#thelongestride

[shirtlessmoviestv]

Scott Eastwood : Mercury Plains (2016)

[birthdayimagewish]

A collection of Happy Birthday Images Wishes Scott Eastwood and memorable images as we celebrate the birthday of Hollywood star Scott Eastwood. Join us in honoring this talented actor on his special day.

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~ Baby Shower ~

[masslaxer]

“The Longest Rode” Movie Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

-This is an excellent movie detailing the stories of a present day & a past romance

-Parts of the story almost made me cry

-It’s very romantic

-I highly recommend & would watch again

[sophiesalmon48]

Film Night Watching The Longest Ride read the book a while ago decided to watch the film #thelongestride #nicholassparks 🎞🎬🍿 https://www.instagram.com/p/Cg7lWwmsm2Ez-6U7efwc6KwnDhhsCBR8aLWn6I0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[journalbynics]

2020 Quarantine Project: Film Journal ft. all Nicholas Sparks’ motion pictures! I literally worked on this spreads for like 2 weeks. I had to rewatch most of these films bc I wanna make a review & rate them accurately as of now since I watched these way back from 2015-2018 that I don’t remember everything. The Notebook & A Walk to Remember are my absolute faves here. How ‘bout u guys? 

P.s. please visit my channel if you like this film journal contents! I do a lot of these spreads about movies and even tv series so u can subscribe to see more of this! 

Here’s a link of the journal w/ me process on this spread: https://youtu.be/GMgLvenRaFQ

Here’s a playlist of all my movie journaling: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLk0PiQa7iBd_q03tvebti5xVogWRP16Jw

[starkdefense]

"So many wonderful years. But, of course, not nearly enough" - The Longest Ride

[sarah--adel]

I wish I could tell you it would all be happy ever after. Not everybody gets that.

[yourobriensource]

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[thewinchestergirlblog]

Just came across this oldie. #scotteastwood #scotteastwoodfanpage #fanpage #theforger #thelongestride #overdrive #fast8 #f8 #fastandfurious8 #follow #followme #comment #like #surfing #surferboy #surfer #gnarly #lukecollins #clinteastwood #theperfectwave #bae @scotteastwood https://www.instagram.com/p/BqBMRdLHgi0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=3z9q5aez7mpp

[griefnet]

If I Knew Then What I Know Now

TW: su*cide attempt, drxgs, d3ath

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An open letter to someone close to me who is no longer earthside. I miss you, and I wish I was more aware of ways I could have helped you. I am positive that things for you were never easy, and that is why you encountered all of your demons. I will be better for you, for your babies, and for people who live similar lives to yours. Love, Me

If I Knew Then What I Know Now

           I would have not been so numb when they told me you attempted suicide. Honestly, numbness is my defense mechanism, so I would probably still be quite numb. I would have realized it was more of a cry for help than a selfish act. I would have asked if I could see you. I would have asked grandma to give you a hug for me. You would have realized that people do care, and that we don’t have our heads shoved up our asses. You would have felt the love of the people who were supposed to support you for your entire life. Maybe you would have been honest from the beginning that it truly was an accident, and you could have gotten the most appropriate help at that time.

           I know that we were closer in age, and because of your babies, you ended up at the kids table with me a lot. I think that is where we decided we were more of the misfits of the family. I don’t think we minded. I still sit at the kids table, with your babies, though it feels much emptier without your soul. I miss the talks we had about serving, and how awful people threw the terrible food. Or, when we listened to my sister as she attempted to be the center of attention. You would have loved to see this last Christmas in person, you have a great niece, and she is the cutest little cupcake. As for me, I have a cat now. I know how much you loved old cranky bastards, and you would adore my gentleman.

           I would not have had an attitude when you walked in the house. In fact, I may have gotten up. I may have hugged you. At the very least, I would have looked you in your eyes, and I would not have studied your feet so intensely. I would probably still be nervous when you went to the bathroom, because when you are an addict, it becomes hard for people to trust you. Though, I would not have been so rude when you asked for a tampon. What harm could you do with a tampon? When they asked me to come outside to say goodbye, I would have been more enthusiastic. I would have made you tell me that you love me just in case I never got to hear it again. Because I don’t think I ever heard it again. I would have hugged you, and hopefully you would hug me back.

           The memories of you are fading faster than I would ever imagine. I can recall the things my mom and grandma pointed out around the time of your passing: your bright pink blush, gold eyeshadow, dark colored nail polish. I can remember one night at the dinner table, just after your oldest was born. All you wanted were the Hawaiian rolls, and your mother would not stop complaining. Then, your baby wanted that too. They said you were going to set your child up to only indulge on carbs, and they weren’t wrong, but it is funny to mark it back to that night. It seems like your face fades in and out sometimes, until someone posts another picture. They haunt me though. They remind me of what is no longer in front of me. They do not warm me inside; they make my soul so cold that it leaves my body to find warmth elsewhere. Shortly after, the image feels like a dream.

           I would have screamed when you told her you could not stay at the rehabilitation center. I would have told you that you have to. I would have driven there myself to make sure you did not wander around the streets after you checked yourself out. I would have made you see things the way I did. I would have begged you to at least get detoxed, so you could get the extensive help you needed. If you could have made that leap, you would still be here, and my bones tell me that when they ache at night.

           I remember when you got married. All of the older women allowed me to catch the bouquet even though I was about nine years old. It was very kind. You looked stunning, despite the dress eating you alive. I know you made a mistake getting married, but it is a fond memory. I kept the bouquet for many years. I have no idea why. They were just little plastic flowers bound together in ribbon, but it felt special to me. It felt special to catch it. It felt special to be at your wedding. It felt special to watch you be happy, even if it was just a moment.

           I would have gotten the memorial tattoo planned with your ideas in mind. How would you like to be remembered? What kind of art do you enjoy? Instead, it was all forced into what I believe you tried to show me the day of your service. The beauty in nature, despite all of the gloom. What would you have wanted to be remembered as on my skin? Or do you prefer what I chose for you; a gorgeous pink rose, white lily, and lavender, with a lovely hummingbird diving deeply. You were so much more fun than a hummingbird diving into flowers, but that was the only things I saw on that day and it sparked something inside of me. I cannot let go of this loss. This wound will not heal, not even with time. Everything I do will be with you in mind. What would you think? Would you be proud of me for teaching? Would you say it seems scarier than serving the Sunday church crowd at noon? Would you ever want to see the place I live, when it is blanketed in thick fog on a misty morning? These questions will stay with me forever. The memories of you will last so long as I do not try to dig into them. I fear there are many things I would have done differently, if I knew then what I know now.

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[abrooklynskystreet]

#icelandtravel #happycampersiceland #nikon #happycamper #RogerBatchelorPhotography.com #longroad #thelongestride #solitude #timetothink #travel #travelmyassoff https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn8aR4_g_ur/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=aba0uigk2rm5

[sophiesalmon48]

Finished The Longest Ride #nicholassparks #thelongestride 📙 https://www.instagram.com/p/Cfe5NjuLRKwFRMGRwSetVIlpPY6YZPHdjroRPU0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[zayassin]

. “إعزف في حياتك لحن جميل، خليك ذكرى خليك فكرة أو حتى دليل."🎶