#there’s been a lot of improvement

[suedrawl]

personal health vent stuff. god im at a loss. but got to keep pushing myself forward and figuring it out

i just looked at myself in the mirror and…hmm, i’m not looking so great

weight gain is starting to more seriously affect my face; i look swollen and saggy. bad breakouts that are healing slowly. body is bloated, heavy, even with feeling that overweight dysphoria. i’m purple under the eyes, haven’t showered in days, fascial hair keeps growing back fast and thick, and…idk, i just look gross and sick

i finally managed to get out of bed, but don’t think i slept well. i feel pretty awful too, in a physical sense. stiff, achey, dealing with fibro and the myofascial pain. headaches, foggy brain, blurry vision. i feel like i dont eat much, but always am feeling heavy and full. everything feels like it’s spinning out of my control, and trying to gain some footing. at a bit of a loss, but it’s pretty clear i need to get those doctor appointments set up; I think at this rate it’s beyond my ability to handle. going to try to sit down and do some calls/emails

and i got so much shit to do. i’m a week behind in laundry, i dont remember the last time i got up to help Pablo prep for work/getting up in the morning at all, the apartment is a wreck, I haven’t drawn in a weeks, not socializing much, not getting outside, not having enough energy and focus to handle basic tasks like hygiene and taking meds on time. it’s a bad spiral

lets see what i can accomplish this afternoon…i have to find a way to fix all this

[caffeinatedopossum]

Me when I remember something I said ages ago that was wrong or my values no longer align with

[delicourse]

lesbian pride moment 😳🌸

[maskedchip]

he wont leave my brain

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Thank you all for an incredible 500 days of love and support. I offer you: answers to questions that no one has asked.

(As always, more can be found in the tags <3)

[codgod]

they’re off on a lil adventure :]

[brighhton]

that boy is a monster

[dammjamboy]

BETTER CALL SAUL!

[inumbrapugnabimus-maybe]

A Hyrule Warriors Zelda!

Also Link! Though I probably won’t be finishing this particular sketch of him

[wombywoo]

2023 art summary ✨

[baconplasm]

ermmmm got into a new thing lately (by lately I mean 2 months ago)

[aguita-mineral]

It’s been a while since I drew these guys so yeah, have some Stardroids with color pallets I found on pinterest c:

[surreal-duck]

master artist and his number one fan

guy who is being so normal about the new additions to their profiles. i think abt midoris initial infatuation with his art slowly developing into appreciating yuzuru himself as a person and idol to the point he worries about how he sees him (ex: a bit of home party and in workplace survival rules) sometimes thats a lie i think about it a lot. and yuzuru learning to enjoy art just for the sake of drawing!! seeing the lets try diy story where he doesnt even refute drawing on midoris desk and was only worried that his doodles might cover up the mascot design compared to how discouraged he usually would be in earlier ! stories. everything to me i adore their dynamic if that wasnt obvious by *gestures to basically everything*

and happy pride month 🏳‍🌈

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

A-Qing, the little fox.

[haunth0use]

Vague wano spoilers

[juniemunie]

"Why am I still doing this?"

"Don't you get it?"

"This is all just a show... and we're playing parts~"