daryl dixon nsfw alphabet
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❄️ I remember staying up past my curfew every Sunday to watch this show. I was convinced that I could audition to be a Walker and make it. I was also convinced that Norman Reedus would see me, a 13 year old in zombie makeup, and be willing to commit crimes to be with me. Anyways here's this. Veterans to this blog May remember my old Daryl fics and I hope to god I've deleted every trace of them so yahoo and tallyho I guess. Requests are open and I'm going to post two of them tomorrow!!!! 🥳
A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)
It took time for him to warm up to you, but eventually he became comfortable enough to carefully pull you against him. Falling in love with you and warming up to you were two different things for him. The first time you two have slept together he felt awkward and he pulled away, sitting on the edge of the bed and dressing before leaving with a mumble. He returned to find you crying. "You just left," you had sniffed out. It was painful. You'd been through total hell: hoards of walkers, trapped in abdandoned houses, fights with random survivors. But this had you crying. Still naked in the bed, body bruised and hickied, and tears standing your face.
Daryl scrambled to grab you. He pressed a kiss both wet eyes. He laid with you, fully clothed with the night air in his beard and hair. Your naked self curled up against him, but the grasps were chaste and loving.
Daryl felt guilty beyond measure.
It is now custom for every night that he kisses his chapped lips on your body. Soft. Careful. Slow. He eases you back to the earth. Daryl never thought he was capable of being tender until he first held you in his hands. Covering you in blankets or helping you get redressed. Passing you water. Then kissing your forehead before tucking you in for the night. When you've fallen asleep he'll tell you he loves you. He doesn't like to do it often because he feels almost uncomfortable to say it, out of fear that he's going to be rejected. At least when you're sleeping he can say it over and over.
B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
Your tittiesssss. It's a primal urge to love and be loved by a comforting woman. I wouldn't say that he outwardly has a mommy kink. I don't think he'd ever call a girl mommy, actually! But he finds relief at the end of the day by laying on your stomach and sucking your tits into his mouth. Groaning and swirling his tongue around your nipples as your hands comb the knots out of his hair.
He worships them.
"Best pair I've ever seen," he promises, each and every time.
C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically… I’m a disgusting person)
Also on your tits. Massaging the slick seed over your nipples while your lashes catch tears like drops of water on a spiderweb. It's mesmerizing and it's enthralling. It magnetizes on his cock to hear his skin sticking to yours with the semen between them, or to see your pretty breasts glisten in the lanterlight.
D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
That he was morbidly inexperienced in the area of romance. I think he's had plenty of sex but I don't think it really had feeling. I think that brought him down. All Daryl ever really wanted was to feel loved. It's so much better to fuck while knowing you're his woman.
E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)
Again, I think he's fairly experienced. I think he's not exactly happy or proud by the situations he's been in, but he also knows what he likes in the bedroom.
F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual)
Missionary is likely, however I also think that he likes to stand behind you. Pinning you to his chest so he can look over you and watch your face control and your tits jiggle while your cute pussy keeps him in a chokehold. Actually, I know it's this position.
G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)
When he cracks a joke or laughs then you know all is well in the world. That you and your people are safe; that you won't go to bed hungry; that you'll have a proper breakfast with Daryl come morning before parting ways for 'work'.
H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)
I personally doubt that he bothers to trim or shave anything and idk if I'm weird for thinking it's hot, but 🤷♀️🫡
I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)
Very much extremely so 🥳
J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)
I imaging that Daryl looks so delicious when he's touching himself. He's all alone and he's vulnerable. He's himself without any fear or worries. His mouth parted, maybe he'll even let out the smallest of moans as he thumbs his slit. And he's not afraid to keep going. He will make himself cum over and over until he feels satisfied.
K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)
Size difference 😜 or when you're crying. When you're face is just streaming with tears while your cunt and thighs are slick with cum, after hours of being fucked and worshipped. And he's going to keep going. So also overstimulation ☺️
But please. I implore you to turn the tables. Sneak up on him and worship this man. Kiss him all over. Make him feel good. Please. He needs it. Pleasure him and most of all PRAISE HIM. He has a HUGE praise kink that he didn't even know about!
L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)
MAYBE on a run. MAYBE. I imagine that the minute you two almost get caught by another group or by walkers, he's banned the both of you from fondling while on a run. I think he'd like the idea of having a secret hideout. A place with the essence of just you and him, decorated only for two pairs of eyes.
M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)
His own mind. But sometimes he won't even have dirty thoughts, however, and then you'll whisper the filthiest thing in his ear. Then he can't think of anything else.
N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
Impact play. Aside from clit or tit spanking, just sexy spanking, things like whipping or slapping is a no. It's too personal and he'd never get off on it.
O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)
Prefers giving because he's silently insecure. He's meticulous in his tongue strokes. Presses kisses to your puffy lips and licks between them before nuzzling your clit with his nose. His scruff feels so ticklish against you. It makes you squirm. He'll use his rough hands to pin your hips down, forcing you to bear the pleasure he bestows while tongue fucking your tight hole or sucking your clit like a lemon slice. This is what I mean when I say size difference, btw. Man handling might be a better term. I wholeheartedly want Daryl to throw me around like a rag doll and use me the way he needs 🥹
P = Pace (Are they fats and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)
I think he typically ends up in a slow and steady jackhammering motion. I can't explain this right. Like a dotted quarter note in music theory...? That's the best way I can start to explain. Like every thrust has to settle for a second before he goes again-he wants to revel in the feeling. But it gets to a point when he's on the verge of cumming that his pace might get uneven. He'll push forward with choppy thrusts that take you higher and higher (deeper and deeper as the wise Kate Bush once said)
Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)
Occasionally he gets in a cheeky mood. He'll probably do this while on watch at a more se the settlement, like the prison or Alexandria. He'll lick his two fingers before shoving them down your panties. Sometimes he'll fuck your throat while he's on watch, trying his hardest to keep an eye out. It's sexy when he grunts and muffles his own cries.
R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)
Probably not. Once you two have established a comfortable rhythm, he gets attached to it and he wouldn't want it to change. He'd be a little sad if you ever told him you weren't satisfied with the sex life you two have
S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)
Oh my god he can last forever
T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
Nope
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
In the sense of "punishments" he might, but generally he gets off on making you squirm or cum
V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)
Can be very loud or very quiet. He typically is good at keeping quiet. It's pornographic when he lets himself make sound. It's all groans and grunting, growling and dirty talking. "Little girl" is his go to sex pet name.
I was heavy stalking the Daryl fanfic tag the other day and saw one where he says "cuntmuffin" and I can't get that out of my mind
W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)
When Daryl got the hang of the punishment-dom/sub dynamic he absolutely had a field day. He's GOOD at it. Total brat tamer. He's an amazing dom and he doesn't even realize it. He's just naturally in tune with you. He enjoys having someone to love and someone to tease. When he trusts you, the sky is the limit
X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)
HUNG KING. I cannot even lie, I know that he's gigantic. Long AND thick. The only man whose balls I'd ever fondle 10/10
Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
He's a horny bastard when he lays his eyes on you. I'm sure when he first met you, at whatever point you joined the group (you may choose but I personally give myself too much credit and imagine I joined straight out of Atlanta), he totally imagined you in all sorts of nasty situations. Watching you with the other ladies washing laundry? He jerked off in the tent, took about 60 seconds. Merle had no clue.
When you first got an attitude with Shane? Okay, he took his sweet time and groaned your name. Edges himself a couple times.
When you opted for a long dagger rather than a shotgun, going for close range kills? Okay, he was in officially in love.
Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
He'd be more than happy to snuggle up and fall asleep, but more often than not he's going to count ammunition stocks or take watch. He can't help but want to contribute morning, noon, and night.
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!TW: mention of needles and blood!
one month on T! and i fucked up a shot little bit xD i did everything okay, even no blood in injection (because of veins blahblah), BUT-! as i pushed injection to "the end" i felt sharp stab-ish pain, so i thought 'meh, no blood before no now'... not THAT meh tho. as i pulled the needle out a drop or two of blood leaked down my thigh and that moment i was like 'waaaaaiiiit a fck moment... shit'
ANYWAYS i am still alive, leg is complete nothing is missing so good for me
also... i dont really see any noticeable changes, not that much. maybe a little bottom growth but i cant really tell, if thats it then i had btm grwth my whole life. which is and isnt sad, cuz like-... i was excited but??? no??? what??? i need either a refund or bigger dick >:[ although i smell different, little more sour??? idk how to specify, just different. my voice is not that squeeky but thats maybe just my wish.
another big thing is...- wait for it...- i have appointment for pre-surgery consultation for top surgery. in my country we have gender affirmating health care (as rest of healthcare) on insurance. there is this rule that if u want top surgery u have to be a year on hormones and go thru assessment comittee (idk if its Richter term for this word) so they allow u to have top surgery. another big BUT...- in my country there are only two doctors who can give u papers for top surgery without comittee. two sexologist to be more specific. and one of those two sexologist is my doctor (who take care of me in trans healthcare and stuff). so she gave me those papers like "go kid go, chop off these tittiesssss"
my appointment for pre-surgical consultation is in november. wish me luck!
(sorry if there are any grammar mistakes, its 4:19 a.m. and single tear is rollin down my face)
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