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berryblu-soda · 5 months

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they should invent a me that doesnt do everything excruciatingly slow...

#*sob* *wail*#PLEASE-#i just wanna be able to do everything at everyone else´s pace and have the time and energy to reply to my friends #please ToT!!!!!#shut up sheo #God nerfed me for i reason i think; id be too powerful otherwise #fhdjhjskjsdh #sorry the delusional vibes took over for a sec fhgnmhdjk #anyways if i reply to yall all friendly then disappear for way too long its probably bc i tried too hard to do everything and burnt out #NOT bc i dont wanna keep talking; im a yapper at heart with very low energy that i should proobably do something abt-#<- chronically messed up sleep scheduel not helping >:(

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floatingwithlaura · 1 month

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my therapist wrecked me with the closing statement of the session being ‘i think you have been alone for a very long time’.

#i sobbed as soon as i shut the door & left #i have people in my life who are there for me now .. but what really can replace what a parent should give you? nothing.#im so lucky to have ven and morwenn and all of my friends also #but not having a mum i can go to about everything is debilitating #not having a dad either just icing on the cake #i think the world is set on seeing me alone for whatever fucjing reason #i dunno #my brain is absolutely fucking fried #i have time off sick this week as well so i hope that i can process this & have a good session next week before heading back to work #i miss work #jaz rambles #jaz vents

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luck-of-the-drawings · 1 year

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THIS IS HUMANITIES 11TH HOUR I THINK KIAN WAS RIGHT. THERE WAS SO MUCH HE COULD HAVE DONE BETTER BUT HE DID IT FOR GREAT REASON. THEIR RELATIONSHIP MAKES ME SO EMOTIONAL. EVEN THE ECHO OF SOMEONE IS IN LOVE WITH YOU, AND THE ECHO OF YOU LOVES THEM TOO. they COPIED A HUMAN DOWN TO THEIR BASIC CIRCUTRY AS A SURVIVAL INSTINCT AND THE VERY WIRES STILL LOVE YOU. ITS THE ATMOSPHERE. ITS THE DISCORDANT AND SAD YET YEARNING CORDS IN THE AIR AS THE SKY REDDENS. ITS A WISH FOR SOMETHING MORE, PRESSING AGAINST INEVITABLE GLASS, CLEARLY NO HOPE OF CONTINUING OR BLOSSOMING. A PAINTING OF A MEMORY THEY WANT TO BE MAKING WITH NO CONCLUSION.

#cw gore #cw blood #jrwi blood in the bayou #jrwi bitb spoilers #jrwi bitb #jrwi fanart #AAUAUGHGHUHHGHH SO IM RELISTENING TO THE THIRD EPISODE RIGHT. THATS WHAT THIS PAGE WAS DRAWN FROM.#AND IM AT THE PART WHERE. YKNOW. THEYRE ON THE SEXY MOTORCYCLE AND GOING TO THE TREE. THEY LOVE EACHOTHER SO MUCH. FUCK YOUUUU IM WEEPING #ALSO I MIGHT ASWELL SAY HERE. i remember listenign to the first episode at midnight. i was heading to sleep bc i had work in the morning #and i remember hearing rolan n im like awww hes such a babyyyy lil baby giiirrrl #and then i saw his official art the next day n i was like. no WAY thats rolan he looks way too cool and chill in that.#AND THEN. and tTHEEHHEHEEENNN HE GOES AND DOES. WELL. YKNOW. N IM LIKE DAAAAAMAMNNN HELLO SIR!!!! FUCK IT UP MAN!!!! YEAHAHAHA I LOVE HIM!!#OHHH and yknow what lemme say some shit about RAND!!!!!!!! 'i love you man' 'i promise i love you man' HE CARES ABOUT HIS FRIENDS SO FUCKIN #AAUUUHHHH RAAAANNNDDDD HE WAS SO READY TO DIE. HE WAS PLANING TO DIE. UGH.#ALSO I STILL LISTENING N I JUST GOT TO THE PART WITH KIANS SONG TO BECKY. SOBBING SOBBING WEEPING IM SO EMOTIONAL ABT THEM #RUN AWAAAYYYY OOUHHOOOOO JUST TAKE MY HAND AND RUNN AWAAYYYYY EHEEEM HEEM WILL BOY YOU SHOULD BE RUNNING!!! U SHOULD BE RUNNING!!!!#HEY hey cmere. cmere n listen. im workin ona lil music video. right. been chippin away at it for the last few months #its supposed to go along with tha song 'am i in heaven' by king gizzard n the lizard wizard #go find it. go listen to it. see my vision.#HEY HEY IF U REBLOG THIS. RAMBLE ABOUT BITB N SHIT IN THE TAGS PLEASE I NDEED TO HEAR OTHER THOUGHTS. GIVE ME UR BRAIN #ALSO JUST GOT TO THE KISS SCENE BTW. ITS SOO FUNNY TO HEAR BEBO FREAKING OUT LIKE NOOOOO NNOONONO N MAKING SOUNDS. HES RIGHT #'do you want me to take anything off?' DSHUT UUPP BECKY I LOVE YOU. WHATEVER.#OKAY okay im nirmal now (lying) imm gonna go cry. alot. hope u do too. pls enjoy myart

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satorisoup · 3 months

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EEEK good afternoon friends and happy sunday !! ⸜(*ˊᗜˋ*)⸝ i hope everyones day is full of love and i’m sending all of you SOSO many smoochies !! MWUUUUAH !! 🍓

#ITS DEMON SLAYER DAY !! YIPEEEE !! >//<#im gonna go watch the new epi and giggle when sanemi shows up on screen :3 #i know i said yesterday i’d be answering asks but… i fear i didn’t… so today for SURE !! >//<#i dont have work until wednesday so i should be more active !! WOOHOO !! :>#my friend might be coming to town so maybe we’ll end up spending some time together !! <3 #lately i’ve been seriously missing kita and tetsu </3 they’re all i read about lately SOB !! T^T #i need to talk much more about tetsu & i’s selfship </3 the lore has not been updated i fear…#and kita !! my handsome perfect husband SNIFF !! hes taken over my whole heart methinks </3 #i definitely need to visit some inboxes soon !! :p #WAHHH !! ALSO !!! supa excited for two things :>#one is my suo acrylic stands are coming soon !! i mightve went overboard i fear… i bought 4 </3 #and second !! im going to my first concert with my dad teehee !! cage the elephants :0 aka the makers of cigarette daydream YAYAYAYYYY !!!#soso excited for new adventures to come teehee !! but not excited for the heat… its supposed to be around 120° which is… VERY HOT !! </3 #anywhosies i’ll wrap this yap up with a big smooch & bear hug to all of you <3 MWUUUUAH !! :3 #₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎ — lene’s latest gossip .ᐟ

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aemiron-main · 4 months

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Thinking about baby patty 20 dead 40 wounded

#stranger things #patty newby #(through tears) noo ahah dont think about how patty had no friends in hawkins growing up #and how the closest thing to a friend wouldve been bob vs rhe way bob’s annoyed w her initially re: his radio stuff/the whole fucked up #newby damily dynamic as a whole/the emotional distance that Does exist between bob and patty as a result of mr newbys favouritism #towards bob. do NOT think about how patty is the same age as s4 el vs how el’s had friends since s1 #like imagine if el didnt meet max or the party until season 4…. and the fact that patty’s first opening scene/one of the very first things #we’re told about her (and henry) is that she’s lonely… stop stop im already dead #:((((((((#patty i would been your friend its ok #(through tears): when do you guys think baby patty stopped trying to play with bob/when do you guys think that the whole family dynamic #really started to squash any like. proper close bonding yk like they dont hate eachother in tfs by any means but its like #there’s definitely a Distance there in a lot of ways & definitely resent etc you can feel under the surface (although in the end that def #improves) but i just. dont look at me im thinking about baby patty trying to ppay with bob but then going off to sit alone #(through tears and comically loud sobbing sounds) do you guys think that bob blamed patty for his mom leaving the same way mr newby blamed #her for his wife leaving? do you guys think that’s why bob didnt protect/defend her until the end of the play? and even then he didnt DO it #so much as say that he SHOULD have…..#(through even more tears) do NOT think about how quickly patty accepted mr newbys apology and even insisted initially that he has nothing to #apologize for despite the way hes treated her vs the fact that patty so clearly just wants to be loved #do not think about patty’s dad being the principal vs her still getting bullied all the time and then getting in trouble for defending #herself/mocking walter… mr newby when i fucking catch you!!!!!!!#pattyposting

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bunny-j3st3r · 5 months

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#i will prolly delete these because im just fucking tired rn #but i went for a walk to clear my head #and a group of ppl started yelling at me and shit #i was literally just sitting by the pool minding my bussiness #and ignored them at first #but they reminded me i am just fat and ugly lmfao #i just got back in my room and im trying to keep convo with my best friend #so i dont lose it #but im just sobbing like #yeah okay i guess im fat and stupid and ugly to look at #fucking sure w/e #should of just fucking thrown myself in there to drown #i feel so fucking embarrassed and hurt

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des-fangirl · 1 month

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Hey guys could you please tell me that if i have bad vision it's not like, the end of the world AND I CAN STILL LIVE LATER AND EVERYTHING im kinda panicking about my eyes again and my ophthalmologist appointment is pretty soon :'] i feel like my vision has gotten worse this year so i really don't know how to calm down (

#sobsob #des-shitpost #i think i should stop staying up late alll night firstly #ahajahah #im also scared that I'll be blamed and anry at for this #after the appointment #because yeah OBVIOUSLY it's my fault but like-#hnnn don't be angry at me im stressing out enough . imo #<'3 #the reason i stay up at night lately is one friend that WOULDN'T RESPOND TO ME DURING DAY. AT ALL. ALWAYS #even though we live basically in the same city like she has the same time as me #and i really wanna takk to her abt gravity falls #and ughhh only at night we can talk of course!!! im upset #sobbing #even simple words would calm me down #you tumblr guys are so comfy tbh #and supportive??#i love yall

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coquettesamosa · 8 months

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it feels so weirdly embarrassing to be crying abt your birthday as an adult

#like. im turning 21 in two days i should not be sobbing abt my friends not rlly showing up for my birthday thingamajig #god. but i've been feeling so fucking lonely and separated from them so far this year that it just sucks

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ackee · 11 months

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everytime i go out somewhere by myself.. 🚶🏾‍♀️ maybe it'll never get better, guys...

#its embarrassing i should just fall on zi ground and DIE 🥹👍🏽#when does it get better. when do i skip to the part where i have friends i can go places w 🤣#and not look like a loser at every party 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#txt #delete later #im still here so im trying not to sob LOL 🫡🤣#edit: woops 😅 cried a little and someone came over.... i wont go out again. ever

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littlegoldfinchh · 1 year

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medical professionals in hungary are a joke btw

#dude made me SOB during the adhd test because apparently im a spoiled loser who expects mommy and daddy to pay for everything #he was so fucking mean #he also said that it's my fault that i dont have friends #and i should get on tinder instead of moping in my room??#i left the room with my fingers bleeding and sweaty as hell #anyway 💖 i dont feel good

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ieo-pio · 11 months

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Thinking about horses again

I also remembered that roached manes exists so-

#I fr should just make a whole text post rambling instead of filling tags #note to self; Teufort Eq Center and uhhhh idk Mann.co tack SOB #im scared of drawing the humans :sweating: my artstyle is so anime #ieo-draws #horse au #tf2 #team fortress 2 #team fortress two #tf2 horse au #tf2 equestrian au #sniper and engie are friends lolol

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chappellsvakarian · 3 months

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#had my meeting w my addiction support worker #went pretty well: cried a lot #got into some of the root causes of why i drink in excess and mostly its just bc i hate living in my brain #and my life to some extent at the moment (my partner is wonderful and my friends are wonderful but other than that my life kinda sucks #its like my parents taught me that my feelings and problems are wrong or dont matter or arent real or #and its seeped into every aspect of my life i just have no regard for my own wellbeing #i literally sat there in front of the worker sobbing when i said that out bc i’ve never realised that before #but anyway. the appointment was fine my worker is lovely #and im doing a week challenge where i try not to drink at home At All #and he also told me to drink a glass of water when i wake up every morning and brush my teeth every day #oh and he said i should do one (1) nice thing for myself this week #personal

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skitskatdacat63 · 11 months

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this video makes me want to sob and throw up and scream and cry and collapse onto the floor

#actually like sobbing through it this is going to kill me genuinely #god ive not cried these kind of tears in a while LOL #i cry a lot but not whete it makes my chest hurt like this #everyone should watch Get Back. best docu ever made actually :)#but no theres smth about getting a beatles song in the year 2023 #like its not smth i ever imagined but now that it exists its like wow. its truly over. its a fucking solid conclusion and it hurts so badly #im going to rip up my pillow the emotional pain this is bringing me is actually heart wrenching #my one brother one time was like the Beatles are so mid and overrated and i wanted to leap up and strangle him across the table #THEYRE LIFE CHANGING OKAY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#idk its just so much my childhood :/#and this song is ripping my heart out </3 #and hearing them talk about this being the last beatles track ever. like yeah i KNOW but god fuck ouch #the way they talk about george and john im going to bang my head into a wall #mayne i shoulf rewatch get back and have a mental breakdown #i told my friend about that docu when it came out and hes like wow that sounds incredibly boring #how dare you how fucking dare you. 8 hours of content????? fucking...great #but no seriously to listen to this song released now and it sounds exactly like their original work. im gonna throw up i feel so ill #never recovering from this actually 😊#catie.rambling.txt #Youtube

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mossy-paws · 6 months

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I don’t think there is anything more particularly terrifying then having an irl artist aquantience follow you on some of your other socials LMAO

#THE WORST PART IS #WE ARENT EVEN LIKE.#CLOSE FRIENDS #WE’RE MUTUALS AT BEST #SHES NOT INTO THE SAME FANDOMS THAT IM IN EITHER SOB #THIS POOR GIRL HAS TO SEE ME OBSESS OVER A ROBLOX GAME HEAD IN HANDS #She’ll say hi to me n stuff at school down the halls and I do really want to get to know her better because she seems really cool BUT AAAAA #THE TERROR #That reminds me I actually wanted to make her a gift as payback for a really nice thing she made me :3 #Should probably go do that now actually BYE BUE #Enjoy my Ted talk #cro chatter

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widevibratobitch · 6 months

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#havent really been active on tumblr the last few days but now i came back to post another vent and fuck off again lol hiiiiii #i havent cried in way too long. ngl sobbing hysterically in your bed does hit different lol #anyway. what a great time to remind myself of every single bad thing anyone has ever said about my body and my face <3 #anyway i finished the sobbing till i cant breathe session and now my one eye hurts like there's sth stuck in it but there's nothing #but while i was digging in it trying to find sth under my eyelid that could explain the pain i really really looked at it #my friend once said my eyes are the colour of a swamp and by god she was right.#and like damn. i was never insecure about my eyes but maybe i should add that to the list.#but like whatever. like obv im not gonna start being actually insecure about mu stupid eyes but it did hit me that there is really #not a single thing about my body that i can with all confidence say is nice/pretty/whatever. not a single thing that i genuinely like.#like at best case it's 'not as bad as it could be'. like i have nothing lol. cant even honestly say something as silly as 'i like my eyes'#cause no. they look like a swamp.#idk im just so tired of trying my best all the time and still looking like a rotting leaking bag of garbage.#i try to remind myself that i dress funny and do fun make up and that is what people will notice about me but the truth is #everyone will still always see that under all that bs im just plain ugly and just generally unattractive #and ill never be able to distract anyone from that not really #like ik people who like me dont care about that but thats the thing.#im just tired of being one of the people that will always be liked/loved/whatever 'despite' sth.#like there is nothing of value in me that is NATURAL. its all fucking fake.#anyway. wish i were dead same old same old.

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thedeadthree · 2 years

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— TAG GAME.

TAGGED BY the dear @marivenah and @leviiackrman to answer a few questions! ty ty so much love!

TAGGING: @feystepped, @griffin-wood, @jendoe, @kingsroad, @chuckhansen, @risingsh0t, @queennymeria, @denerims, @phillipsgraves, @jillvlntine, @morvaris, @aartyom, @minaharkers, @unholymilf, @leviiackrman, @jacobseed, @arklay, @corvosattano, @jackiesarch, @malefiicarum, @pearlcscent, @shellibisshe, @weisshaupts, @shadowglens, @leondaltons, @adelaidedrubman, @florbelles, @belorage, @confidentandgood, @girlbosselrond, @thee-morrigan, @rosebarsoap, @fragilestorm, @lacunafiction, @noonfaerie and you!

THREE SHIPS: inspired by mari <3!

THREE CANON SHIPS: geralt x yennefer, corlys velaryon x rhaenys targaryen, and arianne martell x daemon sand!

THREE OC SHIPS: iovanna dayne x daemon targaryen, edelgard vanderweyden x reese verner, maekar targaryen x aeryal arvel (carolines dear!)

THREE MUTUALS SHIPS: mo @kingsroad's alyse x aegon (they mean the world to me!), ash @unholymilf's iconic varya x roman (forever the moment!), airika @chuckhansen's nina x adam (the loveliest! they're dear to me!)

FIRST SHIP: oo ok ok i want to say my first ship was I think? rajaion and ena from fire emblem path of radiance? that or? selina kyle/catwoman and bruce wayne!

CURRENTLY CONSUMING: an iced coffee ajanjnsk bc i am a responsible adult <3.

CURRENTLY WATCHING: my 3829838th rewatch of house of the dragon <3 am i surprised? nay nay! its not at all for oc lore! (leg says like a liar jnjanj <3)

LAST MOVIE: the batman! <3 and one i recently adored seeing was bullet train as well! (ty ty orion and ash for introducing me bc of ur ocs u dears u!)

LAST SONG: its been stuck in my head all week! the fruits by paris paloma <3

CURRENTLY READING: rereading fernweh saga by the dear aelsa! and fire and blood by george rr martin <3 (leg once again says its bc they want know more of what’s in store for the characters and not for oc lore at all like a liar <3)

CURRENTLY CRAVING: my mom is making sauce so i have pasta on the brain <3

#only if you want to! 🤍🕊#ahh this was so cute! and lovely to get me back into the swing of things <3 #t: about leg #i would also like to say that all of the ships of my mutuals with their dears are my favorite <3 THEYRE ALL SO GOOD #IYKYK on the fe ship the way ten year old me watching the cutscenes for that game on yt and that scene had me SOBBING #i fully blame my appreciation of tragic/doomed dynamics on them AHH #AND OF COURSEE the one and only duo <3 can cite my brand! my appreciation for enemies/rivals dynamics on them!#(bruce can have two hands for sel and polly bc i said so <3)#AELSA I HAVE BEEN MEANING TO SINCE I READ IT ON RELEASE DAY NEED TO SHRIEK ABOUT FERNWEH I MUST AHH #if y'all haven't yet YOU SHOULD YOU SHOULD i mean it was the loveliest read floored and blown AWAY absolutely STUNNED it was so good!#(but im never not floored by ur talent and its a HIGH honor truly to know u and be mutuals AND GET TO SUPPORT AHH)#my friend wrote an if an it was PUBLISHEDD and u all should read it <3 #AND I SAWWW THE DENIAL ROUTE AND THE PIANO CHOICE I DID I DID AND WHEN I TELLU I SHRIEKED AND WAS SOBBING??#ill be sure to be sobbing for eternity! R VERNER U MEAN THE WORLD TO ME and j I need to make a dear for them I HAVE TO #I mean????? just their dynamic with the mc I was on the FLOOR u know? and the nightmare scenes!!!!!! my god! the bestest!#ok ok also like...... new song with PEAK una energy that has been living in the psyche rent free that I found in my rec songs <3 FLOORED #''angel' he calls me does he know that im falling from a precipice that I tripped off long ago?' ->#''your so pure' he says does he know im forsaken? the original sinner but soon you'll know for if im going down I guess ill take you w/ me?#LIKE I COULD RECITE ALL OF IT FOR HER BUT UHHH im fine im fine totally really not at all shrieking about una at all from this <3 #two of the top ships that live in my head rent free that are canon being asoiaf ships <3 AAAND THE OC SHIPS they won this year already <3 #AND I MEAN ALWAYS IN MY HEART ALWAYS ON MY MIND Eddie and reese <3 #ok ok im suuper thinking vanna and daemy may be the first piece? this week ive done a lot of thinking of them and..... they <3 #leg.txt #leg.tagged #MO I CANT WAIT TO CATCH UP ON ITR+R GODD THE WAY THEYRE JUST <3 they mean the world to me!#can't wait to yell about them and be floored by ur writing!!!! VARYA ALWAYS IN MY MIND AND NINA AND ADAM ALWAYS ON MY HEART <3 #listen i read the t*wow preview and? ari x daemy? SO GOOD. (and very excited for caro's dears lilyana x daemy he deserves it! he's lovely!)

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