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elessarwanderer · 1 year
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Was hozier NOT going to mention that through me (the flood) is based ENTIRELY on cantos 1-4 of Dante’s inferno because I’m screaming and losing my damn paralleling mind
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steakout-05 · 5 months
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hey wait i just had a thought. what would Data's handwriting look like. do you think whenever he has to handwrite he just perfectly prints New Times Roman in size 14 onto the paper in three seconds or something. wait imagine if he wrote in Comic Sans
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thevalleyisjolly · 2 years
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As an archivist, thinking about the right to be forgotten in a specifically archival context, and the idea that not everyone wants their stories or their records to be made available to anyone/for everyone; that often, what a community judges to be the best preservation for their own histories and culture is not what is beneficial to outsiders, especially outside academics.
More specifically, thinking about this in the context of Lord of the Rings/The Hobbit/The Silmarillion/other Legendarium books as “historical” texts.  Thinking about maybe the “authors” not writing everything down because they understand the power of stories and how the telling of a thing grants a certain power over it, over how it is known and spread, and positions the teller as a figure of authority over what (and who) is depicted.
We already know that Bilbo is an unreliable narrator, that he changes things and leaves things out.  There were a few posts and fics years ago, when the Hobbit movies came out, about Bilbo befriending a young Estel in Rivendell and deliberately leaving that out of his stories at Gandalf/Elrond’s request.  What other things might he have left out, perhaps, out of respect for his friends in the Company and their desire to keep their culture and language private and closed? 
Pengolodh compiling the Annals of Beleriand from which came the greater part of The Silmarillion - but he was in Gondolin for much of the First Age, and would have had to rely on other sources to give an account of the rest of Beleriand.  Who did he talk to?  What might they have said and not said, and what might they have requested he include or keep out? 
Anyways, the Legendarium as an archive, something actively created and shaped by the different people in and around it, who both added things and left things out unintentionally or by design or on request. 
#lotr#silmarillion#ironically this would make the archivists of middle-earth more respectful and conscious of this than many irl archivists#i jest; there are many excellent archivists who are putting the time and the effort in to do the work right and to spearhead change#not that there aren't still a great many traditionally trained archivists who are being absurdly obstinate about this#but there is progress; however slow; being made in the archival field about recognizing people's rights to their own records#writing this instead of my personal archives paper asdfghjkl;#this isn't the main point of this post but i also like to headcanon post war of wrath burgeoning loremaster elrond#travelling around and meeting different communities and hearing their stories#and sometimes they ask him to share those stories with others and many other times they ask him not to spread them#he meets a kindi tribe in the east who have no desire to be involved in any of the bullshit happening over in the west#they are fine with him as a friend but explicitly ask that he not let anyone else know about their existence#he befriends dwarves living in the blue mountains who wish people to remember the glory of tumunzahar and gabilgathol#but who don't want their culture and language widely spread for outsiders to know#he reestablishes contact with the silvan elves in the greenwood who are eager to hear news of their long sundered kin#and request that he bring news of them to the survivors of ossiriand
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sergeantjessi · 13 days
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hey how does one get yourself & your brain to work together. because i desperately need to finish a seminar paper and i'm just sitting here like:
My brain: You do know that you would feel better if you'd work on your seminar paper.
Me: Yes. But consider this: I don't want to.
My brain: Another reason to finally do it, so you finally have it out of your way.
Me: But it stresses me out.
My brain: Do it and the stress will go away.
Me: But... It's too much... I can't...
My brain: You can, and it will only get worse if you keep avoiding it. Do. it.
Me: ... Oh look, another thing I'd rather do, fantastic!
My brain: Stop! It!
& none of my usual go-tos work
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supercantaloupe · 2 months
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finished and submitted my paper. kind of shit but whatever
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gideonisms · 1 year
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You ever try to picture your future or even any real goal to work towards and just come up against The Static ♥️
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dustoftheancients · 11 months
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Am I back to writing? Not really, but I’ve fallen down the pit that is Glenya and I absolutely can’t hold myself back from doing something. So I found a prompt list and randomly generated one of the prompts. I hope you enjoy, cuz this probably won’t be the last time I do this.
15. Kissing to shut them up.
“What will you tell them?”
The question hung between them for less than a heartbeat. His answer was easy, quick. Something that came naturally.
“That I was not my father’s son after all.”
Slowly, as if moving through a dream, Gleb bend down and retrieved his pistol. He tucked it back into his jacket, disappearing like it was never there. Like there had never been a bullet meant for her loaded within.
She watched him without a word. He did not meet her gaze. A feeling not unlike dread clenched in her gut.
“Surely they won’t accept that.” She could do barely more than whisper. Now that they were no longer enemies — they had never truly been, not to her — she found that she did not have it within her to raise her voice any longer.
His eyes flickered towards hers. She saw sadness, resignation. She might have thought that she had shot him.
“No,” he admitted. “They likely will not.”
Anya’s heart stuttered. So she had shot him. She would be the death of him.
“Gleb—”
“Long life, comrade.” He did not linger. It took less than a heartbeat for him to turn and to reach the door. Once he passed through, he would pass out of her life.
She moved without thinking. She moved with her heart. He already had the door open by the time she reached him, but she grabbed his sleeve, halted him anyway.
“Please, Gleb. Don’t.”
He sighed, then was silent. When he finally turned to look at her, there was something else in his gaze. Something mixed in with the sadness. Something that made her breath catch.
Neither of them spoke for a long moment.
“Please,” she breathed. “You don’t have to go back.”
A sad smile pulled at his lips, so much smaller than when they had first met. So much more doomed.
Doomed by her.
“I—you can stay here, at least for a while. We can figure something out. You don’t have to throw your life away. I don’t—”
But then his lips were pressed against hers and all her thoughts cut short. He cupped her face with one hand, his fingers curling into her hair.
It was a simple, firm kiss. Desperate, almost. Her first.
He pulled away.
She stared up at him with wide eyes. Her heart thundered in her chest, half in excitement and half in terror. She tightened her grip on him.
His smile widened, a little. But he still looked so sad. His hand dropped back to his side.
Gleb whispered, “Thank you, Anya.”
He laid his hand over hers and gently extracted himself from her grip. She had half a mind to keep clinging, to grasp at him until he stopped, but she recognized the resolution in his gaze. He could not be swayed, and that kiss had meant—
He held on to her hand for a moment longer than needed, their skin separated only by the glove on her hand. She felt his warmth begin to deep through.
Then he let her go.
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gildeddlily · 5 months
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"relax, echo's on it" and what if I sobbed
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spideyhexx · 8 months
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roguemonsterfucker · 7 months
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Sorry to talk about it again but I'm just still flabbergasted by the whole plagiarism thing
Like... When watching hbomb's video the first time and seeing him point out the rewording of stuff to change it *just* enough to (hopefully) not get caught stealing... I flashed back to my college days of when I did exactly that. 😅
There was a limit on how many actual quotes I could use, so I got around that by literally looking at my sources and rewording it enough to get past the plagiarism checker (TurnItIn.com my belothed) without losing the meaning of the text that I honestly didn't fully understand because I was writing on topics I had no real knowledge of myself.
BUT BUT BUT
I still cited my fucking sources.
Yes, I was using other people's words so I could get through the hell that was college, but if you read my stuff, you'd know exactly where I got it from. I never claimed credit for all the ideas.
And... again... I was just doing it to survive. I wasn't making money. I didn't even end up actually graduating, so it didn't even help me academically.
Somerton on the other hand not only rarely *if ever* credited the people whose words he stole, he was doing it for money, while also putting down fellow queer creators. He *wanted* full credit for all the ideas in his videos. To cite his sources would be to pass the credit on to others. And he couldn't do that.
Edited to add: It's probably a bit extreme to say I "stole" anything for my papers. Like I said, I cited my sources. I just paraphrased what I could when needed, probably to a degree that was questionable at worst. I just have anxiety and feel like "OH NO I"M A TERRIBLE PLAGIARIST."
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papayafiles · 8 months
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just went and watched charles' renewal video for the first time and it's not at all similar to lando's? they're both videos with music that feature drivers talking about their teams. that's. that's it.
so tell me why lecfosis on twitter (and on tumblr apparently... i cannot believe they're on tumblr. please keep your twitter toxicity to twitter!!) are analyzing it frame by frame trying to find similarities to accuse mclaren and lando of copying it and rushing it out in a day (for WHAT reason?). "they couldn't even bother to colorgrade it" have you considered they made it black and white on purpose to contrast with the fluoro logo. it looks cool! we all think it looks cool bc we're not miserable losers trying to find things to be mad about!!! "it's so obvious to any editor that it's poorly edited" have you considered mclaren hires professionals who know how to video edit better than you, a random weirdo on the internet who clearly needs a job? (just a question) "SO weird that they'd drop this the day after charles" okay babes have you ever considered that mclaren doesn't give a fuck what ferrari is up to because they have their own better car and their own better drivers and their own far less dysfunctional team environment to focus on?!?? maybe invest this energy into getting ferrari to hire therapists idk what to tell you
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opens-up-4-nobody · 7 months
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#what do you call it when a mind is lacking in depth of m thought? is there a word for that?#because all my mind can do is spin in tiny circles. never push any further. no depth of thought#i cant even carry out this line of thought to completion in my head. i have to write it down like this or else it remains stuck in an eddy#its so frustrating. when my thoughts are pressured i spin so fast it feels like my head might pop but the thoughts never go anywhere#bc they just repeat the same god damn things all thr fucking time. they drag me around in circles. then when im feeling low or even like#normal. my head just feels empty and it freaks me out. i have no intersting thoughts to think. theres nothing behind my eyes#possibly its just my brain on 0cd. but how am i suppose to escape the spiral if its in my own head? i guess im just supposed to changr my#reaction to it. recognize what it is and let it go. but i dont like it#i just want to curl up on a warm tile floor. press myself into a quiet corner and not think anything#in an aquarium or a conservatory. specifically the conservatory in Columbus. i love that place#i went there for my birthday when i was like 12 bc i liked it so much. the botanically gardens and the butterflies and the stained glass#i dunno. i just like it there. ugh. im just tired#god. there was a really cool talk today and im always like im not that inattentive lol but then i cannot for the life of me follow a talk or#read a paper all thr way through. my short term working memory is just a tiny little cup. easy to overfill#so i miss mostly everything. its so frustrating#its all frustrating. whatever. back to the psychiatrist tomorrow. probably up thr lamicta1 dosage#bc im past where i was last time i had a reaction to it 💪#i just wish i wanted to draw. drawing just makes me tired and impatient rn#unrelated
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uc1wa · 9 months
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i have had little to no creativity and it’s irking me because i know as soon as i’m back on campus i’m gonna be thinking of scenarios a mile a minute with an app development assignment in the background
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wuxian-vs-wangji · 5 days
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Every time Prapai gives Sky medicine, he's narcoleptic inside 5 minutes.
#fun story: in 2018 we went to interview ex-president jimmy carter#and I had a bit of an odd feeling in my throat#august 24 2018 i remember that date well#because that was the first signs of an illness that annihilated me#i blacked out for most of the month of september- i only have very sparse memories#i had a strange kind of pneumonia the doctor hadn't seen before#and over those 6-7 months they threw every single anti-anything they could at me#IDK if I slept so well because of the knockout effects of all the antibiotics and antivirals#or because I had a recurring fever and a chronic brutal cough for 6-7 months and was terribly weak by the end#but i was sleeping so deeply the more pills they added#and now i know i can function with a 102 fever on and off for months on end#everyone- family and coworkers- also made fun of me for insisting on wearing a mask but guess what bitches#when the pandemic rolled around i still had 2 unopened boxes from being sick a year before and those were worth more than toilet paper#lita#love in the air#prapai#sky#prapaisky#true facts: I don't remember writing one of my own fics#it was during the blackout month and i refuse to read it because i think it's funnier that i don't know what it's about#i also had to work- it was one of our biggest events that we do every 4 years#two weeks straight of 14 hour days with no weekends#and i was there every single day#i have no memory whatsoever and when we did the event again in 2022 the organizers kept saying 'oh wow you're alive!'#i like to say i had the BEST time because it's a tedious af event and everyone is surly by the end#but from MY pov i was trapped in dense fog and couldn't breathe; trapped in that twilight feeling when you're neither awake nor unconscious#and then when it passed I had a nice paycheck in my account without any of the mental strain of working for it
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zipquips · 1 month
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feeling incredibly unprepared for my med appointment today
#i only have original copies of my diagnosis documents#because i can't get my printer to work#and i have nothing but the cvs app to prove my prescription#and i can't even take a screenshot of that because it's blocked due to policy on android#supposedly that's to protect someone taking my info ig#but it's me! i want to take my own info!#all of the papers i have show my meds at a lower dose#idk#i'm hoping if they take my docs they'll make copies (i'm gonna ask or else i won't hand my docs over)#but like idk what to do about my med dosage though#i did write down my mental health treatment history + why i want to see this provider + how each diagnosis effects me so i don't forget#anything#i'm just really nervous#because i am going into the appointment with one of my main goals being adhd meds#and i'm just afraid that that's too suspicious#even though i have a diagnosis and need them#idk i just fear getting denied because i come across wrong idk#and one of my important papers has an incorrect diagnosis on it but i still need to give the papers for the other info on it#<- i got a borderline diagnosis from someone one time and that's the thing some people do when they see non-men with autism#because obviously autism is only for little boys#so like i don't have bpd#but that says i do#but every other provider has said no you don't#but i have nothing documenting the no you don'ts#so like i just need them to believe me because i exhibit no symptoms of it#but i'm terrified they won't believe me#sorry this is so so so so much rambling i am so so so so nervous for this#all of these tags are such great evidence for the anxiety disorder i have a diagnosis for lmaooooooooooooooooooo i hate it here#zip quips
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un-pearable · 1 year
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made a mistake
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