#this is definitely hange irl
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fuck falling in love nothing compares to the feeling of being acquaintances with someone and then slowly realising that they might actually like you and want to hang around you and aren't just being polite and want to be your friend... god i need a moment
#yes i know friendship is a type of love but u know what i mean!!#fuck it's like 5am rn but i'm just so happy... i think i'm actually making an irl friend for the first time in years#you have no idea how good it feels to have someone who actually wants to hang around with me i'm gonna scream /pos#asdfgjklsczhznscdsgs <333#it's definitely the autism talking here bc like. i never know where i stand with people and can be Strange and Offputting#so i haven't made many new friends in a while#but i think it's happening!!!!#also to clarify i've never been in love but like. i'm p much as giddy over having a friend as i would be having a crush so y'know#the comparison is justified#how to be cringe 101
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Arah my friend, how're you doing? Been a while since I heard from you, but I hope things are going ok!! Are you excited for the new hermitcraft season? I remember you as a big Joel Enjoyer after all!
EMMA MY FRIENDDDD :D
Yes I am still a big Joel enjoyer! I already watched Joel's episodes twice lol (I already watched his hardcore series like three times I miss his building and editing when is the next upload me me want more joel). I was so goddamn elated when I heard the news like hell yeah another series from Joel to watch! He fit in so well with the rest of the hermits I'm so happy for him. Plus his starter base is hella cool and I'm looking forward to seeing him interact with hermits he hasn't spoken with it's gonna be so fun :)
#asks#angst-and-fajitas#honestly i've been feeling like shit for the past week because of multiple irl stuff happening at the same time so it's been stressful#but ive been doing stuff to cope so yknow I'm hanging on. the new hermit season is definitely helping#thanks for checking! hope you've been doing well too and enjoying this season as well! :D#arah post
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my parents are going on a vacation next week, and ive been tasked with staying home to make sure the pets are fed, watered, and all their bathroom needs are met. and like... im not nervous exactly, but im kind of not looking forward to it tbh. i just know that i get lonely VERY easily, and most of the time the only irl social interaction i get is with my parents when they get home from work... so its gonna be very weird for me to be alone this much. they told me i'm free to invite friends over, and i do plan on having some people over at least some of the days, but im still. idk. worried, i guess. i kinda just gotta try to keep myself busy the whole time and hope it goes by quickly
#my post#my two irl besties though probably cant come hang#cause one has a full time job and other responsibilities + lives an hour away#and my other friend is also going on vacation the same week. and wont be back til my parents are back too#so it. kinda sucks a little#i still gotta ask one of my friends what hes doing next week#<- also. all of my hang out plans are with the assumption that my pink eye will be cleared up by then#if for some reason its not gone by next week idk what ill do#like. its definitely improving. pretty quickly now that i have the eye drops#but im still a bit worried yknow?#i definitely dont wanna expose my friends to anything like this
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idk if you've seen this one before (you probably have lol) but oh I'm going feral over Mick's bare arm and the denim vest rn 💖
we say "show some skin old man" but truly can we handle it when he does.
#i'm normal about it i'm normal abt it :)#i will not bite and i'm definitely having a normal and measured emotional response to this irl in front of my computer#that i've seen it already changes nothing#the upper arm area of someone who wore short sleeves like three times in his life is actually something that can be so personal#i'm never gonna let that go btw but this looks ggg-era enough that i don't feel bad about bringing it up#you look at a group pic from 1987 and there's no fucking competition#the three other motherfuckers look like they swallowed tadpoles#they were all unhealthy as shit but at least mick looked good doing it#anyway BITING#asks#robinsnest2111#motleyposting on main#motley crue#mick mars#hang on a second
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realizing v rapidly that i have managed to talk about boyf sm on this acc that 1) it’s becoming a primary association w me and 2) complete strangers are wishing me well in our relationship and telling me i seem happier and i am so so grateful but also bewildered (at myself tbh)
#lp#i feel mildly embarrassed even though my love blog should be the one place i feel comfortable talking about love a lot!!! so i apologize who#to anyone who*#hates hearing about this kind of thing#will be tagging future posts#lialove#if anyone needs to block!#i also definitely do this irl but yeah idk im always amazed when people pay attention to my personal life and not just my fics#i love u all so much thanks for hanging out w me#in other news im prepping to move back in to uni!!! who’s excited im exciteedddddd
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#I feel like I'm catching feelings for someone new irl#This has been a progressive realization over the past several weeks#It definitely followed my growing of my relationship with this person as my mental health has been bettering#I've been messaging this person about ten minutes after I wake without fail for like the past week#they don't mind#they said they like it#This is literally only the second time this has happened in my entire life#It's keeping me up tonight#I dunno if they would like me back...#But I may bring it up#we're hanging out super soon#God I hope they don't mind the idea that I'm ace and I have a bit of different relationship preferences#this person is absolutely aware I'm ace#It's taken me so long to move on from my first crush.#That person means a lot to me and I understood that their disinterest was a hard no#And I don't expect that to change or anything from that person#But doesn't mean my heart loves them any less#This new crush however means so much to me#Only the second one in my entire life#Oh the curse of being Demiromantic#At least they don't follow me on Tumblr#I can gush a bit over here in the tags
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Okay BUT that ancient idea that all 'good' women don't have any sexual desires at all, only men do is highly destructive and still influencing society today...
For a very long time, I was so uncomfortable with the idea of having a sexuality at all because I internalized that shit. YES, REALLY!
For many years, I fought for the rights of my gay friends fiercely (all the while not connecting the dots of why it mattered to me on a more personal level).
I was loudly vocal about LGBT activism at my college, all while living like a nun and avoiding ever having to deal with any of my personal feelings.
Suppressing yourself like I did is NOT healthy. I wouldn't suggest it at all.
#I tell you I was probably the least self aware person you have ever met#granted I am sort of glad it turned out this way because I didn't know I was bipolar until I was 22#So somehow younger me was just put all her manic energy into really loving the gays...hmm wonder why#I would not want to be a scary unmedicated girlfriend nooooooo because trust me it would have been UGLY#and somehow I thought I was asexual...I was just very good at supressing things which I can't any more because of the bipolar#and because I wanted to be the perfect daughter I tried to be straight and failed horribly at it...comp het is horrible it really is#don't waste your entire 20s trying to be someone you aren't#look you can be ace and be a woman that's not my point#hypersexuality which is a symptom of bipolar disorder pretty much rules out being asexual- sorry but I realized it#I wasn't asexual because I wasn't interested in men I was gay because I had been interested in women the whole time#I just aggressively ignored it for the most part since I had some fucked up ideas about myself and cared too much what people would think#one of my best friends is a lesbian irl and many many of my friends in school were LGBT of some kind#I purposely sought out other LGBT people to hang out with- because on a level I knew I belonged with them#I definitely miss the communities at school and I could just be around other gay people and just chill there#I'm lucky in that way I think and I hope all LGBT people experience that sense of belonging in their lives#Idk but I was thinking about the damaging confinement of assumed asexuality for women when uhhh that's not accurate WOMEN CAN HAVE DESIRES#mychatter
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you know whats really funto me? giving your friends makeovers/style swapping them wheb you habd out its like dress up games in real life
#zenith.txt#if you're my friend and we're hanging out irl i will definitely ask to do your makeup/hair at some point
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Do not act like I'm part of the friend group and you really care about me and then be constantly posting snapchat stories where you're all at events and I'm the only one who isn't there and I never even heard about it. "Oh we all grew up together, we're basically family" and yet no one talks to me since I came out. No one invites me to anything anymore. When I do come, no one talks to me. Fuck that. Fuck all of you. At least have the common decency to feel bad about it you dumb, bigoted motherfuckers.
#obviously this is not about anyone online this is about ppl irl#my sister is one of them#honestly they left me out a lot even before i came out but its definitely gotten worse since then#i think one of them doesnt want to be in the room with me anymore since i came out#and theyd rather hang out with him
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Just saw someone complain about how people only ever talk about childhood media franchises like cartoons, pokemon, etc. and never branched on to Adult Interests. dude I think you’re just online too much
#I just think it’s cause you’re On Tumblr dude#I guarantee if you walk up to like a 30 year old in a grocery store they probably wouldn’t have played the latest Pokémon game#like. people who play Pokémon and watch kids cartoons are definitely in the minority. they are just a very vocal minority online#I have interests that are children’s media and interests that aren’t. no one wants to talk about like. weighy novels online cause it’s not#like memeable and easy to talk about? like it’s literally just a symptom of being online#idk I’m not being eloquent. most adults don’t know what the fuck the owl house is or are able to name more than a couple Pokémon if any#it’s just people online and the online circles you are a part of#or maybe you just hang out with a certain circle irl dude you don’t have to be mean about it just get different friends
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Hello [Jaime Lannister voice] I dreamed about you last night
But really we were hanging out with some other chump (seriously I have no idea who this person was) who kept bragging about having their phd and we ignored her in order to watch the box set of Hannah Montana I somehow manifested into my house
OMG GIRL SO SORRY I FORGOT TO ANSWER THIS LMAO BUT WHAT?????
first off i can’t believe you just [jaime lannister voice]d me. second off i don’t know the first thing about hannah montana but i would kill to watch it with you in your house <3
#meanwhile last night i dreamed about being locked in my local community college with a serial killer#and i had to escape my classroom meet up with my brother find my mom and make it to an underground tunnel that definitely doesn’t exist irl#it was craaaaaazy#ask#reply#heathxledger#mutual#anyway. moral of the story is COME HANG OUT WITH ME IRL AGAIN I MISS YOU
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