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skswriting · 2 years
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this one is kinda nsfw/tmi, apologies in advance u_u gonna try and keep it as short and detail-less as possible
i live at college and i have a roommate. sometimes, as many humans do, i want to masturbate. i do so in bed, either at night or (sometimes) really early in the morning if i wake up early. my roommate is usually also in the room, in their bed, hopefully but not definitely asleep. im super quiet and i dont think you can like, Hear anything weird, but its a small room and i worry sometimes my roommate knows what's going on. i saw a post on my college's gossip account the other day about (hopefully) someone else's roommate "touching herself" while she thought the poster was asleep and it made me concerned that maybe part of roommate etiquette is never doing that at all?? if my roommate is uncomfortable i doubt they'd say anything-- all my love to them but they are Not very communicative especially about anything they find embarrassing. it took me Forever to convince them to Actually Talk To Me when they were going to have their girlfriend over instead of just scuttling out of the room like a frightened beetle when i accidentally walked in on them (they were always way more embarrassed than me).
reasons i think i might be the asshole: like i said my roommate gets embarrassed easily so if they do know what's going on they're probably uncomfortable. it is a small room and they're probably awake usually. post on college gossip account.
reasons i think i might not be the asshole: i talked to my mom about this concern before leaving for college (we're a very sex positive family lol) and she said as long as you're quiet it shouldn't bother anyone. like i said i'm very quiet and it doesn't happen all that often. there is no other time i could do it that would be less awkward and i'm not a puritan so i don't think Complete Abstinence is the answer either.
school is over in a couple weeks and fingers crossed i'll have a single next year so i won't have to worry about this again. still bc of that gossip post im worried that i may have violated some unspoken social rule (wouldnt be the first time) so: AITA?
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4unnyr0se · 3 months
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Hi love your writing!! I havent touched HQ in 3 years but Im starting to love old characters I use to fall in love with like Asahi, Oikawa, Bokuto etc,,, so as my first req, could you pls write fem! Reader x Bokuto fluff in HS?
Like Bokuto trying to court the reader. How would that go? And how did he finally ask us out?
Feel free to ignore this if you dont like the idea! Ty for ur time 🤍❤️🤍
❥ young love at fukurodani | kotaro bokuto
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warnings: none that i can think of. this is pure fluff
MDNI | No 18+ content, I just don't want minors interacting with my blog
word count -> 1.6k
okay so aaaa this didn't rlly follow the ask bc all he does is ask reader to tutor him and then cute stuff happens but i can make a hc of it probably tonight or tomorrow?? also i wrote this when i was having tummy issues so im very sorry if its horrible. i love u!
got a request? my asks are open!
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Bokuto wasn’t one to get embarrassed that easily. Sure, he did embarrassing things but didn’t know they were embarrassing. They were part of his boyish charm, which people loved about him…right? Of course, they did. He was Kotaro Bokuto. He was Fukurodani’s ace, and the people loved him for it. So why, if he was so confident, did he get awkward and embarrassed around you, his pretty classmate?
Saying you were gorgeous was an understatement. He couldn’t find the right words to describe you to his friends, mainly Akaashi. “She’s just like, y’know? And I’m like, oh damn! She’s cute as fuck!” Boktuo would make various gestures with his hands as he and Akaashi sat on the steps leading to the gym, sipping cola from the vending machine. “What do I do, Akaashi? She’s so pretty, and I’m pretty too! The only problem is that everyone else in our year thinks so, too…do I even have a shot?”
Akaashi would offer him a pitiful smile, rubbing his back in assurance. “Well, isn’t she one of the smartest in our year?”
“Yeah, smart and pretty. She’s so fucking perfect, I wish you could see her.” he pouted.
“Well, the answer is simple,” Akaashi said, standing up and stretching his arms above his head. Ask her for help with homework; god knows you need it.”
“Hey! I got a 41 on my chemistry test!” Bokuto yelled at Akaashi as the setter entered the gym. But he did have a point, like always. Bokuto decided then and there that he would ask you to tutor him tomorrow, no matter how anxious he was. Anxiety was for suckers anyway.
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“Hey, wait up!” Bokuto ran after you as you exited your classroom, papers flying out of his messy bookbag that was riddled with stains from only God knows what. “I gotta ask you a question!”
You stopped walking and turned your heel, raising an eyebrow as the Fukurodani captain barreled towards you. “Hey, what’s up, Bokuto? How’s volleyball going? Are we headed to nationals?” you asked, placing a hand on your hip. God, even the way you held yourself was perfect. Were you an actual goddess, or was Bokuto just lovestruck?
Bokuto finally caught up to you, leaning against the hallway walls in an attempt to appear suave and put-together. His messy uniform didn’t help his cause, but he forgot to look neat today. And every day after that. “Uh, I was wondering if you understood what we were assigned in English yesterday? I don’t understand any of it to save my skin, hah,” He rubbed the back of his neck, looking down at his shoes. “Did you get what our teacher was saying?”
“Yeah, it was really simple. Just basic grammar and syntax structures. Was it complicated for you?” you tilted your head to the side.
“I don’t really get it. Wanna tutor me at my house today? I can get you snacks!” he offered you a crooked smile, leaning forward so his golden eyes peered into yours. “C’mon, please? The coach will kick my ass if I don’t get my grades up, and I have a game next week! Pretty please?” he folded his hands in prayer, his bottom lip in a childish pout.
You smiled and nodded, grabbing him off the wall. Bokuto blushed at the sudden contact, noticing how neat you kept your fingernails compared to his own. Yours were neatly polished to perfection while he bit his nails almost constantly, and being a wing spiker didn’t come with having good-looking nails. 
“Where’s your house? Is it walking distance?” you let go of his hand, much to Bokuto’s dismay. 
“Yeah, it’s about five minutes from here. Wanna stop at a convenience store on the way? I’m really hungry.” he rubbed his stomach as you two walked out the nearest exit, your messenger bag dangling over your shoulder. 
“Only if you’re paying,” you joked, rubbing his shoulder. Bokuto could have sworn his heart stopped right then and there. Were you actually flirting with him, or were you just really touchy? Either way, it was a win in his book. 
“Sure, I don’t mind. Anything for a pretty girl like yo-” Bokuto stopped his sentence, smacking his hand over his mouth. “I-I mean, why wouldn’t I mind? I’m a captain, after all. It’s my job to provide for my teammates!”
“But I’m not on any sports teams. I’m not your teammate.” you deadpanned, 
“You know what I mean!” Bokuto whined, wiping his forehead of the sweat that was slowly starting to gather. “Damn, it’s a hot one today. Why won’t they let the guys wear shorts? Do they want us to die of heat stroke or something?”
“I honestly have no idea,” you sighed, walking under the shade of the convenience store roof. “Wait a minute,” you instructed, placing your messenger bag on the hot pavement. You shrugged off your school blazer and wrapped it around your waist tightly in an attempt to cool you off. You also rolled up the sleeves of your white blouse, loosening your collar. “Sorry, I’m just really warm. At least we get to wear skirts, right?” you offered him a lopsided smile.
Bokuto’s heart pounded in his chest. “Uh, yeah, you girls are so lucky. Wearing skirts must feel awesome.”
“It’s awesome until you catch someone trying to look it up,” you mumbled in annoyance, hoisting your bag over your shoulders. 
“What the actual fuck? Who was it? I’ll murder them! I'll text Konoha too; he’ll definitely want in on it,” Bokuto clenched his fists together, walking into the store with you. “I’m sorry that happened to you, honestly.
You shrugged your shoulder and rummaged through the ice cream pin, choosing a passionfruit-flavored ice bar. “It’s fine, don’t worry about it. I barely know you, anyways.”
“That doesn’t mean that I can’t protect you from jerks like that guy,” Bokuto angrily shoved his hands in his pockets, tapping his foot on the tile. He fished about 400 yen out of his pocket and handed it to the cashier, ushering you out of the shop as quickly as possible. 
“What was that for?” you asked, unwrapping the popsicle. 
“I didn’t like how he looked at you, that’s all.” Bokuto huffed. He made grabby motions for your bookbag, which you handed to him with a confused look on your features. “Let me carry that, please. You’re too pretty to carry heavy stuff around like that all day.”
You paused your walk and stared at Bokuto, blushing softly. “You think I’m pretty?” 
Bokuto slowly nodded and gave you a crooked smile, blushing in turn. “Yeah, I really do. I was afraid to tell you before, but now I’m all fired up. I wanna protect you from creeps, y’know?”
You popped the ice treat out of your mouth and stepped forward, smiling softly. “We barely know each other, and you want to keep me safe? We haven’t even hung out once.”
“We’re heading to my house right now, aren’t we?” Bokuto shrugged, his blush not fading. 
You chuckled and took another step forward, the tips of your noses brushing against each other. “Yeah, I guess we are,” you whispered, your lips dangerously close to his own. “You know, I always thought you were kind of cute. In the athletic kind of way, I suppose.”
Bokuto dropped the bags he held onto the hot concrete beneath you, praying they wouldn’t roll down the hill you were standing on. You two were in a remote location, and the tension was thick. “You think I’m cute?” he tilted his head to the side, his eyelids dropping halfway. 
“Mhm,” you purred, your popsicle dripping from the intense heat. “Super cute.”
“Fuck,” Bokuto’s hands hovered above your waist, unsure of what you wanted him to do. “Uh, is it okay if I kiss you? Please, cutie?” he quietly pleaded, your lips basically touching at this point. 
You smiled and nodded, holding your melting popsicle behind your back. “Mhm, it’s okay.”
Bokuto smiled as his lips interlocked with yours for a minute, savoring the sweet passionfruit flavor that coated them. His hands squeezed your waist childishly, never wanting this moment between the two of you to end. This kiss was exactly how he dreamed it would be, soft and perfect. Just like you.
You pulled away after a bit and giggled, your popsicle having since fallen onto the heated pavement. Your sticky hands cupped his face, the pads of your thumbs running over his defined cheekbones. “You’re a good kisser,” you pecked his forehead bravely. “Like, a really good kisser.”
“Same to you, cutie,” his hands left your waist, choosing to instead secure your wrists. “You have no idea how long I’ve been waiting to do that. So. Fucking. Long.”
 A chuckle escaped your lips as your hands fell to your waist again, intertwining your fingers with Bokuto’s. You had never notified it before, but he was much bigger than you. It made you feel safe and secure. Protected. “We should probably get to your house to study, shouldn’t we?” 
“Aw, I was having so much fun kissing you on the sidewalk!” Bokuto pretended to whine, kicking a loose pebble that was in his way. He easily picked up the bags with his spare hand and tossed them over his broad shoulder. 
“Tell you what,” you squeezed his hand. “For every question you get right, I’ll give you a kiss. Does that sound like a fair deal?”
“Hell yeah, it does!” Bokuto kissed you on the cheek in excitement. He practically skipped to his house with you in tow, excited for what the rest of the day would have in store.
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sukunasweetheart · 6 months
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I have a idea‼️mutual pining and miscommunications with sukuna: Reader having huge crush on sukuna but she thinks he has a thing with uraume so she kind of gives up but it turns out sukuna likes her too
Reader is close childhood friends with yuji so she usually hears about sukuna and uraume going places from yuji. Imagine reader asking yuji if sukunas going to prom and yuji tells her that he's probably going with uraume!!! So readers gets all sad and gives up, so she spends the rest of the year focusing on herself
Timeskip a year later they're all in college and they get paired together on a assignment. And reader ends up telling him that she had a big crush on him in highschool but since he was dating uraume she gave up. And sukunas just sitting there like "wtf are you talking about😧🤨⁉️"(he still has a fat crush on her so he's shocked) and he doesn't let her leave until she understands that he liked HER the whole time. So they both just sit there mad asf that they could have started dating a long time ago. (and sukuna mad at yuji for making reader think he was dating anyone)
This ending is almost as bad as the last one sorry🙏
OMG!!! i adore this tension so much..... the awkward, teenage love that never gets resolved bc of uncertainty from both parties.... and you focusing on yourself probably got him misunderstanding that you had no interest in him, and he'd probably been wondering why you felt so distant all of a sudden, but had no courage to ask why...
and how neither you or sukuna would've been so open about your crushes on each other so nobody else would've known :( and you would've easily missed sukuna's cues that he liked you bc youre too preoccupied with ur own feelings to notice </3 the same for him as well
misunderstanding that he was with uraume, you probably would've shut down anytime he tried to approach you, which discouraged him more- and you know sukuna's not the type to pathetically cling to someone who clearly "doesn't like him", so he leaves you be, lingering around bc though you dont seem to like him back, he can't get rid of his own feelings still, and wants to at least see you from afar
neither of you know whether to be happy or not about being partnered up for a uni assignment... and then you impulsively, and jokingly talk about how you used to have a crush on him bc you want to try and let go of the past now, only for him to turn to you with wide eyes and say that he felt the same since highschool??
"i don't have that kind of relationship with uraume--"
"but- but- yuuji said-"
"FUCK what that brat told you! i liked- i like you! this must be a joke..."
such a conversation probably draws the attention of a few classmates. curious eyes land on the scene and you feel embarrassed, happy and confused all at the same time.
"the fuck are you guys looking at? piss off."
the professor notices the small commotion and tells all of you to quieten down.
class then continues and while you're facing the front, sukuna puts his hand over yours and whispers "we're talking again after class."
then after things are settled, sukuna probably dashes over to yuuji to throttle him or something, due to being the main cause of the misunderstanding (poor yuuji)
he probably gets uraume to convince you that their relationship isnt what you think it is at all, which still feels a little jarring for you, especially after you've been believing it for a while now...
but, it's college, and you're all still pretty young! it's late but not too late. you start dating sukuna immediately, and as if to make up for lost time, the relationship develops with ease. happy end!
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zbase1 · 1 year
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zb1's reaction to someone catching them kissing their s/o
genre: fluff
warnings: smooching
author's note: i hope you like it anon! this was a good prompt idea 🙏🏻
jiwoong
— nonchalant and has virtually no reaction
— maybe because he's used to kissing other people in front of cameras with a whole crew team watching too
— he's just a bit annoyed at the person who interrupted you guys
— just wants to get back to kissing you
— "can i help you or something" 😐
zhang hao
— literally flinches and yelps
— he gets startled so easily lmao
— moves away from you so fast you didn't even process someone had walked in on you guys 🏃🏻‍♂️💨
— in denial from the beginning to the end
— "what are you talking about? i definitely wasn't kissing y/n!" 🙅🏻‍♂️
hanbin
— we all know how whenever hanbin is embarrassed, his ears turn red (he's so cute for that omfg)
— so when someone comes walking in on the two of you kissing, the tips of hanbin's ears would get all red and he would be SO flustered
— mentally prepares himself to suffer endless teasing from the other boys
— uses his leader authority to jokingly threaten the person who walked in 😀
— "you didn't see anything. if i hear you bring this up, you're sleeping outside for the night."
matthew
— gets all giggly and blushy 🤭
— "oh no, you caught us!!"
— as soon as the person leaves, matthew goes back to whatever he was doing before
— doesn't let it bother him too much
— because at the end of the day, matthew knows that he's the only one that gets to kiss you 😎
— he finds this whole situation hilarious and laughs about it
taerae
— sooooo shy and flustered he almost passes out 😳
— buries his face in your shoulder because he doesn't want you to see him blushing like crazy
— feels guilty for some reason??? acts like he committed some crime when he didn't 💀
— "i'm sorry......" (like dumbass what are you apologizing for 🤔)
— protect this boy at all costs
— taerae couldn't physically look you in the eyes for a few hours after that awkward incident
ricky
— feels mostly embarrassed, but honestly, also a bit irritated at the sudden intrusion
— tries to play it off cool to preserve his chic image, but is freaking out on the inside 🫣
— suddenly, the rings on his fingers become really really interesting
— distracts himself from the situation by fiddling with the rings
— you can't help but tease him for how cute he was being 😩
— "awww, are you feeling shy ricky?"
— "no most definitely not" (it was a lie)
gyuvin
— he panics and shoves you away, then starts laughing really loudly 💀
— "HAHAHAHA THIS IS SO FUNNY?? I CANT BELIEVE THAT JUST HAPPENED AHAHAHA"
— tries to pretend it didn't happen, but of course the others are going to bring it up, especially ricky
— "hey dude remember that one time-"
— "NO RICKY I DONT REMEMBER"
— blud think he's safe from teasing ⁉️
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vinnsley · 11 months
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can i request a idv norton x reader nsfw hc please
yes. you can. (wow another idv req... all i have rn are idv reqs and one sally face from months ago.)(That was a cry for requests)
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Well well how did you even get here?
Pinned on the bed under Norton who is staring at you with a predatory gaze without saying a word.
You got him jealous. Not that you need to do much to make him jealous, he easily gets jealous.
But you went too far today it seems.
First headcanon as that he'll always dominate. No matter what. No matter how much you beg or do anything for him he wouldnt let you.
(^) Considering this, he would only let you dominate if he's tired and just wants love when he feels like his worlds about to crumble.
(^) Pamper him, praise him, tell him how much he matters to you and that you dont see him as a monster for what happend, hes putty already in your hands.
When he dominates and gets too into the feeling, sometimes (might i mention also accidentally) he would just randomly degrade you without him even noticing. Calling you names like 'Cunt', 'Whore', 'Slut' etc. (Sometimes he gets so into it he starts to rant about how submissive you are for him, and that you wouldnt even be able to live without his cock inside you, or something along those lines.)
Hes ROUGH. His pace is fast, and hes grabbing your hips/waist hard. He will wait until you adjust though, he dosent want to hurt you.
Along the lines of not wanting to hurt you, he wants you to feel pleasure aswell, not just him. Just imagine one day youre in Nortons bed, both of you cuddling when he suddenly asks if you have any fetishes/kinks.
Awkward conversation but he takes your words to heart, he really just wants to pleasure you.
After the whole shabang is done, he would get you water or some snack you ask but he wouldnt bathe you. Hes too embarrassed after to even look at your naked body, so you have to do that one yourself...
But he would make sure youre alright, still conscious and that youre not too hurt of his pace or marks he left.
Would even offer to massage you after, and if you agree, he would make sure to do it gently, not to 'accidentally hurt your now over-sensitive body or something'. (his words)
Now onto kinks, hes definitely into praise.
Maybe hes into semi-public sex, but that depends on where, when and if hes too much in the mood. (Sometimes when hes just horny he just represses the feeling and goes on with his day without it even being there)
Definitely into cock warming. Like you both could be doing anything and he would just sit there, with you on his lap, his cock in your hole as you both do your respective things/hobbies.
He goes absolutely apeshit if you manage to get your hands on lingerie and tease him with it. He would just want to fuck you right then and there and just rip the lingerie off your body if you allow him. (If you manage to speak that is. Take that however you will.)
A few nono's during sex is degradation. He'll feel awful if you call him something derogatory, even if its accidental.
dosent really like public sex but if its semi public and youre into it he might give in.
despises being tied up, but hes hesitant on tying you up, even if its a kink of yours.
hahahahahhaah im going insane x3
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kennediffed · 1 year
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Burnin' For You
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Description: After being stuck in one of the tighter safe rooms in the RPD after a run-in with Tyrant, Leon gets a lesson on how his body works from you
Content: EXPLICIT CONTENT AHEAD (MINORS DNI), Handjob, oral sex (masc receiving), little use of y/n, mentions of afab anatomy from reader, cussing, light hair pulling (afab receiving), like one use of "good boy", mentioned injury, Leon's a virgin, Leon was sheltered and never got "the talk"
this ones a bit of a short one, ngl. also this was not proofread at all, prepare for errors.
Word Count: 1,006
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~ It seemed like hours had passed since you were both stuck in the safe room after the creature literally chased you both inside. Truth be told, this one was a little tighter than the other ones and you'd be lying if the distance between the rookie cop who found you and you wasn't awkward at all. You felt like it was moreso a walkin closet than an actual room.
The situation was this: you and this rookie cop, named Leon, were stuck in a police station during the middle of a zombie apocalypse, and this recent encounter against a monster in a trench coat and fedora left you with a deep wound in your shoulder that's since been patched up.
"its… kinda a tight fit in here, huh?" you finally spoke up.
"y…yeah" he laughed. "more like a closet than an actual room"
"well, we hopefully wont have to stay here for much longer, the monsters hopefully gone far away by now"
you shifted your body and immediately felt something hard prod against your thigh
"Leon?" you asked.
He looked down, growing flush from embarrassment.
"I-… thats… never happened before…" he groaned "well, actually, this only happens when I wake up but- ah… what am i saying… I'm sorry (name)"
You sighed before looking into his eyes.
"Leon… have you never had a boner before?" you asked.
He looked at you, absolutely bewildered.
"What's that?" he asked.
You blinked in disbelief. "okay, lemme rephrase this: have you ever gotten the talk?"
He still looked at you in confusion.
"oh my god… you dont know what sex is, do you?"
He scratched the back of his head in embarrassment.
"n…no, the extent of sex ed i got was 'don't do it unless you wanna make babies'" he confessed.
"ah, abstinence only… that explains a lot then…" you exhaled before looking up into his eyes again. "good ol procreation not recreation talk… fan-fucking-tastic"
Silence filled the tiny room- errr, closet.
"do you… want me to take care of it for you?" you asked suddenly.
He raised an eyebrow in confusion.
"what do you mean?"
"i need a 'yes' or 'no' Leon… Ill ask again; do you want me to take care of it for you?"
his brows furrowed in concern.
"(name) you have an injured shoulder, i dont want you overextending yourself for my sake"
You looked up at him, a look of frustration clearly on your face
"Lucky for you, you don't need two arms for what I'm about to do"
You got down on your knees, your face level with his clothed erection.
"do you want me to help you out with this or not?"
he sighed before looking into your eyes.
"alright…" he stated "I trust you"
You smiled.
"good boy~" you said before you started with your little lesson.
"Now this" you motioned towards his hardness "is an 'erection'" you proceeded to explain as you slowly unbuckled the belt on his pants and undid the zipper.
He gulped as you did this. "o…okay" he shakily responded.
You then carefully pulled down the elastic on his boxers and watched his hardness almost slap his chest as it sprung out. He groaned as it was freed from the confines of his pants and looked down at you, lust filling his pupils.
"okay… now what?" he asked.
"well" you started, gently running your finger on the underside of his shaft, smirking when he groaned in response
"they dont go away easily.. you gotta give it attention, kinda like this" you wrapped your fingers around his length and pumped slowly, using his precum as a makeshift lube.
He whimpered from your touches.
"what is this feeling?" he moaned out.
"its called 'masturbation', dear rookie" you smiled
"h…how do you know this stuff?" he asked.
"books" you bluntly responded, continuing to pump your hand up and down, up and down, up and down.
his sounds were melodic to your ears and you giggled.
"do you like that, Leon~" you asked.
"you don't know what youre doing to me, (name)" he panted and you giggled again in response.
"do you want it to feel even better?"
he raised an eyebrow at you.
"you mean… theres more than one way to go about this?"
"of course, silly…" you removed your hand and readjusted yourself so your mouth was level with his hardened cock.
"do you trust me?" you asked.
he looked down at you "what're you?"
your mouth lightly latched onto the tip, sucking lightly as he hissed.
"oh fuck~" he whimpered.
you hummed as you took more and more of him in, bobbing your head slowly.
his moans continued as he struggled to figure out what to do with his hands before they landed in your hair. You giggled as you gently placed your hand on his thigh and licked the underside while it was in your mouth.
"ah- shit" his grasp on your hair tightened and you gasped as he grasped onto your hair. You kept going regardless.
"oh fuck~ fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck…." he moaned "I feel like im gonna burst"
You removed your mouth from his cock, looking up at him gently.
"let it happen, its okay…" you shushed before going back to what you were doing.
"ah shit, fuck~ ahhh~" he whimpered before he let go, his seed traveling down your throat. Your gag reflex tried to kick in when it happened but you fought it, swallowing every last drop before removing your mouth.
"wow…" he said, out of breath before his eyes widened "uh you've got a lil… that… on your mouth…"
"cum" you said, wiping it off with your thumb and licking it before standing up.
you both noticed his erection hadn't gone away.
"its… still there.." he weakly laughed.
"I got another place you could stick that thing into, if youre interested of course~" you teased.
his ears perked up and you slowly started undoing your pants.
Perhaps you two could stay in here for just a while longer.
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evereverest2 · 1 month
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@ofthemorningstars commented on my q&a post and i wanted to make a general little post for ALL of you aspiring writers.
i’ve talked to people who wanted to start writing many times before, who have said to me “your writing is so good, and i wish i could do it like you”. i always say the same thing to them:
cut bc this is long lol
the number one first thing you need to know when you start writing is that it has to be yours. it is a world entirely your own, of your design, your unique and wonderful imagination, and it must make YOU happy. don’t compare urself to me, dont compare urself to tolstoy, don’t compare urself to shakespeare. the things you make can only be made by you, even if they’re inspired by something else, even if they’re fanfic. every story, movie, song, painting, etc. is derivative of something else, that’s just bc there’s so many talented humans. that doesn’t mean they aren’t unique creations on their own. that doesn’t mean you’re copying someone.
the biggest roadblock to writing—and any art really—is your own mind. you will kill urself with negativity, telling urself that it isn’t good enough, that it is awkward, that it is derivative, that it does not deserve to be read. i struggle with that all the time, but generally that’s to my own standards and not another authors. this is what i mean when u say u can’t compare urself—
YOU HAVE SO MUCH CREATIVITY TO OFFER THE WORLD.
YOU.
you are amazing. everything you create is special. i could never write what you write, and you could never write what i write. we are humans who grow up in vastly different lives, with experiences that shape the way we think and create and inspire. we have different opinions, relationships, and memories that will shine through in our individual works.
when we write, we leave the unique and beautiful pieces of ourselves in the text.
and you need to remember that.
the second thing i tell people to focus on is time.
i’m gonna expose myself on main here and show you a snippet of a fanfic i wrote when i was 13
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yeah that’s fucking embarrassing. what an introduction bro. people totally get tattoos when they’re 15.
the point being that you don’t start writing like a wizard day one. this excerpt was about a year into my writing and i was a middle schooler. you look at that and you wouldn’t expect the author of little monster.
so if writing is something you want to do and you’re passionate for, even as a hobby, you need to sit down and do that often. VERY often. serious and even average authors write EVERY DAY. even if it’s just one sentence. writing is an easily accessible hobby that has a HIGH ceiling for “being good” at it and an even tougher path to the professional level. anyone can write, and everyone does. whether those are emails or smutty fanfics, it’s just a fact of life. if it’s something you want to improve at, take it seriously. so many people write a few stories and call it day, saying they suck and they’ll never improve. well, i’ll tell you now, you’ll never feel good about your writing until you take it seriously.
and if it’s casual for u, that’s totally fine! i won’t tell u that u HAVE to write everyday. not even i do that !! (though it is most days). but that doesn’t mean it’s something you don’t have to work on. imagine if you wanted to learn an instrument— if you only learned a few songs, if you only practice once in a blue moon, would you call urself a musician? even if u never wanted to join a band, would you call yourself a guitarist because you learned four chords?
you’ll never be happy with ur art unless u practice. and it will suck, i assure you. but you need to be patient. you have to be bad first to be good.
so, in summation of all these things i’ve learned both on my own and in studying creative writing, i’ll leave you with this (and i know this post is a fucking mess lmao)
you are the most special and unique person in the world, because only you can tell the stories in your head. just give yourself the time and patience to get there.
i believe in you.
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whumpster-dumpster · 5 months
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(this ask ended up getting much more rambly than expected haha)
hello, i love your blog and whump in general and i would like to try and get involved in the community.
thing is, i feel really weird/embarrassed for liking whump (even before i knew the term). like ashamed i guess? (im not sure how to put it into words exactly). so i dont want to tell any of my irl freinds that im into it/put it on my main since some of my irl freinds follow my main.
and i do draw and i used to write but i dont really know how to draw/write whump yk? (though i have written whumpy things before, when i was like 10, they were really shit though by virtue of me being a 10 year old) and i feel too shy to put any of my work out into the internet for all to see, espcially my writing because i havent actually written prose fiction in. years. i have played dnd (and my campaigns do tend to get pretty whumpy) but i dont think the experiance of roleplaying it really translates well to the internet?
so i was wondering if you have any tips for 1 getting involved in the whump community and 2 managing feeling embarrased about liking whump
Here's an equally rambly answer! First off, welcome to the community! You're definitely not alone in liking it or in feeling embarrassed about liking it. A lot of us, myself included, have our moments where we feel weird for our interest.
I can't tell you how to get over that because I still feel embarrassed sometimes but pinpointing your reasons for liking it can make it easier to explain if someone inquires. Is it the aesthetic? The drama, the adrenaline? The character development? Is it a coping mechanism? A kink? We've got community members whose reasoning is all across the spectrum. Understanding your reason can be reassuring and help it make sense.
As for the shyness, a lot of us make side blogs for whump content, so it can be a little more isolated/private if we feel awkward about IRL/main blog followers seeing. If your art style is easily recognizable as yours, that might not be the best solution but also remember you don't have to post what you draw (or write.) You can create whump content just for you (and if you decide you do eventually want to post some, that will have served as good practice.)
There are whump prompt lists coming out all the time that can be used for art or writing if you don't know what you want to make. You should look up the whump wheel, it's a fun one!
Re: getting more involved in the community: believe it or not, there are whump roleplayers floating around in the tags pretty often! They'd probably enjoy another roleplay partner on the scene! Beyond that, liking people's posts, reblogging them to that side blog if you decide to make it, coming into their inboxes to say you enjoy their content, sending in prompts if whump fic writers are asking for some, posting prompts of your own if there's a type of whump content you notice lacking and want to inspire someone to explore...There are monthly whump events happening all the time too if you want to participate or just reblog to help promote them. You could also ask if another whump artist wants to do an art trade with you. Those are some of the best ways to dive in!
I hope that was helpful. Have fun!
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thequietkid-moonie · 6 months
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hi moonie! <3
can i request makoto naegi and chihiro fujisaki (separately) introducing their s/o to their family? makoto introducing his s/o to komaru and chihiro to taichi?
hope you're having a lovely day! :D
Introducing S/O to their family
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[ SCENARIO ] [ Makoto & Kowaru, Chihiro & Taichi ]
[ Danganronpa Trigger Happy Havoc ]
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I loved totally the prompt!!! I think it is a quite interesting and sweet and cute and waaaaaahhhh!!!! Also, sorry if it is too short, I tried my best and is make with my whole heart so i hope you enjoy it ❤️
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Makoto Naegi
Makoto isn't really shy about your relationship, he may be sometimes flustered (specially by the affection or the romantic cheesy stuff) but he is more insecure about himself rather than shy, so he tent to doubt himself, still with your reasurance and affection Makoto can tell that is alright to be in a relationship with you
Makoto doesn't really talk about your relationship at all times but he has no problem with talking about it, telling his friends about how you two are doing or maybe a funny story that they may want to heard, he normally doesn't rant about you relasionship but there are times when he just can't help but talk about you without even noticing
Makoto isn't too shy nor embarrassed about your relationship so he doesn't really has problem with talking about it to his family, mainly Kowaru who's the one who actually is interested on it, however he normally dont tell much details because thats is when he think he is talking about things that are too personal (and that tent to flustered him, but Kowaru can get some details if she insist or gets his brother unprepared)
Makoto doesn't have any problem with properly introducing you to his family, however he thinks that it will make your relationship more serious (he just thinks that is just like if you two were going to live together, not that he complains)
When Kowaru gets the opportunity to finally meet you it would be a little awkward, as much as Kowaru insist that you two may be a cute couple and that she will like to meet you she just can't help but be a little intimidated by it, Makoto is his older brother and she respect him as such, so meeting his partner makes her nervous
Kowaru is totally the type to become friends with Makoto's partner but it will take her a while to get comfortable enough to just let herself be herself (the more cool she thinks you are the more awkward she will feel), but after a while and probably a little bit of assurance from your part she will become your friend and will even become supportive over you two (although, Makoto may complain sometime by how much Kowaru tends to borrow you)
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Chihiro Fujisaki
Chihiro is quite flustered by the fact that he is in a relationship, he can be easily flustered and even embarrassed, however his relasionship is something that brings him a lot of comfort and even motivate him to feel more comfortable and confidence with himself, so even when he feels embarrassed when someone point it out he doesn't deny the fact nor how much he appreciate you
Actually, Chihiro sometimes just talks about his relasionship with you with his friends and even family without noticing, be by saying something you have done together that made him really happy or just expressing how much he loves you (most of the time he does without noticing, he is just too happy to don't talk about it)
It probably will take Chihiro a while to grow comfortable enough to introduce you to his family because he doesn't want to rush you or make you feel pressure, he is just trying to go slowly for the comfort of both of you
Is more likely that by the moment Chihiro feels ready to introduce you to his family he had already tell his father quite a lot about you, and, honestly, Taichi is quite happy to be able to meet that person that is so special for his son and that makes him so happy (even so, he still feels a little nervous), but at the end getting to meet him will be a quite enjoyable experience since Taichi is really kind and actually apreciate you for making his son so happy
It wont really take much time for Taichi to grow comfortable with you (unless you act rude or cold towards him), and that will make Chihiro feel not only at easy but also happy. Also, once Taichi grow more comfortable with you he will totally treat you as part of the family, even indirectly leaving clear that if you ever need his help with anything he will be happy to provide it (even if he doesn't really think he can do much for you)
Just as Taichi is with his own son, he become supportive and caring towards you, however he always tries to remember to leave the you two your own space and time to be together, he grows to trust you two that wont do anything stupid or inapropiate
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henbased · 10 months
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yknow. i personally havent been plagiarized but watching my friends and fellow creatives get swiped and scalped from other's is harrowing, especially when i've been friendly with some of the people who did those things.
it really fucking sucks. to have someone in a fandom, your assumed peer, whomst you laugh about ugly jackets and bald spots with, only for your friends to come out and say "that person plagiarized me". and i wish i could say it's just this once, it was just liz, but it's been something i've born witness to for a long time, have seen my friends and peers wring their fingers together going surely not when it's so fucking blatant.
and it's hard. being "caught in the middle" like that. it's awkward and uncomfortable and it pisses me off that the plagiarist put me in that position in the first place, being friendly with someone who hurt my friends so deeply. who stole from them. and the fact it's now happened a few times.
im thankful that some of the trash took itself out. they don't communicate with me and i dont communicate with them, but we see each other, and it's a disgust that rots. arent they embarrassed? dont they feel shame?
i love this fandom, and i love my mutuals, but this being a prevelant issue has not gone over my head. people i've been mutuals with, i've been friendly with, are guilty. and it's awkward and uncomfortable, i could so easily go "this isn't my problem". but i want my fandom to be a community, and community doesn't do that, ignore the hard things because it's easier for you. because it sucks to see people excommunicate a thief that came out of nowhere while still bumping elbows with people who have stolen from my friends. and it sucks that those same people i was bumping elbows with.
there's snakes in our garden. or whatever.
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poeticlilies · 1 year
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Hello! It says requests are open for you, however if i misread it or you dont feel comfortable writing this feel free to ignore! I'd like to request Kunikida, Atsushi and whoever else you'd like to add comfort their s/o going through grief? My dog passed away a few days ago and it's been pretty hard for me. Again, if you don't feel comfy writing this you're more than welcome to delete! I hope you have a wonderful day/night!
♡ Kunikida and Atsushi with an S/O who's dog passed away.
Kunikida Doppo x Reader , Atsushi Nakajima x Reader
Desc: some HC of what they would do to comfort their S/O if their dog passed away (gender neutral reader)
TW/CW: animal death, angst, spoilers for Dazai's past and Odasaku
Kunikida, Doppo
oh dear,, being totally honest, he'd be kind of bad at comforting.
I mean, he's a very methodical man; a believer that if you follow the steps exactly as written that everything will be perfect.
he doesn't really.. realize.. that human emotion cannot be comforted through constrained directions.
he definitely tries !! he's a bit. wonky because he insists that [xyz] is SURELY going to help you even though you don't like it, because that's what's in the guidebook and the guidebook MUST be right... correct?
after a while, though, he definitely sees that it's not helping at all, and wills himself to change for your sake.
he's determined to make his own "y/n care guide" ; he takes notice of even the most microscopic of details and writes them down, then later researches specific methods from well-known therapists to try them out with you, then references back to see which ones worked and scribbles out the ones that didn't.
he's not good with emotions; he's not an emotion man and he knows it. if you placed a crying child in front of him, he'd be the type of person to awkwardly stare... but you're not a crying child. you're you, the love of his life; the one who will triumph over all his ideals, morals, everything each and every time. so he makes the effort for you, in his own way of showing love.
Atsushi, Nakajima
the EXACT opposite of Kunikida.
although he gets embarrassed and awkward easily, he's experienced so much pain and suffering he knows how to comfort somebody.
he'll probably try to direct your attention away ,, he knows a dog is probably constantly around you and the pain of now constantly. being alone. reminds you of your loss 24/7 and he'll try to get you as busy as possible to distract that.
trips to carnivals? check ! daily outings in cafes? check! calling you to see if you want to go to the park at.. 9pm? check!
he probably comes off as a little overbearing but he means well. he just truly wants to help <3.
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a/n: .. hello ! i'm sorry i was gone for so long :(. this is so late and im so so sorry but.. here it is!
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I dont get why people like jack gibson. Not only do I think he's annoying and irrelevant I also think he so so gross and creepy and somehow the writers and fans love him?
I just cannot get over him implying he did need p*rn after maya made a comment about her and carina in the next room. Like hello these are supposed to be your friends have some respect it's not hard to not be creepy. And like dropping the pot of sp**m all over the carpet and he didnt even clean it him clean it up they made maya do it...absolutely revolting how the HELL is that supposed to be funny. If you found 5x16 funny please stay away from me I dont trust you. And to top it off another gross seed joke..which we already had like him giving them flowers would've been sweet but he immediately ruined it unnecessarily. Also he eats chicken in literally the grossest way I've ever seen then put the bone in the BEDROOM BIN like that is just gross who tf does that especially when it's not even your own house?
And he literally stood right outside marina's bedroom door while they were having sex and after his previous gross comment abt him being able to get off on that..that's disgusting. I dont get what the writers were thinking like they do know who their audience is right. I dont get how they can read over anything in that storyline and think "oh yeah this is so good people will love this"💀 that's actually embarrassing for them but also they're disgusting for even trying it. Ngl I'm pretty sure queer women dont like being fetishised by straight men and like having sex in the same vicinity esp after comments like that..I mean he even asked maya if carina was like "good and ready" or soemthing like bruh..you dont ask that!? I'm sorry but I dont care how awkward he is, I'm very awkward myself but I'm not creepy. It's just human decency to respect boundaries and not say things like that but jack had never respected boundaries throughout the entire show but this was the worst of what we saw of him.
That and exposing marinas private info to andy AND vic without permission..he had absolutely no right to tell them especially andy as it was really soon after and marina specifically said they wanted to wait and discuss things further before tanya next steps and he just blurted it out with no consideration. Okay marina should've been much more clear and set proper boundaries beforehand and it would've been nice if paperwork was mentioned but still he is supposedly a "trustworthy guy" (despite him always being the least reliable and most likely to cause trouble on the team since day 1 but the writers were hell bent on giving him another redemption arc) and that is such a break of trust. Then with no consideration to the team or any of his friends just bails without a warning and left the station leaving andy at one of the most traumatic times of her life and left little pru after she lost her dad and lied to everyone yet was literally down the street for like 3 months...
He bailed on the clinic after like 2 sessions of it being open then ben and carina carried it to keep it going they could've very easily let it go under especially carina as she doenst even work at the station? Yet first thing he does when he sees it again is criticise..its not like they were scaring people off the clinic always looked super busy? He is just so ungrateful to what he has.
He made maya's injury all abt himself in 6x07 and how hard it would be for HIM to lose her and was confiding in he literal wife abt this then didnt even go and visit maya in hospital or find out if she was okay? And dont get me started on the whole pam thing in 6x09..listen I didnt like pam but you cant just go peeking in a private medical cubicle especially when you literally k ow there is a pregnant woman in there?!? And the absolute AUDACITY to accuse carina of cheating with his track record. So glad ben put him in his place especially when he implied he'd interfere if it was ben and bailey aswell like how fucking rude are you? but then it ended with him getting coddled again with him being sad boi :( and ben being like "dont worry you arent losing ur family" like this isnt abt you jack..also YOU are the one who bailed on the team and keeps disrupting its trust..? Thays just being a hypocrite like what abt you and andy, You and eva, you and maya, you and vic you and eva AGAIN? Like he was criticising carina when less than a month before he was sleeping with his dead teammates wife who he also slept with when he was still alive and was some what to blame for his death?
I hate him idc what anyone says he is the worst character simply bc he was so unnecessary. Like the only way the writers could keep him relevant was shoving him into business he didnt belong in.
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Hi!! I scrolled through your page and I thought that these matches and headcanons were a cool idea, and I wanted to give it a try! My name is Cam, and I'm asking for a match up for ATLA and TLOK
Prounous: She/Her
Sexuality: Lesbian
Zodiac: Scorpio sun. Aries moon
Apperance: 5'3, curly auburn hair with lots of freckles and green eyes. Muscular, but not too bulky, weigh around 119lbs.
Personality: Awkward but very social, even though I rarely talk. Not embarrassed to do anything, though never go out of my way to do anything embarrassing. Super lovey dovey to my female friends, with my male friends I'm pretty mean. Masc lesbian, I dont sweeten things but people say I don't "speak mean" idk.
Likes: Spicy food, Motorcross, Horses (!), farming, being outside on hikes, working out to build strength and muscle. I also enjoy drawing and being creative.
Dislikes: People being too sensitive, faux philosophers, liars, and dramatic people.
Hobbies: Horseback riding, drawing/painting, and I volunteer at my local firefighting station
Hi Cam! Thank you for your request! Sorry it took a while. I hope you like your matchups!
In Avatar: The Last Airbender, I match you with...
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Neither you nor Toph have much patience for sensitive people, and I think that would draw you to each other initially. You just get each other.
Since neither of you are easily embarrassed, you’ve got a very open and free relationship. You do what you want, when you want and don’t shy away from “awkward” conversations.
There are going to be a lot of dinner dates to places that serve spicy food. I see Toph as someone who likes testing her limits, so she definitely goes for the super spicy dishes.
Hiking is also a must in your relationship. Toph enjoys being able to connect with nature and spend quality time with you. It’s also a good workout depending on how long or hard the hike is.
Despite her usual demeanour, I think Toph does enjoy quiet time, especially around you. It’s a nice break from her usual energy and she gets to let her guard down a bit.
In Legend of Korra, I match you with...
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Okay, since you can be lovey dovey, I think you’d get along really well with Korra. She might seem tough at first, but she loves affection just as much as you do.
Not sweetening your words can sometimes lead to arguments with her but at the end of the day, Korra really appreciates your honesty. It’s much better to know where your partner stands than be constantly guessing.
I think Korra would enjoy volunteering at the fire station as well. It can be hard work but she always feels good after it, helping out in all the ways she can, both as the Avatar and a normal citizen.
Working out together is a must. Korra always finds she works harder when she’s got someone to train with and she enjoys being able to spend the time with you.
She would definitely be fully into motocross! It just seems like her type of fun and she’d love to go with you to races when you’re both free.
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ficsforeren · 11 months
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thank you for telling me not to apologize for being awkward instead of saying im not awkward >///<
SPOILER!!!
aaa.. i really love your fics. i havent read them all yet but im in love with your The Last Song, especially In Another Life. TLS broke my heart into pieces (the last chapter), i wont lie that i didnt read it in full (i cry easily at puppy videos, im not sure i can handle Eren dying. especially that version of him). nonetheless i will apply what Eren said in IAL, the series has been a great experience for me. not only because Eren was literally written ineffably, but because i really learned a lot and i was able to relate so much.
im still having a hard time accepting the whole death talk in general, because (i feel like such a loser hahaha, but im happy because—-) i love him so much, but i should try and learn (note:try). and apply.
i just want to say.. thank you. and i dont know how to make that sound like i mean it (i tried formatting after much thought, hopefully its not cringey). its so hard for me to express it in words how grateful i am sometimes, but i really do mean it. maybe its because its probably just one thank yous that you get out of probably hundreds a day—- i think youre an amazing writer.
thank you. not only for bringing Eren to life, for helping me get through shit through your stories.. thank you for sharing your knowledge through your writing. thanks for inspiring me. to be and do many things. thanks for helping me cope through Eren. i know it probably sounds so sad, but i really imagined him comforting me in actual.
man, hopefully i dont sound too much like a creep. i often tend to be overwhelming. just ignore this if its toomuch anksksks i really dont mean anything bad. its just that.. i think a character is only as smart as the author is. and.. man, im so in love with Eren Yeager 😭😭😭
he deserves so much love.
and you do, too.
BABEEEE HIIIII SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY!! I've been busy with life so I just got back to tumblr today 😭
can I tell you just how HAPPY you made me feel with your message??? "its probably just one thank yous that you get out of probably hundreds a day" BABE ONE THANK YOU COMING FROM YOU MEANS THE WORLD TO ME WHAT ARE YOU SAYINGGGGGG
I don't know if you've read my other asks before but I think I've mentioned a few times just how insecure I am of my writing and that I constantly have this feeling that I want to delete all of my works 'cause I think they're cringe and embarrassing and just in desperate need of improvement, so whenever I receive messages like this, it really makes me feel appreciated and I'm really REALLY happy that my stories mean something to you 😭😭😭
UGH I JUST WANT TO HUG YOU AND KISS YOU AND GIVE YOU ALL MY LOVE YOU'RE SO SWEET AND KIND AND THIS MESSAGE MAKES ME SMILE SO MUCH THANK YOUUUUUU
(also, this message is so heartwarming and thoughtful and you sound lovely!!! please don't apologize for being who you are, I think you're very sweet and adorable 🫶 I wish I could write a reply as good as the message you sent me but I hope you can feel how grateful I am to have a reader like you)
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are you using the td wiki to determine whether priyas a mary sue or not… ? anyone whos watched the show can easily describe her personality outside of being nice and athletic… athletic female character=/=mary sue. you're using it as a subjective term while presenting it as fact. if you watched the show and only took that out of her and zoeys personality then thats fine! that just means that you don't understand these characters, not that they're objectively mary sues. also, the term mary sue itself is rooted in misogyny Lol.
here, let me get you started by naming a few traits about zoey and priya
zoey
self-conscious, cares what others think of her, tries to leave a good impression (sometimes a pushover in early roti)
naive and overly trusting of those closest to her
"commando zoey" mode, despite being more hardcore and adamant of her own goals, has a soft spot for those she cares about, which can even hinder her from achieving what she wants
is supportive of those she trusts; takes the time to reassure or calm down her friends, whether it be through emotional support (calming down gwen in the cave in all stars, comforting dakotazoid in roti) or physical support, such as aligning with them in challenges
priya
socially awkward at times. has trouble hiding her nervousness or embarrassment
team player; values good sportsmanship, isn't fond of those who don't carry their own weight
very passionate and emotional (for example, her anger and happiness are always extreme)
more patient and understanding with her friends compared to others (continues to trains millie throughout all of tdi23 despite some occasional doubts before episode 12, meanwhile not giving julia's idea a second thought in episode 10 simply because she disliked her)
and this was just off the top of my head.. i havent watched pahkitew in a while so ill refrain from talking about sky for now. but just because a female character is amiable and athletic doesnt mean theyre a mary sue. thats not their only trait and i really wish yall would get out of the habit of using That Term for characters u simply dont understand
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