeing him. Felix quickly dismisses Zachary and states that he'll go to the post office tomorrow morning and inquire about the package. At this point Audrey comes downstairs due to the commotion and sees Felix and his uncomfortable expression around Rocket, which causes her to diffuse the situation by allowing Susie to keep Rocket in her room for the time being and bringing the empty box upstairs to hers and Felix's bedroom.
That night after dinner, Audrey does her best to console Felix about the situation with Rocket as he's obviously spooked that the toy has found it's way to his home in Texas after he moved away from Michigan many years ago. Audrey suggests contacting his ex-friend Jack Walten about Rocket but Felix is hesitant as he has not spoken to Jack in the last 20+ years because of the car accident. The couple decide to discuss this matter further when their 3 older children are at school the next day and go to sleep that night. The next day the couple decide to go to the post office and talk to someone about the package, but when they get to the post office they learn that there was no record of a package being received at the post office nor any record of it being delivered to the house.
The couple return home and decide that they'll allow Rocket to stay in the house until Felix can get in contact with Jack. For a few weeks everything is normal until some of the family members find Rocket in places around the house, like outside of Zachary's bedroom door, sitting in Charlie's chair in the dining room, being in the closet of Felix and Audrey's room, in the basket that Susie uses to feed the chickens next to the coop, and even ending up next to Pippa's crib in the nursery.
Felix is starting to get scared that something is amiss and he's not wrong, especially since unknown to him and his family, an entity is lurking in the shadows on the farm and waits to strike...
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spaceratprodigy · 2 months
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👄🕯️🛠️🚓 for faith and max hehe <3
@roseeway — [ OC COUPLE ASKS ]
👄 How do you refer to each other? (”This is my...” boy/girlfriend, partner, fiance(é), etc.)
I've always leaned towards them referring to each other as their partner, especially when it's still early in their commitment. I don't see it changing much until they make things more permanent between them. There's a certain thrill to be had when getting to say my husband and my wife.
I would not put it past Faith to occasionally refer to him as her lover, but that feels more personal and playful and reserved for certain ears. I'm sure it takes him very off guard every time.
🕯 Turn in early, or burn the midnight oil?
I've talked enough about her sleep issues and that I headcanon him having his own as well. Y'all are familiar with all the Insomnia Nights thoughts. They are definitely staying up late to enjoy each other's company peacefully until they get tired out enough to attempt sleep.
By the time sharing a bed is something they allow themselves, I'm sure it becomes more frequent to cozy up together sooner instead of keeping themselves busy with other things.
🛠 Who cooks? cleans? fixes things?
I see them both cooking, often together. I think she's better than he is, although she does personally have a preference for baking. I see him as being fine enough at cooking to suit his needs, but I do think when it comes to cooking for/with Faith he puts forth more effort than he would for just himself.
I think they both keep their spaces rather organized, but definitely lived in. Not wanting too much clutter regularly, but it happens when it comes to their personal things finding their own spots and whenever she's working on her own projects she's definitely gonna leave stuff out a bit until she's done. But overall, tidy to their liking.
Faith fixes things much more often. She loves to build, tinker, and work with her hands. Honestly, even if it's something Max absolutely could fix, there are things I'm sure he asks her anyway because he knows it's enrichment for her and that she enjoys it. And she is very well aware when it's something he's capable of handling.
🚔 Who gets you both/all in trouble? What for?
Overall I'm going to go out on a limb here and say Faith is the one getting them into trouble more often. Considering she has no respect or fear of consequence when it comes to The Board. And also, freelancer's gotta get paid somehow.
And, well.. *gestures vaguely at Phineas*
Now we aren't going to pretend like Max doesn't have any less than legal ideas, but we all know who's in charge, and that he'll follow her anywhere and back up any insane plan she comes up with.
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Howdy hey, it's that time again! Today we're introducing a character I've actually been waiting to introduce for a loooong time :D Although unfortunately I ended up REALLY struggling with their colors TmT
Anyways, at least I managed to get something passable?? You win some you lose some, I guess,,,
As always, lore under the cut!
Jargon is one of Ever Isle's locals- so local, in fact, that they've been around as long as anyone can remember! They're known not only for their shapeshifting abilities, which they use mostly for mischief, but also for their business...dealing in eyes. He'll buy or sell any eye you want, advertising them as "upgrades" to give you new abilities! You should know, though, that such powerful objects don't come without a price.
Not only can Jargon see out of any eye it sells to you if they want, but buying or selling one will also sell part of your soul, as well. Eyes are the window to the soul, after all... and Jargon can see right through you.
It's even rumored that Jargon themself was once a completely different person, who stole too many eyes and lost too much of themself that, though he could become anyone they wanted, they could never return to their original form. But those are just stories...right?
Jargon is the definition of chaotic-neutral, and will really only do things based on how they benefit itself. They were originally pretty neutral to the Lost Kids' coup, even sometimes supportive since they thought it was funny, but that quickly changed once the kids decided that THEY counted as an adult and took over her workshop. Now, Jargon and their lackeys are working on taking back the island- with debatable success.
Jargon is first encountered on top of a pyramid of crates, holding Princess hostage! Apparently, their plan is to take her place in order to end the coup (I guess they didn't get the memo about her getting the boot). Of course, they can't have any WITNESSES! Looks like Prince'll have to fight them...woop dee doo.
In case you're confused (which is fair), Jargon and their lackeys are the miniboss for USAU's Barrel Battle! Originally I considered using Lost Kid versions of some certain old minion OCs, but it felt wrong to have Prince just beat up a bunch of children -w-;;. Jargon may swipe their claws around or even turn into Prince himself, but they'll get sent blasting off like Team Rocket at the end all the same.
I actually have NO idea what the music would be, since as far as I know Shapeshifter never got any canon music...although thanks to that one Shane Frost animatic I associate them with Battle With a Gorgeous Foe lol
I'll expand on this more later, but all shapeshifters have tells when they shapeshift, whether it be off-colors or a messed up shadow. Jargon's reflection is the best way to tell, as it will always show what's hidden beneath their facade. Their form may also drop if they get very angry, and though they're a really good actor, they might accidentally break character by laughing at something they shouldn't have.
One last thing... Earl does not like them at ALL. Sure, it's always trying to get them to buy a new eye, but somehow there seems to be more to it than that....hm.
Anyways, that's all folks! The next refs will actually be BREAKING the pattern, and will not be Jargon's swap! They aren't even in this area, so it wouldn't make any sense to do them lol. Don't worry though, we'll get to them....eventually -w-"
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coffehbeans · 4 months
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Hi!!! :D A5 for any OCs, and then B6 and B7 for the g/t ask game?? :3c
Hiii Eliza! Thanks sm for the asks! <3
Ok, for A5 I thought about doing for multiple ocs ahsuas, so here we go!
A5. Your characters favorite way to be carried/carry someone?
Juhren: He's not a very big giant so usually humans are the size of his hand or bigger, so he usually prefers to carry them around with both hands cupped around them. Gotta keep them safe and steady as much as possible. Juhren doesn't really act like this when he's trying to appear threatening, though...
Sunflower: She doesn't like feeling restrained by a giant hand, so riding on shoulder is the best thing for her, freedom of movement even if it's a little challenging to balance herself.
Ethan: After he reached his full size he feels so awkward carrying people he'd rather not carry them at all. Everyone is so small it makes him feel stressed out, but in extreme cases he'll prefer to carry only one human with an open palm. Although his hand has space for more than one human, he'd rather not.
Aegir: He likes to pinch a human with his thumb and forefinger, makes it easier to observe them and turn them around. Of course, he has no idea how terrifying this is for them lol
Caytlin: She prefers to sit down on Aegir's open palm. Although it's rare for him to stop himself from fidgeting her around, to her dismay ahsush
Alaric: He cups both hands around them. He does so with Estelle, and he can't see himself carrying another human in a different way. It's safer this way and makes him feel more at ease.
Estelle: She prefers to have cupped hands around her, makes it easier to not see how high up she is and she doesn't have to deal with the scary eyes of other giants staring at her.
That was a long one, sorry ahsush
B6. A trope you’d like to see more of
I said it once and I'll say it again, growth! It's soo very unusual to see g/t fics with growth in it. We see a lot of shrinking, but almost never the other way around! I'm trying to change that, as y'all can see with my fics, but it feels lonely at times ahssuh the best part about a character turning giant is The Fear of Being Perceived TM, afraid of yourself and of others, not because you're weak but because you're so big and strong you can't trust yourself - HHHH It's so good!
Another trope that I wanted to see more of is accidental city rampage! Really wish it was more common. A giant dealing with being stranded in a city full of panicking tiny people while they try their best not to knock things around, it's such good tension!
B7. Least favorite trope/aspect of g/t?
Shrinking. Ashush yes I know, I'm the number 1 disliker of shrinking in the g/t community. Everyone seems to love it, and I feel like I'm the only one who doesn't. The loss of power and vulnerability that comes with it is just too much for me to handle. It's not comfort for me as it is for everyone else, it actually makes me feel uncomfortable and anguished somehow? Idk why, but I simply hate the idea of becoming so tiny and helpless.
That connects to another least favorite aspect of g/t: tinies being useless. Yeah, a hot take. But I don't like it when g/t fics make the tiny depend on the giant for everything, or when they're under control of a giant. It's simply uncomfortable. I like the idea of tiny people finding agency and power despite their disadvantages, and not the other way around. It simply rubs me the wrong way.
Well, that got awfully long ashussh hope you don't mind, Eliza! I tend to ramble a lot ashushs
Thanks sm for your asks! I loved answering them <3
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stuffedsand · 9 months
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Wahey milgram oc time my silly guya
013 - Shiratori Masaki
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My boy
- 20
- prisoner number 013 (I slapped them into base milgram cuz I don't wanna make a whole new cast)
- to quote my own character notes: cringefail specimen of a man.
-- fun name thing! His first name means "true, hope" hehe
UNDERCOVER
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"Under, oh so aware of all that you say
This makes me sick, so please, go away"
Votes (fabricated lmao)
T1 - INNOCENT
T2 - GUILTY
Songs of Prisoners
+T1 – what…what are you talking about?
+T2 – no…you-you’re lying!
Voice trailer (t1)
Oh uh… Shiratori Masaki, that's my name. 20, uni student. Uhh what else … oh, sorry if I forget anything, i, ah, my memory has never been any good
If I'm being honest…I don't know what the hell you're talking about! No one around me has died recently. At least…not as far as I can recall…
*Takai? Takai! Wake up! This isn't funny..!*
Voice trailer (t2)
Hi, Es-kun, how have you been? Ah, Shiratori Masaki. You didn't forget our deal, right?
*Shut up! I don't want to listen to you and your stupid problems anymore!*
Personality
-- a timid yet stubborn man. It is very difficult to change his opinions on things. Polite, but very quick to turn defensive if blame is turned on him.
He can be a prick at times.
Extra notes
-- a man with really bad memory loss. During T1 interro, he makes a deal that he'll take MILGRAM seriously if Es can tell him who his victim is. And he has to believe it
-- not mentioned but his memory loss is a trauma response. Dead bodies are traumatic I don't think that's a contraversial take
-- the indirect murderer of the pair
Full body:
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Please note -- his ugly fucking shoes were not an accident he has a horrible fashion sense
014 - Akabane Kazuko
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The She
-23
-prisoner number 014
-based off one of my multifandom ocs (and my favourite of the 2)
--fun name thing! Her name means "gentle/kind/harmonious child". 子 is also(apparantly) male specific. I have fun reasons for that
UNDERCOVER
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(pardon the artstyle change this was done on my tablet instead of my computer and was. Rushed💀)
Under, I don't care if I'm in the right or wrong
Songs of prisoners
Full of malice, we will waltz to our doom
Votes (edit)
T1 - guilty
T2 - (?)
+t1 – let's get on with it, shall we?
+T2 – ...you're not very good at this.
T1 – voice trailer
Hello. I am Akabane Kazuko. 24. A pleasure to make your acquaintance, Warden.
I am interested in how all this will play out. But nothing will really change the impact of our actions. Remember that, Warden
* My final act… will take your breath away! *
T2 – voice trailer
Good day, Warden. Kazuko, you remember, yes? Seems your choices have caused quite the ruckus.
* You…You know what you've done! I'll make you pay for it!*
Personality
-- a calm and gentle woman. A showman at heart, she is elegant and loves performing magic tricks.
-- some are unsettled by her, but she does her best to be kind and friendly to those she speaks to
Extra notes:
-- Magician coded :)
-- because I can fabricate fan theories, es assumed they killed 2 people in trial one. They have only killed one.
-- the direct murderer of the pair
Full body: (outdated a lil, I changed her vibe. Design still stands)
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Please note -- bowling alley socks
Interro qns (please give me some interro questions tho I'm very bad at thinking any up)
Also note: interros are formatted as
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Question
Kazuko
Masaki
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Cuz I wrote this when I labelled Kazuko as 001 and Masaki as 002. I'm changing it to reflect their new numbers but editing on Tumblr mobile sucks so I'm not changing the order </3
Q)Tell us your family structure
014 — mother, self, brother,
...it's just me now
013 — parents, me and my twin, Shiratori Takai.
Q)Is there people you hate?
014 — hypocrites.
Don't become one, warden
013 — people who always depend on you
Q)Which prisoner is the most similar to you?
014 – yuzuriha kotoko.
013 – hm...
Probably kayano. He looks like he doesn't know why he's here, too
Q)What was your murder weapon?
014 — what a bold question
It was a bottle.
013 — haha, I'll humour you for this one
Hmmmm...... My words, maybe? I've been told i have quite a sharp tongue
Q)What was your family like?
014 — kind, resilient. They were wonderful. I
loved them
013 — they're ok.
Which prisoner do you get along with the least?
014 — mr mukuhara. Nothing against him, he just reminds me of someone.
013 — …Kusunoki. No reason, but I do wish she'd stop trying to talk to me. It's annoying.
Q)How has your experience been within MILGRAM ?
014 — quite good, considering we're all in here for murder.
013 — uh… good? I still don't believe you saying we're all murderers.
Q)Do you have regrets?
014 — yes. I should have done something sooner
013 — no? I did argue with my brother recently, but it was nothing, really. I'll apologize and everything will be fine
Q)Is there a verdict you hope for?
014) all I hope for is your honest judgement. I want to see how you choose to judge
013) Well, since I don't think I've done anything… I'd hope to be forgiven, of course.
Who was your victim to you?
014) nothing.
013) eh? Warden, I don't know. We made a deal remember? You tell me!
What is your father like?
014) i dont consider him my father.
013) uh…he’s my dad. What more do you want me to say, really...
What do you think of the prisoner paired with you?
014) Shiratori? Not much opinion. I do wonder what he's done to be here, though.
013) Ms Kazuko..? Shes intimidating, if I'm being honest. Not scary, just...intimidating
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another-lost-mc · 7 months
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Hiii, I’m new to your page and I’m already obsessed with your work. I love how you write the characters and I absolutely love your O/Cs. I was just wondering if you ever planned on continuing your O/C’s stories? Specifically Feathered Friends and A Roll of the Dice.
Feel free to totally ignore this, I was just curious and I’m absolutely feral for Karasu!!
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I'm so glad you enjoy my writing and the OCs. <3
I don't mind talking about upcoming plans for the OCs' stories so I'm happy you asked!
The next few chapters of Karasu's story are outlined. Part Four involves MC's tentative pact with Mammon and how that affects their developing relationship with Karasu. It goes into a bit of Karasu's backstory with Mammon and some insight into Karasu's opinions of pacts in general. I play a bit fast and loose with the canon story and pact order after that. I've mentioned this before, but Levi's pact is a long way off. That being said, the Dogi Maji game shenanigans in Lesson 10 becomes a critical turning point in their relationship progression. 👀
Karasu's Nightbringer story is being re-written now that I have the entire past plot to work with. I'm leaving the existing ficlets as they are since I wrote them for fun and like them as their own standalone thing. I do have an outline in the works that follows the NB canon right up to Lesson 40. It's going to be a longer one-shot rather than a multi-chapter fic.
The outline for Azra's entire S1 AU is practically done. It focuses less on canon events and more on the significant milestones in their relationship while MC is in the Devildom. I thought about re-writing Part Two's premise but now I'm not sure if I want to do that either. The original idea was a bit corny but also hilarious? I might keep it the way it is.
And since I'm already talking about OC stuff, let's cover the others too:
I have some brief ideas outlined for Zee's AU but nothing post-ready yet, which is why I'm trying to include him in the multi-character OC posts so he can still get some love. There are certain tropes/scenarios I haven't written about for other characters public sex period sex that apply to Zee, so at least I have some stuff to write about in the meantime.
I have the first part of Tenebris's AU outlined, but it needs some tweaking to reflect additions/changes I've made to his character and story (I originally wrote that outline like, a year ago). His SFW/NSFW Alphabets are in the works too.
Most of my focus for Metatron lately has been fleshing out his past and current standing in the Celestial Realm. I've had a lot of fun writing about his volatile history with Azra and how that will eventually tie into whatever present-day AU I write for him. In the meantime, he'll pop up in some of the Celestial Realm-based writing (he's already made a couple cameos and he's very good at making the other angels jealous lol).
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Hi, Witch! About that childhood OC ask! This is for both Alicia and Jackson!
1) What was your muse's personality like as a kid? How has it changed since then?
7) Did your muse have any enemies? Playground rivalries? How did that turn out?
16) If your muse could say one thing to their childhood self, what would they say? Would your muse want to meet their childhood self in the first place?
Hi Taro :3 thanks for sending this in! Let's go for these two :D
1. What was your muse's personality like as a kid? How has it changed since then?
Alicia: She was the energetic, curious and a bit annoying kid, she didn't have exactly a filter for her words and got in a bit of troubles when she was in school, also she was a bit troublesome for a kid. As for how much her personality has changed, she became more serious as she grew up, she still curious, but also knows when to stop and she's now really careful with her words when she needs to.
Jackson: As a kid, Jackson was really shy, trying to not call any attention on him and keeping quiet even when he was angry or he disagreed with something. And as an adult, he developed a strong and temperamental character, which made him short-tempered. Also despite he now speaks up when he disagrees, he also has moments where he shuts off and keeps things to himself.
7. Did your muse have any enemies? Playground rivalries? How did that turn out?
Alicia: She met once a kid she didn't like,more like she hated the kid, and it...ended with her biting someone :/ (she'll deny it forever).
Jackson: As I mentioned, he was really shy and quiet as a kid, so he tried to never get in confrontations with anyone out of pure fear. Also no one did anything to him because, well, the other kids noticed what he was going through and they felt pity for him, so they left him alone.
16. If your muse could say one thing to their childhood self, what would they say? Would your muse want to meet their childhood self in the first place?
Alicia: She'd definitely meet her younger self. Probably she'll kneel in front of her, cleaning a dirt patch on her cheek with a soft smile. I bet the younger Alicia would be a bit confused about her older self, and would ask what happened to her in the future. The Alicia we know would froze for a second and then sigh with a smile before saying: "Many things will happen, but we'll manage it ourselves. I promise, so just enjoy your childhood as always."
Jackson: He'd be reluctant, but will see his younger self. When he finds him, he'll sit by his side in silence to cover the kid with a jacket as he trembled. Then he'll put a hand over the kid's head and smile softly at him. I know he'll say: "Life will change, it's only a matter of time. Soon you'll escape from here, will become someone that helps people and we...we will find good people that will be with us in any situation. We'll be fine."
Then he'll hug his younger self like he would've wanted to be hugged when he was that age.
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Hi, before I explain my post, I want to say something important.
• What you see my blog has become a major overhaul. And despite the changes, I decided that my 2nd account will be now my artwork blog with a secret twist.
⚠️NEW RULE! (W/ BIGGER TEXT!)⚠️
⚠️ SO PLEASE DO NOT SHARE MY 2nd ACCOUNT TO EVERYONE! THIS SECRECY BLOG OF MINE IS FOR CLOSES FRIENDS ONLY!⚠️
• AND FOR MY CLOSES FRIENDS, DON’T REBLOG IT. INSTEAD, JUST COPY MY LINK AND PASTE IT ON YOUR TUMBLR POST! JUST BE SURE THE IMAGE WILL BE REMOVED AND THE ONLY LEFT WAS THE TEXT.
⚠️ SHARING LINKS, LIKE POSTS, REBLOG POSTS, STEALING MY SNAPSHOT PHOTOS/RECORDED VIDEOS/ARTWORKS (a.k.a. ART THIEVES) OR PLAGIARIZING FROM UNKNOWN TUMBLR STRANGERS WILL IMMEDIATELY BE BLOCKED, RIGHT AWAY!⚠️
😡 WHATEVER YOU DO, DO NOT EVER LIKED & REBLOG MY SECRET POST! THIS IS FOR MY SECRET FRIENDS ONLY, NOT YOU! 😡
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Okay? Capiche? Make sense? Good, now back to the post…↓
Title: Miya Speedster In Her 20s
(Young Adult) Miya 🐰🐻🔋: Eyo, September! 🍁🍂 It is I, Miya Speedster! 🙂 And I'm celebrating my 2-year anniversary as part of September's "Speedster Month"! ✌️😁🥳 Yeah, ya heard me right! First was my big cous, Aace 🐶🐺⭐ with his 1st-year Anniversary (Happy Anniversary, by the way! 🥳🎊👏) with his lovely girlfriend May 👊💥🐰 (Mah gurl!), and now it is MY TURN celebrating my 2-year anniversary! 😄 You expect me throwing a partay!? Nah, alternatively, I was spending time with my cute cloudy bear (Sammir 🐻🌩️) eating Pizza in Rome 🍕🍷🇮🇹, then the next is Race Day in Monza, Italy 🏎️🏁🇮🇹 and somehow I decently well; 3rd place, *doing the Italian stereotypical speech* though I expect more than 3rd place. Aw, mama mia! 🥉🤌🤌
(Young Adult) Miya 🐰🐻🔋: By the wai (way), no #OnThisDay throwback post from my creator because of my aforementioned anniversary! Yeah-yuh! 😁
(Young Adult) Miya 🐰🐻🔋: Nonetheless-ess, instead, my creator drawn the same artwork as before, this time he draw me an OG clothing based on the 2022 Christmas gifts from my aforementioned cute cloudy bear! 🎄🎁 → [CLICK ME!] Except that gloves, which is super awesome, as my OG clothes! 😁 The only thing didn't change, however, was my old and trusty goggles cap! 🥽🧢😊 It is still with me from my child stage, and surprisingly, my eyes fitted well! Wowee Zoweee! 😃 I looked like the next Digimon protagonist, but as much as I loved watching Digimon Adventure from my childhood, but I'm more like a 🏁"Racer"🏎️ than a "DigiDestined" member. 😅 Nevertheless-ess, I bet my cute cloudy bear will appreciated my OG look! 🥰🤗 As for my Impreza car 🌸🔵🟡🐰🐻🔋🇯🇵🚘 (and the Twins' 🐶🇯🇵🚘🟥🔵🌸🐰🇯🇵🚘), it is still ongoing, but he'll be scheduled at the end of September. 😉
IMPORTANT NOTE: There was an alternative attire for Miya and her twins, but it was "exclusive" to super secret blog. Uh yeah, and that artwork from yesterday → [CLICK ME!]. That is the last time you've seen Miya in her alternative attire. Though, I forgot to switch it as an exclusive, but Nah... Too late. 😑
Me 🇵🇭: Well, that's all for now! And happy 2nd Anniversary, Miya! 🐰🐻🔋🥳✌️🎊
(Young Adult) Miya 🐰🐻🔋: Thanksies! 😄
(Young Adult) Miya Speedster (Chowder OC) - created by ME!
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