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#this is my first time in months spending a night away from my bf and I miss him so much
phoebe-ofthe-cosmos · 5 months
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i'm spending the weekend in nyc visiting my friend and i just
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sturniolo04 · 19 days
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Cuddly C.S.
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Bf!Chris x Gf!Fem!Reader
A/N: If you don't like the preadded name in my stories, you can either add your own name or not read it; it's up to you :)
You and Chris were one of the newer couples on the block and by newer I mean you guys were only in the first month into dating. You and him being the newer couple you are, you guys have no clue how to act around each other. Dont get you wrong you two are pretty comfortable around each other when you guys go on dates but as far as showing each other physical affection it was somewhat was uncharted territory.
Which brings you to tonight now standing in the front of the door to Chris shared house with his brothers but tonight they weren't home since they had other engagements that night.
"hi you"
he greets you chirpily he awkwardly brings you in for a hug. Tonight was the first night you two were spending the night together. Chris, the sweet boyfriend he has been had the whole night planned out from the dinner we were ordering to the cookies we were baking for dessert to even the movies we were planning on watching.
"hey"
you softly squeak out as you two pull away from each other as he pulled you into the house by your hand.
"so i already order pizza to be delivered to the house so I figured we could chose the movie we want to watch and then bake the cookies while we wait for the pizza to arrive"
he causually states as he blue orbs engulfs yours as he admires you.
"okay sure umm have you ever seen the movie *inserts your favorite movie* "
you ask trying to come up with a movie for you two to watch.
"i dont think i have but we can watch that if you like that movie"
he states smiling softly at you. You two started baking some chocolate chip cookies to kill the time you were waiting for the pizza to arrive so you guys could start watching the movie. Throughout maneuvering in the kitchen getting a ingredients and quite frankly leaving a messy every way, slight moments of physical touch that Chris was attempting didn't go unnoticed.
"are you almost done with stirring the dough"
chris nonchalantly states as he places himself behind you casually placing his hands on your hips. You gasp at the sudden contact it being a foreign feeling in your guys relationship since it is fairly new.
"y-yeah"
you breathe out responding to him trying not to get flustered by his simple action. He chuckles as he goes to grab a cookie sheet to finally place the cookies on to then put them in the oven to bake.
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You guys had finally put the cookies on the cookie sheet and had placed them in the oven to bake and had to wait about 5 minutes until the pizza arrived at your guys doorstep. You couldn't shake the foreign feeling you felt with the physical contact of Chris' hands being on your body in that way; you couldn't lie you loved the feeling and were craving it. You were mindlessly scrolling on your Instagram feed as you subconsciously double-tapped everything that popped up as you two manage to stand in a comfortable silence in the kitchen on opposite sides between the island counter and the oven counter.
"okay im done with this"
chris exclaims setting his phone face down on the counter behind him he was leaning on, causing your focus to break from your phone screen and shift to your boyfriend as he makes his way over to you. Your breathe hitches as he places his hands on your hips yet again. You playfully scream out as his lifts you up to sit on top of the counter you were leaning against.
"chris what are you doingg"
you breathe out shakily giggling because of the lingering physical touch on your body, You place your hands on his shoulders, which was the first slight touch of physical touch you left on him.
"im bored"
he groans out looking up at you as his phone dings with a notification from doordash signifying that the pizza was arriving to your guys doorstep. Chris quickly places his hands on your hips again lunging you over his shoulder.
"chrisss"
you exclaim shakily once again from the feeling of his strong hands gripping the back of your thighs to keep you from falling as he walks downstairs to the door.
"chriss dont drop me"
you squeal out getting nervous.
"i got you dont worry"
he chuckles out still maintaining his strong grip on your thighs. You could feel the touch of his palms biting into your skin on your thigh, seeing that chris seemed pretty comfortable with displaying this kind of physical touch, made you feel a little more comfortable reciporating it in any way.
"cute butt"
you giggle out rythmically patting his ass with your freshly manicured hands as your boyfriend starts walking back up the stair with the pizza bag in the other hand.
"stop youre going to make me drop you and the food"
he chuckles out as he finally makes it back upstairs setting you back on your feet in front of him.
"movie time"
he shouts out as you slightly jump a the loud volume.
"yeah we have to take the cookies out of the oven so they don't burn chris"
you giggle as he completely forgot about the cookies all together.
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you and chris finally got settled down on the couch in the living already about halfway through the movie. Chris had been continuing his attack of physical touch on your body with the occasional thigh grab or even awkwardly reaching for your hand to hold it. you genuinely didn't know how to express the sudden connection in your relationship which resulted in you seeming like this touch was something your weren't wanting to take part in.
"are you uncomfortable with all of this"
chris suddenly questions pausing the movie and removing his hand that was rested on your bare thigh causing your breath to hitch.
"w-what are you talking about"
you shakily respond, looking at him.
"like everytime i go to show you any sort of physical contact you always seem to tense up like you don't want me to touch you"
he explains as you let a deep sigh as fixates his focus on you.
"chris its not that i dont want you to touch me in that way it just all new I didn't know if it was okay for me to reciporcate it you know"
you sigh out again as it felt like a weight lifted off your chest. Chris face softens hearing the confession roll off your tongue.
"c'mere"
he softly speaks as you climb over and sit on his lap *reference you freeze as the abnormally closeness and comfort your were feeling from being so close to Chris, letting out an exhale he places a sweet kiss on your forehead.
" whenever you feel comfortable enough to show physical touch in our relationship you can I don't want you to think you can't okay"
he softly speaks as he carress the sides of your face you nod slowly agreeing with him.
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artydonsgf · 5 months
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Hey love💕 could u do an arthusband! fic??
hi sweets! i’m in the process of writing husband art but i didn’t wanna keep you waiting so i wrote out a headcanon list! i also included a small nsfw portion for my own delusional giggles, enjoy~
Art Donaldson as your Husband
- when yall start dating, it’s apparent that you’re his first real girlfriend
- he’s fooled around with people before but the eagerness of his kisses and how quickly your touch sends him over the edge makes it clear it was never serious
- you like it though, it’s cute how embarrassed he gets when you stare at him and call him handsome
- amazing bf, top tier communicator
- you discover early one that art does not play about you so he really tries his best to avoid any arguments that aren’t constructive
- extremely gooey and tells you that he wants to marry you in the future like a week into your relationship
- despite how good of a communicator he is, he also gets in his head very easily
- constantly worried that he’s somehow not enough for you and you’ll find someone better
- these worries die down pretty quickly but it sits in the back of his mind sometimes
- said i love you first and he said it after 6 months
- he later told you that he knew after a month but didn’t want to scare you away
- after a year of dating, he gives you a promise ring and swears that he’ll propose to you the moment you guys graduate
- two years in, you guys move in together
- six months later and true to his word, he gives you his grandmother’s ring while you’re both still in your caps and gowns
- the wedding happens quickly since neither of you wanted something big
- your wedding day is the best day of his life, something he tells you a million times throughout the day
- he cried like a baby when you walked down the aisle
- in all of your wedding photos, he’s looking at you like you are the center of the universe
- art settles into married life with ease
- in his mind, you guys have already been married since the moment you agreed to be his girlfriend
- sharing a last name with you is the best thing ever in his mind
- sometimes he’ll call you mrs donaldson just to hear you respond to it
- laughs into his hand when you respond but you already realized what he was doing forever ago
- a true romantic
- leaves flowers and other cute trinkets at your bedside table when he comes home from traveling for games
- he’ll be dead asleep beside you but you’ll always find a small bouquet, breakfast, and a souvenir from whatever town he passed through
- constantly thinks about you
- facetime warrior, he will call you at any time just to hear your voice
- if he’s lucky and you’re able to come with him to games, he spends any spare time curled up in your arms and ask you to just speak
- loves it when you run a hand through his hair, he’ll twist himself into an uncomfortable position if it means you’ll keep scratching his head
- the annoying guy who mentions his wife at any given moment
- “ah yes, my WIFE, also enjoys hiking”
- his idea of a date is dinner and cuddling the whole night
- seems to forget that he can kiss you whenever because he always asks if he can kiss you
- needs you like he needs air, bro is insane about you
- patrick knew about you before he even met you because art spoke about the beautiful girl with the kind eyes and sweet smile for a month before he actually asked you out
- bro was yearning like crazy
- his biggest issue is his jealousy
- starts plotting murder whenever a man speaks to you for too long
- or woman, he’s equal opportunity jealous
- ofc he doesn’t have to worry because you’re always quick to flash your ring and name drop him as your husband in convos
- he’s a very good husband who loves you an insane amount and makes sure to communicate that to you 24/7
NSFW
- legit will do anything you ask of him, so he’s very into experimenting
- your pleasure > his every time
- he enjoys oral but doesn’t really ask for it since he’d prefer to give
- submissive by nature and is happy to let you take charge
- only really dominant after a particularly tough day on the courts
- aftercare KING, he’ll get you cleaned up in two seconds flat so he can keep you in his arms for the rest of the night
- very needy in bed, he wants your constant attention
- total praise kink, he can hardly breathe when you tell him he’s doing a good job
- he had to learn how to control his pace because he used to come immediately
- despite his quickness at finishing, he has insane stamina and will keep you up the whole night
- it’s always you >>> any of his obligations
- more times than you can count, you’ve had to pry him off of you because he had important things to do the next day
- loves quickies
- likes it when you pull his hair
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miumura · 10 months
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( 📞 ) LOVERS’ TV — JUNGWON SHORT FIC
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[ DAY ONE ] of the advent calendar !
( 📞 ) NOW CALLING . . . a christmas movie night with your lover was a great idea, until someone fell asleep before the movie could end…
( ꕤ ) NOW PAIRING . . . bf!jungwon x gn!reader
( 📞 ) NOW GENRES . . . fluff, established relationship
( ꕤ ) NOW WARNINGS . . . none i think ~~ WC 600+ !
( 📞 ) NOW HANGING UP . . . first fic for the winter mlist yay !! with jungwon being the first idol i ever made a fic about , i just had to make him the first day for this event 🫶 !!
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You've long dreamt of having a movie night, especially the idea of binge-watching Christmas films with someone special. Jungwon holds that idea in mind—he never forgets what you want. Eager to be the best partner he can be, he’s all in for sharing the activities you've been wishing for, like this movie night.
The only problem was that he was on a trip, being far apart from you. What stung more was that he wouldn’t be around for the initial days of December; he was due to return mid-month. However, he's known for making efforts just for you.
So, how about an online movie date?
He was really excited about this idea because he was still able to bond with you overseas in a special way. And to his excitement, you thought it was also a great idea, having the movie night happen at 8 PM—well, in your timezone. Despite the huge time zone differences, Jungwon set the date night that could fit within your schedule.
And with that, the hours quickly flew by, and with Jungwon setting up his laptop. He stared at the time eagerly, watching it hit 8 PM, calling you at that exact time. You quickly answered, and he had the brightest smile on his face.
“Hi,” you said as you got yourself comfortable in your bed, setting your laptop onto your lap. “Hey love,” you heard that sweet tone in his voice, making you break into a smile. You looked at the screen, looking at your boyfriend in a gray hoodie, fiddling around with the strings of it. “What movie do you want to watch?”
"Hm…Oh! How about watching 'The Nightmares Before Christmas?'" you suggested enthusiastically, noticing your boyfriend's questionable expression. "I heard that movie was more on the scary side rather than Christmassy..."
"It can't be something you can't handle!" you assured him, which he eventually agreed to share his screen and stream the movie.
"I'll trust your word on it."
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"Lying down was not a good idea," Jungwon admitted as he felt his eyelids growing heavy. No matter how many times he rubbed his eyes or blinked repeatedly, drowsiness weighed heavily on him. He let out a yawn, drawing your attention.
“Jungwon?” You interrupted his yawn, slightly surprising him as if you caught him doing something terrible.
“Yeah?”
“You tired?”
“Just getting myself comfortable, that’s all.”
“What time is it for you?”
"2:30 A.M," he glanced at the clock, instantly regretting revealing he was up at such a late hour. He might have gotten away with it if he'd said it was 10 PM, but no, he had to ruin his cover. Oh how ready he was for another scolding.
“Jungwon!” You stared at the screen, watching him awkwardly scratch the back of his head. “Why are you even up at this time?”
“Because you wanted to have a movie night, and I wanted to spend the first few days of December with you—and I picked a timezone suitable for you.” He confessed, and you just couldn’t help but have a smile. “It just didn’t work out on my end…I guess?”
“Won, I appreciate that, but shouldn’t you be asleep right now? I mean, we can always pause the movie and continue next time—you’ve got things to do tomorrow.” you suggested. However, he was set on finishing the movie that night. You knew Jungwon well enough to realize he was determined, and so you both continued watching.
But as anticipated, once Jungwon settled into a comfortable position, it was inevitable that he'd fall asleep. Within ten minutes, there was no longer any commentary about the movie.
“Won?” you whispered loud enough, noticing he didn’t move a single bit. Smiling at his peaceful appearance, you paused the movie and ended the call, already feeling his absence.
You opened the messaging app and began typing with a playful smirk,
Who said we had to finish the movie tonight?
You, but you feel asleep! It’s okay though, we can always watch together next time!
And maybe, you won’t doze off <3
You shut your laptop, rolling onto your side and tugging the blanket closer. Sleep was much needed, not only for rest but also to ensure you'd have extra time to see Jungwon in the morning, you figured.
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moonhoures · 1 year
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All Of Me
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🕷️ kinktober — day 7: breeding kink / creampie 🕸️
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pairing: jooheon (monsta x) + reader (afab/fem)
genre: idol!au, mild angst, fluff, smut
warnings: 18+, minors do not interact, explicit smut, established relationship, unprotected sex, creampie, mention of pregnancy (but no actual pregnancy), mention of joo’s military enlistment
word count: ~2.1k
synopsis: you and your idol bf tenderly enjoy one more night together before his enlistment
a/n: dedicating this to my fav jooheon stan @carronpatrick 💕 hope you enjoy it 🫂 also, there’s not much of a breeding kink aspect to this, i’ve realized, so i removed that from the tagline 🙃
posted: october 7, 2023
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So here it was. The day you had been dreading ever since you and Jooheon first started dating. On top of dealing with the hardships of dating an idol—a very successful and famous one at that—you also had to deal with his leaving for military service. He reminded you of it every once in a while, and for the longest time it felt so far away. But now the day had arrived on your doorstep with no remorse, no empathy.
“Don’t look so sad,” your boyfriend tried to lighten the mood as you two sat at the edge of your bed. He had come over to spend the night with you and pick up some of his things from your apartment. He was set to leave for his enlistment two days from now, so this was the last day you had him all to yourself until he would go, “Eighteen months will pass faster than you think. And it’s not like we won’t be able to see or talk to each other.”
“I know,” you put all your energy into speaking with no sign of distress, but your voice betrayed you with a wobble. Jooheon frowned a little, resting his arm around your shoulders as you started to sniffle and tears pricked at your eyes.
“I’ll talk to you as often as I can. That’s a promise. You remember I made you that promise the first year we dated,” he reminded you of that night. Of course, the memory was engrained in your mind like a movie you had just seen yesterday—most of your memories with him were. You recalled you two sitting on the couch, sipping on some beer and eating take-out. He had just finished a media run for Monsta X’s most recent comeback, and he had finally got a night off to spend with you. The topic of his enlistment came up and brought down the mood, but somehow Jooheon always knew what to say to make you feel better.
“_________, I promise, on everything I own and love, that during my enlistment I will use any means and any time I have to talk to you, first and foremost,” even a little tipsy, with his hands jokingly on his chest and in the air (respectively), he managed to say those words so sincerely. You had no choice but to trust his words back then. And even now, you trusted him with everything you had.
“I feel so dumb for crying. It’s not like you’re leaving forever,” you wiped your eyes with the back of your hands, and the smallest smile finally cracked your lips when his laugh sounded from beside you.
“Exactly,” he said, “I’ll be back sooner than you think. And I’ll be sure to set aside lots of time just for us. Just for you,” he corrected himself, pressing a kiss to your head. When you looked up at him, his eyes softened at the redness and teariness in your own. His hand reached up to hold your chin still while he leaned down to give you a tender kiss.
It was a wonder that Jooheon always knew what to say in every situation, but especially without saying anything at all. It was like he spoke with his body language too. Because the kiss he gave you then seemed to whisper it’ll be okay. His other hand holding your waist assured you i’ll always be here when you need me, even if i’m not physically here. The way he rested his forehead against yours after pulling away said i’ll always be yours.
“When you get back-” you started speaking tentatively, and to your surprise, your words came out more confident than before, “-we’re not leaving this bed for a few days, at least. You understand?”
His brows raised and his dimples made an appearance as he chuckled. He nodded, biting his lip subtly before replying, “I was already planning on that. Make sure you have the condoms stocked when I get back.”
As he leaned in for another kiss, your hands were holding onto the fabric of his shirt, feebly attempting to keep him closer, “But I wanna feel you when you get back. Not latex.”
You tried not to smirk against his lips when you felt a low rumble from his chest into his throat.
“Fuck, don’t get me started, _______,” he whined, his hand already going back to your face. His fingers caressed your jaw as his eyes traced between your eyes and lips. Everything in him was begging to have you in that moment.
“Come on, Joo. One more time before you go?” you breathed out against his cheek in between the kisses you pressed to it.
You could feel his breathing getting heavier, and one glance at his lap let you know he was at least considering it. You tested the waters by leaning down and kissing under his jaw, his weak spot. You hummed, “Please.”
Your boyfriend merely groaned in response before he was taking your face in his hands, bringing your lips to his in an abrupt, smashing kiss. He took control easily, you always melted into putty in his hands. You molded to him in any way he manipulated you. He had eased you onto your back, your thighs at the edge of the bed as he continued to make out with you fervently.
Despite how tender and careful he was in his touches, there was an underlying, waiting sense of ferociousness. Like he was waiting for the perfect moment to unleash on you. And you couldn’t wait for the moment to come. You tried to coax it from him, using your fingers to grip at his back. You urged him closer with the rocking of your hips, with the nudging of your feet against his ass. He simply chuckled at your attempts, finding you cute when you were so desperate for him.
He whispered sweet nothings to you as you both discarded your clothing, utters of how beautiful you looked. How good you would feel. How he already couldn’t wait to come back even though he hadn’t left yet. Before the sadness could settle in you again, you were moaning at the feeling of his bare cock resting over your pelvis. His lips peppered kisses all over your chest as his hand pumped his erection in preparation for you. He smiled to himself when you started to move your hips up, quietly exhorting him to fuck you.
“Are the condoms still in the drawer?” he asked you, starting to peel himself away so he could go get them.
You stopped him, hands holding onto his biceps for dear life, “We don’t need to use them. If this is the last time we do this before you go, I want to feel you, Jooheon. Just you.”
Your boyfriend’s dick twitched, and he leaned back down to capture your lips again. He was so whipped for you. His heart skipped a beat when he felt your body pressed up against his. When he heard the sounds you made for him. When he felt how wet you were already. His fingertips swiped up your slit, and he relished in the airy moans you let out before he circled your clit.
“I can’t wait to feel you wrapped around me,” he said, watching your resolve crumble beneath his touch, “It’s been so long since we did it raw.”
It was; over a year, in fact. And it nearly didn’t happen at all. The two of you were getting hot and heavy in his car one day on a road trip, and had gotten to the best part before realizing neither of you had a condom on you. After a minute of panic, you decided to say fuck it and went through with your actions anyway. But you lived in anxiety afterwards. You weren’t really nervous about getting pregnant with Jooheon’s kid, though being pregnant at all did make your stomach sink. But you were more so nervous about tarnishing Jooheon’s career and/or reputation. You wouldn’t be able to live with yourself if you were the cause of such turmoil. Luckily, you didn’t fall pregnant, but you two swore not to do it with condom again until you were both sure that’s what you wanted to do. Now just felt right.
“I want to feel you,” you repeated eagerly, getting impatient. You could feel him lining up at your entrance, his hand still stroking his erection.
“You’ll feel me, baby. All of me.”
Boy, did you. You sucked in a breath as he sunk between your folds, filling you to the brim with his thick length. You watched his face screw up with a disgruntled expression as he felt your tight walls constrict him. He forgot how good you felt like this.
“Holy shit,” he grunted.
You smiled, urging him to start thrusting by pulling on his waist with your hands. Your nails lightly dug into his skin. He hissed while he pulled out, barely keeping his tip in before thrusting back into you slowly. His hips bucked into yours in a growing rhythm. Heavy breaths and the sounds of wet kissing surrounded you two. It was like the two of you made lustful music when you made love. That’s what it always was with him. “Fucking” didn’t sound right to Jooheon. If he was going to have sex with you, he was going to pour in every ounce of his love and appreciation for you that he could muster.
He drilled into you, but his lips were soft and smooth in the way they touched your body, wherever they could reach. He made sure to tell you how good you made him feel and how well you took him. Little did you know that it was mostly because he could feel the effect it had on you. Every touch, every kiss, every word had your insides fluttering, your pussy clenching on him as if he would disappear if you didn’t. In a way, he was going to disappear, you supposed.
“I’m going to miss you so much,” you pouted, feeling that sinking sensation in your stomach as you felt tears welling up in your eyes again.
Jooheon’s hips faltered as he made eye contact with you. His orbs began to mirror yours briefly before he pulled himself together. He continued to thrust into you, softer than before, “I’ll miss you so much more, trust me. I’m gonna think about you every second of every day. Gonna count down the minutes until I can see you again.”
“Joo,” you moaned as you felt your climax building in your lower belly. Your leg muscles were tensing up from the impending sensation.
“Baby,” he whimpered, on the brink of his own release. This was the only bad part of not using a condom; you felt too good. There was no way in hell he could last as long as he usually did. All he could do was hope that you would want round two, and maybe a round three, or four . . .
“Want you to cum inside.”
“I will,” he nodded, eyelids closing tight as he shuddered. He was so close, “Gonna take it all?”
“Mhm,” you hugged around his shoulders, drawing him close until his forehead was on yours. He pressed a haphazard kiss to your nose out of passion, and you chuckled softly.
“Fuc-“ he couldn’t even finish before he was cumming, painting your core. He shook under your touch, his strength wavering under the weight of his orgasm. “Holy shit, that feels so good. You feel so good. I wish you could feel this the way I do.”
Your head was spinning from the way he talked you through it. You could only moan out his name as you came after him, his warmth filling you up sending you over the edge, “Oh my God.”
“That’s it,” he kissed your neck, then he leaned down to hug you properly. It felt oddly nice having his body weight on you, like a comforting blanket.
You would miss this. Not just the love-making, but all of it. Him. You would miss him. It was hard enough being away from him most days due to his job, but having him be unavailable for long periods of time was going to be a form of hell. All you wanted to do was have him like this all the time. All to yourself. You wanted to be able to kiss him and hold him whenever you felt like it. You didn’t want to worry about him up and leaving at any time for any reason. You wanted to have him completely. Was it still selfishness if it was out of pure, uncontainable love?
“Eighteen months,” you didn’t realize you had said it out loud until Jooheon pulled away to regard you with a crestfallen nod.
“Eighteen months,” he confirmed. You prayed that it would be the fastest year and six months of your life.
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gureumz · 1 year
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are you mine? (are you? part 2)
rating: explicit
members: sunghoon, heeseung
notes/warnings: fem!reader, INFIDELITY, angst, bf!heeseung, reader cheats on heeseung (again), university setting, dirty talk, unprotected sex, creampies, mentions of degrading words in a non-sexual manner, i reiterate again: THERE IS CHEATING IN THIS STORY
a/n: i didn't intend to write a part 2 for 'are you?' but a lot of people wanted to know how it would turn out so here it is! this is much shorter than the first part and is mostly just vibes but with the events of the first part, what else is there to say? 🧍🏻‍♀️
read part 1 here
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"do you want to meet my parents?"
you tense under heeseung's touch, hand midway down his bare chest. he's laying on his side, facing you, your legs tangled underneath the blanket. the warmth of his body fades away when a silent chill runs down your spine.
"yeah," you let out uneasily, chuckling in an attempt to mask your nerves. "but, not anytime soon."
heeseung's face remains the same, eyes unreadable as he examines your features. he brushes your hair behind your shoulder, running his fingertips down the flesh of your arm.
"why not? it's been almost four months since we started going out," heeseung replies softly, drawing circles on your elbow.
you move your arm away.
"i just don't think i'm ready," you say with an air of finality, hoping that heeseung would drop the subject.
you don't think you'll ever be ready. not after...
heeseung watches you for a few moments. to your surprise, he nods, lips spreading into an understanding smile.
"okay," heeseung chirps. "that's fine."
your chest feels like it's been caved in, relief and dread filling in like heavy sand.
"thank you," you say, smiling up at your boyfriend's face.
heeseung moves closer and plants a chaste kiss on your lips. you respond, endeared by the gentle pass of his mouth on yours, a contrast to how rough he was with you merely minutes before.
"if anything's bothering you, you know you can always tell me right?" heeseung whispers, placing slow, loving kisses on your face.
your heart seems to stop, then picks up beating ten times faster. heeseung isn't very vocal, and this sudden display of affirmation has you reeling.
he knows. he must know.
you laugh, a nervous shake in your voice. a half-baked joke enters your mind.
"anything?" you attempt playfully. heeseung takes the bait and pulls back, an eyebrow raised in suspicion.
"what if i was secretly a serial killer?" you deadpan, narrowing your eyes at heeseung. a smile tugs at the edges of your lips.
heeseung chuckles, pulling you against his chest. he presses his lips one more time to your forehead.
"then i would gladly be your victim."
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"i'm yours."
you whimper at these words, pulling him closer to you, face buried in his sturdy shoulder. he moves passionately against you and your whole body erupts in invisible flames.
"all yours," sunghoon reiterates, tongue running along the line of your jaw.
"you don't mean that," you argue weakly.
your cheeks burn up as you realize just how loud the two of you are being. his dorm bed creaking, headboard banging against the wall. you knew it was safer to meet him here, less of a chance that your boyfriend might find something that isn't his.
"i do," sunghoon replies gruffly. "a slave to you, to this—god—to this fucking pussy."
you sob at his words, a mix of arousal, elation, and remorse rising in you. with sunghoon, it just felt too good, too alluring to refuse. he was a lighthouse, standing out in a sea of darkness you didn't even know you were stranded on.
with him, you were, you are shameless.
sunghoon finishes inside you, but not before you reach the finish line first, sans condom this time, as he had so many times since that night in his car.
the thought makes you feel filthy all over, in desperate need of a shower, to scrub all sin from your skin.
"spend the night," sunghoon says once he hands you a towel for you to use. you hold it to your core, wincing when you feel the simultaneous ache and squelch of his release dribbling out of you. you catch it before it stains his sheets.
you've never spent the night here before. you check the digital clock on sunghoons desk and it reads 1:13 a.m.
"i can't. heeseung's coming over early to walk me to class," you inform, twisting the towel in your hands.
sunghoon watches you from where he sits on the edge of his bed. you meet his eyes and you know he can see right through you.
heeseung's not really coming over.
"fine," you finally concede. you pretend not to notice the brief twitch in sunghoon's mouth.
"i kinda want to shower though," you add, eyes flitting over to the bathroom door.
sunghoon grins, leaning close. you wrap your arms around your knees protectively. he stares at your face for a second before kissing you softly, so soft you barely feel it.
"whatever you want," sunghoon says.
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sunghoon holds you close under the shower now. a million thoughts are racing through your mind. in this space, at this time, it seems like the world has stopped and only the two of you are living beings in existence.
"text me tomorrow," sunghoon reminds, deep voice echoing against the bathroom walls.
you sigh, lifting your head from where it rests on his chest.
"you know i can't do that."
and you can't.
all your exchanges have been through brief, curt phone calls. sunghoon was smart enough to punch in his number on your phone after you were done in the parking lot that night. since then, you've labored over deleting every call log your phone creates after each conversation.
heeseung was none the wiser.
"then call," sunghoon corrects himself. "i love hearing your voice."
ironically, you don't say anything more to that.
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"i can't believe i've been assigned on a project with him!"
your ears perk up.
the restaurant you're in is empty at this hour, with the rush of lunch ending some time ago. you pick up a french fry from the bowl you and heeseung are sharing, popping the greasy treat into your mouth.
"who?" you question.
"sunghoon."
the initial reaction you have to your boyfriend mentioning the guy you've been fucking behind his back has grown weaker over the past few weeks, but with how often heeseung references sunghoon, it's a surprise you haven't thrown up all over yourself in sheer guilt.
"oh, him again?" you throw out nonchalantly. you busy yourself with your phone, ignoring the way heeseung looks at you quizzically.
"what do you mean 'again'?"
you look at heeseung, trying to portray the perfect mix of exasperation and cluelessness.
"it's always sunghoon this and sunghoon that," you explain. "if i didn't know better, i'd say you were in love with the guy."
ha ha. what a funny joke.
and much to your surprise, heeseung finds this absolutely hilarious. he lets out a genuine, hearty laugh, slamming the table with his palm.
"he wishes," heeseung responds with a snort. "he's always trying to one-up me, copying everything i do, following me around like a puppy. i'd say he was in love with me."
wrong.
you laugh along, finishing off another french fry.
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"you're trying to steal my boyfriend's life, is that it?"
sunghoon stops typing on his laptop, turning to you from where he's seated at his desk. you're sprawled over his bed, wearing one of his shirts.
"excuse me?" sunghoon says, as if fighting off the urge to laugh.
you slide off the mattress, sauntering over to him. you throw a leg over his lap, sinking down until you're straddling sunghoon. his large hands hold you by your waist. looking down at him at this moment, you feel every fiber of your being light up with a sort of giddiness you've never felt before.
"heeseung told me about how you're always trying to one-up him and 'beat him at his own game', so to speak," you explain.
"and now you're banging me, his girlfriend, every chance you get," you add cheekily, kissing the corner of sunghoon's mouth.
sunghoon exhales, hands traveling up your back, cradling you, holding you close.
"i don't want to steal his life," sunghoon says, voice low.
"even if i came with it?" you question, tilting your head to the side. sunghoon grins, kissing you so suddenly, you fall back against his desk.
"such a clever, clever girl."
you're trembling now.
anticipation. want. need.
"my clever girl," he adds.
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the first cracks start showing the day you ask sunghoon about his wanting heeseung's life.
you promised to meet heeseung for dinner later that day but not before you rid yourself of sunghoon's shirt, of course. he sent you off with a long, heady kiss against the door of his dorm.
you were distracted for the entirety of the meal. heeseung could tell. you know heeseung could tell. something was eating at you from inside.
it didn't help when heeseung made a mindless comment on the way back to your own dorm room.
"you smell different," he had said.
you surrendered to the idea that you were irrevocably fucked at that point. you made a sorry excuse about borrowing a friend's perfume, nonetheless.
the cracks are spreading, spiderwebs of destruction in the walls of your relationship.
sunghoon is a proud man, not unlike heeseung. he's greedy, selfish, controlled by his desires.
you aren't as careful as you used to be. first, a hair tie, a black one, like any other hair tie. you left it at sunghoon's dorm one day. to this day, he wears it like a badge of honor.
a shirt next. a considerable jump from a hair tie, but sunghoon lent you one, and delirious with sleep, neither of you noticed when you waltzed right out of his room still brandishing the white tee that was obviously too big for you.
you made it under your own covers on your own bed when you finally realized.
lastly, a hickey.
you've done it now. you've fucked up so bad you can already see heeseung razing both heaven and hell as he finds out.
"fuck," you mutter under your breath, staring daggers at your reflection, at the red-purple mark just above your collarbone.
"fuck!"
how could both of you reach this point? practically gallivanting your affair under heeseung's nose. it sickens you. you're disgusted with yourself.
but you know you're only this appalled because you're a hair away from being caught.
you jump when you hear the door to your room slam shut. of course. of course. heeseung has a copy of your dorm room key. you gave it to him a few weeks ago as a sort of milestone in your relationship.
you think to yourself with much irritability that you shouldn't have done that.
the ceiling is caving in. run. run now.
"_________?" heeseung calls out. you hear him approach the bathroom door. he knocks and you feel like screaming.
so polite. heeseung's always so polite.
"i don't feel good, hee," you manage. you definitely feel sick and you want to pass out.
"what's wrong? do you need to go to the hospital?" heeseung asks, voice growing loud with concern. he tries the doorknob.
"no!" you yell a little too loud. "it's just—i just need to be left alone, please."
silence.
you hold your breath, staring at your reflection in the mirror.
you don't even know who's looking back at you.
"okay," heeseung finally says after a few moments. "let me know if you need anything, please?"
you call out a reply, collapsing to the bathroom floor once you hear your door close once more.
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you ignore him for a week.
he tries to come over but you shoo him away with one excuse or another. your conversations are contained in dry texts and obligated phone calls. he asks what's wrong. he pleads with you.
nothing's wrong, nothing's wrong, nothing's wrong!
heeseung seems like a far-off memory now. you haven't properly looked at his face in days. you haven't held him in much longer.
today, he's waiting for you outside your dorm. he looks like shit. dark circles under his eyes, hair disheveled, clothes unironed.
"baby, what's happening?" heeseung asks, not even sparing you any formalities. no 'hey', 'hi', or 'hello'.
he holds you by the arms, still gentle as ever and only now do you see the damage in his eyes. damage you've inflicted.
"i—," you begin. what are you going to say? sorry, i've been fucking sunghoon behind your back for the better part of four months, i let him call me his and i agree when he says he's mine?
"i can't do this anymore," you whisper, head hung low.
"do what? what can't you do?" heeseung demands, voice rising into a desperate whine.
"baby, please," he continues, sinking to his knees. he looks up at you and he's crying.
"what did i do?"
you watch heeseung sob at your feet and it's the most difficult thing you've had to watch thus far. you ball your hands into fists, confused, angry, regretful.
where's that ego now, heeseung? why aren't you mad? be mad! yell at me, blame me for something, tell me how much better off you'd be with someone else! make it easier for me to tell the world that you hurt me!
"you didn't do anything," you say, tears now falling from your own eyes.
heeseung just looks at you. looks at you for what seems like hours. his face, previously crumped up in despair, morphs into an expression of clarity.
he knows.
heeseung pulls himself up from the ground, letting go of you and stepping back, as if shocked by electricity.
"i hope you're happy."
you know what that means.
go fuck yourself. fuck you and whoever the guy is. you're a whore, a bitch, a waste of my time!
you look at heeseung one final time, shoulders shaking as your whole body is racked with sobs.
"i love you," heeseung declares.
he brushes past you, down the stairs, out the lobby, out the exit.
out of your life.
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you truly are sick. you're vile. you're the worst.
sunghoon knows even before you can say anything. he pulls you into his room and into his arms, whispering nonsense to you as you cry into his chest.
and then you're kissing, hands pulling at clothes, tongues dragging against skin, blood rushing in your ears.
you know this makes sunghoon feel better about himself. you're not stupid. you carried out a secret affair for weeks. of course, you aren't.
you realize now that it's sunghoon who has an ego.
he relishes in the way you cling to him so desperately, basks in the sounds you make, mixed with his name.
"i've got you," sunghoon reassures, arms braced on either side of your head as he fucks you down on his bed.
"please," you whimper out, holding sunghoon's face in your hands. he's going so deep, abusing your hole and it feels so good.
sunghoon kisses you and it's forceful and needy and everything you need at this moment.
"you're mine," sunghoon grunts, your bottom lip caught between his.
you mewl as he lets go of your lip with a tug.
"i'm yours," you say.
sunghoon leaves kisses all over your chest, neck, and jaw. he's getting you closer to your release. you want it, you want it so bad.
"and i'm yours?" sunghoon questions, kissing behind your ear.
"all mine," you confirm.
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you wake up the next day, limbs heavy and a colossal headache bursting through your head. you feel arms tighten around your midsection and it's a tidal wave of memories of the day before for the next few seconds.
you bury yourself further into the pillows and covers.
sunghoon kisses the nape of your neck and you drift back into sleep.
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purinfelix · 20 days
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No ferran headcanons? 🥹
ferran torres bf headcanons ˚⊹♡
a/n: actually can't believe this is my first time writing for our fav shark boy but here u go anon !!! i acc love him sm he's so underrated <33
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✧ so smitten, like ridiculously almost annoyingly smitten
✧ doesn't matter that you've been together for almost a year, he treats you exactly the same as he did during your first month - softly holding your hand, pecking your cheek before he leaves for training
✧ acts of service as a love language, and it's just constant. a bunch of flowers one day, a home-cooked meal the next - he can't help that he loves the look on your face when you realise he's done something for you for no other reason than to show that he loves you
✧ soon this extends beyond just acts of service and turns into him straight up spoiling you, everything that's his is yours and everything you want is also yours before you can even word it
✧ somehow both clingy and shy, wants to spend all his time around you but is just a little too shy to be too open about it - you'll never catch him whining or stopping you before a night out with your friends, but you'll definitely catch a little bit of pouting and attitude once you get back.
✧ initially wanted your relationship to be a secret, at least for a little bit but he was the one who spoiled it just because he couldn't not talk about you - like it literally just slipped out one interview because he couldn't help it
"Yeah, I think we've been doing great as a team and I'm always happy to get a goal or two in to contribute," he says, smiling for the camera - cheeks flushed. "Thank you, seems like you're motivation has improved recently, any reason why?" The interviewer presses. "Well, I guess my girlfriend being here sort of helps-" Ferran begins, and it's only once he looks up and catches sight of his teammates surprised looks behind the crew does he realise what he's done. "Oh? Is this the announcement of a relationship I hear?" The curious smile on the reporters' faces is enough to cause him to blush a little, a shy cough making its way out of his mouth - which he's covered now as if that'll keep him from revealing any more.
✧ this works for him though, because now he doesn't have to walk on eggshells in conversations trying his hardest not to mention you - because for him this was proving way harder than he thought
✧ anytime he has away games - whether it's just for a weekend or for a longer national competition, he is calling you any spare moment he has. in the locker room, on the bus, late at night once he gets back to his hotel.
✧ and if you happen to be busy or asleep at the time, just know he's filming his own mini-vlog, talking about his day - though most of it is just him talking about how much he misses you.
✧ ALWAYS down for a sweet treat run no matter the time of day, at first when you introduced the concept to him he thought it a little childish and probably unhealthy - though he didn't dare bring it up to you
✧ now any time the two of you finish dinner or are out on a grocery run he gives you this sort of smirk and says "wouldn't this be the perfect time for an icecream?"
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zombyjuice · 9 months
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NOBODY BETTER THAN YOU! - eunseok.🍨🦷🐆🍦 t(>.<t)
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In which your boyfriend you recently just got back together with is coming over for the first time since.
bf!eunseok x fem loser!reader
toxic relationship, fluff, angst, smut! suggestions to the reader having depression (NOT ROMANIZING.) suggested cheating. etc..
so many things inspired/helped me make this so I’m just gonna . @melobin and @anquelic on insta and my playlist below took inspo from there too <33 lol!
“Eunseoks here…” one of your roommates sneered from the other side of the door you could almost feel the face they gave eachother. You hop up and rush to open your door with a wide smile on your face “Hey baby” your boyfriend, walking towards you, a hand in one pocket and a bag of Burger King in the other an extremely attractive smile on his face “hii” you practically melted pulling him into your room and hugging him tight.
“Please don’t fuck yet! Give it a week!”
“shut the fuck up!”
He chuckled kissing your forehead and pinching your sides, you loved it when he did that, made you feel so safe you could practically feel your heart melt watching his movements as he placed the bag on your table.
That feeling goes away in an instant as you watch him sigh as he moves some of your clutter to the side. This made your heart flutter with sadness and your brain go a bit fuzzy.
He understands you more than anybody really, he’s patient and he does seem to care for you, he understood all those months before you guys were ever official you’d disappear trying to decide if he’s the one and if you should give him the chance.
He understood the nights where you’d just sit in silence not wanting to be touched or talked to, and he understood the nights you guys would be talking like normal only for you to start crying out of nowhere, or the nights you’d scream and push him losing your temper only to end up in his arms letting him watch you crumble under him. “It’s okay baby, it’s okay I've got you, doing so well for daddy” “‘m not mad at you, okay pretty, it's okay”. He understood the nights when you were finally your silly self after spending a weekend alone.
He understood all your quirks and interests. Once he dragged you to one of his sets because he remembered someone working on it had a dog who understood multiple languages, remembering your rather odd fascination with it how. can they do that? And watching as you said sit to the dog in Spanish, French, and Japanese, complete shock and happiness painted on your face as you laughed and laughed, adoration painted on his.
So how is it that you caught him multiple times all over the girl, the same girl he had a pass with, rumor has it they were “casually” sleeping together before you ever entered the picture you know it was deeper than that. To him “it wasn’t that big of a deal and he was just being nice.” You had to constantly shift your morals just so you could be happy with him, he knew you hated it, he knew the disgust you felt with yourself every time you’d go back with him. But you loved him so it's alright.
You knew the irritation and anger that bubbled up inside of him when you'd ask “Are you unhappy in our relationship?” or “Am I annoying you? I'm sorry” but he loves you so he's got to deal with it, right?
And no matter how many times you believed he cheated he was stable, nothing in your life is stable but him. So maybe that’s why you feel you always go back to him. And only him. Because, to you, there's nobody better than him.
He turned to you already able to read your face “It's alright, today's our lazy Sunday isn't it? We'll clean a bit tomorrow but for now, cmere let's lie down”
The smile that was once on your face came back and you gladly took his hand as he led you to your bed and cozy. Watching some of your favorite horror movies and munching on Burger King you between his legs a hands squishing your thighs and head dropping down to your neck every now and then to suck a hickey at your favorite spots your hands would grab at his knees as you whimper and giggle. “quit it, they’re finally escaping”. He'd quietly pout and slightly rut his hips up against you visibly hard.
{2:49 am}
Your eyes meet your boyfriends and grab at his hand that's hitching up your inner thigh, yours visibly smaller “Should we play some-” he smashed his lips against yours, your first actual kiss of the night “fuck I know we said we wouldn't do anything, but shit you look so good, sound so good, need to fuck my babies in you, make you mine forever” he grabbed at your neck and slid it down to your arm, manhandling you under him.
You could only submit to him, knowing this would have happened by the end of the “night”.
“Can’t believe I spent so many Sundays without you, felt so wrong, I’ve missed you so much” he'd moan against your lips grabbing at your thighs and aggressively pushing them up as he grinds against you, whimpers slipping out of you “missed you so much more” you’d whisper mind going elsewhere remembering exactly why you spent so many night away from each other’s grasp.
“Let me fuck away all that nonsense,only have you think about this cock” as if he could read your mind “please”.
And just like that he’d do exactly what he said.
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rizzkisworld · 10 months
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Not So Lonely - Yixiang/Nicholas
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Pairing: bf! Nicholas x fem! reader
Genre: fluff fluff fr fr
Warnings: none??? Mentions of petname baby if that makes you uncomfy
Synopsis: just you and your bf chilling for the first time in a while
A/N: Thought about my bae @nicholasluvbot and had to write something for Nicholas
Tonight was like any other night. Just you... All alone.... In your room. The time was 10:15 pm. It was honestly times like this where you missed your boyfriend the most. He was nowhere to be found. You know he's been busy with work, but you wish he would have some time off for you. However, you weren't the type of girlfriend who'd intervene with his work. You tried to be patient and not stress him. But now, you needed him. His hugs, his kisses, his sweet words, to stare at his handsome face.
Scrolling through your phone, while laying across the bed, you glance up at the time. 11:45. You'd been on your phone for so long, you didn't even notice the time going by. You waited patiently for his text. At this point you were starting to get tired. It was no use. Instead of waiting you should be in bed.
Well, that's not how your night went. It was past midnight now. Though you felt sleepy, you just couldn't fall asleep. Maybe it's because you were busy thinking about him. But why? He's probably not gonna text you until the morning. But that didn't sit right with you.
Knock Knock Knock
You heard three knocks coming from the door of your apartment. Who could it be? At this hour especially? Is there some type of emergency? Immediately hopping out of bed, almost tripping over your covers as you sloppily threw them off your body, you ran to the door. Nerves were running through your body, until you looked through the peephole.
Seeing that face you missed for days, weeks, probably a month even. You immediately opened the door, revealing that charming smile you fell in love with from the get-go. "Long time no see-" Before Nicholas could properly finish, you embraced him. "You're here!" You felt all the nerves in your body slip away.
Pulling him inside and closing the door, locking it, you noticed a bag in his hand. "What's that?" You pointed to the bag, looking up at Nicholas with those pretty eyes of yours. "Oh this? It's nothing really." Nicholas teased. You knew it was for you. He always spoiled you with the best gifts. The best gift being his quality time with you of course.
You let Nicholas have a moment to freshen up, and settle down for the night. The sleepiness? Gone. Only thing on your mind was him and him only and vice versa. Sitting on the bed, patiently waiting, Nicholas walked through your bedroom door. He placed the bag full of who knows what on your bed. "All for you baby." Nicholas flashed his gorgeous smile at you.
Opening the bag, you found freshly baked donuts from a bakery and a matching pj set. "These smell so good." You took a whiff of the delicious donuts. "For us to share, and I was thinking... Maybe a movie?" Nicholas titled his head, waiting for your response. "Deal!"
3:34
Time went by real fast whenever you were laying with him. The movie you guys watched finally came to an end and you guys finished the donuts. Now, you both were tired. "Nicho, I'm tired." You buried your face in the pillows. "Then sleep! I'm right here, and I won't be leaving for the whole day." You perked up at his words. "Really?" Nicholas swears he saw stars form in your eyes. "Mhm." Nicholas placed plenty calculated kisses on your face.
Now you were eager to sleep. Just so that the morning could arrive quicker(as if it lowkey ain't already almost morning time) and you could spend all day with your boyfriend. "I love you." "I love you more."
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Hope you enjoyed! Hope the day treats ya well! 💋🫶🏽
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maochira · 2 years
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Idk if you're taking requests but can you do itoshi bro's bf jealousy hc's
Thank you very much❤❤
My requests are always open! Masterlist and my upcoming Blue Lock writing event
Tags: gn!reader, established relationship (Rin and Sae headcanons are separately), I GET TO WRITE MORE ITOSHI HURT/COMFORT LETS FUCKING GOOOO, I got a bit carried away and wrote scenarios instead of headcanons whoops
Rin
I imagine Rin internalizes his jealousy a lot. He doesn't tell you anything about how he hates how close that one specific friend of yours gets sometimes, he doesn't tell you how he hates it when that other specific person tries to ruin your date night plans all the time, he doesn't tell you how he hates the way people look at you sometimes and- He doesn't tell you how afraid he is of losing you. And maybe it's that fear that keeps him away from telling you about those things that make him so jealous. And by internalizing this jealousy, Rin starts getting mean towards your friends. Not just the ones he dislikes, he's mean towards all of them. And it bothers you a lot. When you talk to him about it, he keeps looking for excuses. He's literally telling you ANYTHING but the reason he truly acts this way. You know he's not telling you the truth, and when you try to get it out of him, the entire thing turns into an argument. You've had disagreements in the past, but it's never turned into something so serious. You even end up yelling at each other. But when Rin yells "I just don't want to lose you!" you suddenly freeze. And now you feel guilty for not knowing he was so afraid of that, so you start apologizing. But then Rin feels even more guilty, he starts apologizing and tells you how you're not the one who has to apologize, since he was the one who kept all of that away from you. The two of you end up cuddling in your bed while Rin finally properly talks about his feelings.
Sae
At first, Sae wasn't super open about communicating any negative feelings in the relationship, but that improved into the first few months of you two dating. So now he communicates everything pretty well, even his jealousy. At first, he hated telling you when anything made him jealous, but he learned it's something to communicate. But him communicating it doesn't necessarily mean he's good at dealing with the feelings and thoughts his jealousy causes. Plus, he always feels bad about the things he gets jealous of. He thinks he makes too much of a deal out of them. But you always validate his feelings, even when they seem irrational. Because irrational feelings are still feelings! Although you must admit to yourself, Sae getting jealous of you spending time with your friends when he's travelling for matches can be a little complicated to deal with, occasionally. You know it's because he misses you and he would love to spend time with you right now, but at the same time, they're your friends who you love spending time with, and they distract you from the pain of missing Sae. Really, that part of his jealousy is the only that you ever struggle to deal with, but so does he. He hates how he gets jealous over something like this, because he knows he should be happy about knowing you're having fun with your lovely friends. It's just, he would much rather be the person to spend time with you right now.
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firstdivisiongirl · 9 months
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HII! Hope you’re going well ❤️
For the Christmas event, can I have Ace with #1 for fem reader? I feel like this could be so cute 🥺❤️
Hi @captainportgasdace! I love this combination. Ace is like perfect BF material. Merry Christmas and hope you enjoy!
Day 19: Ace - First Christmas Together
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You joined the Spade Pirates as their cook about seven months ago.  It didn’t take you long to fall hard for your captain and vice versa.  Now, it was your first Christmas together as a couple.  He wanted to do something big, just for the two of you.  He had everything planned out.  He rented a nice house for you two to spend the night at.  He got you a nice necklace (well more like stole) for you.  Everything was ready.  I was going to be perfect!
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It was finally Christmas!  You two waved goodbye to the rest of the crew and left for your rented cabin.  It was a little log cabin, away from the town and marines, which was good because duh, pirates.  The fire was already decorated with red balls.  “Ace?  You did this for me?” you asked, looking around the little wooden cabin in awe.  All of the rustic furniture matched perfectly with the galines.  “Of course,” he asked, hugging you from behind and kissing your cheek, “you’re my girlfriend.  I needed to go all out for you.  Now sit down on the sofa.  I’ll get you some hot chocolate.”
He walked into the kitchen as you sat down on the push sofa.  As he came back holding two mugs full of hot cocoa, he handed you a snowman mug, while he took a reindeer mug.  You two sipped on the beverage.  It warms you up on the inside. After enjoying a good conversation, he had to sneeze.  When he sneezed, the force caused him to spill his hot beverage all over your new white sweater.  “Oh my god!  I’m so sorry!  Let me get a towel,” he said, rushing into the kitchen to get a towel.  As he rushed back into the living room area, he tripped on the red and green plaid tree skirt.  It happened in slow motion, as he fell to the ground, he took the tree down with him.  The ornaments shattered on the ground.  Thankfully, the tree wasn’t on fire.
Once the two of you cleaned up.  You two started to walk back to the ship, hand and hand both looking kind of like a hot mess.  He looked down at the ground ashamed, “I’m sorry I knocked the tree over and spilled hot chocolate all over you.  This was an awful first Christmas!”
You kissed him on the cheek, “I don’t think so.  Was it exactly how you planned it? No, but I think it was perfect.  It was with you, and any time I’m with you is perfect.  Merry Christmas babe.”
“Merry Christmas,” he said, kissing you gently on the lips.
You couldn’t wait to see how Deuce and the rest of the crew would react to the story of your First Christmas as a couple.  It might not have been exactly how it was supposed to be, but it was definitely a memorable first Christmas with Ace.
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surfinminhos · 1 year
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especially in love with you ♡
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hwang hyunjin x female reader (fluff)
requested! ---- Lrei
!! fluff au, kissing, mentions of stress, work. 2ND PERSON POV, cuddling, clingy bf, tiny fake text part, everything fluff! microscopic angst part !!
word count: 1,073
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synopsis: You and Hyunjin have been dating for 8 months, The two of you haven't parted ways since. One day you went home exhausted from work. He was clearly worried about you and let you sleep for the rest of the night. The next day you woke up to see your boyfriend out of sight. Little did you know, he was planning a little gift to remove a little bit of your stress from work. It was the best gift you'd ever received from anyone. You both love each other dearly, but this day was really 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭.
-author's note: this is my first time writing something like this, ever so you can spot a lot of mistakes throughout my posts. I would love some tips on writing on Tumblr, overall tysm for reading.-
It was a scorching hot day and you were with your boyfriend that was going to drop you off to work. You two usually walked to your workplace every morning but considering the intense heat outside, you both decided that he'll just drop you off to work in his car. It was a pretty short and quiet ride. You both liked the comfortable silence that comes every once in a while. You two reached the workplace, wiping a little sweat dripping down your forehead from the hot temperature. You said goodbye to your boyfriend and kissed his cheek."Why can't you just take the day off and spend more time with me and Kkami?" he asked, frowning. "You know I can't do that Hyune, I have to work. Speaking of work, I gotta go, I don't want to be late. Bye," you kissed his cheek again and sent him multiple flying kisses on the way to your office's entrance. You walk inside your office as a bunch of your colleagues greet you and you greet them back. "Omg, I love you hyunjinnie baby mwa mwa mwa" your best friend, (y/f/n) stated mockingly. "Oh shut up (y/f/n), you're just jealous I dated someone longer than 2 days." you scoffed, making her blush a little from embarrassment. "Whatever, I still don't trust that guy." she ranted. "Well you should 'cause I don't think I can ever leave him," you stated. You organize your stuff as you mentally prepare yourself for a long day of work.
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You went home, exhausted. You plopped down on your couch, not wanting to stand up, maybe it was because of the extreme heat, or you were too tired to do so. "Hyune! I'm home!" you exclaimed as you watched your boyfriend run down the stairs to check on you. "Hey jagi, how was work?" he asked as he sat down beside you, looking like a disaster compared to him, it seemed like he had just got out of the shower an hour before you arrived, you were lying down, limbs everywhere. "It was the most tiring 5 hours of my life," you answered. "Missed me?" you asked with a cheeky smile, trying to cover the fact that you were really tired yet failing miserably the moment you heard your boyfriend's response. "Of course I did," he cupped your cheeks as he kissed you. "I know you're tired, stop trying to cover it up jagi, I've made you food, eat up and change into your pj's and I'll get ready to cuddle you to sleep," he instructed."Alriiight, help me get up first," you blurted, causing both of you to laugh as he pulls you out of the couch. After you did everything he told you, you rushed to your shared bedroom and saw Hyunjin laying down in his pj's. He was shocked seeing you've done everything he asked so swiftly. "Staring is bad y'know," you said jokingly. You ran over to the bed and lay down beside him. He tucks you in the blankets, legs intertwined as he cuddles you tightly, while you smile at his actions. "Go to sleep now, dream of me cutie" he smirked, causing you to smile and blush even more as you drift away to sleep.
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*bzzzt, bzzzt* you woke up to your phone buzzing loudly, you picked it up and glanced at the time, it was 7:23 in the morning. You grunted as you stretched your arms and saw the empty space on the other side of the bed, your boyfriend had woken up earlier than you. You wonder where he could've gone as you stand up and walk lazily to the bathroom to brush your teeth. After, you hear a sudden *ting!* from your phone, indicating a message. You check your phone and see it was from your boyfriend.
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"Hm, I wonder what his surprise would be" you mumble, running down the stairs. Just as you said that, you saw what he meant in the text. He made a lot of paintings, of you. He made a cake for you with something written on top "I love you jagiya!", He made a whole interactive card origami filled with letters for you and your pictures together which takes hours to make. You swore you were going to cry 'cause of all the efforts he gave making all of this. You truly didn't deserve him. He was beside the cake, he flashed his smile at you and you smiled back. "You made all this? For me? Why?" you asked, feeling flustered. "Because I saw that you were exhausted from work yesterday and I wanted to make you feel relaxed since you've been stressed the whole week," he answered. Feeling butterflies in your stomach. You two spent the whole weekend together. If only you could live in this moment forever. Night came, and you two were on the balcony, enjoying the view. "I have told you this a billion times already, but I'll say it again. I love you. So much." you stated, breaking the silence. He smiles at you and lifts your chin up to face him with his thumb, "I love you too, so, so, so much. You're my favourite person ever. 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲." he says, and kisses you under the moonlight.
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-author's note ~ IT'S FINALLY DONE! I sacrificed my sleep for this. send some requests! sorry if it's kinda cheesy, I tried. Stream 5 Star for 5 days of luck-
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i05wook · 1 year
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Hi sorry to bother you…but could you possibly do an nct dream scenario where the members really appreciate it when their s/o scratches their back? Preferably with extra fluff^^
Scratch my back?? - NCT Dream
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pairing: bf! dreamies x gn! reader
genre: fluff, romance, established relationship au!
summary: the members really appreciate it when their s/o scratches their back.
wc: 848
author’s notes: Thank you so much anon for this request!! Requests like this never bother me!! If anyone had any requests I am more than happy to write them <3 I’m so sorry it took so long though, I was really suffering from writers block.
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Lee Mark - 이마크
Sometime our Mark Lee has no filter, as soon as he feels an itchy sensation, he makes some sort of noise, which makes you very confused at first. It’s only when you see him, both arms behind his back, one over his shoulder, and one around the back of his waist, both aiming for the same goal: the middle of his shoulder blades. At this sight you can’t help but laugh at your silly little boyfriend. It was at the sound of your laughter that Mark turns around wondering what began your laughing fit, however the confused look on his face causes yet another fit of laughter to erupt from deep within your stomach. Once your laughter has calmed (only after seeing Mark pouting), you decided to finally help him scratch his back, before hugging him and kissing his still pouting lips.
Huang Renjun - 黄仁俊
Renjun loves lying face to face with you in bed ever since the start of your relationship. He loves brushing your hair out of the way and rubbing your nose with his hand, and even counting your freckles (if you have them). In return, one day you started to rub your nails gently up and down his back, and it was then he knew he was in love with you. It may have only been something small, but he loved it. To him, it felt almost romantic. However, the next time you lay face to face, you never did it, in fact you lay with your hands resting on the sides of his waist. He was so displeased that you weren’t giving him the attention he wanted that he stopped rubbing your nose, grabbed your hands and placed them at the top of his back, by his shoulder blades. He looked at you with his puppy dog eyes and asked for you to do what you did last time. Instantaneously, you let out a small chuckle before satisfying the poor boy.
Lee Jeno - 이제노
Jeno is so incredibly shy about asking his s/o to scratch his back, sometimes even shyer than Jisung and Mark put together. Even after months or years of you being in a relationship, he still gets somewhat flustered asking you to scratch his back. It’s definitely something he’d only ask though in the privacy of your own home, or away from anyone else, worried that the other boys may tease him over something so trivial.
Lee Donghyuck - 이동혁
Haechan ain’t got no shame. If his back is itchy he’ll tell you to scratch it. Even from the beginning of the relationship, he doesn’t care. His comfort is more important than any embarrassment that the others might have felt asking that question to their s/o. However, he doesn’t like asking you around the boys… he feels slightly weird that he enjoys the feeling of you soothing his itch, but he doesn’t want the boys to know.
Na Jaemin - 나재민
Jaemin has no shame, but similar to Renjun, it’s not when his back is itchy that he appreciates you scratching his back, but when he is tired after a long day or week of practice, and he gets the chance to just feel peace in your presence. It became habit after a couple of months being together, that after his promotions or practices, you would head over to the dorms and spend a night just pampering your boy. He loved it when you massaged him, removing any knots in his muscles, but his favourite thing was at the end of the massage, you would always run the tips of your fingers up and down his back. He just found that there was something soothing about the action, that he often drifted to sleep before you’d even finish, accepting the position of small spoon for the night.
Zhong Chenle - 钟辰乐
Similarly to Haechan, he doesn’t care about his pride(???) If the itch is that uncomfortable he would rather ask you to deal with it than to suffer in silence. However, he would be a little more shy about it if it’s at the beginning of the relationship. If it happens in front of the boys and any of them try to tease him, he will threaten to revoke their privileges.
Park Jisung - 박지성
At the beginning of your relationship, Jisung feels really awkward asking his s/o to scratch his back, so awkward in fact that if his back does get itchy whilst he is with his s/o, he would much rather suffer with the itch until he is writhing from the uncomfortable sensation on his back. It would be this that caught your attention and immediately you’d place your hand on the centre of his back and lightly scrape your fingertips in the right spot on his back to satisfy the itch. Since that day, Ji has no issues in asking you to scratch his back, even if he doesn’t have an itch, he still asks you to do it because there’s something so weirdly affectionate and soothing when you do it.
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jaehyunnie77 · 2 years
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omg hi! Saw that your requests were open hehe yay 🥳 could I request for a secret bf jaehyun x y/n one where they went for a Christmas party and y/n stands under a mistletoe without knowing and her guy friend starts a convo with her below it causing their friends to point it out and make them kiss, so instead, she kisses him on the cheek, making jaehyun jealous and pouty 🥹
Hope it makes sense hahaha! You can switch it up in your way too 🥰❤️ Love your stories so so much ✨
pairing: Jaehyun x f. reader
genre: pure fluff - like the purest i think i've ever written
word count: 2.1k
a/n: i got busy during the holidays, but here's a late christmas fic upon requested. thank you so much anon for sending this in. i hope you enjoy it :)
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“I promise it’s going to be really quick babe. One hour max and then we can go home, order take out, and watch movies.” You tell your boyfriend as you adjust his tie.
“I just don’t see the point of why we have to be here when it’s freezing and Christmas is in a couple of days.” He says.
You look up after being satisfy with his tie and see a cute pout on his lips. He may be a twenty-five year old adult, but sometimes he can be a kid. Especially right now when he looks so adorable with his pout.
“Hey look at me.” you tell him as you wrap your arms around his shoulders. His hands mindlessly finding your waist and holding you close. “It’s going to be quick Jae and right after you’ll have me for the entire week.”
At that, his pout turns into a smirk and into a big smile. Like you’ve said, he can be a kid sometimes. “That sounds good honestly.” He leans forward and captures your lips together. If you didn’t have this Christmas party to attend to, you’d kiss him all night.
You pull away from him reluctantly, “We’re going to be late.”
He sighs deeply, “Okay. Just remember that I’m doing this for you. I’m guessing nobody has zero idea we’re together, so you go in first and I’ll follow soon after.” You smile at him before giving him another kiss.
“See you soon cutie.” You tease before heading in.
Your Christmas work parties are usually fun, especially when there’s alcohol and you get to see how fun your colleagues are. Usually, you’d enjoy your night out, mingle with everybody, and do small talk, but this year, all you want to do is go home with Jaehyun and spend time with him.
You both work at the same company and have been dating for six months. Of course, you would have to talk to HR about your relationship at one point, but you both like knowing that no one knows you two are together. Why? Well, let’s just say you both didn’t like each other at the very beginning. Yeah, how cliché right?
It all started a year and a half ago when Jaehyun was a new employee and your first interaction wasn’t the happiest one. You pulled an all-nighter the night before and haven’t had your morning coffee. As you walk into the kitchen, your brain automatically was filled with giddiness knowing you’re about to have your fuel for the day. There was a man using the coffee machine and you didn’t think much of it, let alone care who it was.
You stood next to him as you grab your cup and sugar pack and that’s when you heard a loud noise and a ‘fuck’ next to you. You look up to see the coffee machine smoking and you knew you were going to have a horrible day all because of this jerk.
“What the hell happened!?”
“I don’t know. I was just trying to put my brew in there and it just started acting weird and not doing anything so I just pushed all of these buttons and bam.”
“Ugh you idiot. If you don’t know how to work a coffee machine, go to Starbucks next time!” you say angrily.
“Are you questioning my intelligence on how to work a coffee machine?” the man looks at you angrily.
You stand a little straighter, “Yes I am because if you knew how to work this, then we wouldn’t be having this conversation right now.
He squints his eyes before retaliating back, “Well maybe you should start being nice to people you don’t know or better yet, how about you make yourself a cup of coffee before coming into work and spoiling everyone’s day.”
Your jaw fell open because never in your life has anyone talked to you like that or have a comeback as he did. You were at a complete lost for words until he turned around to walk back out the kitchen.
“Yeah, well it still doesn’t fix the problem you created by not knowing how to work this thing.”
All the man could do was laugh at you before waving you off and exiting.
Just who the hell does he think he is?
Since that day, you made your own coffee at home before coming into work. Little did you know, he always saw you with coffee in your hand and notices how your smile captures your beauty. Sure, you were probably having an off day that first encounter, but he still couldn’t help that you somehow took his words into consideration by bringing your own coffee into work.
You’ve seen him around a couple of times, but never interacted with him until you both had an assignment together.
“Oh look who it is. The coffee machine breaker.”
“Good morning to you too Cruella.”
You make a face at him, “Trust me I don’t want to work on this assignment with you either.”
Jaehyun eyes you before playfully saying, “Who says I didn’t want to work with you?”
Surprise, you look at him to see his eyes twinkling and a smirk on his lips. Once again, you’re at a lost for words and don’t bother saying anything back. Instead, you focus on your laptop in front of you putting random ideas on Word.
Jaehyun sees the affect he has on you and couldn’t help but chuckle to himself. Cute.
Who knew that assignment would change the interjectory of your outlook on Jaehyun. You ended up spending your long days at work with him figuring and coming up with ways for this assignment and on days off, you both somehow manage to meet up and talk about things you had in common.
After said assignment project was finished, you both found yourselves spending more time together. You no longer were annoyed by him or called him ‘the coffee machine breaker’, but instead, you called him by his name or his nickname Jae. Eventually things fell into place soon after.
What can you say? The universe does work in mysterious ways.
As you grab a flute of champagne by the bar, you turn around to see your boyfriend walking through the door. Even if it has been six months you’ve been dating or see him walk around for almost two years, he still takes your breath away.  The man knows how to capture everyone’s attention by his gaze and his well mannerism. Not to mention how hot he looks in his black and white suite.
I really can’t believe this man is my man.
As the party continues on, you manage to talk to a few colleagues and steal glances at Jaehyun from afar. It came to the point where you were almost playing a game of hide and seek.
“Wow. Look at you. Who knew you could dress up nicely.” Josh, your friend and ass kisser tells you.
“Everyone has their secrets. You clean up pretty nicely as well.”
“Thanks! Oh by the way, I just want to tell you that I think you’re an amazing person to look up to.”
“How many have you had to drink?” you chuckle. “But thank you for the kind words. If you’ll excuse me I –“
“Oh my god! Mistletoe! Y/N and Josh are under the mistletoe!” Someone on your right yells excitedly.
You see everyone near turn towards you as you look up and sure enough there is a mistletoe above you and Josh.
“Kiss. Kiss. Kiss. Kiss. Kiss.” Your colleagues chant in unison.
You shake your head from pure embarrassment, but also trying to find Jaehyun to somehow tell him it isn’t what it looked like. You finally see him in the back, his gaze intently on yours with an expression you haven’t seen before.
“Just one kiss.” Your coworker Joy says.
You look back to Josh who’s hoping more than anything you’d kiss him. Without wanting unwanted attention on you, you kiss Josh on the cheek. “There. Done.”
“No, that’s not –“
“Technically, that was a kiss. It doesn’t mean we have to kiss on the lips and we are not like that.” You explain yourself. Your eyes search for Jaehyun once again only to see him pouting and heading outside the balcony.
You follow him right out, not caring anymore about what took place or the people around you. The only focus you had in mind was your boyfriend. Once outside, Jaehyun was overlooking the city and even when he stands with his back facing you, he’s still handsome. You walk towards him until you’re standing beside him and taking in the city night lights.
“Babe-“
“There’s people around Y/N.” his tone is cold with a hint of frustration.
“Please Jae, it’s not what you think. I didn’t even know there would be a mistletoe, let alone be under one.”
“Do you know that he likes you? I heard him talking about you one day and telling everyone he was going to shoot his shot with you because he thinks you feel the same way.”
“Are you jealous?” the more he talked the more you couldn’t help but smile.
“I bet he made sure to stop under that mistletoe just so he could get a kiss from you.” he sneers.
“You know I don’t feel the same way he does. I only have feelings for you.” you step closer to him until you could feel his warmth embracing you.
Jaehyun exhales frustratingly, “I just wish it was me under that mistletoe.” He says quietly.
You look at your boyfriend and want more than anything for that to also be him. An idea pops into your head and you know what you have to do. It was either now or never.
“Come with me.” You take out your hand for him to hold.
“Where are we going?”
“On an adventure.” You smile up at him with round eyes.
How could he say no to that face and to you. He takes your hand and follows your lead back into the Christmas party. Once inside, you still don’t let his hand go even if he tried to let go of yours. All that did was make you hold onto him tighter.
You found a mistletoe and walked over to it and stopped underneath it. Jaehyun has zero idea what’s going on until he looks at his surroundings and finally up to see the mistletoe.
“Y/N –“
“Y/N and Jaehyun are under the mistletoe.” You hear someone whispering loudly to someone and soon enough the entire room has their eyes on you both.
“There’s people watching.” He says nervously.
“Let them. I don’t want to be here with no one else but you. I don’t care what people say as long as I have you by my side and I don’t want to hide us forever because I’m in love with you. Only you Jaehyun.”
At your confession he smiles widely and you couldn’t help but smile wider if that’s possible. You crane your neck up as he bends down to meet you halfway as your lips meet each other. You’ve had many kisses with Jaehyun, but this kiss is the first kiss to seal how you truly felt for one another and to show everyone that you love each other. His hands cradle the side of your face before one goes to your back as he dips you down. You yelp in surprise as the room gets louder from all the clapping and celebration.
He takes you back up and you’re left winded. The smile on his face is the only thing you see and the only one that matters.
“You’re crazy but I love you Y/N.” he pecks your lips.
“And I love you coffee machine breaker.” At that you both laugh at how far you’ve come.
“How about we get out of here and go watch movies?”
“Please. My feet has been killing me for the last hour.”
“Babe, that’s literally the time the party started.” He giggles.
“Yeah, I know. I don’t want to be here, I just want to be with you.”
“God you’re so cute. Let’s go.”
At that, you both left the party hand in hand and no longer hiding your relationship. Starting tonight, you get to show the world who makes you the happiest person on the planet.
Also … you may or may not be already planning for many more kisses underneath the mistletoe with the love of your life Jeong Jaehyun.
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seishirospeaches · 1 year
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Deja Vu
a/n: this is rushed, so I did not work on it so much but I hope u liked it.
genre: angst, fluff (if u squint you'll see what I mean)
warning: mentions of mature themes, this is 18+
Minors not allowed any further, DO NOT interact.
bf!Karasu Tobito, is a mean person at first. He isn't entirely the kind of guy, you'd thought to end up with.
After all he has a flirty friend Otoya and a kind face Yukimiya, but out of all of them you ended up with none other than Tobito.
It was when it started out as friends, turning to messaging one another until late hours. He would occasionally note things that you love, in particular he remembers everything you tell him, it warms your heart that he takes note even on the little things.
He makes time for you, surprise surprise.
He wants nothing more than to be with you, although this was the first year of being with him. As friends, until both of you eventually fell in love.
Then it began, you dated, went through museums, café, building a fort, going to the beach, late night drives, soft and slowed sex. It was romantic, he'd do anything for you.
But you do everything for him too, so he could forget all about her.
'Marisa', the girl he fell in love with in his childhood days.
Those first few months of being with Tobito, was nothing but a blissful dream. Now it started to change, in his dreams he mumbles her name, how those loving eyes looks at you that he was thinking of no one but that girl.
Then comes in that night, you had a heated argument with him. It was one of those days he recklessly get drunk, leaves you on read, mostly he has been spending days away from you.
For what reason?
"Could you be at least be honest with me!" You shouted, it felt like tearing, ripping, but harsh. The pain it feels into your heart.
"I met her, maybe more than one time. Is that what you wanna hear, huh." That was the last straw, it got you to be silent.
They were right, perhaps it was all good in the beginning but in the end it was downright a fucking nuisance.
"I don't know how sincere my apology would be, but I knew it was wrong to begin something with you." Karasu looks at you, sincerely feeling defeated and utterly speechless for his mistakes.
"I don't think we should continue what we had started, not even with me. I don't think you'll be happy with me."
If anything, all the things we did was a reminder to me that he saw no one but her in me.
But now, dating again feels like poles apart. Everything I do now with someone feels like a continuation in what I wish had been with Karasu. I did it all for him in the end it was for nothing.
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amourlyns · 1 year
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wud u write me (rich hotheaded depressed attention seeking annoying actually cold and judging girl) x playboy otoya who i once despised bht is now my bf
⠀ 「 𝐠𝐮𝐢𝐥𝐭𝐲. 」
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⠀ ━━ 🌷 💕
✦ 𝗦𝗨𝗠𝗠𝗔𝗥𝗬 ⨟⠀ Otoya finally shows up after being late to a date. PT.2
✦ 𝗣𝗔𝗜𝗥𝗜𝗡𝗚 ⨟⠀Otoya Eita + fem!reader
✦ 𝗔𝗨𝗧𝗛𝗢𝗥𝗦 𝗡𝗢𝗧𝗘 ⨟⠀ I was gonna get to this sooner but I know nothing abt blue lock so I might be mischaracterizing the fuck out of him 😓😓 I didn’t know what to do for the plot either 😭 ➜    masterlist
✦ 𝗪𝗔𝗥𝗡𝗜𝗡𝗚𝗦 ⨟⠀ MARLYNE HASNT READ BLLK LMAO
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⠀ ★ ⠀ | ❛ SO… YOU WANNA PULL UP NOW? After making me wait for God knows how long? ❜ There’s a sound of blankets ruffling against skin that echoes throughly the living room.
A soft smirk plays on Otoya’s expression. A thin, wry smile only seems to piss you off even more then he did before. His body slinks throughout your space. It’s not long before he’s in your face leaning down and studying your expression.
❛ You look kinda pathetic like this. A lil but sad even? ❜ Otoya chuckled . All you could do was glare. Shit, well he wasn’t wrong… instead of admitting defeat. You throw a pillow at his head, to which he deflects with swift accuracy.
Hands would raise in a defense, even thing he didn’t really have one. He was an hour and twenty minutes late, and yes you did count. You’d turn away, ignoring his presence as a whole.
Maybe if you ignored him for long enough he’d leave you alone, why would you want to hang out now after he left you alone like that? Seriously, how inconsiderate!
You’ve guys have been planning this for weeks now and he knows this… well, sure you guys have only been together for a month now. But when you like something, you like them a lot. Maybe that’s why you were so annoyed with him.
Plus, you were a sucker for his attention, and he knew that. It’s probably why he’s an right now, he likes seeing you all riled up. It’s an annoying game he likes playing with you.
Were you being unfair by ignoring him? Hell yes! But he already knew how petty you get so… is it really a problem? You’d ignore him as long as you’d need to.
A soft chuckle leaves his lips, the sight of you reminded Otoya of a petulant child. ❛ You’ve got money, you couldn’t entertain yourself with it while I was gone? ❜ Otoya murmurs, you finally turn around to lock eyes with him. There’s still a scowl on your expression, and your words are laced with venom.
❛ How could I entertain myself when you’re out ‘n about doing the the same thing? With other girls right? When you should be here with me? ❜ Otoya pulls out two bags from his back, seems like got you a few gifts while he was out tonight. That’s king of sweet, he could’ve texted you though. ❛ You wound me, I think I feel tears welling up in my eyes from your accusations. These are for you by the way, forgot to update you. ❜
A huff escapes your lips. The thought of Otoya spending his time on looking for gifts for you warmed your heart. You really couldn’t be upset with him anymore… Some part of you still wanted to be petty though.
You finally pull your body off of the couch and drag Otoya towards it instead, he falls on top of you with an ungraceful oomph. For the first time that night you laughed, with him .
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