The Aid: Chapter 5, Part 1- SUSPICION
TW & CW: all hurt/no comfort; slave fic pet whump (so dehumanization, but nothing too severe); alcoholism (Whumper) & drug dependency (Whumpee); shock collar mention; explicit language (including insults); sadistic, creepy, intimate, bully Whumper; Caretaker turned Whumpee; emotional manipulation; recovering starved and beaten Whumpee (including mention of issues with being able to hold down food); post-coma & surgery recovery; mention of broken bones, stabbing, death and resuscitation; drugged Whumpee (partially voluntary, partially forced); Whumpee is an adult (mid-20s) but called “boy”; ANGST
Author’s note: Surprise-surprise, I’m a bitch that enjoys worldbuilding, so be prepared for some AU lore! But I hope this exploration helps introduce what’s happening here, as I think some explanations are due in our sixth part! Our boy is finally awake and alert enough to talk, so we finally glimpse his and Wyatt’s dynamic 1-on-1. It’s only going to get more batshit crazy and worse from here on out, enjoy!
Look out for the special blue text! (Explanation at the bottom with the Footnotes!)
*Initial song inspo was “I’m Only Sleeping” by The Beetles (but oops I kinda derailed & went ham.)
Word Count: 3876
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A stern fist pounded on the doorframe in three successive knocks.
An authoritative, booming voice followed, “Get up. It’s time for meds.”
The Aid let out a long yawn, then peaked his head up from his cozy blanket cocoon and pushed down the mountain of bedding he snuggled under to chest level, his warmed face kissed by the early morning chill of the crisp midwinter air.
‘Thank fuck,’ he thought to himself. His beloved painkiller began wearing off an hour ago, and he itched for another dose.
Like most mornings, The Aid awoke groggy and lethargic and awaited the on-the-dot 8 o’clock breakfast bell that was Wyatt Sullivan’s brutish knuckles pummeling his doorframe.
Today was no different.
He’d been awake for some time but pretended to be asleep, hiding under the covers for as long as possible, milking as many precious moments of undisturbed rest as he could. That, and well, he hurt like hell and tried to move as little as possible because of it.
Cautiously rolling over from his side to his back, he sprawled out his unmaimed limbs, which welcomed the movement and released a euphoric surge of endorphins for his efforts—nothing like a good stretch in the morning to get the gears turning.
He hadn’t reached the stage in his healing journey where his body ceased feeling like he got hit by a bus, but then again, it had only been three days since he awoke from his week-long coma. The annoyingly heightened sensitivity to light that nearly blinded him since the first day he regained consciousness continued to plague him- his pupils struggled to dilate, and his vision continued adding a hazy, bright whitewash over his surroundings, making him feel like he was in a perpetual dream state.
Could it be from the side effects of the new cocktail of pharmaceuticals? Body trauma? Starvation or a disturbed mental state? A combination of all? The answer was impossible to know.
What he did know was between the round-the-clock cocktail of drugs Sullivan fed him made him nauseous and heady, his inability to move half his body, and his disorientated eyesight, he half-convinced himself he really was finally dead; or at least sequestered in some poorly constructed, shabby purgatory that would hold him until he wholly phased over to the side of the dearly departed.
But death be too sweet of a release for a disparaging sad-sack such as him, and he knew better than to hope he would be allowed to go so easily.
His snap back to reality—his reality, his sad, miserable reality, was the hard-to-ignore militaristic growl of his Master, recognizable in any mental state, clear-headed or not, no matter how dead he debated himself to be.
The Aid fulfilled Sullivan’s read-between-the-line command out of a trained compulsory instinct rather than intentional effort—he carefully twisted his torso with his outreached, unbroken hand to the right, taking special consideration of his broken rib he hoped to not further aggravate in the process, as he fetched his glasses on the nightstand and promptly adjusted them on his nose.
He sat up with a lackadaisical effort, matching all the bursting-at-the-seams excitability of a DMV employee, to face the day ahead of him and to face Wyatt Sullivan’s ugly mug glaring at him with a special delivery of meds and breakfast neatly put together on a serving tray held out in front of him.
What a beautiful sight it was to see—his Master serving him for a change.
Sullivan frowned, acting as if he were allergic to the words he spoke, chewing them with the same dissatisfaction as a toddler forced to eat broccoli, “Trouble… sleeping?”
“No, Sir,” The Aid replied sleepily, voice laced with a twinge of early morning raspiness.
Dr. Paul’s generously supplied Ambien made sure to keep him adequately sedated throughout the night—bonus points included keeping the pesky demons at bay.
Sullivan handed him an uncapped eight-fluid-ounce bottle of Ensure to kick off the morning regimen. He struggled the most with solid foods, but he was able to manage liquids. He sipped the drink dutifully between paced intervals as Sullivan put the tray on the dresser, then turned to witness him consume the contents.
His appetite hadn’t fully returned; Dr. Paul said it could be quite some time before his body started feeling hungry again, some effect of long-term starvation and post-surgery recovery. And who knew what the hell this hefty dose of mixed medication was doing to him?
Every mealtime was a battle.
He fought hard to keep down every bite he could bring to his mouth, but his efforts were not without reward as he successfully managed to hold down a couple of days’ worth of food now—which was more food than he was getting in a whole week when chained up beneath the floorboards. He forgot what it felt like to quench his thirst fully or to have a full belly—or as full of a belly as he could manage despite his ever-present teetering urge to puke his guts out.
In the grand scheme of things, his current state was hardly an improvement, but anything—everything— felt like sunshine and rainbows compared to bleeding to death as an emaciated corpse in a dungeon.Three cheers for being adequately fed, properly hydrated, and munificently medicated—hip-hip-horay.
His satiated basic needs lent a hand for his wits and senses to begin slowly returning, and among his normal senses, he reacquainted with his sixth sense, which he had long forgotten about.
And he sensed something was off this morning.
The Aid felt Sullivan’s shift in energy…something was— looming?
The edgy ambiance alluded to more than just Sullivan’s usual restless withdrawals from alcohol (he was sure the brute hadn’t taken a sip since their little basement incident—his shakes, evened-temper, and cleaner-than-usual smell were enough of an indication of that), but any additional insight escaped him. The aura remaining in the room was unsettling at best, foreboding at worst.
***
As The Aid lay slowly dying from starvation and infection on that rotting mattress in that hell of a basement for months, the last thing on his mind was his special little bag of tricks. He was endowed with a unique set of senses separating him from the rest of the herd and earned him a hefty price tag that only those from considerable means could afford—yes, despite Sullivan’s slanderous accusations of his low worth, he did, in fact, fetch a pretty penny, many pretty pennies, a fuckloads worth.
If Wyatt ever found out how much his mother spent on the measly servant, the man would undoubtedly pop a gasket and explode with a plume of steam jetting from his ears.
It was more than happenstance for The Aid, a trained caregiver of Olympic-grade rank, to be a Mystic—a conduit of psychic abilities. He possessed a sought-after and rare sense-set his former CSI* facility overseer, Handler Bryce, doted on him for having and landed him the posting with Madame Sullivan in the first place—as anyone who could afford it wanted a special breed of a Domestic servant, and Elenor Sullivan spared no expense when it came to acquiring the best of the best. The Aid not only fit the bill for a high-class servant who came with all the fixings, including a level of inculcated etiquette that would make a Victorian maiden blush, but he was the damn paragon for all Mystic Grand Servants.
The Aid’s repertoire consisted of the empathic, hyper-intuitive, psychometric*, and premonitionative* variety- that’s right, a true four-for-four value nicely wrapped up in one little shiny package available to the highest bidder. Although, according to him, these abilities merely sounded cooler than they were practical in day-to-day life, he regarded his abilities (what he thought of as “annoyances” or “curses” more than anything else) as sporadic hindrances welcomed with the same fondness as a migraine.
The Aid’s most prominent abilities, his varying forms of empathy and hyper-intuition, morphed together (lending some to classify him with the gift of discernment- ‘yeah, ‘gift’ my ass’) to generate feelings- strong, unshakable feelings that overcame him in the form of heightened emotions, mental images, or sometimes both.
But what all Joe Schmoes failed to realize was that Mystics were particularly vulnerable to negative energies, which his four-year-old self affectionately named “yucks.” And these yucks were everywhere: people, places, and things oozed “the yuck.” Consequently, he opted to close himself off from feeling other people; he had enough of his own shit to deal with.
Who the fuck wanted to be burdened with the feelings of other people anyway?
A non-Mystic would assume that he at least found solace in his premonitions.
Wrong.
Sure, his degrees of clairvoyance told him things he’d never know without supernatural intervention, and it was always right; he was always right. Yet he rarely felt satisfied with such knowledge. And sometimes, “being right” and knowing things he shouldn't landed him in a heap of trouble—and once, not so long ago, it even landed him a four-month stay shackled to a support beam, surrounded by concrete walls below ground.
***
Sullivan sat on the edge of the bed, an awkward grimace rolled over his face, his chary eyes locked on to The Aid’s wary expression.
‘What the hell is this about?’
The Aid wanted to stick out his feelers and openly prod as he would with others but knew better than to; his Master was full of nothing but a nauseating amount of malice and animosity that quickly seeped into him if he looked in for too long. If he dared plunge into Sullivan’s internal affairs, it would have to be a covert mission, a war fought with surveillance drones rather than foot soldiers. Undoubtedly, Sullivan’s MO was off—his idle moping was unusual behavior, especially for a man as heedless and brash as he, who—more often than not— navigated the world with the cocky tactlessness of a bank robber.
The older man broke the stare, turning his attention to his clasped hands resting on his lap.
Was he…brooding?
After a solid minute of staring at his anxious, twiddling thumbs, Sullivan finally grumbled, “My brother is coming over today.”
‘. . . Oh?’
Sullivan couldn’t look at The Aid as the words came from his mouth; if The Aid hadn’t known any better, he would’ve thought a thorn of guilt pricked Sullivan, but psychopaths don’t feel guilt, do they? He would know.
Perhaps Sullivan merely acted to be suffering from a pang of remorse to get sympathy points from his empathetic-to-a-fault servant; a bold and brash move considering the man just murdered and threatened to disembowel him to settle a pricey bill from the mechanic a little over a week ago.
The Aid knew what the arrival of a guest meant, but since Sullivan didn’t ask a direct question, he kept quiet. Although he could feel Sullivan’s surface-level desire (the man projected like a lighthouse, so The Aid had to all but crack open his mentally projected empathic door just a smidge to not be overwhelmed by the influx of Sullivan’s toxic yuck) for him to just-say-something-god-damn-it to ease his internal tension, he opted to play the obedient slave role and not speak unless commanded to. He would slyly play by Sullivan’s rules when it served him best. More often than not, weaponized incompetence was the only weapon he had at hand that Sullivan was too stupid to notice since the man was an arrogant rat bastard who paraded around with the false confidence of the most intelligent person in the room.
It was quite a sight to see the ogre of a man internally floundering like a fish out of water without his go-to conversational crutch of threatening or yelling at his sorry excuse for inheritance. The Aid found small victories where he could, and feeling the man battle himself gave him a much-needed dose of satisfaction. He fatuously likened himself to David conquering Goliath, and in true legendary fashion, the much older man at least doubled The Aid’s weight and had a full 13 inches on him, but The Aid liked to think that he had him beat when it came to native wit.
Sullivan huffed a compressed, bitter laugh, “For reasons I don’t understand, he likes you and is going to want to see you.” As he spoke, he outstretched his fingers, trying to release the tension brewing in his sweaty palms before making himself bring his gaze back up to face the physical representation of his alcohol-fueled violent outburst.
“So-” Sullivan surveyed the broken, gaunt, sickly-looking figure before him.
The Aid finished sipping the Ensure slowly, making sure to milk every moment of Sullivan’s sulky fidgeting, ‘Look at him posturing, actin’ all tongue-tied and flabbergasted and shit. Petulant bastard. This is gonna be a real doozy.’
The Aid kept his empathic door cracked and peaked in the sliver of space between him and a dark, dread-filled abyss, careful to keep his distance, far away enough so that no harm would befall him, but open enough to catch any emanating feeling that dared poke its tendril out from the frightening depths of Sullivan’s mind palace. The danger of meddling in his Master’s feelings did not escape him, nor would the opportunity to gently pry at the man in such an oddly vulnerable state elude him just the same.
In an equally unpredicted but half-expected second later, a thick, clouded emotion overcame him, clear and strong as ocean winds. In the entirety of that single instant- which seemed to expand further than metaphysically possible—he felt a rare, mutual link stitch between himself and Sullivan, intertwining them in an impossible moment as they emoted in unison—
SUSPICION
Drunken Sullivan couldn’t tell his ass from elbow, but sober Sullivan was a few notches quicker (now leveling the playing field as his dried-out self was more on par with The Aid’s drugged and slightly disorientated state) and all the more eager to detect The Aid’s use of abilities, of which he banned him from using without explicit permission. Unsanctioned use resulted in a swift and proper beating for defying the Master’s orders.
Sullivan knew of The Aid’s tricks, how he felt invading his mind, so The Aid quickly closed the mental door between them and settled back into the present moment, hoping that Sullivan didn’t catch wind of their accidental syncing.
The Aid gulped a knot in his throat and tightened his jaw as he shifted restlessly, trying to distract Sullivan with a wince and doleful whimper to sell the look of being in physical pain over mental distress—both were true, so it didn’t demand much fabrication.
Sullivan narrowed his eyes and hacked a cavalier snicker, scrutinizing The Aid’s woebegone manner, but continued, “Ya’ve been sick, real sick. By the looks of it, for a while, I reckon. Ya’ve been struggling to eat; maybe ya got a viral infection or some bad strain of the flu or somethin’, that’s why ya’r all shriveled up an’ lookin’ like hell. An’ ‘fore that, ya hurt yourself when cleaning the windows outside on the second story…ya fell off the ladder an’ got impaled by a tree branch.” His faked insistence dwindled to an unconvincing timbre towards the end of the falsity of events, revealing his inability to buy his half-baked bullshit.
The Aid forcibly gulped his last sip of vanilla-flavored dietary supplement, or else he would have spit it out and erupted in a fit of laughter. He bowed his head, trying to conceal a small, giggly hum that escaped him anyway, despite his effort to hold it back.
“The fuck is so funny?” A flash of anger bolted across Sullivan’s face; his piercing eyes shot icy daggers as his hand stiffened at his side—oh, he wanted to slap the snide little fucker clean across the face.
“Sir, respectively, we live in a desert, not many trees around. There aren’t even any trees on the sides of the house?” The Aid tried to reason, choosing his words carefully while anxious eyes surveilled Sullivan’s rigid hand, which resembled closer to a cocked gun over a human extremity.
Sullivan forced a dramatized sigh, airing his frustrations with what he took as The Aid’s unwillingness to cooperate. A stern hand reached out; The Aid preemptively flinched—but instead of being struck, to his surprise, Sullivan snatched the empty Ensure bottle from him and replaced it with a cup of water coupled with a napkin of pills on his lap.
“Then what happened then, hm?” Sullivan asked smugly with a click of his tongue, challenging The Aid’s ability to contrive a believable story to sell.
The Aid took a moment to shift through the morning pills—all 10 of them—in search of the only three he cared about: his precious off-brand oxycodone, Klonopin, and fluoxetine. The rest he didn’t know or give a shit about, and Sullivan never bothered explaining to him. Not like it mattered; he’d have to take them all regardless—Doctor’s orders.
The Aid considered how he could respond, wrestling with the outcome of each conjurable scenario—it could go so many ways.
But how would he play it today?
He singled out the two smallest pills, adding them to his holy trinity of medication, before quickly swallowing them with a couple of gulps of chilled water.
He’d try his luck; after all, he was on the winning side, and Sullivan seemed more forgiving today.
“I think a burglar broke in and attacked me. But thankfully, my big, strong Master stepped in to save lil-ole-me since I was stuck in bed with an icky cough and too weak to defend myself.” His cadence was uncharacteristically slow, calculated, and clipped with disdain.
He downed the remainder of the pills with a finishing chug of water and handed the empty cup to Sullivan.
‘Checkmate bitch.’
“Is that so?” The older man’s words flowed slow and sticky; suppressed anger coated every syllable; then, he slid his tongue over his teeth. Now, he really looked like he wanted to hit him, and The Aid knew it took every ounce of strength for the brute to hold back.
Sullivan expelled a sigh before tittering at The Aid’s innuendo, seizing the cup from him and standing to set it on the dresser. Before Sullivan sat back down, he threw back the bottom covers to expose The Aid’s feet, placing a possessive hand on his sprained ankle as he settled back into his spot.
‘Oh, big man wants to play a game?’
Against his better judgment, The Aid upped his antics and turned the insinuation switch to overdrive, “You mean you don’t remember? Wow, I guess he hit you over the head harder than I thought—”
Sullivan squeezed his lame ankle, abruptly cutting him off and forcing a surprised gasp to fill his chest. A white burn relit in his ankle, shot to his toes, and smarted up his leg, splintering off just below his kneecap; the pain plucked a yelp through his gritted teeth as he placed his hand over his broken rib, steeling himself against the sharp, pulsing agony daring to wreck him from both ends.
“Ya’ve been a real little shit ass since ya woke up from that coma, ya know that?” Sullivan snarled, rage flickered in his hollow eyes as he threw a sulky look at the insolent slave.
The Aid knew he shouldn’t. Oh, he really shouldn’t.
Don’t say it… Don’t even think it.
‘You’ll regret it.’
That may be true. But the opportunity was his for the taking.
Fuck it—
“I learned all my shit-assery from the very best, Sir-”
He sucked in a quick, painful breath and bolted his eyes shut from the new spark of a fiery, needling pain bursting from his ankle as Sullivan forcefully extended his wrapped foot to a point. A delayed scream ripped from somewhere deep in his belly and reverberated through his splintered rib.
“I’m sorry!” A screech burst from the pits of his chest, trembling from a whirlpool of pain and adrenaline flooding his nerves as a few involuntary tears rolled down his cheeks. A wounded, shaky chuckle thrummed in his throat, an unconscious attempt from his body to expel pent-up distress.
Sullivan glared at him wickedly. In any other circumstance, The Aid would’ve already been slapped around and given a black eye for being mouthy. He usually bit his tongue, or at least knew when to get off the proverbial bus before it rode off the cliff, but since awakening from the coma, since Sullivan stabbed him to death, he felt different—blasé. Devil-may-care.
And it scared him like hell.
“Keep it up, boy, and ya’re gettin’ the fuckin’ shock collar an’ I’m frying that soft little neck of ya’rs, got it? That don’t leave marks, an’ Dr. Paul won’t know.” He jerked The Aid’s ankle again, stealing another pleading yawp pried from his vocal cords to drive the message home that he was serious—as if he ever doubted his Master’s inclination towards cruelty.
“Yes sir, please, I’m sorry!” He begged weakly between sobs. Sullivan eased his grip but didn’t remove his hand. The Aid’s ankle and side throbbed mercilessly, and he wondered how much longer they would take to heal now.
“Look at ‘dat, an’ you fell an’ hurt ya’r already fucked up foot! The Doc is gonna tell ya that ya need to be more careful!” Sullivan taunted.
“Yes, sir, I am very accident prone.” The Aid tried to joke, but the humor he attempted to muster didn’t rally; instead, its remnants dropped and sunk heavily in his gut. He quietly whimpered as he slowly rocked back and forth to lull himself, chastened by his foolishness, and hung his head in remorse.
Sullivan smiled shallowly at him—it was amazing how the ogre could even ruin a smile—reveling in his slave’s misery and surrender.
Sullivan retrieved the food tray and placed it on The Aid’s lap, monitoring him intensely as he did so. The Aid examined the contents of his breakfast—a small bowl of oatmeal, a slice of toast, and a cup of orange juice. He didn’t know how he would be able to eat it all. His barely-there appetite became further nullified by the pain throbbing throughout his body. Dr. Paul said to give it a few days for his body to get used to regular food again before he should proceed with an anti-nausea and appetite enhancer if his appetite couldn’t return on its own, but damn, did he wish for another magical little pill to fix another one of his Sullivan-made problems.
Sullivan espied The Aid’s poorly concealed apprehension towards his food- how he looked so helplessly at the bowl of oatmeal.
“Eat,” his Master demanded.
Funny sentiment, all things considered, the man who starved him for months ordering him to eat.
The Aid took the spoon and stirred the oatmeal. He was pleased to see steam coming off it—nothing worse than cold mush. He brought a small spoonful of oatmeal to his mouth and chewed it slowly, trying to overcome the urge to spit it out and forcing himself to swallow.
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So, what’s with the random blue text?
‘This is a premonition.’
THIS IS AN EMPATHIC FEELING
Footnotes:
*CSI: (not “crime scene investigation”) stands for “Chattel Services Incorporated.” CSI is a WRU adjacent type facility that “trains” would-be enslaved people. I don’t want to give too much away right now, as more will be revealed about CSI and its facilities as time goes on! Just know that they are the big cooperation that has a monopoly on the industrialized slave trade in this alternate-reality universe.
*Psychometric: relating to the psychic power, Psychometry, where a person receives visions through objects. We will learn more about what this means specifically for the MC down the road!
*Premonitiative: relating to the psychic ability to receive premonitions- visions of future events. The MC’s premonitions come through in a couple of different ways. Instead of visuals, he may receive internal dialogue that seems to come from nowhere. I still consider this a “premonition,” although it can also double as his hyper-intuition.
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