#this has been scheduled for a year now

[krispytm]

You can only reblog this today or until the next Monday, June 19th, 2028.

[seo-changbinnies]

my favorite binnie looks (256/∞)

[mobius-m-mobius]

(i n / s p)

[icewindandboringhorror]

Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~

(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)

[blue-eli]

Ink October day 31: Backwards

In a manner such that the back precedes the front.

[leadshootingcupid]

G'mornin'.

Been a long year.

First one I've been on this 'net thing for.

Forever ago, one of ya asked what my favorite holiday is. I hadn't really thought 'bout it before, but I said New Year's. 'N yea, it still is.

'S a ripper thing we all made it another ring around the sun 'n got a holiday to show for it. 'N I like me some fireworks too, heh.

New beginnings are right hard, but that's life for ya. 'S good we have it.

Anyhow, I thought 'bout it 'n buzzed my hair.

Somethin' new for '76.

[to-rise-above-monsters]

dear bertholdt.

Summary: Reiner left his overcoat in preparation for a meeting and asked Annie to get it from his room. Begrudgingly, she agreed. Though she immediately regrets it when a box of letters falls from the top shelf. Maybe regret isn’t all there is. She found something more.

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CW: angst, canon compliant (so major characters death,, Bertholdt is dead<3), rba centric, can be read as romantic or platonic reibert but reibert nonetheless

Takes place post-timeskip (the second one, post-war), a few years into settling into ambassador life.

Apologies for any ooc, I don’t think I’ve ever written a fic in Annie’s perspective/focus,, I also haven’t written on her before and also haven’t written and posted in general for forever

(This was meant to be a comic and is so clear in my mind but I don’t have the time nor talent to execute it 😔)

Happy Birthday Bertholdt can’t believe ur dead ♥️

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Reiner told her to get his coat. What that asshole didn’t tell her was how ridiculously high his coat hangers were. It shouldn’t have loomed over her the way it did. It was almost taunting, mocking her with its impossible height. They had probably raised Reiner’s closet bar for his big, hulking self and possibly lowered hers as some sort of unspoken courtesy. Annie sighed deeply, already regretting being here. Sure, tell the short girl to get your big ass coat from your tall ass closet. Embarrassingly, she jumped; she jumped a few times. If a glare could kill, there'd be holes burnt into the pockets.

Fuck off.

The stupid coat was simply out of reach. She could usually manage by grabbing the shoulder and lifting it from there but even then she couldn’t manage. She kicked the closet door in frustration, hard enough to make it rattle, and looked around for reinforcements. Somewhere nearby had to be a stool or something, anything, to make this easier. 

She found a tall chair and dragged it over with a bit more force than necessary. The legs scraped against the floor and that sound annoyed her even more. 

Finally, she lined it up, climbed up with a huff, and snatched the coat off the hanger in one triumphant, final fuck you. But as she jumped off the chair with her prize, she heard something else fall. A clatter, a shuffle, the distinct sound of things spilling. She grumbled and turned around.

If I have to do one more thing, I’m killing someone.

She cringed when her eyes fell onto the mess. Her jumping and kicking and overall exasperation now had a bunch of shit spilled on the floor from the top shelf of the tall closet. An old box, the size and look of a shoe box, had lost its lid and scattered papers everywhere. She at first started to snatch them up without discretion, just trying to stuff them back in. But a name caught her eyes.

Bertholdt.

Her fingers froze. She didn’t want to snoop. She would have killed anyone who went through her stuff like this. She tried to cast out the memory of seeing the name. She quickly tried to collect them all and put the box, along with this moment, far back into the closet. But there it was again, unmistakable.

Bertholdt.

Something came over her. An overwhelming wave, pulling her under before she could even name it. It felt so sudden, so heavy, all-consuming. She held the pages in her hands, her grip tightening unconsciously. 

The small, trembling pool she had collected seemed insignificant against the sheer ocean of papers spilled out before her. They spread across the floor like a map of emotions she wasn’t sure she wanted to navigate. And each one… each one bore the same familiar name.

Dear Bertholdt,

Her chest tightened, an ache spreading in places she thought she’d long since numbed. With a breath, she carefully placed them in the box one by one. It blurred past her, the same line repeated over and over. Her eyes couldn’t help but snag on the same arrangement of letters, the same handwriting. There were a hundred, maybe even more, all addressed… and dated. She paused.  

They had an order. 

Written at the top of each of them was a date. Everything was spilled all over the floor and each one was supposed to be neatly tucked away in order. She bit the insides of her cheeks.

Forgive me.

Dates flashed by. She tried to put them in order without reading any of its contents. It felt impossible, especially when there were letters that seemed to be multiple pages long. She tried to group them to the best of her abilities, organizing them by date and putting them in piles face down when she found the correct order. But words blurred past, recognizable phrases, handwriting that got shakier, years and years and years, consistent dating on every one.

“I miss you.” “I’m sorry.” “If I could go back…” “I wish you were here.” “I can’t forgive myself.” “You deserved better.”

Her breath hitched, the edges of the pages almost cutting into her fingers as she clutched them tighter. She tried to swallow the lump forming in her throat, but it only grew heavier with every second she spent kneeling there, surrounded by years of unspoken… emotions; emotions she never knew she had.

When did I start crying?

A tear fell from her cheek and nearly hit the precious paper. An aching feeling had creeped into her body. Emotions she never really thought were there seemed to spill. She couldn’t name it. It felt like a sudden burn in her nose, the need to swallow a bitter taste, eyes blurring. She was drowning. 

30.12.854

The letter she held was dated shakily at the top. She’d seen that same date come up again and again. For a moment, she tried to remember if maybe New Years or any holiday around that time meant something to them; as warriors, they didn’t really celebrate holidays, let alone religion. 

She took a breath and put it in the 854 pile. She looked at the stack. 854. That would have been… that would have been the year of the rumbling. It would have been the year everything changed. 

And he never got to see it.

She looked at all of the piles she’d now made, how each represented a year. She tried to push any judgements or perceptions away from her mind. But some years piled higher than others. Three piles in particular. She gathered the final loose letters. 

Her mind drifted to her time in the crystal. The silence had been maddening, a suffocating void she couldn’t escape. She had been awake in that void, terrifyingly, agonizingly awake. The only light that had ever pierced through the endless dark had been Armin’s voice, Hitch’s chatter. Their persistence had saved her, kept her tethered to something beyond the emptiness. But it always puzzled her why they did it in the first place.

I know.

She placed the final letter. The paper felt different; crinkled and messy, rough and smeared. 30.12.850; old, the oldest one. She finally gathered all of them, stacking them neatly away in the box.  She stared at the box in front of her, now neatly packed, the letters arranged in quiet, solemn order. The shoebox felt heavier than it had any right to be. There was only paper within it. Something else weighed it down. 

I know.

She exited the room quietly, holding the coat tenderly in her hands. She gave it to him when they met in town without a single complaint. She never spoke about what she had found to Reiner or anyone else for that matter. 

Their now shared secret lay in a small box that once held shoes for a warrior.

[heyimkana]

kana i ask this with so much love in my heart

do you ever sleep??? i feel i always see “uploaded 2 hours ago” “uploaded 33 minutes ago”

LMFAO babe of course I sleep

why??? do i look like i haven’t gotten any sleep???

[hana-bobo-finch]

Hot take!! Two things can be true at once!! I generally don’t interact with thg fandom much on here but I have been seeing posts in passing from those who don’t like sotr/those who are defending it and!! guess what!! you’re both right that’s the beauty of opinions!!! You can like the message of the book but not the delivery, you can like the delivery of the book but not the fan service, you can think there’s no fan service, you can think there’s too much, you can love the book but think it’s flawed or hate the book but think it has decent parts, you can feel anything you want about it and it doesn’t make one opinion wrong or right I can’t believe I have to say this

[hotasfahrenheit]

hyperfixated 2024 kpop tracks

[Monsta X - Beautiful Liar]

[Ten - Nightwalker]

[Stray Kids - Chk Chk Boom]

[DPR Artic - Do Or Die (feat. DPR Ian)]

[Treasure - King Kong]

[XG - Woke Up]

[Ateez - Work]

[Monsta X - Follow]

[Seventeen - Super]

[NCT 127 - Fact Check]

[ZeroBaseOne - Crush]

[Monsta X - Beastmode]

[Ateez - Crazy Form]

[Chung Ha - I'm Ready]

[DPR Ian - Mood]

three songs from last year stuck around and only one kept its place (Beautiful Liar), Monsta X also got three places this year despite not releasing any new music, and Ateez got two, despite Ateez not being in my top 5 artists somehow. Ian also got two since he did a song with Artic, he was unsurprisingly my #2 artist this year (after Monsta X obv) and he and Artic are the only ones on this list that i actually got to see live <3

[2023] [surprisingly slightly less hyperfixated 2024 songs]

[miikanui]

dont you guys ever just make random characters in those papa louie games?? in my case, its ALWAYS vocaloid.

[moeblob]

Rice. From my plot that's literally just a game of chess. (he's a rook)

[moonchild-in-blue]

Not forgiving yall for making me believe Price was a proper Tired Old Man™. What do you MEAN he is canonically 38/39 💀

and what do you mean Soap is like? 27? sir you are but wee boy. where are your parents.

[revenantghost]

Man! I feel bad about being not as present for bookclub as I was last year, and also about how behind on messaging/responding to peeps between migraines and health stuff I am, but the community here and support and kindness has been amazing even as I feel like I'm letting everyone down, and I've just gotta say:

Thank you <3

[neige-leblanche]

ok sorry for whining. i have hope that a happy adult life is possible for me; i will keep working & keep having hope

[pynkhues]

Every year around this time, I'm like, next year, I'm going to finish up my part-time office job at the theatre, and live off my freelancing and creative contracts, and every year one of my freelance clients decides to try and be slick and get out of paying me and I'm reminded that what the office job offers is stability and organisational accountability, and that companies that hire freelancers for jobs they can't do absolutely love feeling like they don't owe you anything.