Thinking about how (if the ducts are still intact) people without eyes can still cry. Thinking about Kenshi trying to get used to his new life, and being so overwhelmed that he starts crying. Thinking about Johnny finding him and seeing the tears stain his blindfold, thinking it's discharge from the wound or something. Thinking about Johnny trying to fix the blindfold, only for Kenshi to break down completely and try, in vain, to push Johnny away until he's so overcome with despair that he melts in Johnny's arms. Thinking about Johnny realizing this is Fucking Serious and not making any jokes, but just holding Kenshi and comforting him.
they were so in love. idk how any one can watch them interact and call them ‘just friends’. they are written literally as soulmates like c’mon nowwwww.
Stu would have extreme guilt, I think he'd grow to be very nihilistic, like, very. He'd definitely snap back to his senses a little, he'd realise how shitty everything was but even though he'd be guilty and somewhat remorseful, I feel like if he had the choice to go back and prevent it - he wouldn't. He'd definitely have a strong belief that instead of Billy it should've been him that died, because of this I think he'd really hit rock bottom again but not in a psychotic murderous way but in a extremely depressed, no longer takes care of himself way. To cope he'll definitely paint Billy as some great guy who he loved deeply, he'd talk about it as if it was all his fault and as though it wasn't Billy's. Would definitely say stuff like "Billy could've done so much good for himself" or "he gave me love in a way no-one else remotely bothered to"
Billy on the other hand would kinda just be sitting in the hospital bed, head in hands, grieving - not for Stu - but for his failed plan. He'd definitely regret it, but only because it didn't work. He 100% misses Stu but is in extreme denial.. like; "no, I don't miss him I just- miss the way he'd play with my hair and.. his smile, and the way he'd gently kiss my jaw---". He'd definitely pause after his mini rant, be self aware of his slight regret for a moment and then ignore it for the rest of his life. As a comfort tactic, he'd definitely talk shit about Stu, talk down about him to make himself feel better - something I think he did when they were both alive. It would be stuff like "he was a lost cause" or "there was no point in him even trying, he was set out to be a disappointment"
Whilst other roses died in late September as the first frost began to roll round, Barty found that his died early November. And when spring finally returned, Barty waited patiently from inside his cell. Though he had no concept of time, it was as if he knew when the rose would return, but it never did. He continued to wait, he would always wait, even as his skin grew paler, his fingers numb and bloody from where he clawed at the wall, even as his mind slipped away, he would always wait.
When he found himself back in the Crouch Manor he would spend day and night muttering about his rose. The kind house elves would bring him any that they found in the garden, but none seemed to satisfy the boy’s never ending mission to once more see his rose. When he was discovered in Hogwarts all he could do was grow excited at the chance of seeing his rose once more. Instead he forgot, he forgot what he was looking for, he forgot who he was. He broke the one promise he had ever intended on keeping.
He forgot Evan Rosier, his love, his rose. He would never again gaze upon his rose, he would never get to beg for forgiveness.
His rose missed him, his rose watched over him as he sought revenge, and his rose shed tear after tear as the chances of them ever being reunited ceased to exist.
So I just watched killer track and god that ending was so sad but like Duke had to know deep down that Miss Holiday was Miss Holloway, like he couldn't remember her exactly but there had to be a small thing telling him that it was her 😭😭😭