other Hawk’s Nightmare thoughts, because it’s one of my favourite episodes and I still have more to say:
- The fact that Sidney eased Hawkeye’s fears not by reassuring him that he could cure the sleepwalking or nightmares but by telling him the nightmares mean he’s sane says it all. But also the implication that Hawkeye’s just gonna keep sleepwalking and having night terrors without seeing it happen again in the show is kind of funny lol, and why I headcanon that Sidney prescribes him sleeping pills after this. Like, you still don’t want to wander into the minefield at midnight, whether you’re sane or not.
- Hawkeye’s dad won’t let him have a bb gun <3
- I love Hawkeye calling himself a card-carrying skeptic and calling Toby Wilder just in case anyway, that feels very Hawkeye - skeptical but more emotion driven despite that
- “I don't believe in that stuff.” “Some people have extrasensory perception.” “I knew you were gonna say that.” One of my favourite recurring Hawkeye gags in which he denies/derides something and immediately/simultaneously jokingly plays into it. Same kinda joke as Margaret calling him childish and Hawkeye putting on an 8 year old voice to respond with “Are not!” or BJ saying he always has to have the last word and Hawkeye proceeding to deliberately needle him with it.
- The way this episode fits so well in the thematic thread of specifically Hawkeye and children is so good. Opening with Hawkeye upset about how young the soldiers they’re operating on are, comparing them to babies, which leads into nightmares of death invading his own childhood. The way it begins with Sometimes You Hear the Bullet with the twin plots of Hawkeye’s old childhood friend dying on his table and the underaged kid Hawkeye angrily sends home afterwards, then continues with Dreams and Letters and GFA... fantastic writing.
- Hawkeye deducing himself that the sleepwalking means he’s trying to escape <3
- “Actually Hawkeye, you’re probably the sanest person I’ve ever known. Fact is if you were crazy you’d sleep like a baby,” is one of my favourite lines, as a character summation for Hawkeye and as a thematic statement for Mash. It’s also a good centre for Hawkeye and Frank to revolve around as foils. Hawkeye is a stable guy in a situation that utterly fucks him up because that’s what war does, it’s not something that humans were meant to be able to take in stride. Frank is an unstable guy who loves the army and loves the war. They both end their time on the show with mental breakdowns, but Frank’s breakdown has nothing to do with the war, it’s solely about his own dysfunctional personal life, while Hawkeye’s breakdown is nothing but the war.
- Frank: There’s nothing in the dark that’s not in the light.
Hawkeye, in the middle of a war zone: Why do I find no comfort in that thought?
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had a fun(/HEAVY) lore event in the minecraft server today and recorded it all (for the first time)(holy shit i did not know it was so easy) and then afterwards rewatched it all with the gang in discord vc, for all of us to see it from a different angle and just for the hell of it. and.
it was almost like. felt just like watching a livestream and live reacting to it with friends. except it was just us from like 2 hours previously being streamed to us like we didnt literally just all go through it together already
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can you tell us about your orgasm please.. i’m on my knees 😩
I was fucking myself hard but building up really slowly. When it hit me i was overtaken by it, but i kept fucking myself to prolong the feeling. My whole body started tensing up, curling in on itself. I'm sure I must have moaned outloud, but I don't vividly recall doing so. I do remember laying on my bed, curled up, heaving, enjoying the aftershocks and wanting to stay in that feeling for a long while.
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I love Hiyori.
He's so funny. Because you have all this hella smart characters with high comprehension of people behaviour who spend day and night schemming.
And then there's him.
He's smart, a social butterfly, a great detective and rich. And he's not going to waste his time playing plotting games.
It's like he pulled Mr. Crocker's power roulette and it fell in "a secret third thing".
Martyrs what? Heroes what? Villains what?
Nah, he'd rather use his powers for selling lettuce.
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Got my backpack all dressed up for tomorrow 😌 spent a bit deliberating on where exactly to put everything, but I am satisfied with what I got.
I also did pack an Akira keychain, though it seemed both hard to put on + its connection seemed a little flimsy, so I decided to not go thru the hassle and risk losing him. These vash & wolfwood keychains are pretty solid, & they survived 2 flights and a Lot of walking in my trip last year, so they'll hopefully be fine for this trip, too.
Always a risk to put things on a backpack with a big convention, but it's worth it to me to have them out on display
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Passed a busker belting out the first english pokemon opening today (cars-ified)
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