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simping4-2manyppl · 8 months
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Hi there! Can I request a Bill (2023) x yn (a fem!reader, who is also in the band and married to Bill ) fic where they react to fanfictions or edits abt them (abt Bill and yn back in the 2000s) during an Instagram live with the other members please ?
Take care 🫶🏻
Bill Kaulitz 🎤
“Memories”
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AHH LITERALLY LOVE THIS REQUEST SMM!! IMMA DO MY VERY BEST!
Bill x y/n
I feel like this one turned out bad since i rushed it 😓 so sorry about that pookie 💔 may be some spelling mistakes!
You woke up, feeling the other side of the bed empty. You groaned, getting up and rubbing your eyes. You got up and made you way to the kitchen making coffee as you saw your husband fixing up his phone, positioning it so its facing him.
"Okay guys, now that everyones in here i thought we should do something that SOOO many people have been asking us to do." Bill said, laughing.
"Oh wait! Y/n!" He said turning around, motioning for you to come over. You picked up your coffee and made your way over to him,
"yes my love?" you said sitting down next to him, sipping on your coffee as you waved at the phone.
Seeing everyone wave, you smiled and pit your coffee on the small coffee table you guys had. "Hello everyone." You said giggling, "So?" you said turning to bill.
He smiled at you, "People have been requesting us to watch some edits i think thats what theyre called and fanfiction" (get ready guys 😣) he said with a big grin on his face. You furrowed your eyebrows and looked at him, “ill send them in our group chat so we can all see them at the same time.” bill said, pressing send.
You put your head on his shoulder, looking at the video, it was one of your guys concerts from when you were younger. “Oh gosh.. we were so little!” you said, a warm smile appearing on your face. “You were about 13 years old and i was only 14” he said, chuckling. “Exactly! Super young.” You said.
The edit was you and bill singing while there were some clips of tom, gustav, and georg playing. “When georg had his long hair!” you said laughing, “i was always jealous of his luscious hair.” You said, as georg laughed. “I know, everyone was.” He said winking, “it was beautiful.” He said, causing you to all laugh.
You watched more edits as they contained small clips of interviews you guys did when you were younger or other clips that you would sometimes record or someone else. You could remember them as if they were from yesterday, you felt old as you looked at your crazy younger self. Over the years you have had crazy looks as you never got to figure yourself out, you remember borrowing either tom or bills clothes or youd buy some clothes of your own but youd always prefer everyone else’s.
It was cute, looking back at how youthful you all were and you still were pretty young but just seeing your teen self brought back some of the best memories.
The last video bill showed was an edit of your guy’s wedding, including the members as they were also apart of it.
You loved seeing memories of the day you finally married the love of your life, you felt yourself smiling super hard as you looked at bill, “this is adorable, thank you my love.” You said giving his a small and quick kiss. “I love seeing these videos of our wedding, tom looks so silly right there.” He said laughing, “hey! No i dont.” He said rolling his eyes and he clicked on a new filter.
“Tom how do you get that, i want the cool filters too.” Bill said, whining and pressing on the screen, trying to figure out on how to get the filters. You rolled your eyes and laughed, they were always being so silly and that was one of the things you loved about bill, the relationship he had with his brother, considering you never grew up that close with any of your siblings.
“Okay, whatever. Lets move on to the fan fiction.” Bill said excitedly. You grabbed your coffee and sipped on it, “you guys, i dont know how to work this but im going to try my best. Ill be reading it out loud.” He said and clicked on an app. “Alright..” he said looking focused, trying to figure the app out.
he finally found one after searching and the title read “Your living nightmare.” ( i told yall to get ready 😓) “Ooo tom this ones about you!” bill said as tom looked at him confused, “what do you mean.” He said, “someone wrote this about you tom!” he said and started reading it, and boy was it odd.
They would go into deep detail of the character and tom, it was crazy how they made up so many things, i mean tom? A gangster? He was probably one of the nicest people you knew, obviously it didn’t appear like that to most people since he would put up an act but now you were just nervous about the rest of the fanfiction.
You wondered what people wrote about you and bill. After bill got bored and really weirded out by the fanfic he chose a new one, something called “oneshots” you didnt know what they meant but apparently they were like little chapters but each one contained a different plot and story.
He read out some about gustav and georg, some about tom and himself, he would squeal nervously when it was about him, and youd just laugh. This ones about you.” Bill said smirking at you, “something called smut?” you furrowed your eyebrows and nodded, you were now extremely nervous, “okay..” you said as he started reading, into the middle of the chapter his jaw dropped as he put his phone down, “yeahhh… okay, lets stop right there.”
He said, still shocked. “What? What is it?” you said confused as to why he stopped. He leaned over and whispered in your ear, “its about you and like.. sex related things.” He said, your face immediately turning red. “Oh wow..” you said shocked, you definitely weren’t expecting this but maybe you should have, i mean ever since you were a teenager you did always get alot of attention and some boys would catcall you and tell you things so you were pretty used to it but you never expected someone to write something sexual about you.
You laughed it off and just finished your coffee as it was already cold from you leaving it as you were busy reading the fan fictions with bill. “Well.. this whole thing was definitely interesting..” you said placing your lips together, pressing them shut.
As you said your goodbyes the live ended and bill looked at you, “some of the things they wrote about you were pretty accurate you know.” He said smirking, “you do love to moan my name out loud, dont you mein schatz?” He said, caressing your cheek with his thumb. His face now inches away from yours. Your face now as red as a tomato, “i-“ you tried to say but got interrupted, “shh..” bill said, placing his lips onto yours, slowly kissing you as you felt the kiss turn hungry very quickly. “Lets go to the bedroom.” He said getting up and grabbing your hand. You grabbed his hand and squealed in excitement.
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puhpandas · 3 months
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I like that a lot of the tragedy about new fnaf is about how everyone lived, in contrast to the tragedy of old fnaf where everyone died
like gregory vanessa cassie the animatronics everyone had their lives ripped away from them because of the same source, but they didnt end after that.
the animatronics 'lived', but it was in an abandoned falling apart building while they're broken themselves and slowly losing their sanity. gregory survived the mimic and ggy and the streets but he'll never get back those years of childhood he lost or his parents or friends or old life and he has to live with that and the trauma from everything forever
vanessa lost her life and her free will right as she would have been free from her dad for good and was still put down and hated even as her alter ego. she was forced to leave her little support systems and drag other people into the same boat as her and kill people and after she gets freed abruptly she just has to. get back on her feet. and get a job and take care of Gregory and Freddy and somehow keep living a life as normal as anyone else but things are so different and she doesnt get a chance to sit and process everything
cassie doesnt die in the elevator crash and instead goes on to be trapped underground with something getting in her head. she gets taken over all alone by herself thinking that vanny was a friend and getting 'betrayed' again. once again someone's life is ripped away from them as they're forced to serve this virus, and its made a hundred times worse because no matter what it happened to cassie because Gregory wasnt fast enough. and theres so much tragedy in Gregory failing to stop what happened to him from happening to someone else let alone his best friend
and the tragedy that none of them will ever be free despite how they live on unless they kill the mimic and vanny for good, but theyve always just been too scared to do it. "the family missed the greatest opportunity of their lives" "the woman would kill the witch in the morning" they didnt kill them both when they could have and now other people are getting hurt along with themselves having to deal with it again after thinking they were okay.
and theres also tragedy in the glamrocks and how they lived in the pizzaplex. no matter how you view their sentience theyll always be seen as characters and machines and not real people despite how theyre literally alive and living. and alongside that in canon they push the idea of the animatronics not wanting to fit themselves into the character box (freddy) or not feeling like they deserve to be who they're supposed to (roxy) or not even trying to fit the bill because they're so overtaken with anger at it all (monty) or their programming making them crazy and obsessed with their characters gimmick so they're always trapped no matter what (chica). and how fronnie loved eachother but not only would the brand not have allowed it but bonnie gets decommissioned and Fazbear entertainment doesn't see it as worth it to keep him in the character roster so they just. dont. and Freddy has to deal with how unfair that is.
I just love SW era fnaf and how they do tragedy it's very interesting and cool
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tbh you are so real for talking about the misogyny targeted to mei & other women in the lmk fandom. in general its like people only value mei as: a: the wingman to some basic mlm ship or b: macaque 2.0. its honestly crazy how so many male side characters overshadow her in the fanbase despite not even having a FRACTION of her screen time. idk chat i feel like the reason people dont care about mei but care about some random male side/background character is less because they're inherently more likeable but because some of you view women as inherently less likable. and everyone is always like "mei is so girlboss pussy cunt slay shes the only reason theyre still alive because she keeps them safe from their silly boy shennanigans shes their ultimate wingman shes so badass shes their lesbian best friend i totally paid attention to her when i watched this show LOL" and even ignoring the obvious misogyny here (ie. how people reduce her to being the male characters babysitter) its like... okay... i know mei is cool & badass already... could you name literally ANY other character trait she has. like people just value her as being "the braincell" who can get red son and mk together or something stupid and its like are we having fun still is this still fun. literally every day i go into the mei tag its like "look at mei shes red sons wifey and shes vaguely in the background of this drawing of red son and mk staring into each others eyes #trafficlighttrio am i right oh look shes macaques niece now this post is about ao lie why is it in the mei tag"
and thats literally JUST talking about mei and it doesnt even begin to cover the other female characters. chang'e constantly gets reduced to being red sons aunt/mom/big sister despite them like. not having any actual interactions in the show. lady bone demon constantly gets overshadowed by her minion who has like 2 seconds of screen time, or she gets made into a cartoonishly abusive madwoman who people call lady bitch demon. just in general people act like shes a horrible person for like. being a villain. liks yeah the trying to destroy everything was bad but also she was an antagonist and thats what antagonists do LOL. spider queen gets completely ignored. princess iron fan gets made into a cartoonishly abusive mother so that way red son can have a poor angsty backstory and some male character (usually nezha, macaque, swk) can take care of him.
(also theres just a great deal of ethnocentrism in the lmk fanbase? like im white so take what İ say here with a grain of salt but so many people will misconstrue aspects of chinese culture for their own personal hcs. people will say male characters are transfem or nonbinary while completely ignoring the time period/culture their from where thats the norm. like yippee youve implied that an east asian man is feminine/emasculine because he has long hair. how do you not see the negative connotations with this. people also turn pif (& lbd to an extent) into a dragon lady which obviously has negative racial connotations lol.)
anyway this is where my unhinged rambling ends have a good day have a good night İ had more to say here but İ reached the text limit. İ dont see a lot of people talk about the misogyny thats prevalent in the lmk fanbase so İm glad youre pointing it out lol.
Yeah, I totally hear you. The lmk fandom has plenty of issues with misogyny and, like you said, ethnocentrism. It's definitely something worth having a discussion about, along with these issues in fandom as a whole.
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Ok so imagine being an art student who wants to graduate and prepare for a good art career while you're there. you SEEM straightlaced but you're just focused on passing classes, creating art, and networking with artists inside and outside of campus. oliver thinks having you in bed would be perfect, if only you were in reach.
.... because youre literally and metaphorically out of reach. he thinks youre just focused on work or shy, but in reality You Just Dont Want Him. youve seen how women around him get their hearts nuked. you dont have time for that. art success is waiting for you, and you dont need to waste time.
so imagine you're trying to figure out how muscles move in different people. you check people from around campus, bringing around your phone and a tripod and observing people's movements as they go about daily activities. then you approach the athletes.
you try to get someone on the team who's not as in demand as oliver, but then most of the guys back off when oliver approaches you while you're talking to his teammates. you explain the situation so nobody gets it wrong, but then he offers to be your model. ok, you'll take it. you personally dont want to choose him, but he is one of their star players, which means you'll get the best footage.
he does a couple arm and leg flexes for you, close up footage that he puts 100% into, but all you can say is variations of 'fascinating. One more. huh. can you do the other side?' STONE FACED. hes a little impatient at how his obvious showing off isn't having any effect. he shoots a couple goals while your phone camera follows him around. when he gets back, all you can say is "that was enlightening. i wonder what happens when you're pressed on several sides and people are trying to gang up on you," still so... detached.
you want competition? he'll give you competition. he has at least 5 people trying to stop him from scoring a goal. he calls it a special favor for the art student trying to learn about an athlete's body. he ends up winning and what do you have to say?
"mhm. there's a lot of differences. more urgency. this was a great learning experience. i think i have everything i need." and this is the ONLY time you have any warmth in your tone. you're much sweeter when you thank his other teammates for participating. when you thank him again and say goodbye it's just so clinical.
..... like you don't care about him.
so he continues on with his daily life like atlas carrying the world, except the world is the very real possibility that you want nothing to do with him. he loses sleep. he doesn't want to be with any other girl. hes mostly focused on soccer but at one point a stray ball nearly knocks his head off at practice.
weeks pass like this.
at a party, he finds you commiserating with some of his teammates and your friends. the conversation goes to him. theyre talking about how oliver might like you a little too much.
You. Start. Cackling.
"oliver aiku? Oliver fucking aiku?? That guy? Ok, thanks for the cool joke, tell me another." someone's trying to say that they noticed he hasnt been acting right since your visit.
"Oh yeah, that one, that wasn't even a real project, one of my seniors recommended I do anatomy studies."
so you didn't even come to him as a part of coursework. you just came to him for fun. he would never have met you if you just didnt do something for fun. he would never have fallen so hard if you werent so focused on giving your work 1000%.
"Listen. Aiku isn't even my type. I sometimes forget he exists. To be honest, I prefer people who don't break other people' hearts and waste precious time for fun."
he didnt stand a chance with you at all.
Alessandra. You are ao so precious to me. I have been drinking and am feeling a lot of th8ngs. Thank u for sending me this, it will always be on my mind, i love when y/n isn't invested in oliver like he is with us.
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unofficialadamtaurus · 4 months
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i woke up from my deep new years slumber this morning and checked ao3 for anything to feed me. what i was met with was a full course meal in the form of wilt & scatter updating. i was jolly beyond words. if i hadnt just woke up i would have jumped around my room and danced. happy new year
I LOVE EVERYTHING THIS CHAPTER IMPLIES ABOUT ADAMS CHARACTER!!!!!! HE TOO IS DEFECTING, BUT NOT OUT OF A "CHANGE OF HEART" LIKE BLAKE, BUT BY STAYING TRUE TO HIS ORIGINAL MOTIVE OF PROTECTING THE FAUNUS!!!!!!!!!! tell me if im wrong but IM PRETTY SURE ADAM'S HELPING RUBY BUST THESE OPERATIONS CUS THEYRE ONLY GOING TO JAIL... im sure jail is easy for someone like adam to break out of, he can lead a charge to save some imprisoned faunus. i feel like its one of those situations where theyre better off in jail for now, because its either jail or......... Ms. C the LandLord. worst landlord EVER . IF IM WRONG THEN IM SPEAKING OUT OF MY ASS, BUT GOD I LOVE IT!!!!!! adam queuing ruby in on the smuggling... theyve become a well oiled machine if theyve done this like 5 times by now. not to mention i love the suspicion there is on ruby now. how does she know this? weiss is right, how do you get Sources (tm) as a first year from beacon that grew up on an island as what i can only assume is a farmhand outside of huntress training (i mean seriously!!! thats a farm!!! im sure they have livestock just over the fence that yang and ruby took care of!)
love blake here. she feels very volume 1 in the best way possible. shes abrasive in her own cool way and very passionate. her blowing the team off out of anger is so good. i want a scene where both blake and ruby see adam and recognize him and blake turns around and strangles ruby while demanding answers of "HOW DO YOU KNOW HIM??? HOW??? HUH???" . hell, if ruby is communicating with adam through texts and calls, im sure blake may want to follow ruby when she dips off to take An Important Phone Call from her Friend From Signal. or however they do it. SUSPICIOUS BLAKE FOR THE WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!
a small tidbit but i love the idea that ruby smells very obviously like roses, especially to faunus who have better senses of smell than humans. i always imagined adam taking notice and being like "get a new shampoo or something that one smells really strong" and rubys like "i use a 3 in 1 theres no scent" . the scent thing is an interesting way to .. kind of nerf her? shes very good at espionage due to her semblance, it almost looks like teleportation with how quick she can move, so having her opponents be able to smell her is really interesting.
also.. glad the dust robberies are leading up to something... it feels like it at least... cussssss............ mountain glen is looking like the next smuggling spot, considering all the supplies that make it out of vale are heading there. and im sure, maybe, in this AU, mountain glen could quickly snowball into ruining something else . a uh. certain festival. yknow. ohgohgohgohgohgoghoghorrrrrr
Replying late (happy new year!) but hell yeah you got Adam's motivation exactly right!! Some people were struggling with it lol. I'm guessing they don't know me / haven't read my other stuff so they're thinking it's the usual "Adam's a shady one-dimensional bad guy" beat.
Mountain Glenn is hmmm let's say...important. In the grand scheme of this fic. And Adam & Ruby's relationship.
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caluski · 5 months
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ive made myself hot chocolate wine. hot wine chocolate maybe. its mostly hot chocolate and some wine... i only added a little because i havent made hot wine in a long time now, i was worried id evaporate the alcohol and make it gross. but it turned out fine and its good, maybe next time ill make some with spices. maybe replace oat milk with some other one... i think cashew might be good, maybe if i spot it on sale somewhere. with cinnamon maybe, with slices of orange? orange matches both chocolate and wine, why wouldn't it work with both at the same time. i wish i could spend an hour or so in the kitchen, making different infusions that i could try with someone else. its always so much more fun to try new things with another person.
i dont really mind drinking alone, since i already usually do it while watching something or writing. but i do really really miss drinking coffee or tea with other people. i miss talking to people so very very much. i talk so much.. if one somehow hasnt figured it out yet from the absolute fucking abundance of long posts on my blog, but i really do love talking. my big problem is that i talk so much, that my hot drinks cool down before i get to take a sip or two. im really horrible at keeping that balance between being caught up with the conversation and drinking. although i never really have much to say, i keep repeating the stories ive already told a million times before, and i say silly stuff, and i complain about a lot of things, and i get sidetracked constantly. not really in like, adorable or quirky way, i can imagine it must be annoying for the other people in the conversation, especially when i get too excited and interrupt people and dont listen very well. i think its one of those things i wanna improve about myself.
yesterday, as i was walking home through the centre of the city, i was horribly in need of coffee, it was so cold and i was in a good mood, and i only had weak green tea that morning, and since it was still pretty early in the day, the cafes had some free spots. but i walked in, looked around, and walked out. its like everything reminds me of loneliness these days, and when i got inside, tables were all taken by couples or groups. i dont think it was a sign of anything, but it made me so awfully bitter. i know loneliness doesnt make me special, i know literally everyone experiences it to some degree, but god, it really hurts to look around and see that despite everything, people always have someone out there. a best friend, a significant other, family member, whatever.
theres that stupid thing everyone always repeats, "theres always someone out there who loves you, even if you dont know about it". i used to hold onto that desperately, but its so dumb. unrealistic and dumb. it makes you hope that maybe right now youre alone, but once you'll be at your rock bottom, SOMEONE will magically show up and say, i care for you, and i will be by your side to support you, or whatever. but then you hit the rock bottom and theres nothing, or better yet, someone you had hoped would stay with you suddenly says "i have anxiety and seasonal affective disorder, i cant be around you or ill get worse, too", and you dont want them to get worse because of you, of course you dont. theyre being reasonable, and you know that, and you cant do anything about it. even if you do guilt-trip them into staying, would that even really help, if they resented you for it secretly for the rest of their life.
a week ago or so ive walked into a cafe, as well, but i got so overwhelmed that i had to pretend to look around which tables are free, and left right away. just brought in mud and puddles, probably, since it was such a snowy day. i worry that one day ill be better, but i wont be able to step foot inside a cafe anymore, because it will remind me of nothing but the days when it was just me and self-loathing. not that i can really afford cafes anymore, but i cant think about that now. or worse, that ill never get better, and ill never get to experience it again, the presence of another person by my side, having coffee or tea or desserts, and talking and laughing and maybe even flirting. that thought makes me nauseous, but i know its likely. it kind of sounds like not much to wish for, but it feels almost too perfect to ever be possible - not only to have money for that in the first place, but also a person who cares for you enough to want to be around you, to want to talk to you or listen to you, a person who wont tell you "we can go out, but i have only an hour" and then leave after 20 minutes because it turns out in that hour was included their ride back home.
i keep thinking, one day ill find someone, one day i wont be lonely anymore and then ill let it all out of my system. but i know its silly, because by the time ill find someone, ill forget how to really be a person, how to have a conversation. i talk to myself a lot, in my head, but its not enough, it doesnt really feel like anything. i write a diary, i write short stories, i write posts on this stupid blog, but nothing feels like talking to another person, and its awful. my memory is far worse, i stutter more and more with each passing year, im being more and more awkward in such an uncomfortable and humiliating way, that it only makes my brain scream at me to shut up forever. i know why my family doesnt want to talk to me, im more unpleasant than ive ever been. i know its unfair to be blaming them for not wanting me around; they stopped asking about anything, recently, because i cant stop crying whenever they start the topic of job search. i cry too much these days. i had to stop showing up to my favorite grocery store, because theyve seen me too many times all wet-eyed. and i cant help it anymore! i know im still human, i know im not a victim, i know my suffering isnt greater than anyone else's. but something has changed and i cant imagine getting better, anymore. or at least going back to who i used to be. theres no hope anymore! and if theres no hope for me anymore, what do i do? "just surviving" isnt neutral, its horrible, its painful, its a nightmare. i dont want my life to look like this. i dont know what to do anymore. and ive said it a thousand times, i know, but its the only thing i have floating around in my useless empty head. i miss hope. i miss believing that i could still be happy, one day. and i know that was stupid, too, i can see it now, but at least it was something to hold onto.
i miss being around people. i miss it so much. i miss talking to people so horribly. i miss laughing and i miss being held. i dont need all this cortisol. i dont want to forget what it feels like to not be alone. but the more i want it, the more out of reach everything feels, the more unrealistic even the simplest things seem. i might as well be dreaming of living in alternate universe fanfiction.
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myshredda · 1 year
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I haven't really thought this out but i imagine pink doesn't know a lot about boundaries/consent
i mean she knows to tell ppl no when they try to hold her hand/kiss/hug/etc her bc she has to wait until marriage but besides that she doesn't know anything. it's quite a task to explain it to her when she has basically no concept of being in charge of her own body. red and duck almost wish the boundaries teacher would come back and help. almost
also she would be the most touch starved little one ever. like you thought green was bad, this kids never even had a pat on the back! once she figures out that she's allowed to have physical affection and it's actually quite nice, she's like one of those needy cats lol As soon as someone gives her one pat, she wont stop bumping them w her head and standing where theyre trying to walk until they give up, clear their schedule, and spend the rest of the day cuddling her (red's the best for this bc he gives in the easiest and is the best cuddler)
GOD this is so true, of course she'd have a hard time with boundaries, cults aren't exactly known for respect of personal space. Lack of boundaries are like, their whole thing. She'd be very aware of boundaries that keep her "pure" ( 🤢🤮) but she's probably willing to do whatever it is the clump tells her to do, which isn't great and it kind of makes Red and Duck feel sick to their stomach whenever she implies it.
Moving on to her complete lack of healthy physical affection, you're so right about her being worse than Green OR Yellow, they've at least lived with Red and Duck for a while, so they've moved into less touch-starved waters, but the first time Pink ever had a smidgeon of positive touch is Duck holding her hand to lead her into the house and from then on she's obsessed with physical affection. It was one of the bravest things she'd ever done, touching his hand, it made her feel queasy (she was 'sullying' herself after all) but she was too tired to care, to worn out, like a rope that was fraying and ready to snap, but he was so kind to her, and she'd forever associate the feeling of being affectionately held to being safe, so she's understandably addicted to it (so to speak)
Red of course is the obvious choice (the man is a living, breathing overstuffed teddy bear) and he's already very well-versed in the cuddling and snuggling of yellow children in his life, and he's the one most willing to put off chores, so he's always got her on his hip, or in his lap, or draped across his stomach as he naps on the couch, or clinging to his back, face buried in his yarn, arms wrapped so tightly around him he can scarcely breath but he can't find it in his heart to scold her.
Duck is just as good, he's the one who opened her up to the world of physical affection after all, and she seeks out his affection CONSTANTLY to re-live the feeling of discovering a part of the world she didn't know existed. He's less willing to clear his schedule, but he'll hold her hand as he does his daily duties, and no matter how much it impedes his cooking he won't let go (it makes Red very gooey whenever he notices them, stood together at the stove, Duck stirring something with one hand, the other squeezed in Pink's tight grip as she jabbers his ear off, Duck nodding absently, semi-annoyed in the way Red finds very endearing) He'll share Red's armchair with her sometimes, thumbing through magazines together (Duck reads all the old lady grocery store rags about celebrities and politicians interpersonal lives and fashion and all that garbage) her head cushioned on his shoulder, eyes growing heavy with sleep.
Duck will help her brush her hair, Red shows her the proper way to brush her teeth, and it's a moment of bonding for them as he shows his mouth to her for the first time (she thinks they're SO COOL, all the kids do)
Her and Yellow and Green play like puppies, and sleep like them too, flopped together in a warm, giggly pile wherever they are, on the kitchen floor, in the grass outside, on Red's bed, in the bathtub, anywhere they can drop they will. Duck has taken to opening doors slowly before he enters a room in case they're sleeping in front of it. Her and Yellow are so snuggly sometimes it's hard to tell where one starts and the other begins, and even Green starts to get more comfortable with touching and hugging and kissing than he was before (due to the whole 'I feel like an outcast and these people want to get rid of me' thing that took place when he first showed up) so her presence is actually really healing for Green as well.
Pink went from saving her first kiss for her wedding day to peppering her families faces with kisses any chance she gets, giggling breathlessly with Yellow as they touch foreheads, nuzzling against Green's shoulder during his non-verbal days, screaming with laughter as Duck nibbles her cheek, her neck, her nose, reaching her arms up for Red to gather her into his own, pressing soft smooches over his yarn in random spots because she can't figure out where his cheeks are. Feeling so loved, so safe, so drunk on affection she feels giddy and warm. So much love she could drown in it, after a life lived in a desert of affection, no wonder she seeks it out so much.
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zhongrin · 11 months
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Istfg I am crushing on this man for over 2 years now - and in the bigger part of this time he was a npc with 5 seconds screentime every year; you can see I am quite devoted to him (and patient omfg) 🏃💨
Good good, so the both of ya have sum "private time" huh? 😏💞
AND HELP Zhongli would absolutely adore you for it aaaaaa;; omfg you're so sweet idbdsosbsj I ship Zhongrin more and more <33 and yes pretty sure it's golden, yes. Definitely. ❤️
HELP CIDBSJWKWBEJJE idk why but I am losing over it.. a whole City knowing about us odmfbsjheebjw hELP
Wait what?? That's so cool omfg!! The nicknames fitting even more now?? Dkdhskjwwb you're so smart frfr Rin 😌❤️
NOT THE HORSE GIRL PHASE OMFG KDSHSIIEHEHSNNSB I am losing it didbsbs *sitting besides Kaveh and eating popcorn too while watching, also filming <3*
JFODHSJS NOT THE PUPPY 🏃💨 but ya know how I meant it Rin ahsidhhwkska
Yes we have Changsheng - other than her, no heh <3 (I would say I am Baizhus pet but I think this would go too far ofmg help)
Do you have any pets with your hubby's? <33
ZHONGLI WOULD IKR?? And you loving it makes it 92239291 more times better!! OMG THE ARM LINKING?? HOW CUTE?? EJIEHWJAJ, dying cuz this ship is too cute omfg
LMAO we love spoiling our hubby's <33 omg your menace 😭
Theyre both so cute, I ship them both with my whole heart Rin <33❤️❤️💞💞
I see I see, makes sense - but so I understand better, what would be an example for the sussy happening?
And lmao yes they're totally protective over their wifey <33 I once heard that Dragons are known for protecting their treasures at all costs ❤️ (you know who I mean with "Dragon" and "treasure" right? <3)
Wait but I don't understand why it depends on the season too, care to elaborate? 💞
And help Zhongli surely got a way with words and I also agree on Alhaitham, both would totally do that ofmg
Actually I needed to brainrot with my bestie bout this and we came to the conclusion that; Baizhu easily gets jealous - he doesn't have much time left and he knows he shouldn't spend this time with being jealous. But he sees other people coming a bit too near to me as threat, he wants to spend the rest of his time with me after all <//3 ofc when I noticed him the first time being jealous, we talked about it and I understand it and all and Baizhu said he will try his best to not to get jealous over everything - and since then I try my best to not to make him jealous but yeah;; if it happens nonetheless, we talk it out and / or I shower him with love (for example kissing his face all over while I tell him how much I love him and stuff). The situations he gets jealous the most are definitely seeing other guys / girls / pals (He knows I am pan) hitting on me, flirting with me or even touching me quite in a seductive manner. Sadly I am quite oblivious heh. So it often ends with Baizhu subtle showing his position as my husband (by laying an arm around my waist, kissing my cheek, etc.), or maybe getting me away from the scene (but also subtle). And then us showering each other with love at home <33
(help I always got a big smile on my face while reading them <33)
I KNOW LIKE THAT'S DEFINITELY SOME DEDICATION??? falling for npc or future playable characters is such a curse i am glad i've moved on from it *glances at pantalone*
cough cough yes some... private.... intimate... times.... ahem ahem
sobbbb merman zhongli my beloved... <3
the liyue national couple #baivi hehehehe
uehguejlfajskdjglads thank you that's such a nice thing to say waugh <3
we could be a silly couple if we want to- i'd like to think al haitham's repurtation increased around sumeru city when they see the stoic scribe with his normally biting harsh words just. engaging in silly banters with his s/o right in the middle of the grand bazaar hahahah WHY ARE YOU FILMING /nm /lh
you're definitely baizhu's beloved pet i mean what ohohohoho? what kind of animal does baizhu liken you to? like yk those animal-themed nicknames? does he has any for you? ;))
zhongli and i are considering to adopt a doggo (i grow up with dogs and i love love love love love them to death esp. the big ones)!! a lil doggo to just. run around the teashop sounds so cute ;w;
with al haitham, well..... do plants count as pets? because if so he has. a lot. and he doesn't let me touch them because he knows i've killed a succulent before lmao
i have my chaotic moments you see.... zhongli and al haitham are used to it thankfully hsdlfkjsldkf
and i'm crying hsldfjklsdf thank you????? ppl shipping me with zhongli and/or al haitham always makes me 🫠 /pos
like if someone visibly starts to get touchy or angry, or if they think the other party is crossing my boundaries! they're both pretty observant so they can 100% tell when i get uncomfortable.... also i don't do well with confrontations so they try to avoid that or at least shield me from it hsldfjsldkf
halkdjalhsflajd zhongli and his baser dragon instinct will always be my weakness sobsob and by seasons i mean uh- ahem- animals have ruts and i hc li's dragon self is a lot more sensitive & aggresive during that time ;))
awhhhh that is kind of heartwarming actually??? and tragic too ;w; you're the best thing that's every happened to him tho, so i can totally see why he wouldn't want anyone to snatch you away!! it's good that you're both being so communicative, it's indeed important to communicate properly if you wanna have a successful relationship!! <3
question, who is the more dominant / takes the lead more in the relationship? and which one of you is more affectionate? ;D
(NO BC ME TOO i have this silly wide grin on my face ehflajslaisdj)
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character opinion for flowey!!!!!!!! flowey/asriel technically !!!! :]
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they are soooo cool looking yes <3333 !!!!!! all his forms!!! flowey! asriel! photoshop flowey! god of hyperdeath! <333333 omg bestie you are sooooo poggers
everyone but me is So So Wrong About Them see you know what flowey should be. i think floweypot aus and saved asriel aus are all fine and good but they miss the best most integral part of flowey which is the fact that he kind of went mad with the resets because of all the sameness. he wanted things to be perfect he wanted things to be okay again but they cant be because chara is gone and hes a flower who can't feel love!!!!! its about not being able to go home because his home was broken up by the plan that he went along with and the plan broke him too!!! its about being just a kid and not knowing how to help his sibling as they got more and more desperate to live up to everyone's expectations!!!!! and now hes lost his family, his home, and even his love!!! and he cant even feel guilt about it!!!!!!! but he knows he should, and he wants things to be perfect again!!!! and then when he finally accepts they cant be then.... then why not hurt them? he can just reset afterwards, it'll be fine... just.... he's frustrated, he's hurt and tired and no one will ever understand.... and hurting one person is a slippery slope, and sure he was a little reluctant, but then he realized it was so much fun! there's no guilt to get in the way, and maybe he starts seeing Asriel as weak, because he used to be so afraid of hurting people that he'd let them walk all over him, and maybe he starts resenting chara a little- or seeing chara's point, and wishing he had killed some humans- or maybe being glad that the plan went badly, because it made him who he was. and then he got those SOULs. and he remembered what it was like to be asriel. and he remembered what it was like to care. and then he was flowey again. and he would always be flowey. and he would always be alone, even surrounded by people. but he cant stop remembering what it was like to love, just for a single moment. (...maybe i should have put "everything i love about them isnt canon")
they has so much wasted potential as you can see. above. mr. fox could have done so much more with flowey :( </3
if they were real i'd be afraid of them yes ofc i would floweys literally killed people lukcily he isnt real so be can be my blorbo my child my little darling boy whom i love dearly and kind of wish i could microwave but it wouldnt be safe. for the microwave <3333
theyre deeper than they seem. see the rant about how no one gets him like me
yes i will project all of my issues about finding an identity when you barely remember who you used to be but people still expect you to act like them onto him
tjey get done dirty by fans people dont. explore flowey's potential as someone who cant care its always "oh he secretly cares. inside him" or a saved asriel au and while those are *interesting* and can be done so well and i genuinely like reading saved asriel because thats such an interesting conflict, no one ever just lets flowey Be which kind of defeats the whole point of his character. his character is that he can never be asriel again even when he had asriel's form he couldnt truly be him it was a facsimile, a pretending, and he knew it could never last and he would be flowey again, but he wanted to pretend anyways. asriel was the epitome, almost the personification of love and compassion, and flowey.... flowey isnt. can never be. and he has to deal with that. forever.
didnt get enough screen time. this is self explanatory :(
i want to carry them in a handbag like a tiny dog except the handbag is a flowerpot and he is feral <3
wow! they are a horrible person!!! he has committed atrocities <3
why do they look like that /pos
im mentally ill about them. as evidenced by this rant that i literally am writing on the night before my birthday right now instead of like. sleeping
they work better as part of a dynamic bc flowey and frisk. flowey <3 and frisk <3 and maybe chara if they can show up <3 i lomve them
and obviously theyve never done anything wrong in his life ever flowey <3333 he is my favourite eternal SOULless child (aside from chara maybe but it could be argued that, as a ghost, they have the shell of their SOUL- or that, since they were awoken by frisk, they use frisk's SOUL)
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trafficlightsaysidk · 11 months
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vent (read if you want idrc but i need advice TOT)
all of my friends from my old school are moving on and making new friendgroups and i still wanna be their friends but i cant talk to them anymore bc i just dont have the time and the fact that theyre not my best friends anymore makes me wanna curl up in a ball and cry and idek if they even feel the same way or if im just the weird girl they used to be friends with and its so right where you left me bc i truly did stay there while everybody moved on and it all feels so icky bc it was a really long time coming i just never thought the day would come when i felt so dethatched and alienated from them??? i still love them all so fucking much and they really helped me get through alot and now it just feels like they dont care?? tbh i feel like they only kind of use me to have someone to talk about their interests and seeing them with their new friends on tiktok just makes me wanna cry my damn eyes out bc like that used to be me and you. like i could be overthinking or they could just hate me idk
and like the only people i thought id feel safe with kicked me out of their group bc of some shit at camp (tell me if you want a story time lmao (it was kinda my fault as well ngl)) and when one of those peoples friends and i got closeish she asked what happened so ofc i told her and now i think she hates me and i dont fucking want her to hate me bc i think shes really cool and shes the only one ive got that much with in common and im so scared i fucked what couldve been a really good friendship just bc i made the idiotic decision to tell her about it and im too scared to talk to her about it bc it comes off as desperate and shes like really close to one of the girls who kicked me out (her sisters bsf) and like i dont want her to think im a backstabbing bitch just bc i made one rash decision and bc i couldnt see what i was doing wrong in previous years
and ive got a "best friend" and she really is one of the best people i know and she also has autism and adhd so she really gets what i go through and shes all around really cool and we like hang out everyday but shes also kinda in another friendgroup that im like kinda friends with but not really in and it makes me feel a bit disincluded bc theyre all in clubs that im not and i always feel like theyre shit talking me even though i know they arent and its all just so dhwfoahda
and there's like one other girl who i met through my sister (shes 4 years older then me but genuinely one of the nicest people ever in the world ever) and shes in a group w some other kids but at production she hangs w my sis and their friend but they kinda ignore her and i feel really bad bc i wanna be her friend so bad and theyre ignoring her and she always looks a bit sad and like she doesnt have anyone to talk to (or it could be my autistic ass misreading the situation) and like i wanna be closer to her but im too scared to approach and my friendship life is really shit right now and tbh i feel like its all bc of social anxiety if anyone reads this please give me advice bc i dont fucking know what to do
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Dream updates cause ive been busy
And now that i did that, i can tell u about this dream last night. Lately ive been on the roadd againn, getting offers about social media jobs and stuff like i was offered a “tumblr” related position and i was like omg slay
Staying in chip when someone else lives there
Hanging out with groups of guys i dont knowwwww at all. Like i do in the dream but i dont in real life, and theyre all so nice and cool and funny and sweet. And this one cutie was like hugging me and i loved him. He’s like a guy i would fall in love with in a tv show. 
Oooh the other night i was in this same situation but Liam was there. And we were on a school bus and picking seats and we alos had to sleep on the bus so there was that. And in the beginning Liam and i were super spread out, we were not maknig eye contact with eachother, trying not to beb awkward but also i was like im not even gonna talk to him. Like not in a mean way, i love him of course in a, its completely ur move and im respecting your 3D boundaries when you said GET AWAY FROM ME. (bc obviously i didnt know we were in the 5d) ONe time when he was walking through the isle on the bus i looked at him when he passed me just to give him an opportunity to give me a gesture and he didnt. 
Also we were for sure passing through wyoming and seeing this cool attraction. It was a one of a kind, all metal, one passenger rollercoaster that looked like a pin wheel. I was real excited to see it 
So then later.....we are inside somewhere sitting on this long couch against the wall. And when we walked in Liam was already sitting in a conversation and there was this guy in our group who was talking to me so it lined up perfectly like we were walking in and he was like “no no arielle, you have to run that back like go back to what you were talking about” and i casually passed right by him and sat on the couch next to the guy. 
So then as the time goes on, people are getting up, leaving and coming back and the seats are switching up. So im sitting chilling talking to someone and Liam comes sits next to me. And at the time i didnt see it as super purposeful but looking back it definitely was. Like there was so much room else where and he sat soooo close. And then, while either joining the conversation or doing something else he subtly moves even closer. To the point where we’re touching knees. But didnt like look at me specifically, didnt acknowledge it. (omg its giving nosebleed) so quickly i just like automatically. Stretched and shifted slightly. Because i wasnt thinking he’s trying to talk or anything, i was just making sure my boundary was strong for me sake. Like please i’m trying to learn how to not miss you dont sit close enough for me to smell ur scent. 
Oh and then later, we’re in a family mansion and some family some friends. Its morning and we’re about to leave but i was downstairs before i got ready and then they called everyone to leave so i was like fuck, liam’s gonna see me so ugly i have to sneak past him. So im running up the stairs and i see his room across the way and theres this pretty brunette in a white robe stumbling out his room like they just had the best sex, and i see into the room and liam was turned around butt ass naked getting his things. And i was like........who the FUCK was that?? WHAT
That was that.
Anyway LAST night. I was dreaming in a similar format and i was with friends, but sometimes with family.....and i was with Ia and she begged someone like uncle hans to get us tigers. And convinced him itd be fine and she could take care of them. I was NOT advocating or defending cause thats crazy. And it was. We had two adult grown tigers who were not super violent but not loving and sweet. They were wild animals with big teeth who could hurt us at any moment and we had them on chain leashes. Sometimes it would take all my might to hold onto the chains and i was always so scared to let them go. Ugh is this about control?? Thatd be annoying but whatever. We had tigers. 
Then we were smoking and doing other drugs like there was ketamine?? And it just kinda felt like long lasting poppers cause i don’t actually know what ketamine feels like???? And then we were going to this....you guessed it, free concert like show where we could go early and get the best seats. It was sort of in a gymnasium like the dream with kins, or the dreams about skaing and rink sports. I walked in with one of my friends who had the drugs cause we went early to do more K lol. And we got super drunk and pregammed cause we knew there wasnt alcohol in the venue and it was a festival lineup so we’d be here a while. So we run in, get through security drunk im slipping on the first couple of bleachers and we’re looking for the best seats. Then my friends like “heyyyy don’t fret, i snuck in a little k!!” and im like omg! but i felt weird about it out in the open, like she immediately put a line on my leg and did it, and i felt like people were looking but then i was like maybe im paranoid?? Like um yea bestie ur in PUBLIC. But whatever, guess i didnt care, cause she put some on my hand, like a good amount and there i go sniff sniff sniff. 
So now we’re fucked but it was such a good time
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lipstickstainz · 3 years
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cold metal - s. r.
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Reader
Request: i just really want spencer reid to find out his girlfriend has her nip nops pierced. like he would be so cute and blushy. and she’d be like “bubs theyre just my boobs” and he just does the grabby hands at her
Warnings: nipple piercings, implied smut Word Count: 1.1k (sorry, it’s so short!) A/N: ugh I want piercings so bad, but I'm such a coward haha. thanks for requesting! requests are open! hope you enjoy. gif not mine.
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Spencer had never been so grateful for a team-building activity in his life.
It was mid-July and unexpectedly warm for Virginia - nearly 95 degrees Fahrenheit - and Spencer was behind you in the rented kayak. You brought up the rear of the squad, and while Team Jemily and Team Morcia had a competitive paddle, you two stayed behind and enjoyed the beautiful weather. Spencer had a book in his hand and was reading to you while you lazily moved the paddles so that you would eventually arrive at your destination.
Hotch felt that this action was necessary. You had been working steadily for two months, had never been home for long, and had wasted every spare minute on current cases. He would have preferred to give you all a month off, but his team was incredibly ambitious and there was a lot to do, so he could at least talk them into a day on a river in nice weather. So at least you had a day where you didn't have to sit in the dark office.
The sun shone warmly on your skin and without further ado you pulled your shirt over your head. "Would you please put some sunscreen on my back?" you asked Spencer, who without hesitation put his book in his waterproof backpack and pulled out the sunscreen. You never had to ask Spencer twice to put his hands on your body after he had taken the first step two months ago.
You had been at your house and had gone through your Doctor Who marathon as planned. You had picked him up at nine in the morning, with a comforter and pillow in tow, and since then you had hardly left your bed. The show was on the TV that sat on the dresser in front of your bed, but really you were far too busy swapping fan theories and discussing which season was the best. You lay next to each other and you told him about the theory that James Bond was supposed to be a Time Lord. You waved your hands in the air to emphasize your point and turned your head in Spencer's direction, who looked at you with a broad smile.
"What is it? I saw the theory on Buzzfeed. Don't look at me like I'm stupid”, you pouted and he gave a short laugh. You pushed your bottom lip forward and he wondered if your lips have always looked so kissable.  He didn't hesitate for a second. Spencer straightened up and leaned over you and before you could do or say anything, he pressed his lips to yours. You put your hand on the back of his neck and pulled him closer to you so that he slid between your legs. Doctor Who was just incidental after that.
You kept it a secret, not because the team wouldn't be happy, but to find out exactly what it was between you. You had been best friends for years, and the jump from friendship to couple was something neither of you had any experience with. It was prudent to keep it between you for now. An endeavor that was quite difficult when you were wearing skinny jeans and Spencer couldn't think of anything but your butt, or when he was spouting smart facts again without knowing how attractive that made him. Except for a few innocent kisses, you held each other back at work.
Spencer rubbed his large hands over your bare skin, sliding his fingers under the band of your bikini top before pulling you against him. He was sure the cream would leave some stains on his t-shirt, but he didn't care. You leaned against him and he wrapped his arms around your middle. Your head rested on his chest and you could hear his heartbeat.
The others were already far away and there wasn't a soul around you as Spencer's fingers moved up and slid under the hem of your bikini. You took a deep breath. You'd been together for two months, but had never gone further than making out and a little groping, which was why his touch was giving you goosebumps now. Spencer grinned to himself, taking your rapid breathing as a sign that he should continue.
Carefully, he slid his hand under the fabric and froze when he felt cool metal against his palm. He withdrew his hand and confused, you turned to face him. "Are you all right?", you asked him, wishing so badly that he would continue.
Spencer's face turned red and his cocky manner was hidden behind a shy look you couldn't interpret. "Since when do you have nipple piercings?"
Surprised, you looked at him and only then did you realize that he hadn't seen you naked or in your underwear. How could he have known that you had piercings? "I got them pierced after my eighteenth birthday”, you replied, and he nodded curtly. Spencer continued to stare at you until you turned to face him completely. His gaze remained on your boobs until you raised your hand and flicked it in front of his face. He broke free of his trance and rubbed the back of his neck in embarrassment.
"Did it hurt?" He tried really hard not to stare at your breasts, but failed miserably.
"At first, yes, but not anymore." You enjoyed that he couldn't take his eyes off you, so you arched your back.
Spencer licked his lips. "Do you feel - is that making you more sensitive?", he stammered, before finally looking back up into your face. His eyes glittered with want and need.
"Try it. They're just my boobs, love" you grinned, and you didn't have to say that twice.
Spencer stretched his arms out and made the typical grabby hands motion before placing his hands on your covered breasts and taking a deep breath as if he had finally arrived at his destination. He let his fingers slide over the fabric and when they caught on the metal, you winced briefly. Not from pain, but because in your opinion there was still too much fabric between his hands and your breasts. Without further ado, you reached behind you and untied the knot of the bikini so that the fabric fell off your body.
Before you could say anything, Spencer closed the gap between your bodies and pulled you onto his lap before putting his hands on you again. "Fuck, I've been waiting for this for so long," he confessed, and you felt his erection between your thighs. His fingers pinched at your nipples and you moaned into his mouth.
Needless to say, it took you way longer than expected to paddle to the finish line.
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shotosprincess · 3 years
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♡ dating the bnha boys — hcs
。・:*:・-: ✧ :,。・:*:・゚☆ 。・:*:・-: ✧ :,。・:*:・゚☆
➪ shoto todoroki
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pls you’ve prolly been terrified of him for a while prior bc of how ?? talented ?? the mf is ??
but mans prolly saved you at some point and there was this lingering stare you two shared before he left you at recovery girls’ office; were you reading too far into things ?
spoiler alert: you weren’t.
anYWAYS-
he’s the kind of boyfriend to tenderly brush your hair for you and attempt to learn how to tie and braid your hair up in cute ,, simple designs !!
he’d always be ready with little things you’re constantly forgetting; extra snacks,, water,, a fully charged portable charger ,, trust me when i say that man is pREPARED- after all ,, he needs to be ready with everything to take care of his little sweetheart ,, does he not ?
ONLY TWO POINTS IN AND IM ALREADY CRYING BC I LOVE HIM SM BYE BYE BYE
at some point he’d find you sitting on the roof by yourself late at night,, only to stay with you and let you fall asleep on his chest as he drapes a blanket over you and heats it up a lil with his quirk
OKAY YOU CANNOT TELL ME THAT THAT MAN WOULDNT HOLD THE DOOR OPEN FOR YOU AT ALL TIMES AND WOULD SOMETIMES EVEN GET LOWKEYHIGHKEY KINDA SAD WHEN YOU DONT LET HIM
prolly bc he just wants to prove to you that he can be useful
pls just let the man know he’s useful and important he never shows it directly but he needs the reassurance—
he’d give you a warm massage w his quirk whenever you’re in pain :”)
HIDES AND PROTECTS YOU FROM MINETA BC HE KNOWS DAMN WELL WHAT THAT LITTLE SHIT FANTASIZES ABOUT
loves heating//cooling things for you ,, like instant noodles or ice packs !!
surprises you w jewelry that have his initials on them !!
GIVES THE BEST CUDDLES I SWEAR
would hold an umbrella for u while you loop your arm into his as the two of you walk home through the light rain :”)
cries into your chest sometimes after youve fallen asleep bc it’s late nights like these when he reflects on just how lucky of a guy he is to have you— it’s hard for him to articulate it directly ,, but when he does fully open up to you ab it ,, you end up crying too .
WOULD 110% MAKE THE TWO OF YOU YOUR OWN PERSONAL LIL ICE RINK AND TEACH YOU HOW TO SKATE // DO FUN FIGURE SKATING DUOS WITH YOU
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➪ katsuki bakugou
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prolly got with you initially bc of a dare ( and he nEVER passes up a dare ) ,, but eventually those feelings started to become real and honestly ? it kinda scared the shit outta him . he didn’t know why ,, but for some reason he didnt actually want to leave .
OKAY LARA JEAN AND PETER MF KAVINSKY TYPE BEAT ( ˘ ³˘)♥︎ HIT US WITH THE FAKE RELATIONSHIP TO REAL RELATIONSHIP TROPE YESYESYES
teasingly-mean nicknames = his love language . enough said .
AGGRESSIVE !! KISSES !! ALL !! THE DAMN !! TIME !!
makes you wear his hoodie whenever you show even the sLIGHTEST hint at being cold
he just rly wants to see you in his clothes
he’s so clueless on how to do this whole boyfriend thing ,, but he’s definitely trying bc it’s for you :”)
watches and tries so desperately to copy all the cute couples in the movies you guys watch together
“ roses...do you want roses ? “ “ what ? “ “ the guy in the movie gave her roses...do you want roses too ? “
but at the end of the day you just appreciate him for who he is and that’s more than enough for you :”)
PLS DENKI AND KIRI ARE CONSTANTLY SHOCKED AT HOW MUCH HE’S TRYING FOR YOU
will take any and every opportunity to show off his strength and quirk to you <3
now we all know this man gets jealous hella easily ,, and its no different w relationships :”) he’d constantly make it a point to hold you extra close to him in public ,, show you off on social media and call you by a nickname//petname whenever possible just to reiterate to ppl the fact that you’re his and he’s yours
WOULD LET YOU SIT ON HIS LAP AND DO HIS EYELINER AT 2AM PURELY BC YOU GOT BORED
pls i could rly see myself doing that i wont lie
honestly sometimes he forgets himself and his temper gets a little out of hand ,, but the second he sees his feral reflection in your fearful eyes,, he pulls you to his chest and apologizes profusely :”))
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➪ denki kaminari
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MF PROLLY GOT WITH YOU BC OF A RIGGED GAME OF SPIN THE BOTTLE AT MINA’S PLACE I CANNOT SEE ANYTH HAPPENING OTHERWISE
one tiny kiss turned into two ,, which turned into three ,, and before you knew it ,, the both of you were spilling out the pent up feelings you had for one another all this time—
mina never shuts up ab it ,, she’s so proud of her matchmaking skills
when the power goes out during a storm ,, he holds onto you tight and plays w your hair as he uses his quirk to turn things back on ,,, “ shhh it’s ok,, i’m here “
will do anything and everything to make you smile <3
he has a lil album in his camera roll with all his favourite pictures of you ,, which is practically just all of them tbh ♡´・ᴗ・`♡
HE LOVES SHOWING YOU OFF IN THE MOST WHOLESOME WAY POSSIBLE !!
super energetic n bubbly but at the end of your dates he passes out right away in your arms
you make sure to wrap him up in blankets and give him an overload of kisses after he’s rly asleep though
will work embarrassingly hard to win you stuffed animals at the fair !! it doesn’t always work ,, but it’s cute nontheless <3
some of the staff and children at the fairs get pissed off but oh well ,,, what you do for love
pls he prolly makes you lil bento boxes for lunch every now and then ( ESPECIALLY DURING EXAM WEEK ) w tiny notes and designs taped on them
constantly calls you “ shawty “ lowkey un ironically and dice rolls in ur direction whenever he sees you ,,, you just end up laughing and playfully punching him
I JUST KNOW HE DOES THE F BOY LIP BITE FACE CONSTANTLY
ITS AN ADDICTION FOR HIM I SWEAR
SUPER CLINGY BUT IN THE CUTEST WAY AAAA
LIL STICKY NOTE LOVE LETTERS FROM HIM IN YOUR LOCKER EVERY !! MF !! DAY !!!
you both agreed that at home cozy netflix dates w microwave popcorn and fuzzy blankets >>> movie theatre dates
110% made a playlist for you at some point when he crushed on you from afar and shared it w you after you started dating
he made a collaborative playlist for yall AND multiple playlists of songs that remind him of you afterwards
pls i just kNOW this man’s love language is making playlists
theyre prolly all categorized by mood or smth too w the cutest covers ever pls
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➪ ejirou kirishima
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you initially met him bc he was hella upset and alone this one time and you were the only one to notice and be there for him bc he ran away from everyone else to hide the “ uNmanLy “ tears :”))
takes you w him on his lil gym visits ,, hypes you up with every little thing u accomplish !!
constantly teasing bakugou with how he’s able to pull you and how lucky he is to have you
bakugou gets hella annoyed most of the time and just blasts him away-
idk bro i just feel like kiri prolly calls you “ adorable “ alot i wont lie-
LOVES HAND HOLDING,, takes any opportunity to hold ur hand and trace lil casual patterns across your knuckles w his thumb
sometimes he’ll even draw lil hearts on your hand
play fighting but sometimes the two of you get too carried away and he actually loses half of the time-
LATE NIGHT GAME NIGHTS WITH HIM AND THE BAKUSQUAD,, he loves being on the team against you so he can get all competitive
OK HEAR ME OUT;;;; DANCE BATTLES W HIM AS YOUR PARTNER AGAINST RANDOM PPL AT PARTIES
mans gets hella insecure ab himself sometimes ,, so he loves doing lil things for you !! opening a can ,, pulling the blanket over you ,, zipping up your jacket <33
STOP WAIT THATS SO CUTE BYE I WANT THAT
lets you dye his hair—THATS HOW MUCH HE TRUSTS YOU BYE
pls yall prolly aggressively play wii sports and just dance against one another on a regular basis;; it’s literally your thing and you cannot tell me otherwise ahjdjfj
pls i just KNOW this man’s an overly passionate wii player
will wrap his arms around your waist and hug u from behind as you make breakfast
WOULD WEAR MATCHING EARRINGS W YOU IF ITS FOR YOU
slow dances in the living room at midnight w you !!
eventually as you spent more time together ,,, you were able to change his idea of “ manliness “ ,, and he was able to realize that manliness is not equivalent to stoicism and that expressing ur feelings is still totally manly and totally valid !! <33
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stoneworldsimp · 3 years
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what’s mine is not yours —a request
platonic senku x reader
warnings: swearing, anxiety, talk of insecurities and worries, gender dysphoria
your name!
your name!
YOUR NAME!
your hands slapped to your ears, eyes shut tight. i can’t take this so early in the morning.
the voices from your dream had lingered longer than you would have liked. it reminded you it was time to face another day, to endure another long long day and night of hearing the wrong things.
maybe if i went and lived on my own again…i wouldn’t have to deal with it—no. senku needs me. he needs me…what does he need me for again? you rolled onto your stomach; your pillow rustled as you flopped it on top of your head. he doesn’t need me. i’d rather be lonely than hear everyone say some bullshit about me.
everyone in the village knew you as a miss. yuzuriha made you more neutral clothes upon request, but everyone assumed you were tomboyish. luckily, no one read more into it; it was nice to dress comfortably, but it was like no one else understood. why were they still calling you a girl? and the older folks, you knew they meant well! but you couldn’t help but feel like their constant “sweet girl”s were making fun of you at this point.
i can’t do it, i can’t do it, they’re making fun of me right now, as i think. as i exist!
you felt a tear trickle down the side of your nose.
oh, you’re kidding. crying? again? is this—
a knock on your door halted your thoughts; you quickly flipped back and sat up in your bed on the ground of your hut, and wiped your face quickly. you lightly slapped your cheeks to stop yourself from continuing crying.
“yeah.”
“it’s me. can i come in?”
senku’s voice brought some sort of relief; personally you felt it was better for him to come in at such a time than anyone else.
you took a deep breath. “sure, but i just woke up. i’m staying under my blanket.”
senku laughed behind the door. a small shove was made and it opened, revealing a quite chipper senku. he liked to come early in the morning when the rest of the village was quiet.
his smirk faltered once he saw your face. you believed you hid your crying well; you didn’t think to check your red eyes or stinging cheeks.
“what’s wrong?” he asked, his words much gentler than when he asked to come in.
damn. how could i not realize i was so obvious?
with a deep breath, you whispered, “senku.. we’re pretty good friends, right?”
he snickered. “of course we are, way more than that asshole gen.”
his voice was closer. you laughed as well, and wiped your eyes clear. he slowly walked over and sat down on the floor next to you. senku was looking at you, really looking at you; it was intense, almost if he was making sure his closeness or anything about his presence wasn’t bothering you.
“okay…i’m about to say a lot of stuff. let me know if you need me to explain more, or if i’m talking too much. or—“
your words halted as senku put a hand on your shoulder, a smile light on his face. “all ears.”
you smiled back softly. “okay. so—back in..our time,”you gestured between the two of you with your hands, “i told my family and friends i was, uhm… nonbinary. like i don’t feel male or female, i use they/them pronouns; all that good stuff. still feel that way now. and, for quite some time, they didn’t believe me. not in a direct ‘you’re lying’ way, but more of ‘i don’t understand it therefore you shouldn’t understand it’ type of thing. i got a lot of shit from people who weren’t my friends, too. but with my friends’ support and getting more confidence after coming out, my parents were able to kinda see it. but yeah, it took quite some time. probably like.. eight months? even then, i had to remind them constantly, ‘not a daughter. please don’t call me she or he. please don’t call me a woman.’ but we were getting there. and right when we got petrified, right when it happened, i saw the look on my mom’s face.
“we were talking about me and my identity and it was like something had clicked in her brain. like, she knew exactly what i meant and how i felt when i said what it meant to be nonbinary. i don’t even remember what i said specifically, but i remember her expression as if she were standing in front of me right now. i was so hopeful i’d see her again, her expression got me through my petrification and even helped me break out of it. but of COURSE, i didn’t ever see her again after i woke up. and then i almost lost my own sense of self after being by myself for probably a year.. i was under the assumption i’d never meet another person again, so when i did run into your village—i had this gross feeling of dread. and i realized it was the same feeling that basically lived inside of me before i came out.”
you sat up straighter and looked away from senku. “it’s like, i have to rebuild my identity all over again. people always say you shouldn’t care about what other people say, but i can’t help it. i’m a sensitive person. i get hurt easily, no matter how hard i try to thicken my skin. they all, they all just use ‘she’ and ‘her’ and ‘that girl’ so often, it feels like they’re making fun of me, like they’re constantly telling me i’m not who i say i am. and i can’t tell them senku, being nonbinary was confusing for so many people in our time, i hardly believe they’ll understand it now. sure, my parents were fine, but it took a while before they got it. i can only imagine how long it’ll take for everyone here.”
senku was quiet. have you over explained yourself? was it too overbearing? in all honesty you’d only been good friends with senku a short while; you should have waited at least a little bit longer before letting him in on something so personal—
“it all, it all kind of makes sense now.”
huh?! “what?”
“what you told me, i think i get it now.”
you gave him a look up and down. it was possible, but you didn’t think there was much of a chance that senku would be so..cool with it. not right away. you expected some form of silent treatment for at least a day or two, so he could collect his own thoughts.
“i’m gonna say something, and i need you to listen. yeah?”
you stared at him like your brain short-circuited. what the fuck is he gonna say to me.. oh god, he doesn’t wanna be friends anymore. but he’ll be too nice to kick me out of the village. but it is his village—
“hey, hey…are you with me?” you both sat facing each other now, and his hands rested on your shoulders.
just hear him out. “yeah. all ears.”
he smoothed your shoulders with his thumb. “you’re just as valid as everyone out there. i know you’re scared, but believe me when i say they will not be mocking you in any way. sure, it might take a while for them to understand, but theyre not going to give up just because they dont get something right away. it took me a few months to fully convince this village i could help them, and even then, there were still a few who didn’t fully understand the experiments and contraptions i made until a while later. i know that isn’t the same as your situation… but what i’m trying to say is that they will try their best to know you, the real you. they aren’t going to mock you; if anything, they’ll have lots of questions to ask you.
“also, you have me, you have gen to help out in case you don’t have the capacity to answer everything yourself. i’ve a few things about gender before the stone world, and gen definitely knows a lot of things that are relevant to it as well.
“everyone here… they’re all so eager to learn, i highly doubt they’ll be unaccepting. they’ll be curious. and they’ll be happy you’re letting them in on something that is so important.”
tears had made their way down your face and on your clothes halfway through his mini-monologue; you didn’t notice him continuously wiping them away until he was finished. “it’s going to be okay. trust me.”
with a quiet sob, you pushed yourself into his arms for a hug.
“thank you.”
you knew he wasn’t particularly one for any type of physical contact, but he gladly accepted. for the occasion, he thought. his arms slowly wrapped around your slightly shaking body as you tried to calm down. neither of you spoke for a few minutes; only your soft sniffles were heard in the hut.
“senku, i think that was the most i’ve heard you talk about something that wasn’t directly related to science,” you laughed into his neck.
he laughed back. “i had a lot saved, since there were moments i could tell you were kind of uncomfortable. i didn’t want to force you into talking about it either, so i just waited. tried to figure out what i was going to say. it had to be good.. you are one of my closest friends, after all.”
both of you embraced each other a little tighter. “i hope all of this helped, i want you to live here with none of those worries. especially after so many months of having it bottled inside.”
you nodded in response.
today.. today will be the day i tell everyone not to use what they used to call me; that won’t do at all anymore.
today, i’ll tell everyone my name.
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hello pal!! your writing is so good, you do not KNOW how late i stayed up late night reading your stuff!! neither do i but that’s besides the point!!! can i request the brothers with an s/o who loves to crochet? cause when me and my homies get together you KNOW each person is going home with at least two big chunky sweaters. like those you only wear when you’re going to bed or when you know company isn’t coming. thank you, and have a good day beyb!!!
Ajdjdjjajwnfakneic it makes me giddy you spend so much time reading my stuff! ♡♡♡ and
B O I
I literally opened so many tabs on crochet things theyre all either so cute, cool or pretty! There was so many ideas I can't even-
I miss having crotchet things but they catch so much dust wdjakdjkakendka
And guess what? I got so excited I added the Undatables
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The Brothers, The Undatables, MC and Crochet.
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Lucifer
He had to blink a few times when the mug he usually used now had a really intricate crochet cozy around it.
He knew you had a passion for crocheting, but he didn't expect to be presented with something for himself. Specially not out of nowhere.
Don't worry though, he will straight up refuse to use any other mug and he will be so cranky for the entire day if his mug didn't have it's cozy around it due to it needing to be washed.
Please make three scarves for cerberus, p l e a s e. Lucifer will love it.
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Mammon
Make him a coin pouch and make it animal themed.
He is basically so posessive of that little pouch we will not let anyone even breathe too close to it.
And you know what else you should make him?
A crochet hat with cat ears.
He will look so damn cute and he will be so smiley whenever he has a chance to wear it and he will look so proud.
The sight of him counting the money in his animal themed purse with a concentrated pout while wearing the hat can kill, k i l l.
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Leviathan
The day you decorate a small aquarium with little crochet fish and aquatic plants is the day he will be sure that, if he died right there and then, he would die a happy man.
Also I bet that pouf thing besides his bathup is already so used it has already become quite unconfortable to sit on, so you know what?
Make him a crochet pouf.
You best believe it already has a curse put on it so that it will make anyone else who dares to sit on that pouf that aren't you or him without asking regret it for the rest of their lives.
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Satan
This is how you can make Satan the happiest man alive:
Make crochet cat beds for the stray cats around the devildom, the sight of them snuggily curled up on them will be enough to get him in a good mood for days.
Make him a crochet book marker. If you want you can even make more than one, each referencing to a different genre so that he not only can mark down where he stopped but also match the marker with the story he is reading.
On the extra note, make a poop shaped crochet and just place it around the house and watch as Lucifer glares at it in offense.
Satan will forever love you.
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Asmodeus
Make 👏 him 👏 a crochet 👏 scarf 👏
Choose any colors you think would look good on him and with his outfits, you best believe he will make one right back for you.
Also, crochet phone pouches and cases???? Y e s ???
With each present he gives a different level of screech.
There is a good chance of you guys getting so into crochet presents that at some point your entire bedrooms will be covered in crochet things made by each other.
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Beelzebub
And finally, crochet sweaters.
Have you ever thought about being bear hugged by Beel while he is wearing a big crochet sweater because he is just so happy and at some point he even lifts you up from the floor?
Because I have.
And you know what else he would love? Crochet bags.
He will not carry his book in anything else, and he takes such a good care of it. Making sure to not place it anywhere dirty, washing it regularly and not carrying any type of food that can stain inside it.
He is baby.
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Belphegor
This one is so obvious.
Crochet pillows? He basically can't sleep anywhere else. Crochet blanket? He basically wraps himself around it in a cocoon to the point only the top of his hair and maybe his toes are showing and it's just such a ridiculously cute sight.
Watch out because if you get too close to cocoon Belphie he may pull you inside too and you will not be getting out any time soon.
There is no better experience than being lifted up by Beel with him when you end up in said situation.
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Solomon
Make him crochet socks.
And make them with the most ridiculously cursed color combinations you can manage.
He will wear them around Asmo just to piss him off.
Also crochet aprons are a thing???
Write something like 'kiss the cook' on it.
He definetelly is the type of person to love wearing those unironically.
If you want you can make a crochet replica of his wand. He will find it so cute.
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Simeon
SIMEON WITH A CROCHET CARDIGAN.
Just
Imagine
And imagine him giving you a hug while wearing it.
Also crochet pencil toppers.
There is a good chance whenever he uses pencils now he will always take a moment to look at the cute topper and give a chuckle.
The sillier you make them the more smiley Simeon will get.
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Luke
Crochet oven mitts!!!!!
This kid will be so happy he will bounce on his feet when you give it to him!
He will always use them when baking. In fact, sometimes he doesn't even need to use them but he will use them anyways.
Also, matching lucky charms!!
Teach him how to make it and he will surely make quite a few for everyone, each being a bit different from the other.
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Diavolo
Cro 👏 chet 👏 plushie 👏
Make them just big enough to fit his hands and have yourself die at the sight of this hunk of a demon craddling a plushie and being so happy and giddy he gets blushy.
I personally recomend making him a dinossaur.
Also, make him a crochet bracelet.
He will always wear it when he can, he may even consider it a lucky charm for himself.
There is just something oddly endearing about having the Demon Lord wear a crochet bracelet.
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Barbatos
And last but not least, just throw as many crochet cup mats and table covers as you can on this man.
Then just wait and watch as they slowly invade the daily life of the demon as he uses them around the castle.
It's there at the tea time under the cups and over the lunch table, it's there in the guests bedrooms decorating the bedsise desk, and it's there under his cup when he takes a small tea break in the kitchen.
He may not make much of a big deal about it but believe me when I say even Diavolo would fear him if he stained one of them even slightly.
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adrikazu · 3 years
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HORROR MOVIES
FEATURING— atsumu, kenma
GENRE— fluff
NOTES— i scrapped the other two because i finished both of them and didn’t save and theyre GONE dkendkdn i might edit this when i get hit with brain power to rewrite it with the original ideas i had
WARNINGS— mentions of death (in movie), cussing
Atsumu Miya
he looks unfazed at your offer
he’s like “oh good idea that’ll be fun to see you shit yourself lmao”
atsumu is the one who is pissing himself
it’s hard ok!!!!! it’s scary
“KYAHHHHH”
he tried not to reach for something to hide and when something happens he’s gonna try to look away
highkey scared but lowkey interested
interested only to make fun of that character who dies first
there’s always that funny character right? he loves them he thinks he would be them
when the comedic character dies to bring the movie to a more serious level, he loses his cool
atsumu and comedic horror movies is a match made in heaven
he loves them bc he hates the tension it’s so hard to deal with
when you laugh at him he’s definitely gonna yell
HIS POOR PRIDE AHAHAHA
if you laugh he’ll begin to roast you too he’ll try to be cool
“ #roasted #fire #🔥 #flex #💪”
he’s trying his best to lift the scary tension the movie has created so he won’t pee himself
reaching for your hand is his last resort and if he does he’ll play it off as a joke
will probably do it again if you have an expression that shows him that you think it’s funny or you’re cool with it
drinks respect crush juice
ok but he is also the type to throw all sorts of stuff at his crush/friends
so he’s definitely gonna try some shit in this movie and end up failing bc he’s a LOSER
atsumu miya will prove to you he is not a loser who’s scared
miserably fails but HEY you guys watched a horror movie
if you’re miraculously awake late at night he’s gonna call you
“S/o i cant sleep”
“why?”
“i think i see smth in my room idrk…”
tells you he wants to call osamu for help
doesn’t bc his ego is huge
Kenma Kozume
okay but at first he’s actually unfazed
he’s a gamer bro he sees this stuff all the time
if he somehow decides on having a character he likes and that person dies, he’s gonna be salty
insert angry frowning kenma
i feel like if you get scared and grab into him for support he’s just gonna look at you and give you a small shit eating grin
there must be a horror movie about video games right??
one that might make him uneasy is the ring imo
it’s a girl coming to kill you, crawling out of your screen
kenma is probably at a screen all day when he has the time so he can’t imagine being interrupted LMFAO
KIDDING but i’m 100% he would run out of the room and ask for help if such thing were to happen
lowkey embarrassed and mad but he would never admit this reaction to that possibility
the type of person to tell you to shut up
“Be quiet i can’t hear the movie”
“kenma i’m whispering”
hogs the snacks smh
if you snatch the snacks away he’s going to fight you for them
a literal war while a horror movie is on
it’ll definitely drive the tension away but this mf doesn’t care about that
if it’s cold he’ll pull the blanket towards himself and leave you out there in the cold
at the end of the movie he’ll look at you turning into ice, snort, and then go to the kitchen for more food
it’s so funny to see him walk away because he looks like a grandma
would definitely attempt to scare you
“don’t call me if you see something in your room”
will be lowkey annoyed if there’s bloopers but he also enjoys them a little
he’s like THERES MORE?????
100% does not go to bed scared if he goes to bed at all
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