#to sit around for an hour or more waiting for class to start. š§
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Canāt tell if I actually genuinely think this job interview tomorrow is a bad idea, or Iām just trying to convince myself it is because I donāt want to do it
#itās an online interview so i think cancelling wouldnāt be too much of a dick move because presumably this person is interviewing all day#but iāve already told people about it so theyāll be like āhey how did the interview go :)ā and i donāt want to say i cancelled it#but. look this place gives me bad vibes#the business isnāt even open yet so iāll be one of the first staff hired and chances are iāll be hauling stuff all over the place#and helping set up. and that just sounds annoying and difficult#plus i thought it was just retail but i looked it up and they have a bar??? which means they probably saw my bartending & barista experience#and thatās why they want me. these people are not going to let me sit down and uhhhh i have an arthritic knee. i need to sit down#also the employment satisfaction reviews are really terrible#iām talking like; people mentioning they were getting abuse from customers and still werenāt allowed to ban them#but comparable businesses would absolutely ban those type of customers on the first instance#at this place they just let them stay though and you have to serve them even if theyāre clearly abusive and not in their right mind#i also saw that you get asked complex mathematical questions in the interview and listen. my brain is mostly fog right now#every single one of my prescription meds is clashing with one of the others and making me sleep 10 hours a day#and my brain feels like a tired soup even if i have slept 10 hours#(or 9. or 8. or 7. itās basically a 24/7 thing)#suffice to say i donāt think iām going to be doing fucking mathematics#also itās a teams interview and i hate them. although it is kind of nice to not have to take the train for half an hour just to be rejected#OH THATāS THE OTHER THING. they open at 8:30 and it takes me half an hour to get there#so if they want me in right at opening i still need to get a bus at like 7:50. but more likely itāll be way earlier than that#soooooo itās not actually much better than my previous job where i was getting up at 6 to get a train at 7:10 to get to college at 8#to sit around for an hour or more waiting for class to start. š§#i know i live out in the back of the back of beyond and i will therefore have some stupid commutes. but come ON#and if i work the closing shift instead there literally isnāt a bus late enough to facilitate that for me. they stop at 8pm. when will i win#iām just going to send an email cancelling it even though itās the middle of the night and then iām going to withdraw my interest on indeed#and then iām going to bed#and if anyone asks; they made me do maths in the interview so i burst into tears and started eating the drywall#personal
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