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#this was a wild ride from start to finish
terrific-crow · 1 year
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Watched the Teen Wolf Movie. Incredible experience.
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polyamorouspunk · 6 months
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thoughts on my sort of poly breaking moment: i realized i have to be a relationship anarchist and sort of imploded my jealousy issues at the same time when i had to leave a five-year-long relationship because my partner was relying on me emotionally too much. like we were super jealous of each other and wanted to be each other's priorities because we were both BPD and FPing each other, and we went like this for five years. but towards the end, it just got so exhausting for me that i started *begging* them to find other people to be emotionally intimate with, because i couldn't keep handling the five-hour-long emotionally intense conversations where i helped them process multiple times a week, and half the time they were about problems they had *with me* and i was like pleeeeaaase go find someone else to be as emotionally close to as you are with me so you can talk about how upset you are with me for setting boundaries with that person because i can't healthily learn to set boundaries if every time i have to process your feelings about them with you for five hours. and once i started feeling that i realized ohhh nooo i literally CAN'T date someone who isn't super emotionally intimate with other people because i literally DON'T have the energy like i'm disabled and i can't DO that while also working a job and taking care of my apartment. and that was sort of the point where i realized i had to either become a relationship anarchist or just never date again because i just have to see my partners having other super intimate relationships as a benefit for me so i don't have to be the Only Person Handling Their Shit For Them Forever. and now i'm happily poly woooooooo
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ravenpureforever · 2 years
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Soooo….with my love of KinnPorsche slowly dragging me down into watch Thai BL, I decided after watching Ingredients for Jeff Satur, I’m going to watch My Engineer for Perth! I saw the first episode of the RamKing Retrospective Perth did, and I was like, without checking anything out about the show, I’m going to watch and finish My Engineer.
And that was an experience, let me tell you.
 KinnPorsche spoiled me a little too much
First episode, I had no knowledge of what I was getting into and it was a dumpster fire of confusion. But I’m a man on a mission, and I keep pushing through because I saw the first episode of the RamKing retrospective, I know deep down, there is a light at the end of that tunnel.
And on some level, I was right because every time Perth was in a scene everything brightened up, and like jesus, his visual acting is so incredible and that it’s like he is just completely blowing every other couple out of the water with a single expression. He’s my best boy and I was here for him and King and I stayed that way.
The main couple kind of melted my brain, but I did really enjoy their friend groups though! They were fun and added humor and made me enjoy a lot of parts and kept me somewhat invested in things that weren’t RamKing and it’s because of them I finished the show.
The couples, in order of enjoyment:
-RamKing: 100/10, they are the golden couple making it all worth it, the reward amidst the drama, the reason I keep going, this a Jane Austen Shakespearean type romance of communication and heartfelt vulnerability and intimacy amidst their dumpster fire friends, the actors have incredible chemistry and were carrying this show on their backs
-BossMek: Definitely cheesy but I’m a sucker for pining and being in love with your best friend and the whole selfless sacrifice of love trope and the totally no married couple, so I had fun with them. Also Mek looked like a sobbing wet poor little meow meow of a kicked puppy like 95% of the time and I loved that
-BohnDuen: It’s 3:00 am, I’ve lost control of my life and I just want to feel something again so I’ve turned to this
-FrongThara: Burn it from my brain, I didn’t see it, it does not exist, somehow both blander than boiled chicken??? Didn’t think that was possible. The type of thing I read one paragraph and immediately exit out of and try and get some bleach for my mind because a few sentences turned me off a theoretically fun story that much. I don’t man but every time they are on screen I was like I will even take more BohnDuen, please just end my suffering
Overall though:
- I am a raccoon so I always have some fun with trashy media, so I spent a good amount of time cackling at things
-“Duen is my wife!”/“Bohn is the bottom!” My brothers in Christ neither of you are getting laid in the first place
-Me every time Ram was shown: There he is! There’s my favorite boy!!
-Seriously every single on Ram’s expressions and actions mean everything to me, they are *chef’s kiss* perfection
-By episode 9, I decided I no longer had time for all this and my brain was starting to fizzle out, but I refused to give up because I was already invested in a.) finding out how the fuck this show is going to end with it’s buckwild plot b.) I wanted to know what’s going to happen with RamKing and BossMek and I wanted to know the context for them, and every single Ram and King individual scene so I refused to give up
-So what I’d do is put the episodes on 2x speed and then when Ram or King showed up, I’d put in back on normal speed so I could enjoy them properly. If it was BossMek or the friend groups, I’d have on 1.5x-1.25x speed depending on my investment level
-This show was trippy experience from beginning to end and kind of a complete train wreck at times and the camping subplot was the weirdest thing and I still don’t fully know why they had it and there were far too many times where I had no fucking clue what was going on or what the point of this subplot was but I definitely had some fun watching it and got a good amount of enjoyment
-The one couple that kept me going, the only reason I was here and I pushed through everything for, didn’t officially get together!
-RamKing had a tent kiss, they shared a bed, I finally thought everything was coming together for this beautiful slowburn strangers to friends to lovers relationship of intimacy and vulnerability and kindness! I had won, I had totally won!
-And then King wanted to pretend it never happened, put me through the five stages of grief in the course of like 5 minutes, Ram thankfully didn’t forget but King left to go to his grandma’s house with no communication or indication of what’s going to happen moving forward.
-It’s fine we’re fine I’m not dying on the inside
-It’s not like they said they were doing a season 2 and then there’s been no word about season 2and I desperately want to know what happens with RamKing
-Well at least I can console myself with Perth’s RamKing retrospective!
-I was really way too spoiled with KinnPorsche, huh?
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everyangel · 1 year
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re: ask game, as if I need an excuse to hang out in your ask box.
Can I tell you a secret? My secret is that I think part of the reason I feel so strongly about IBLBM is that a boy I dated briefly went on to become a naval aviator.
We hadn't spoken in years when he got engaged to another naval aviator (I heard from a friend who texted me, "Have you heard? Are you okay?"). It'll sound dramatic, but I deactivated my Facebook after I saw the engagement announcement. I stayed away for... at least a year! The new Top Gun is what broke me. I couldn't bear it! How can I watch THESE navy pilots and not think about MY navy pilot?
Have you ever seen a military wedding? I hadn't. But she had posted their wedding photos and video while I was offline. Some really beautiful traditions wrapped up in there. So beautiful that I cried.
I know, realistically, that we had been a terrible couple. We were stupid and immature; but even if we weren't, I know we wouldn't have lasted anyways. But if I've loved anyone, I loved him.
So that's my secret, I guess. Is it selfish of me to dump that on you? I'm sorry. But I miss the way I felt when we were together, and your writing reminds me of that, in more ways than one. I'm grateful to you! Much love.
I’m honestly not sure how to respond to this! I’m sorry that happened, and happy that you can find some enjoyment in my fic 🫶🏻
send me an ask!
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piss-off-erik · 1 year
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things I expected from watching glass onion with my family: a fun evening with a movie I know we’ll all enjoy
things I did not expect from watching glass onion with my family: my mother going on a 15 minute rant about how much she hates Hugh grant (based on his 15 seconds of screen time) and how Benoit Blanc deserves better, and then my dad defending Hugh Grant because he was holding a sourdough starter and that’s the ‘sign of a caring partner’
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sandushengshou · 5 months
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Love and Redemption: episode 58
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mobius-m-mobius · 5 months
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I cannot believe that season. truly just. there was not a single episode I didn't sit down to without a genuine conviction that *this* would be the episode where they spit all over everything I loved about the show. I braced constantly throughout the episodes as they kept setting themselves up for Very Stupid story choices only to pull the rug and go "HAHA surprise, idiot!!! We've given you exactly what you wanted <3". until the final episode which was NOT what I wanted and also exponentially better storytelling and character development than any of the ideal scenarios I'd constructed.
something deeply meta about it all. truly a chaos season for the chaos god, where the most chaotic, unexpected, transformative thing they can do is to be good.
Spent the day processing my love for this season only to have your message sum my thoughts and feelings up perfectly, thank you so very much for sending it 💖
Same as you, not for a second did I go in truly expecting anything from s2. Owen and Mobius have my heart, always will, so primarily the show was a vehicle to provide whatever crumbs of his scenes and chemistry with Tom I could get and with the start of every episode I braced for the moment that would get ruined in some way, only to be continually hit with everything I've ever wanted in a show or pairing right up until the finale. Which, while not what I would've chosen, was beautifully crafted and an almost Shakespearean tragic romance that will haunt me for the rest of my days and is still infinitely better than the nightmare scenarios I'd been floating around in my mind so at least there's that and it's impossible not to be thankful for eps 1-5 for giving content anyone could dream of and more 😅
Besides the obvious ending, I'm mostly crushed our Loki and Mobius didn't get a proper goodbye but honestly believe Loki decided to seek out s1 Mobius instead knowing s2 Mobius loved him too much to ever let his sacrifice happen and it would've been too much to bear, so having made his mind up already he at least tried to visit a version most likely to validate his choice. Just wish the Mobius now waiting until the end of time had at least a similar opportunity, but I'm just thankful he didn't lose his memories and could make his own decision that his faith in Loki is what's carried him before and will continue to do so now.
The flip of their characterization from order or chaos is exactly what has me convinced Lokius will reunite because how can they not with such an open ended future?? Even in separation they revolve around each other and they're the only ones left wanting. Mobius and his life are in ruins with nothing but the passage of time and possibility of some spent with Loki ahead while Loki's surely going to find a way to meet halfway when the choice of order has not only made him potentially the most powerful being in existence but one who spends eternity looking at the only person who ever saw him back.
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mono-blogs-art · 1 month
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Btw Chaser Game W finale. Love wins! Divorce (presumably) wins! Actual EVIL evil lesbian wins! Highschool girls being insane about yuri wins! Straight guy redemption arc wins! Itsuki barista era wins! We love to see it
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snouse · 2 years
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had a dream the other night where my car broke down at like 2am and these guys were the only people living nearby
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esolean · 5 months
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how it started:
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warship005 · 4 months
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"I'm still praying for that house in Nebraska..."
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illiana-mystery · 1 year
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Auto Focus (2002)
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bearfully · 5 months
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Ever since the nendoroid announcement, I've slowly been re-reading Pandora Hearts. I'm at volume ten. I am in agony. PH is one of the few series out there that might be better on the re-read because of how much foreshadowing there is to discover.
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valiisthea · 6 months
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They want to pull all my wisdoms. One is partially erupted and the part that isn't erupted is infected deep in my gums. The oral surgeon can't see me for at least 2 months so I'm waiting to hear back if the dentist is brave enough to attempt to extract for me. No quick relief from pain today... but I have stronger antibiotics and hydrocodone and she said if the hydro doesn't work, there's other stuff she can call in for me and not to hesitate to call her.
I'm a big baby so I'm on my way to Alex's (bestboygav) house in a minute to spend the night bc I need cuddles and ff16 lmao. And Alex.
Then the craziest shit happens on my way to pick up my meds.
This lady cut me off so bad. I was doing 60 (the speed limit, mind you) and she decides to turn in front of me last minute. She saw me a split second too late and slammed her brakes, I slammed mine and swerved cause there was no way we were missing. Somehow we DO miss, thank God. It was super scary. Then I got a text 5 mins later from someone I've never met but I know them on FB because we are in the local town group together and she recognized my face. Can't make this shit up!
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I feel for her. We all have those kinds of days. This happened like 30 seconds from where I live so she's close. I hope she does reach out if she needs sometime. I WAS pissed when it first happened, naturally, but she was sweet to apologize and also it's a lesson in "you really don't know what other people are going thru" I wouldn't have yelled at her regardless bc I don't yell at people, but the anger went away real quick. Remember to love each other!
I brought my work comp and my laptop with me to go to Alex so once I get there I'm gonna set up work and finish my day, then I will do some replies bc I have a lot of great asks from yall from last night before I went to the hospital. I asked and you all delivered and I am so motivated and excited to answer these.
Thank you guys! I love you all and I appreciate the support, love, and patience you've all shown me while I go through this. You guys are amazing!
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alphakuriboh · 1 year
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Happy Dannypocalypse!
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kikuism · 11 months
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kill the boy band by goldy moldavsky is the most unhinged UNSERIOUS book ive ever read ive Never laughed so hard reading anything ever
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