gonna put my lbs thoughts under a cut jic anyone hasnt blacklisted the tags
i cant say im underwhelmed, cuz as soon as that cover came out with rodimus and that little alien guy on the cover i lost a lot of my anticipation for this series cuz i assumed that the aliens would take over a lot of the plot and detract from rodimus' story line and uhh. yeah lol. that pretty much happened.
idk this doesnt really feel like a great send off for idw tf comics (which is what i feel like idw was really pushing it to be). it feels more like a spotlight cliffjumper redux than anything else. its definitely very interesting, and if this Were some kind of spotlight spin-off comic i'd probably be really happy with how its written (cuz it Is written well imo) but like. it was hyped up to be this huge thing and then its just... another story about borderline human aliens interacting with tfs in really uninspired ways. like this storyline has been done already, just now it's got an angsty rodimus in it.
and idk...the little bit we saw of rodimus' pov was kind of the best part of this entire issue to me, and i wish that the entire comic was written from his perspective. or that the comic started back when rodimus decided to fuck off and abandon the war and explored the events that led to that decision instead of however many years later... mmh. it would have been a LOT more interesting that way i think.
all in all i cant say im disappointed cuz sadly i wasnt expecting much in the first place but i did hope id get proven wrong. hopefully this can end up being somewhat decent and do some interesting things with this rodimus (who i AM interested in, SO MUCH. GOD i wish this comic was roddy-centric) but im not gonna let myself get my hopes up.
1 note
·
View note
so i came out-ish.txt (personal but idc who reads) pretty long btw. DONT RB or i’ll FRY YOU.
heres the rundown, my bros
alright so i told the Parentals™ about my feels and w/e towards gender. they dont know the gay thing yet lol but. thatll come
so first off they told me i cant be a dude and wanna wear dresses and makeup and ‘look like a girl’ and that that is telling them that i’m “exploring my feelings” and whatever
i was like “well if a person born male wanted to wear lipgloss would you let him?” and they were like no thats different and i gave up loll
they said its good that im exploring them , they were being supportie i think but they said they wanna get me to a therapist so they can help me be sure bc ive switched labels millions of times in the past 2 years
(just counted. ive switched gender/sexuality labels 15 times in 2 years. the pattern was shifting thru genderfluid/nb/demiboy/transmasc and pansexual/bi/gay)
i noted to them that i had wanted to be a boy when i was a kid, that when picking labels i always clung to some form of masculinity and something not girl-affiliated.
anyways they were like ‘well if ur a guy....why did u wanna get that lipgloss?’ well bc i wanted to wear it, i said
they kept telling stories of like people who changed midway when they thought they were something. they were doing it in like a caring way, because they knew and i had t admit that i changed labels millions of times.
they also said they cant drop everything and suddenly call me Dave and use he/him because theyve known me as a girl my whole life which i get but I was like “well. could you try maybe?” and they were like well we arent sure. and once they referred to me like “youre still our daughter”
like. they really are trying to do whats best for me but the fact that they said i cant be a guy and want to be seen as a guy and like makeup or “change myself when i meet someone else” like....it hurt, to be honest. it really hurt. but its fine since they dont know
so they said theyre gonna find me a therapist to help me be comfortable with whatever label and stuff and my friends can call me whatever name and pronouns and stuff, but not to shove it down peoples throats because i tended to do that. admittedly, yeah, last year i was always like “im not a girl uwu.....they/them uwu.......im not a girl XD stop being so close mindeeeed.....” and acting like a typical special snowflake. that was just me tho i was being an asshole
i tried to make an analogy like “well if a girl of my age told u she was a lesbian would you tell her that she might change her mind?” and they were like “well we dont know her and thats different” and when i said it was kinda the same situation they didnt seem to listen?
anyway. tl;dr i’m gonna get a therapist (hopefully soon) to figure out and be sure of what im comfortable with. until God knows when, i’m still their daughter. i’m gonna tag transphobia jic, but it isnt really too bad. or maybe im underestimating lmao
15 notes
·
View notes
SO BUZZED FOR N2 IM BUZZED PLlzllzzllLOMHMGMGMMG
SHDFDAGDSHSG GAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH okay so after class we always stay back to finish homework and our quiz (since the first day idk how that happened but it did) (we’ve had four lessons tgt) so first 2 weeks we studied in a group and then last week everyone had stuff to do so it was just the two of us (yall know what happened here right)(should i create an n2 tag jic anyone wants to catch up hhhhh) anyways ya so thurs was with a group of people and like everyone left after they finished their work and it became just two of us and i was waiting for him to submit his work so we could get starbucks tgt and that was about 5.10 ish i think? but he was wasting time after he finished his work so we were like listening to music (he made me listen to Dive by Ed Sheeran, don't hate me i haven't listened to his newest album lol) and talking and stuff n then he checked his email about a singing audition for interest groups (IG) (extra curricular activities basically) anyways ya n then he was trying to find an old email that had more info but his inbox is so messy he couldn't do shit so i ended up helping him :p and then when i found it he was like i need to prepare one song i wished someone can hear me practice so i was like go on and sing!! and he jokingly said “ah its okay I'm shy” so i was like lololol okay then. n since i listened to a song he liked, i asked him if he listens to spoken word poetry (he doesn't) and then went on to show him one of my favourite poems and i could see his reflection in his computer it was so cute like he was concentrating so hard on the words djfskjhf like it was so genuine bye but halfway thru the poem at like 5.45 the cleaners came up so we had to go out of the class (my bag was already since like 5.10 lmaoo) so he quickly kept his shit and we left the classroom but then he wanted to refill his waterbottle and there was like another person there too so i went to sit by the window to wait for him. (OKAY THIS PART HERE IS MORE OR LESS THE HIGHLIGHT) n while he was refilling his bottle he was like can u hear me sing n then tell me how it is and i was like yeaahhh goo and he was like “only constructive criticism okay don't be so mean” he needed lyrics tho bc he like haven't practiced the song yet since he just got the email right so i let him use my phone bc he doesn't have 3g lol and then... like we sat down by the window and we was nearer to the wall n i was opposite him n we waited for the last few students to leave n then he sang.. n before that he was like “oh my god I'm suddenly so nervous sia my heart is beating so fast” fsdjhfsh ya then yall.... he sang Dive by Ed Sheeran and his voice... is pretty good and it was so cute wtf u could hear he was nervous bc his voice cracked quite a bit but rhrjgfdbdfjhxs he sounded way better than i thought he would oh my god n i thought he would like sing a bit laugh n then stop but no!!!!! hE SANF THE ENTIRE FUCKING ALMOST FOUR MINUTES AND I WAS JUST SITTING OPPOSITE HIM STARING AND LISTENING AND LIKE AWKWARD BC I WASNT SURE IF I SHOULD LOOK OR HIM OR WHAT LIKE WHAT WAS I TO DO IN THIS SITUATION LMAOOOO IT WAS SO CUTE HE WAS SO CUTE OMG I WISHED I COULD HAVE RECORDED IT BUT MY PHONE WAS WITH HIM FKDJHD IM ANGERYY ANYWAYS do yall know the lyrics to dive... like omg my heart... the song is so fucking ksdjsfh n he sang it so well I'm still shook by it omg i hateeeeeeeeeee... n then okay i like to take vids for my insta story so whilst we were in the lift he was like “Instagram Instagram!!!” so i took a boomerang with him dsjhfhsdjd beeeeeeeettttccchhhhh okay that's more or less it bc after that we just talked some more while walking to the bus station (we got Koi instead of Starbucks tho lol) Y A THATS ALL OH GOSH THIS IS SO LONG AGAIN IM SORRRYYYYY
8 notes
·
View notes
Heads up. Some dipshit named ragefemme is saying you’re a pedo because you tagged something as shota squad. I can’t find it but she’s got a bug up her ass that you’re a danger to kids or whatever
oh lord really? that tag is from when i was like 13 and didnt know any better. it was the name of my skype friend group (we all dumb kids who really really didnt know any better)
but goodness gracious no!! i guess i just never took that tag away cuz i forgot about it, like god idk 7 years ago? im really sorry
i dont blame them for thinking that bc out of context its very 😬 but its really just a shitty name a dumb group of 13 year olds came up with thinkin we were super funny. i dont think theyre a dipshit or anything its fine for them to be cautious but its really nothing like that at all!!!
i think in the tag itself is just “funny” chats from my friends at the time. im at work rn so i cant do anything about it (or xkit can even help me scrub that tag away?) (ill add an explanation in my about for it too jic it still shows up)
but its seriously a mistake of mine to keep that tag around, i really did forget about it since it was god 2013??
0 notes