El, la introvert for all season. Summer days will wane away, shadows growing long and deep. Soft leaves traded for soft quilts. Cling to the love that is sunlight, the promise that is rain, the darkness that is rest.
But before we go, I want to share a little of yesterday when the sun was shining:
the last couple of days we had a bit of Summer. In the blue hours you could hear the tide turning: rolling over and over, turning briefly like a restless sleeper in its seasonal bed. Its velvety darkness fills the skies; not the usual rancid yellowing smog-fog that dampens down the light polluted nights.
Morning thoughts: The swifts have been so numerous this year! Where are they nesting in the urban decay that surrounds us? I want to know where they live, where there is new life. I sit on the front stoop in the dark hours straining to hear them above the chaos of the drug induced fights, breaking bottles and the constant whirling of wheels on the thoroughfares. I want to fly away with them high above it all.
Midday thoughts: The noontide church bells were chiming and there I sat in the middle of My Mess, my overgrown garden that Nature has snatched back while I was away. I was trying to make peace with my mind and my body about the situation and take in some rare opportunities of gentle rays of glorious sun. So I was sitting there on a camp chair, trying to focus on my rosary to settle the bickering brain but was not succeeding. Had my prayer book out (its Friday!) and I just couldn’t get but one sentence off the page. I just closed my eyes and gave a silent little pleading prayer. I opened my eyes, and found myself sitting in the middle of My Blessed Mess: bumble bees, honey bees, ladybirds, damselflies, swallowtails, and other little bugs so happy to have all this little haven. There were flocks of little birds singing and chirping in the tangled mess of vines and brush, so joyful in having this little respite from the city. Some came quizzically close, eyeing me as to what useful matter I could be. Flowers that I had planted and flowers that just were, face to the sun, dancing in the breeze, beautiful haphazard, living bouquets, punctuating the air with perfume -- there for the eyes to feast upon (as well as the bugs). There was so much in that little plot of garden, a whole habitat seen and unseen, that existed just for the Love of it all! Attitude adjustment achieved. Thank you Jesus!
Evening thoughts: as the stars come out one by one, I play the blessing and prayer game: for every new star that appears, I give thanks for the blessings I have received and send a prayer out for someone else until the stars fill the sky and I have fallen asleep saying ‘thank you Jesus ...’
[VD: A Magnus Archives animation done in orange and teal titled "Pusryčiai" (meaning: "breakfast"). Mellow music plays as Martin cracks two eggs into a frying pan. He turns away to throw the shells while the pan sizzles, and when he returns with a spatula, a "boom" sound effect plays as Martin recoils with comic disgust.
The egg yolks have been replaced by human eyeballs. Martin stares at them for a moment. He then pokes at the egg with the spatula, producing a squelching sound, and one of the eyes blinks with another gross wet sound. Martin goes from disgusted to comically sad and disappointed, and he fades away before the setting does. The video ends on the words "darė Skaistė" (meaning: made by Skaistė) and a quick shot of an eyeball. End VD]
ty @princess-of-purple-prose for the description, i edited it a bit too.
I am simultaneously deliriously in love with the ending of Loki season 2 and absolutely loathe it
On one hand…Shakespearean tragedy at its finest, essentially circling back to Loki’s original Thor 2011 character arc by reversing it, and Loki has literally ascended to godhood. In the end, Loki’s ultimate selfless sacrifice was to sit upon the highest throne in the multiverse, and that to me is tragically ironically beautiful
On the other hand…Loki being alone makes me want to burn Marvel studios to the ground and do other unspeakable things