#this feels like tag spam already

[enzymedevice]

Haven’t posted art in so long because I’ve had the most terrible art block and am failing at commission work so hard that I’ve forgotten what it’s like to upload stuff without anxiety, oops. Anyway, homed stuck

[bamsara]

Bam. Bam I'm foaming at the mouth gnawing at the bars of my enclosure. Pls upload the doodles you drew on stream when you have the time, I'm begging you *vibrating*

OH YEAH do yall want the heart comic, suggestive doots, marriage joke, tyren or what cause ngl i kinda forget to post and i dont want to spam everything when i do remember

[coolnonsenseworld]

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

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I'm catching up with comms so in the meantime here is a page from KF 2022 PDF, which I drew to substitute for a NSFW post!

I hope you will have a great Monday <3

52 weeks of KICK Fridays - what is it?

It's 3 PDFs made out of my Patreon content where I published Klance each Friday (Kick Fridays) since 2020. You can buy them by lowest price Patreons could pay each year to see it (1/month) on my shop (payhip.com/mezzy). I publish something for each sold PDF 💞

[fullmetalbee]

I was listening to the GTN audiobook and I was at the bit from chapter 21 where Camilla mentions that soul siphoning normally causes brain damage, and that Colum probably does have brain damage:

And now I can't stop thinking about Augustine basically calling Cristabel an idiot in chapter 17 of HTN

Was it just the siphoning??

[spamsandsuch]

i cant stop giggling

[grxceful-ly]

peter bringing mayday with him to do spider stuff because yeah, he had things to live for before--but now he has a child and he is going to raise this child and be there for her and maybe if she’s there, strapped to his chest, he’ll be more careful. he’ll consider his life almost as precious as hers. maybe bringing mayday to work is a precaution. 

[plulp]

hey guys. remy design

[black-salt-cage]

y'all I am so tired of seeing this shit in our followers list

[press-f1-to-grieve]

the trophies for the 2024 dutch gp are funny looking, but now that i could make out the words on them, the more i read, the more my heart sank.

it applies to all of them, to varying degrees, sure, but still.

so many sacrifices were made, are being made, for their dream to become reality, to be the best of the best, to rise above all. i have so much respect and admiration for that, but also so saddened by it, thinking of all the things they lost and had to overcome. things i could never have done, had failed in trying, and wouldn't ask of anyone, yet they went through it all. they all paid the cost.

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update: i'm back and i thought about it some more while i was gone. if i don't write it all down, it will nag at me in the back of my mind. i thought about whether i wanna reblog or update this post and i'm feeling an update so here goes

there's something about seeing the drivers holding a trophy with these words written on them.

like, these are all concepts we are aware of, that they themselves are aware of. once again, it's the cost of making their dream a reality. they know what they are getting into, we know what they are getting into. yet… for them to be laid out like this, as a tangible object in these drivers' arm…

when i look at max, charles and lando holding the trophy high above their head, sun shining upon them radiantly as a sea of people cheer together in celebration of their achievement, i see it as the three of them triumphantly screaming "look at what i have overcame!".

when they cradle it in their arm, i see it as them nursing invisible wounds. physical, mental, and emotional wounds that they have collected over the years, some they got from when they were still so young, tiny little kids barely reaching their adult selves' waist, yet still ache til this day, because those wounds never truly healed, because it never really got a chance to, because it's an ongoing battle.

there's also the reality of knowing they are raising those trophies high today in victory, but comes morning, and the process repeats.

like i said previously, it applies to all of them, not just max, charles, and lando. anybody else on the grid could be on that podium today holding the trophy, and these thoughts would probably still gonna enter my head. it's inspiring and humbling. it was a sobering experience.

[recallback-art]

After a while of silence, I can finally share what I was working on!

I've been wanting to do a "times of the day" piece like this for ages, always been very intimidated by the idea, but I'm glad I finally got the balls to do it. This was incredibly fun and has me craving more pieces where I experiment with color a little or put characters in real scenes.

Feels good I feel like I'm really proving I'm getting better at this whole art thing.

[happistar]

absolutely loving the squip roleplay but also rip the bmc tag

[ellilyre]

My only issue is that the placement of the As in Utaya reminds me of Itacha so whenever I read "Kabru of Utaya" in a corner of my mind appears Odysseus of Ithaca and I have to mentally beat him away with sticks if I want to properly think about the blorbo

[flowercrowngods]

15 mutuals, 15 questions

i was tagged by @inklessletter @mentallyundone @every-aj-needs-an-angel and @steddieas-shegoes 🥺🌷🤍

1. are you named after anyone? uh not really but the name i have is one my brother (4 years old at the time) asked for/wanted his sibling to be named, and my parents liked that so they went with it

2. when was the last time you cried? uhhh right now actually (and last night before that)

3. do you have kids? god no and i never want any

4. do you use sarcasm a lot? all the time but i’m also a very randomly genuine person so that i sometimes have to say “wait that sounded like sarcasm but i’m being genuine”

5. what sports do you play/have you played? dancing as a kid and teen, badminton as a tween, and currently volleyball. i also hit the gym semi-regularly

6. what’s the first thing you notice about people? their smell if we hug, the way they hold themselves (their posture?? but also not really) otherwise

7. what’s your eye colour? greenish

8. scary movies or happy endings? happy endings, i don’t go for scary movies ever

9. any special talents? nope. i’m a very a boring person (and barely even a person most days)

10. where were you born? east germany babey

11. what are your hobbies? uh. other than writing i don’t really have any (which is like half the problem most of the time)

12. do you have pets? unfortunately no :( but i wamt kitties :(

13. how tall are you? 171 cm

14. favourite subject at school? german and english usually. sometimes spanish and ethics/philosophy, depending on the grade

15. dream job? i do not have a dream job, honey; i do not dream of labour (no but growing up suicidal i never did get around to building like. hopes or dreams or ambitions or uh. goals.)

🌷 tagging: oh god so many of you have done this already but uhhh @eddies-artofsuffering @momotonescreaming @aringofsalt @scoops-stevie @aphroditestummyrolls @poebin @toboldlynerd @corrodedbisexual @dodger-chan @hellsfireclub @henderdads @heart-of-a-rose @maxinemaxmayfield @violetsteve @xocowilde

[meova101]

Seeing as we’re in the fifth month of the year, inching closer to the sixteenth day of it, and I totally don’t need a pick-me-up after yesterday’s race... would anyone be interested in Sebchalday next week

[risingsunresistance]

yeah work leaves me pretty tired, i dont think the nov22 queue is happening. leaving the celebration to you guys o7

[spamtoon]

(Out of nowhere, you are approached by a familiar lightbulb-headed Cog.)

Ah, it's you, cat. Thinking you're oh-so-slick. Muttering and whispering under those raggedy whiskers of yours... Thinking I am unable to hear it all...

Well, you've simply underestimated my fantastic hearing. You probably want to know the reason why I'm here, taking a 'break' from my incredibly important scientific breakthroughs? It's quite simple, really!

(She gets close, and squints her eyes.)

I know what you are.

Farewell, now!

(She then leaves the way she came from.)

(Spam giggles immensely, covering her face... it always seems like she's giggling, isn't she? This lasts... at least thirty seconds. Longer than usual.)

And I know what I am too, Sparky! You broke through something, that's for sure. Really, broke through...

(She looks down, continuing to laugh nervously.)

You know, I find it odd you Havent tried to bulb blast me into the stratosphere by now. I mean knowing how you acted with Frostbite. Is there something peculiar about me that you perhaps can't quite track? Something about me that you... don't know what I am?

I know, I know, I'm talking to nobody again. But you were there when I had a moment today with the one the only Frostbite The Bravecog. You may be remaining. Lurking in the shadows. Knowing about these thoughts that I'm thinking.

(The giggling resumes, lasting far shorter this time.)

Your brother's a piece of fucking barp, by the way

(She braces for impact for a few seconds, wincing while smiling, before comically looking around to realize nobody's there. She sighs.)

Wow, okay maybe toony superhero show logic doesn't apply in this situation. Cool.

WAIT I JUST FUCKING REALIZED WHAT SHE MEANT but like. Dude if she meant that then what's the point I mean the whole ahh sellbot department barping knows unless you're Really low on the ladder. Heheh... maybe she did mean what I thought she meant.

Oh i'm so fucking screwed. What kind of bitch gets filament fever